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Chapter 48 First Love 15: Goodbye, My Boy

For Mo Xiaobei, An Ruo and Huang Lan, this winter vacation was extremely long and cold.

Wang Fang, who has a delicate mind, has already noticed the abnormal relationship between the two of them. I am afraid that she is the happiest person in the family.

Early in the morning, she called Huang Lan's mother Wu Fang to pay New Year's greetings, and exchanged greetings with Huang Lan for a while.

An Weiguo couldn't help feeling worried when he saw his son locked himself in the room playing games all day.

Wanting to take the family around for a tour, this move won Wang Fang's heart.

If An has no objection to her parents' arrangements, An's family will go on a trip.

Mo Xiaobei's self-healing ability is extremely strong, he cried so hard last night, now he looks like a normal person.

Even her younger brother who was very close to her didn't notice anything abnormal, let alone her parents who didn't care about her emotions at all.

Rather than saying that Mo Xiaobei's self-healing ability is extremely strong, it is better to say that she is best at internal digestion.

It's just that she doesn't know that if emotions are purely digested by themselves, they will only be temporarily concealed, and there will be a day when they will break out of the ground.

Huang Lan heard the news of the two breaking up, and felt that the winter vacation was so long. After talking to Wang Fang, he sent many messages to An Ruo, but An Ruo didn't reply to him.

But she doesn't feel depressed, she thinks she has enough patience to wait for An Ruo to go through the period of broken love, and also believes that An Ruo will choose herself one day.

The winter vacation is over, before An Ruo left, she thought about everything she had with Mo Xiaobei in these years.

He found Mo Xiaobei uncontrollably, but when he saw Mo Xiaobei playing snowball fights with his younger brother, he hesitated.

She smiled so happily, as if nothing had happened, his heart ached, it turned out that his weight in her heart was so insignificant...

He dragged the luggage, turned around and left
"Sister, I just saw Brother Ruo." Xiao Nan said.

Mo Xiaobei stopped the hand that was about to throw the snowball: "Where is it?" He looked around.

"Just left, look, there are new footprints." Xiao Nan pointed to a string of footprints on the ground and said.

Mo Xiaobei threw away the snowball in his hand and said, "I'll go."

So she trotted all the way to chase him, she didn't know what she was going to do after him, at that moment she just wanted to see him.

She saw Huang Lan getting out of the car and talking to Wang Fang from a distance, then got into the car again, An Ruo got into the car...

Mo Xiaobei kept watching until the car disappeared in the distance.

She walked back in frustration, took a few steps, and heard Wang Fang calling her from a distance, so she turned around and stopped to wait for Wang Fang.

Wang Fang walked in and said, "Xiao Bei, when do you go to school?"

Mo Xiaobei regained his energy immediately, and said with a smile, "I'll leave tomorrow." After speaking, he was about to leave.

Wang Fang hurriedly pulled her back: "Xiao Bei, don't rush away, talk to Auntie."

Mo Xiaobei said embarrassingly: "Auntie, you should know that if I broke up with Ruo, we should have nothing to talk about."

Wang Fang was taken aback, but she didn't expect Mo Xiaobei to say this, so she said awkwardly, "Auntie actually likes you quite a bit. I watched you grow up and know that you are a good boy."

Mo Xiaobei pretended to be polite and praised Wang Fang's acting skills.It would be too unmannered for her to be out of temper at this moment.

She smiled and said: "I know, you just don't like my character and my family very much, and you think that if you stay with me, you will suffer and be burdened."

"I know that when you filled out the application, you started planning to separate me from Ruo, including matching Ruo and Huang Lan all the time." An Ruo continued.

"You let us break up with a lot of effort...Of course we can't completely blame you for breaking up. You just let this day come earlier."

Wang Fang was stunned, she didn't expect that her plan would be seen through by Mo Xiaobei and she said it so directly and lightly: "Xiaobei, don't blame Auntie..."

Mo Xiaobei interrupted Wang Fang: "No, you are also thinking about it, and I understand you very much... Thank you for not destroying this relationship in a big way like on TV. We are separated. It's decent...and thank you for not telling my dad about it."

Mo Xiaobei finished speaking with a smile, and added: "I'm going back first, the ground is slippery, please slow down.".

Leaving Wang Fang in a daze, An Weiguo saw Wang Fang returning home absent-mindedly, and then sat down absent-mindedly.

Then he said: "The son is going to school, and it's not that he won't come back. Why are you so downcast?"

Wang Fang sat on the sofa, picked up the hot water bottle, and stuffed it with her hands.

Sighing, he said, "I just met Xiao Bei. To be honest, if I didn't fall in love with my son, I really like this child. It would be great if she were my daughter."

An Weiguo looked confused: "What kind of nerves are you, you are the one who wants to break them up, and now you are the one who says he likes her, I really don't understand you."

Wang Fang told An Weiguo what she said when she met Xiao Bei just now.

An Weiguo said: "You, you, there is no other child who is sensible."

Wang Fang insisted again: "Although I said so, I don't regret what I did at all. Xiao Bei is really not suitable to be my daughter-in-law."

"I am Ruo's mother, so I naturally know what kind of person is suitable for Ruo. If Xiaobei and Ruo are together, they will definitely suffer. I can't see my son suffering." After speaking, he went to the kitchen to prepare lunch.

When Mo Xiaobei returned home, he sat at the dining table, choosing dishes while thinking about An Ruo.

She never thought that when she met today, the next time she would see her would be five years later.

Before going to bed at night, Mo Xiaobei looked through all the chat records with An Ruo, and tears kept streaming down her face. When she read the last one, she turned over and lay down on the pillow, letting the tears soak the pillow.

The music list on the phone had been cycled several times, she took off the earphones and deleted all of An Ruo's contact information.

She sent a text message to Yang Jie: "I broke up with Ruo."

Yang Jie called immediately, and the two chatted for nearly two hours until Mo Xiaobei fell asleep.

Yang Jie called An Ruo again, even though she knew that this matter might not be settled by herself.

But growing up so big, this was the first time she saw Mo Xiaobei so sad, she had to do something.

As soon as the phone was connected, she heard a girl's voice: "If, why don't you eat something."

She wanted to persuade her to make peace, but she was immediately set on fire: "An Ruo, you are really disappointing! Ever since I was a child, I have never noticed that you have a scumbag physique."

An Ruo, who was ashamed, let Yang Jie scold him severely, without making any excuses.

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Since then, An Ruo and Mo Xiaobei have heard about each other from their classmates, elders, and neighbors.

Gradually, there is no longer any information about each other.

Although their homes are in the same city and the same street, as long as they avoid each other deliberately, they can never see each other.

This world is very small, among thousands of people, we can know each other, know each other, and love each other for so many years;
The world is big, as long as we don't want each other, even if we are close at hand, we can miss it for many years and never see each other again.

From the moment Mo Xiaobei turned to leave on the splendid New Year's Eve, they never met again until 5 years later...

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Mo Xiaobei would never have imagined that the reunion five years later would be the real peace between the two of them.

In the past five years, Mo Xiaobei tried hard to forget An Ruo, but it became more and more profound.

From a psychological point of view: Any effort to forget the other party's behavior is a strengthening of memory.

The result is: the harder you try to forget, the harder it is to forget.

And when they meet again five years later, she will forget him.

She found another way: To change the interpretation of the memory is to rationalize it.

The reason why people mature and progress is that they have a more comprehensive and tolerant understanding of life.

And five years later, they already have this maturity and tolerance, but they are already different.

(End of this chapter)