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Chapter 58 Keep Going Forward, Don't Look Back!

Mo Xiaobei took off his apron, walked up to Gu Yan, bowed deeply, and said, "Mr. Gu, thank you for your kindness! We have a bright future, and in the future, if you have anything to do, just say hello, and I will go through fire and water, and I will not hesitate to do so!" "

Gu Yan closed the book and nodded: "Well...I wrote it down...Let's owe it first..."

Mo Xiaobei frowned, thinking: Huh?Why is it different from the expected lines? Shouldn't it be a little effort, so what's the point of such high-profile words of gratitude?
Seeing Gu Yan's expression, she suddenly regretted her determination just now.

Gu Yan saw through her mind and asked, "Do you regret it?"

"No, no, no... no... a woman's words, eight horses are hard to chase!" Mo Xiaobei raised his hands, and pointed his index finger at the door: "Nothing else, I'll leave first?"

"I'll see you off." Gu Yan got up and said.

"No, no, no... no need..." Mo Xiaobei quickly refused.

Gu Yan sat back on the sofa again: "All right, be careful on the road."

Mo Xiaobei nodded and quickly left with his luggage.

……

Mo Xiaobei, who returned to the rented room, slumped on the ground like a deflated ball. She remembered her gaffe last night and wished she could slap herself to death.

In fact, when she was having breakfast with Gu Yan, she remembered everything that happened last night.

She just didn't think about how to face Gu Yan. After all, she had only known Gu Yan for half a year, and she didn't have much contact with him in private except for work.

Last night was indeed caused by emotions, which made her lose her mind. She originally wanted to trouble Gu Yan to send him back to his residence, but when people are sad, it is really difficult to resist the kindness of others.

But just this night, it made people completely see their past and all kinds of embarrassments after they were drunk.

She even verbally teased Gu Yan, which made it hard not to give off a frivolous impression.

It's really embarrassing to be able to dig out three rooms and one living room with her toes, so she can only pretend to drink the fragments, so as to pretend to completely forget what happened last night, and she prays that it's best for both of them to act as if nothing happened.

However, how could it be assumed that what happened didn't happen, not to mention that Mo Xiaobei carefully recalled everything last night, and she found that she had completely changed her view of Gu Yan.

In addition to the generosity of 'heroism', Gu Yan's gentle care last night moved her deeply, and she even felt a little lucky.

And the atmosphere last night was indeed a bit unusual, and her heartstrings seemed to be plucked...

Sitting in front of the desk, Mo Xiaobei recalled what happened yesterday.

After waiting for 5 years, more than 300 kilometers of escort, 4 hours of co-existence, repeating the song list countless times, and mature communication with each other, it can be regarded as a ritual breakup, although it is 5 years late...

I have shed a few liters of tears, I am heartbroken, I am also hungover from love, the pain of love is probably nothing more than that, it is time to move forward!

She looked at the Brazilian wood sprouting on the desk, took a photo and posted a Weibo: Keep going forward, don't look back!

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On New Year's Eve, An Ruo, who had finished seeing off Mo Xiaobei, returned home at five o'clock in the morning. Huang Lan, who hadn't slept all night, heard the door open and hurriedly got up from the bed.

She walked into the living room and smiled, "Are you back?"

"Why haven't you slept yet?" An Ruo asked in surprise while changing his shoes.

Huang Lan didn't answer, walked into the kitchen, took a bowl of soup from the always hot soup pot, and brought it to An Ruo: "If you, drink up the soup soon, it's cold outside, warm your stomach."

Seeing Huang Lan's every move, An Ruo was very moved. He took the bowl and said with a smile, "I can do it myself. Sit down quickly. Don't tire my precious daughter."

Huang Lan was surprised, this was the first time An Ruo called their child so affectionately after she became pregnant.

She looked at An Ruo who was sitting down to drink soup, tears streaming down her face, and choked up, "How do you know it's a daughter? What if it's a son?"

An Ruo wiped away Huang Lan's tears and said, "My daughter is good, she is as beautiful as you, and my son is not bad, he is as handsome as me."

He took Huang Lan's hand and said apologetically, "I'm sorry! I'm actually quite an asshole, and it's really not worth it for you!"

"It's my business to like you, and it has nothing to do with you. Sometimes I feel very guilty. It's me who made you never return to Xiaobei's side. If I didn't drink with you that day..." Huang Lan blamed herself.

An Ruo interrupted: "It's none of your business, it's my problem... It doesn't matter what happened before, I just hope I can make it up to you now, I hope it's not too late!"

Huang Lan's eyes lit up, and she couldn't believe her ears: "You?"

"I can no longer hurt the person who loves me, let alone let you down!" An Ruo said sincerely, looking into Huang Lan's eyes.

Huang Lan looked at An Ruo, nodded quickly, tears fell again, An Ruo embraced Huang Lan in her arms.

Huang Lan hugged An Ruo tightly, felt his breath, and finally made her wait...

She wiped her tears again: "Drink the soup quickly, if you don't drink it, it will be cold."

"Yeah." An Ruo replied with a smile as she touched Huang Lan's protruding belly.

Huang Lan looked at An Ruo who was drinking the soup, smiling like a flower. The happiest thing in life is probably that young people get everything they ask for.

There are some people in this world who have never been with the one they love in their whole life.

But they will still get married, have a small life, and take on their own responsibilities. They will be good wives and mothers, and good husbands and fathers.

It's just that their passionate love and throbbing have already been delivered to others when they were young. Can we say that such a person is a heartless person?
No, in essence, they are also poor people who cannot be loved, and maybe they are also heroes.

They see through the essence of life, but still love life. They are grateful and cherish everything they get, and one day they will let go of everything they can't get.

In Huang Lan's heart, An Ruo was such a person.She thinks that if she is happier than An, at least he who she loved when she was young will accompany her through spring, summer, autumn and winter, and will appear in her yesterday, today and tomorrow.

As long as he is willing to take a step forward, even if there are 9999 steps left, she is willing to do it by herself!Therefore, she didn't mind who he had traveled thousands of miles for.

……

Mo Xiaobei's Weibo post quickly received 'heroic' comments: Don't be so sad for Chinese New Year, if you must be sad, is there anything I can do for you?
After waking up, Mo Xiaobei didn't intend to expose Gu Yan's identity as a 'heroic', maybe he could deal with it like a drinking episode.Many things, if not exposed, may be good for each other.

What's more, Gu Yan has teased her for so long, just to pierce his disguise, wouldn't it be too cheap for him, she has to think about how to deal with him in her own way.

She replied as if playing Tai Chi: "It's a long story, let's talk about it another day."

"Wait." The other party replied.

Mo Xiaobei said to himself: Gu Yan is probably not suffering from schizophrenia, but he had a lot of fun... Offline and subordinates, online friends, there is no one... The old fox thought he hid it well ... See if I have a chance not to kill you!

(End of this chapter)