hurry time, love slowly

Chapter 75
Gu Yan was puzzled and said, "I don't think so, Yang Jie and you are like sisters, and we have a pretty good relationship, don't we?"

"Isn't there?" Mo Xiaobei laughed at himself: "I don't have a good relationship with my parents, I can't deal with my colleagues in the department, and I can't deal with my superiors either."

"It is really my blessing to have a friend like Yang Jie." Mo Xiaobei said with a smile, "As for getting along well with you, it's because I'm your subordinate, and I have some scruples of my own, don't you always say I'm not sincere, are you hypocrisy?"

"Although, I think you're pretty good." Gu Yan said with a smile
Mo Xiaobei smiled and continued: "After breaking up with An Ruo, I also felt that I was too indifferent to others, so I wanted to change myself. I started to be afraid of offending others, and I didn't dare to ask for it, and I didn't dare to say wrong things. Afraid of being left alone, afraid of being ignored, afraid of being unhappy, and facing everyone with sincerity and sincerity, but I did not get the corresponding respect and comfort, but I personally experienced some more serious problems..." She did not continue.

"So, later on, I wanted to go back to the way I was before... But, I put all the important relationships in the way they are now. To be honest, I don't even know how to get along with people now."

Mo Xiaobei said anxiously: "So, now I am very worried about the purpose of my mother's trip...I really don't want to make things worse..."

"Although there is Yang Jie by my side, many times, I don't know why, but I still feel very lonely. I dare not tell Yang Jie that if someone is always by your side, you still feel lonely. It's a very cruel thing." Mo Xiaobei looked in a bad mood.

Gu Yan parked the car on the side of the road, and said patiently, "Xiaobei, people are always lonely. Loneliness is the normal state of life, not just you, but everyone in the world is like this."

Mo Xiaobei looked at Gu Yan and asked, "What about you? Do you feel lonely too?"

Gu Yan's eyes were suddenly filled with mist. This was the first time someone asked him if he was lonely: "Yes... a lot of times, we have to go alone. Maybe this is not loneliness, but just a choice. Just like you Choose to be your old self.”

"Whether we have a family, friends, or lovers, a person is always with himself for the rest of his life. There are some things that others can't help you at all. Only you, don't be attached, don't be afraid, go through it slowly, get through it That period of time will do, we can only trust time." Gu Yan said with emotion.

Mo Xiaobei smiled helplessly: "Human, sometimes it's very pitiful, you can't decide your own life or death, and you can't decide your parents..."

She stopped suddenly, she thought for a while, she shouldn't disturb others with her sudden and abundant desire to talk, no one can empathize with her, the occasional empathy between her and Gu Yan may just be because of their mutual relationship Time, save a little reputation.

Gu Yan seemed to understand her hesitation: "What are you worried about now? You can tell me that I am older than you. If you don't mind, maybe I can give you some advice."

Mo Xiaobei thought for a while, and said what he was most worried about now.

Her tone couldn't help being a little excited: "My mother, she won't come here for no reason. I have been in college for four years and worked for three years. She never said that she would come to see me. When I was in school, she often didn't attend parent meetings. , probably because I ran away from home on New Year's Eve, which caused them to be talked about, so she must be..."

Gu Yan opened a glass of mineral water and handed it to her: "Don't think about the worst..."

Mo Xiaobei interrupted: "I have always tried my best in everything and prepared for the worst... so that when something really happens, I won't be too late."

Gu Yan firmly believes in the mother's love for her children. It's not that they don't love them, maybe they just don't know how to express them. Their methods are too clumsy and too obscure, so obscure that the children can hardly feel the love.

So he said firmly: "Believe me, your mother must miss you, and she must feel that they feel very guilty when you return to Yongcheng alone during the Chinese New Year, and your father is out of face, so Let your mother come and see you..."

Mo Xiaobei looked at Gu Yan suspiciously: "Really?"

Gu Yan nodded seriously, and rubbed her hair: "Well, really, trust me."

Mo Xiaobei was skeptical, and drank water in big gulps, trying to make himself less nervous.

Gu Yan took Mo Xiaobei's water, capped the bottle, and put it aside: "Is it better now?"

Only then did Mo Xiaobei realize that she might have been a little excited just now, and felt very uneasy: What happened today, it hasn't been like this for a long time!

"I'm sorry, I made you laugh." Mo Xiaobei pretended to be calm.

Gu Yan said seriously: "Maybe I've put too much pressure on you at work recently, and you haven't completely resolved the New Year's Eve matter, so you're a little worried, which is normal."

Gu Yan had an idea and said, "Let me tell you a bad joke."

"Last time you told Han Wei, did you tell me this time?" Mo Xiaobei laughed.

Gu Yan blurted out: "Didn't I tell you all the time? When did I tell others?"

Mo Xiaobei seemed to realize something, and looked at Gu Yan...

Gu Yan changed the subject and said vividly: "The vampire bat came back covered in blood. The bats were very envious. They asked him where he got so much blood. He brought the bats to a big tree and asked: "See the big tree?" No? Answers: I saw it. The bloody bat said: Damn, I didn’t see it.”

"Haha..." Mo Xiaobei was amused: "You can also swear, I didn't expect you to be this kind of person, hahaha..."

"Isn't this to make you happy, it doesn't matter if you sacrifice your image." Gu Yan looked at Mo Xiaobei with a smile.

……

"I'm home, thank you." Mo Xiaobei thanked.

"Anything, anytime, contact me, I'm always here." Gu Yan thought for a while.

Mo Xiaobei didn't speak, but pursed his lips and nodded.

She watched Gu Yan's car disappear before her eyes, took out her phone to take a photo of the intersection, and posted on Weibo: "Doing it when I know it can't be done is perhaps my greatest sincerity."

After returning home, Gu Yan looked at the chat history with Mo Xiaobei on Weibo, and thought about how alienated he was from Mo Xiaobei in the company.

He knew that he was not honest enough. Indulgence is the life choice of young people, and at his age, he should know how to restrain himself. Although he knew that restraint was just a good name for oppressing and suppressing himself, he had no choice...

But now he realizes that as long as Mo Xiaobei feels a little bit unsatisfactory, the alienation and restraint he deliberately tries to do is his own one-man show.

He looked at Mo Xiaobei's latest Weibo, with mixed emotions in his heart. It was rare that he wanted to drink, so he poured half a glass and held it in his hand for a long, long time... He lay on the massage chair in the bedroom, and suddenly took a drink And do.

Gu Yan knows that in this world there will be unexpected encounters and unexpected joys, as well as unexpected goodbyes and unsuspecting departures. The former is unpredictable, but the latter is predictable.

(End of this chapter)