Divorced Woman 2019

Chapter 63 Experience
Lin Xiaoling was born in a rural family in G Province in the south. The poverty of her family made her learn to be self-reliant prematurely.

When she was 14 years old, she was supposed to be in junior high school, but she had to drop out of school to work at home because of the lack of labor force for farm work at home.

Regarding the matter of dropping out of school, she didn't have the slightest nostalgia. After all, her academic performance was terrible, so she didn't care if she didn't study.

His mother died when he was 8 years old, leaving behind a 5-year-old brother.All sources of income in the family are maintained by the father's farming.

Grandma is bedridden all year round due to illness, which is undoubtedly worse for this difficult family!
The dilapidated house was hit by continuous night rain, and the leaky boat was hit by the headwind again!
In the second year when I dropped out of school, my father was kicked by a cow in an indescribable place while farming in the field.

The egg is leaking!
After sending her distressed father to the county hospital, the doctor told her that she needed 3000 yuan to be cured.But at that time, the family couldn't even come up with 300 yuan, and the most valuable thing in the family was the buffalo that got into trouble.

However, the cow was not worth much at that time, not to mention that it was the hope of the whole family to eat.

Lin Xiaoling gritted her teeth and sold herself to an old man from S province who was working in the county at that time for 5000 yuan!
This year, she was only 15 years old!
Since then, she has never returned home.

After following the old man back to Province S, she and the man had a hasty wedding.Because I have not reached the legal age, there is no Civil Affairs Bureau to handle the corresponding procedures.

In the second year, 16-year-old Lin Xiaoling gave birth to a daughter for the old man.Because of the mind firmly controlled by the ignorant feudal ideology, men often beat her violently for various reasons.

In the end, he didn't even use his excuses lazily, and beat him up straight away!
Finally, one night, she couldn't bear the beatings and eloped with a young man from the same village.

This year, she was 18 years old.

The two ran to Province J and worked in a small city.Two young people without any burden are together, and their lives are still very comfortable.

They first worked in an electronics factory, taking care of food and housing. Although they lived a carefree life, they didn't have much money to squander.

After get off work, the young man always hangs out with some dubious people in the society.Lin Xiaoling, who is young and doesn't have much social experience, doesn't feel bad at all. She even thinks that she has many boyfriends and brothers, which is a very face-saving thing.

The next thing naturally became more clichéd, the young man was locked up in the detention center because of a fight, this level lasted for two years!

In the past two years, Lin Xiaoling has not found another new love, but has been waiting for her boyfriend to come out, looking forward to a better life in the future.

After being released from prison, the young man not only failed to live a good life according to her expectation, but met a group of worse friends in the detention center.

Even so, Lin Xiaoling did not leave her boyfriend, but continued to live with her boyfriend.Only this time, the boyfriend is not at work, but spends all day with these friends, often doing some shady things.

As for what the young man was doing, she didn't know very well.

What she knows is that she can bring back a lot of money every day.

With money, you can buy good clothes, eat what you want, and play what you want.As for how the money came from, she never thought about it.She also enjoys living this life.

Until one night, she went to a mountain with her boyfriend.

There was a brightly lit house deep in the mountain. When the two of them entered, it was already full of men and women.In front of these men and women is a large table, on which playing cards and many chips are scattered.

It was her first visit to the so-called underground casino, filled with thick smoke and shouts of men and women.In another corner of the table, she saw several beautifully dressed women with cigarettes in their mouths.

After a man yelled, he lost all his money.The man walked up to the group of women, took a woman away after a few glances, and then walked out into the woods...

A few minutes later, the woman entered the room and straightened her messy clothes.When passing by a desk, he took a few chips on it, and then sat in the group of women talking and laughing, as if nothing had happened!
Seeing this scene in front of her for the first time, she was inexplicably afraid, and she held the boy's hand tightly.

The guy greeted everyone in the crowd, but he didn't walk into the crowd, but stood with a group of tattooed people.

I stood blankly behind my boyfriend, and didn't realize until later that my boyfriend was the "staff" here!
The so-called staff is to manage the order of the casino, which is the legendary spectator.While watching the situation, he also gave "loans" to those who lost all their money.The interest is calculated on an hourly basis, which is frighteningly high!

