Divorced Woman 2019

Chapter 40 Disappointment
Qin Lei was walking on the street.

At this moment, she was disheartened, she still didn't understand why Fu Xin lied to herself?
I can clearly feel that he is sincere to me, why should I lie to myself?
Could it be that he is so easy to deceive?

The love I wanted with all my heart turned out to be just an illusory dream. Could it really be a dream?

Could it be that all this is just wishful thinking?

Could it be that the dream is really over, but he doesn't want to wake up?

Is it...

Countless questions made her unable to believe that all this was true, and she still tried to defend Fu Xin in her heart: Maybe he was just acting on occasion, that woman didn't pay him much attention at all, how could he love such a woman?
That woman is not as good looking as me, Fu Xin must not like her, I must be the only one in his heart.

If he doesn't love me, why is he being so nice to himself?

These cannot be pretended.

She was weaving countless reasons in her heart to prove that Fu Xin loved her, and she didn't believe that Fu Xin's feelings for her were adulterated at all!
But how could he explain how he treated that woman so courteously?
Obviously, he still shows his love in front of that woman, that kind of love is obviously only for me.Qin Lei began to overthrow his previous thoughts again, and the idea that Fu Xin was lying to him began to emerge in his mind.

In this way, Qin Lei kept repeating, but in her heart she didn't really believe that Fu Xin was lying to her, but the reality couldn't be changed.

One of the simplest dialectical relationships is, if he didn't make you disbelieve, then how could you be so sad at this moment?
Women often refuse to accept the bleak reality, and they are extremely resistant in their hearts, as if the reality will change because of their own resistance.

Qin Lei walked forward unconsciously with both feet, and the things in his mind were so selfless that he didn't even realize that a car next to him was about to hit him.

Fortunately, the speed of this car was not very fast, and the driver's driving skills were relatively proficient. He finally stopped the car about two meters away from Qin Lei.Qin Lei didn't realize the danger just now until the violent driver opened his mouth to curse.

The car accident that almost happened brought Qin Lei back to reality.

Her mind was no longer obsessed with the questions just now. Perhaps the most direct way was to call Fu Xin.Even if you are cheated, you have to ask clearly. I don't want to be treated like a fool by being so vague!
She found Fu Xin's phone number and dialed it. Her hand holding the phone trembled in her ears with excitement.But the other side of the phone disappointed her again, the receiver still could not get through...

Because the phone she dialed was turned off and Fu Xin stuffed it under the bed.

While Qin Lei was disappointed, she might never have expected that this scumbag was defending with his wife with his face covered in bruises.And Mei Xuejiao, who was standing next to him, was cursing angrily...

As a scumbag, Fu Xin is very talented and skilled.

At this moment, he already understood Mei Xuejiao's various anomalies before.

He judged that Mei Xuejiao was just chasing rumors a few days ago, and she had no real evidence at all, otherwise she would have had a showdown with him with her character.

Today's accident just deepened his wife's previous suspicions, which made her believe it was true.As long as she insists that she has not cheated, she will definitely be able to bring Mei Xuejiao back!

Mei Xuejiao, who had been scolding Fu Xin continuously for an hour, had already started to have a hoarse voice, but the anger in her heart didn't weaken in the slightest because of her husband's apology!
Fu Xin got a little annoyed at the beginning of the explanation. He knew that it was time for him to be tougher. Only in this way could he make up for his guilty conscience.He changed his way of speaking:

"Mei Xuejiao, I've already explained the matter clearly to you. I don't know these people at all. I've been wronged. Don't make trouble for no reason, okay?" He was a little angry.

"There are so many people on the street, why don't they beat others? Why do they beat you? If you didn't provoke their wives, how could they beat you so hard?" Mei Xuejiao replied directly.

"Like I said, I don't even know the person who beat me up. I've been in sales for so many years. If I don't keep it all right, I'll offend some villain. It's pure revenge, but you silly bitch believe it!"

Fu Xin began to become a little indignant, and the appearance of being wronged was very vivid.

"Hehe, it doesn't look like a fake, but you, you know what you have done!" Mei Xuejiao sneered.

Through his wife's words, Fu Xin became more certain of his judgment. All of Mei Xuejiao's suspicions were without any evidence.

He raised his voice, which would make his words more true:

"I'll tell you again, I never did that kind of thing! If you insist on saying that I'm sorry for you, then you have to show the evidence instead of maliciously framed by those idiots!"

After speaking, he sat down on the sofa, lit a cigarette, and then puffed it up. At this time, his acting skills had reached its peak, and he looked like he had a clear conscience!
The room was silent...

Mei Xuejiao was also thinking: Yes, after all, there is no evidence. Could it be that I feel wrong?For a while, she couldn't make up her mind, but asking her to forgive Fu Xin and then reconcile as before, under the current situation, she absolutely couldn't do it.

The atmosphere in the room became more dignified...

The restless Qin Lei was eager to find answers from Fu Xin, but she became even more anxious after being unable to contact Fu Xin for a long time.

She called almost every few minutes, and even though she couldn't get through every time, she still didn't give up.She didn't eat lunch or dinner, she was already filled with her own tears, this almost suffocating feeling was going to drive her crazy!

At ten o'clock in the evening, Fu Xin's phone was connected.

"What did you do today? Why can't you get through the phone?" Qin Lei forcibly suppressed his emotions, and tried to speak in a calm tone, but the tone was not concerned, but a sharp question.

"I...I attended a confidential meeting of the group today, so...I asked the phone to be turned off." Fu Xin turned his mind quickly, trying to come up with an excuse that convinced Qin Lei, but he couldn't help but feel a little guilty.

When Qin Lei heard him say this, his heart felt as if he had been chopped into 1 yuan by a knife.

She believed it completely, and believed it without any hesitation.

She felt that she was a fool, being manipulated wantonly without knowing it.

I thought that he was my true son...

I thought I could stay with my family for the rest of my life...

I thought I had found true love...

I thought I was the happiest woman in the world...

All of this was shattered by Fu Xin's words just now!Those words had turned into a pair of big hands, and they slapped him hard on the face!Qin Lei's tears flowed down uncontrollably...

On the phone, Fu Xin was still describing how busy and hard she was today... If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes in the mall today, she would have believed Fu Xin's cheap words.

"Well, get busy, Fu, we're done, we're done!" Qin Lei couldn't help crying, she didn't want to listen to this scumbag anymore.

"What's the matter dear, today I really..." Fu Xin was a little caught off guard by his sudden words, and was about to defend himself when Qin Lei hung up the phone.

Qin Lei lay on the bed and burst into tears, she had never been so sad before!If we say, the deeper you love someone, the heavier the pain when you lose it!

Qin Lei has never loved anyone like this before, and even after she met Fu Xin, she realized that her marriage with Meng Jingtao was not based on love.

But now that this love is being played like this, it is really hard for her to accept. This kind of pain once made her feel that she can only be relieved by death...

Such painful emotions have been tormenting her. In this uncomfortable atmosphere, time fell to the ground along with her tears, and then disappeared without a trace!
She thought of death, because at this moment, she was so desperate that she could only end it all with death!
Just when she was about to end her life in this extreme way, suddenly the door opened...

(End of this chapter)