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Chapter 46 First Love 13: About Whether I Love You or Not
"Mo Xiaobei, are you going too far, did you say that about elders?" An Ruo suddenly tugged Mo Xiaobei's arm.

Mo Xiaobei was stunned by An Ruo's actions, unexpectedly, the other party would push him.

The originally guilty heart was suddenly irritated: "What are you doing? Ann, if I think you took the wrong medicine tonight?" After speaking, he wanted to leave.

An Ruo suddenly grabbed Mo Xiaobei and swallowed.

He lowered his voice: "I'm sorry for the behavior just now. I just heard you talking about my mother. I was very angry... After all, she has always liked you very much and often praised you in front of me. It's really too much for you to say that."

When Mo Xiaobei heard An Ruo's words, on the one hand, he lamented Wang Fang's superb acting skills, but on the other hand, he felt helpless for An Ruo's simplicity.

"Like me? Are you afraid that you forgot that after high school she set you up with Huang Lan?" Mo Xiaobei said with a sneer.

"No matter how my mother arranges, I will make clear my position, right?" An Ruo knew that she was wrong, and replied in a low voice.

"Forget it, I don't want to quarrel with you when it's Chinese New Year, and you ruined my newly recovered mood again." She didn't know what happened to An Ruo tonight.

Originally thought that the two of them would have a good chat tonight, she also wanted to tell him that she was really jealous of Huang Lan.

But at present, both parties are in a bad mood, so I want each other to go back and calm down first, lest the two parties say something that hurts each other because their emotions affect their judgment.

Mo Xiaobei's other hand broke away from An Ruo's arm, "I'll just pretend you drank too much on New Year's Eve, and I'll go back first."

Mo Xiaobei's calmness and indifference are in stark contrast to An Ruo's excitement and injury.

If An Ruo couldn't understand Mo Xiaobei's rationality, if they changed their identities at this moment.

He will definitely try his best to explain and resolve the other party's doubts.

He would enthusiastically express his love and answer each other's questions well, but Mo Xiaobei didn't do anything.

Before the problem is resolved, on New Year's Eve, a day of joy for the whole family.She actually wanted to leave and leave him here alone?

She didn't take his feelings and dignity into consideration at all.

An Ruo looked at Mo Xiaobei with doubts and sadness in his eyes.

There may be only one reason why she treats me like this, and that is that she really doesn't love him as her mother said.

And she is a person who doesn't know how to please others, but only pays attention to her own inner feelings. She just follows her own heart, so she is indifferent. How difficult is it for her?
She doesn't love him, she just gets hurt in her own family, and she keeps warm with him.

She greedily accepts her dedication and love, but is stingy and refuses to give herself any emotional feedback.

Even if it was cheating, she was unwilling. If An was hurt badly, his heart would ache.

At this time, the little devil in his heart is gradually devouring his sincerity. Regarding the question of love and not love, An Ruo must know the clear answer tonight.

He chased after Mo Xiaobei and blocked her way.

Looking at Mo Xiaobei expectantly: "Mo Xiaobei, I just ask you a question, do you love me?"

He was afraid of hearing a negative answer, so he timidly retreated: "Or, have you ever loved me?" After he finished speaking, he was angry with himself for being humble.

Mo Xiaobei looked at An Ruo's eyes, he seemed very sad, what happened to him today?
Mo Xiaobei felt a little distressed: Give him the answer he wants, otherwise he will definitely get hurt, but I really don't know if my heart is what everyone calls love.

To love someone is bound to shoulder greater responsibilities. Love means to accept everything about each other, including family.

If so, can you really accept the family behind me?And whether I can accept your mother's style, these are all questions.

She stretched out her hand to hold An Ruo's hand, caressing it and said, "If, what's wrong with you today?"

An Ruo stared into her eyes again: "Don't change the subject, answer my question."

Mo Xiaobei looked at her and said: "Our definition of love may be a little different, can I tell you the answer tomorrow? I want to think about it seriously. Huh?"

An Ruo looked into Mo Xiaobei's eyes and thought: These eyes are so pure and innocent, she always avoids problems in this way.

He gently took out his hand, disappointment, resentment, and unwillingness filled every nerve in his body.

"Mo Xiaobei, our childhood sweetheart... 12 years... 3 years in love. Now you tell me about whether you love me or not, it will take tomorrow to give me the answer."

He sneered: "Then let me tell you the answer, you don't love me at all, and you don't like me at all, you greedily accepted all the feelings I gave you, just to get rid of your hellish family. "

The corners of Mo Xiaobei's smiling mouth gradually retracted, and his eyes became a little hurt.

He said in disbelief: "Why does our relationship involve my family?"

An Ruo finally drove away the annoying rationality on Mo Xiaobei's face.

I thought: You are not so rational and calm at last, you are not born rational!My love really can't let you mess up, only your family will.

He was very satisfied, and she was able to understand her feelings slowly, and she could finally empathize with herself.

No, she hadn't felt his heartache yet.The little devil in his heart screamed wantonly.

"It's very hurt, isn't it? I can see it in your eyes, can you understand my mood now?

Since you were young, you have always been indifferent to me. You walk in front, and I will always follow you. For me, you will always accept me passively, and never take the initiative to give.
If it weren't for your boring family, would you ask for warmth from me?Didn't our relationship begin because of your family? "

Mo Xiaobei couldn't believe that the An Ruo in front of him was the An Ruo he knew. She frowned, her eyes full of doubt and disbelief.

An Ruo continued his words: "You hate your father's indifference and selfishness, and you also hate your mother's kidnapping of affection, but here, don't you also kidnap my love with my sympathy? You and them are not the same. No difference."

Mo Xiaobei's voice was trembling: "Sympathy? An Ruo, you know... what are you talking about?"

An Ruo in her vision has gradually blurred, and she tried hard to control her tears.

"I know, I have seen the real you! Mo Xiaobei! Aren't you very proud? Aren't you very strong? You have become the person you hate the most." An Ruo said looking into her eyes.

Mo Xiaobei tried his best to calm himself down, don't act emotionally: he didn't mean what he said, he is not such a person.

Tears still came out of her eyes after all, she didn't dare to look at him, she was afraid that this was his sincere words, she lowered her head and closed her eyes and opened them again.

Wipe away tears: "If, let's stop arguing, let's go back and calm down... I know this is not your truth... I don't know what happened to you today..."

An Ruo interrupted Mo Xiaobei's words very hurt: "It's nothing, I was convinced that you loved me, but now it seems that I am really too confident. Instead of being the person chasing you behind you, I should It's better to choose someone who loves yourself, at least I won't work as hard as I do now."

Mo Xiaobei raised his head after hearing this: "Choose someone who loves me? What do you mean?
(End of this chapter)