The boyfriend pulled her to the corner and expressed his thoughts: he will get out the key to the casino's money lock in a while, and then dismiss those tattooed men.

Then, he asked Lin Xiaoling to take the money away after getting the key, and wait for him at home without waiting for him.

Different from the cliché stories in the past, the two of them managed to get the money.The guy also escaped back to the house where they lived together. This time they got more than 40 cash!

This was definitely a huge sum of money back then!
However, things didn't end here.

After seeing so much money, the boy expressed his plan: he decided to share the money with Lin Xiaoling, and then the two went their separate ways.

Lin Xiaoling asked the boy in surprise, why?
The guy told her, you are too ugly, I don't want to be with you anymore, so I thought of this way, let's treat the money as a breakup fee.

This guy is really direct!He can be regarded as a frank heartbreaker!
That night, she no longer believed in love.

Fearing that the group on the mountain would find them, the two left the rental house after hastily distributed the money that night, and never saw each other again.

However, in the second month, she found out that she was pregnant.

For Lin Xiaoling, the pain of miscarriage was far more painful than giving birth.In her words, giving birth to a child is welcoming a life, but abortion is killing one's own child with one's own hands!

This is different!
She didn't go too far, but settled down in another city in the province.I bought a house with this money. Fortunately, the housing price at that time was not as expensive as it is now.

Immediately afterwards, she found a man in the local area and got married.

She did not tell the man her past experience.

In the second year of her marriage with this man, she gave birth to her second daughter.She felt that she could finally have a complete family, but the reality slapped her in the face again.

In this city, she has done almost all the industries that can be done: waiter, cleaner, factory assembly, pedicure and so on.

But when she was working hard to earn every penny for the family, this man chose to eat ready-made ones at home.The original job was also quit on the excuse of not earning enough money and being too tired.

Since then, she has raised two children, one biological and one "giant baby".

One day when she returned home with a tired body, she saw a man leading a group of people to play cards at home.After the daughter saw her coming back, she kept crying for hunger.

There are 1 regrets in her heart, she regrets that she was so hasty in choosing a man!
Because of her busy life every day, the man's disregard for her family, her daughter was lost!

The man just searched for a symbolic week, and then continued to indulge in the entertainment of playing cards...

After searching hard for more than half a year, she finally gave up searching, and she gave up with her own marriage...

After the divorce, she made up her mind not to choose marriage anymore, and she wanted to live the rest of her life for herself.As for love, she stopped thinking about it every time she faced the mirror.

Later, she couldn't stand the frequent harassment from this man.After dealing with the real estate, she chose to leave J province.

At the train station, she casually bought a train ticket and came to the provincial capital where Qin Lei was located.

In the provincial capital, she started from scratch again, from the initial pedicure to various beauty products.When she discovered that this industry was really profitable, she never changed to another industry.

After Lin Xiaoling finished telling these past events, tears could not stop streaming down.

Qin Lei could only comfort her by saying:

"Sister, it's all over, it's all over..."

In order to show his sincerity, after listening to her story, Qin Lei also told Lin Xiaoling about his own affairs.I don't know if it was because of the effect of alcohol, or because they both experienced failed marriages, the two became each other's confidants at this moment.

Lin Xiaoling's experience is obviously more tragic than Qin Lei's, and she has experienced more things than Qin Lei.Qin Lei felt that it was necessary for Sister Ling'er to distract her from the pain of the past.

So when Qin Lei asked her if she could find the love that really belonged to her, Lin Xiaoling's answer made her suddenly enlightened...

　This book was released on February 2020, 2, which means that there will be a fee. Originally, I wanted to have more time for free.But the editor has already given a clear time, here, I can only express regret!My original intention is not to make money, I am not short of this money, because I have a decent job (no pretense here).

　　I just want more people to see what I write. Maybe I don't write well enough, but what I write is true enough.I just want to give a small number of readers an experience through these things I wrote-a little experience from family, marriage, life, and career.

　　If I can only help one of you, I would be honored too!

　　Thanks again to all readers for reading!
　　PS: The charging chapter is tentatively scheduled to be desperately in Chapter 42.Friends who have seen here, you have earned it!Hey, but after charging, it will not be very expensive, and a chapter is about ten cents. Anyway, thank you for your company, because with your company, I am not so lonely when I write late at night!

　　
　
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