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Chapter 30 As long as you don't say goodbye, he will always be there
"Probably yes!" Mo Xiaobei was silent for a long time: "How has he been doing these years?" She finally asked this sentence.

Yang Jie on the phone sighed: "His circle of friends is blocked from me. These years, he is your taboo, so I didn't deliberately ask. If you want to know, I will find out."

Xiaobei said: "Forget it..."

Yang Jie said: "At the beginning, you were in a cold war, and the cold war lasted for three years. I really don't understand how you got to this point. What kind of relationship do you have now? A couple relationship? A default breakup?"

"It should be a breakup. Silence is better than sound, isn't it the greatest tacit understanding among adults." Mo Xiaobei's tears fell on the phone.

"But you don't seem to have the courage to face this situation? Now that you've come a long way, you only have two choices for this relationship." Yang Jie said
"What choice?" Mo Xiaobei asked.

"Either start again, or end it completely." Yang Jie said seriously: "Otherwise, this love that has a beginning and no end will torture you forever, and the one who suffers is always the affectionate person."

"If you want to start over, you go to him. If you want to end it completely, you need to meet again." Yang Jie said patiently.

"Your beginning is so beautiful, then the end, don't be so sloppy, there is a lack of dialogue between you." Yang Jie said.

"I think the ritual sense of breaking up is very important. This is not only the best explanation to each other over the years, but also the respect and cherishment of a relationship. You have to be worthy of every sincere contribution of yourself and Ruo."

"Farewell to the past relationship is also an opportunity for a new life. People can't live in the past forever. If two people can't continue, then they might as well say goodbye to each other. Why must Lan Yinxuguo be used?" Yang Jie said
"What's more, the three of us grew up together. He is so different from you, not as simple as a boyfriend. As you once said: He is the light that shines into your life, with love and tenderness, Accompanying you year after year has created a completely different you."

Mo Xiaobei said bitterly: "You know, it took all my courage to decide to be with him..."

"I understand, but you all have to move forward. In this journey of life, most people are destined to accompany you, even me, but we still have to say goodbye bravely. You think that as long as you don't say goodbye, Can you still pretend you're on this train of each other's lives?"

Yang Jie mentioned the softest corner of Mo Xiaobei's heart, yes, that's what she thinks, as long as she doesn't say goodbye, she will pretend that he is always there!

"I...I can't bear to..." A warm current burst out of the eyes, dripping on the screen of the phone, and it gradually spread.

Mo Xiaobei choked up and said, "What I have... not many... I only have these..."

"I understand, I understand, Xiao Bei." Yang Jie comforted: "Don't cry, okay? When you cry, my heart aches to death."

Mo Xiaobei wiped away his tears: "It's late, if you tell me, I feel much better, go to bed early."

"Good night, dear." Yang Jie said.

After hanging up the phone, Mo Xiaobei put her arms around her bent legs, her chin resting on her wrist...

She was thinking about a question: Did the love and warmth of Yang Jie and An Ruo make her lose the courage to face the truth of life independently?
If life is compared to a train, then along the way we will encounter bright sunshine, drizzle and wind and frost, and pass through countless tunnels, from light to darkness, and from darkness to welcome dawn.

We should not only accept the joy and warmth brought by the passengers along the way, but also have the courage to face the loneliness and loss left by the empty carriages.

The sky had already turned pale. This night, Mo Xiaobei was sleepless. She may have realized a truth: only an independent and strong spiritual world can laugh at the turmoil and people coming and going in this world.

No one will become the safe haven we thought, only ourselves is the last refuge.

In the room, sunlight squeezed into the room through the gap in the curtains, casting a beam of light on the bed, and the phone rang for the third time.

Mo Xiaobei groped around the pillow for a long time, and finally picked up the phone from the bedside table;

She answered the phone weakly and lazily. She squinted her eyes and didn't see who it was. She only found the answer button: "Hello, who is it?" and shrank her neck under the quilt.

"You haven't woken up yet?" Gu Yan asked in a soft voice.

Mo Xiaobei has not yet come to his senses: "Um... who is it?"

"Gu Yan." The person on the phone said.

Mo Xiaobei opened his eyes abruptly: "Gu...Mr. Gu..."

"Why didn't you go to work today?" Gu Yan asked.

Mo Xiaobei looked at the time on his phone, it was already 10 o'clock: "Ah...I'm sorry...I...I overslept...right now..." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

Mo Xiaobei operated fiercely like a tiger.Quickly rushed out of the house.

When she came to the company, she secretly wanted to go back to her work station, but by coincidence, she was caught by Zhang Min.

"Mo Xiaobei!" Zhang Min came out of the office and saw Mo Xiaobei sneaking in from the front desk carrying a bag.

"It's over..." Mo Xiaobei closed his eyes, pursed his lips, turned around slowly, and took the opportunity to put the bag behind him: "Sister Min."

Zhang Min walked up to Mo Xiaobei and sized him up: "Did you just go to work?" Zhang Min checked the time, it was almost eleven o'clock.

"Follow me." Zhang Min said expressionlessly.

The two came to the small meeting room.

Zhang Min sat down and looked at Mo Xiaobei who lowered his head and said nothing: "Your performance has been very bad recently, you dare to be 2 hours late now?"

Mo Xiaobei thought to himself that apart from being late this time, he did not behave badly.

"I overslept today. I promise that this will never happen again." Mo Xiaobei promised.

"Don't forget, you are still in the trial period." Zhang Min reminded.

Mo Xiaobei recalled the big change in Zhang Min's attitude towards him, and asked tentatively: "Sister Min, is there something wrong with me, or is there some misunderstanding between us?"

Zhang Min looked at Mo Xiaobei and said, "You'd better focus on your work. Don't have any unrealistic ideas."

Mo Xiaobei was seen as unnatural, and Zhang Min obviously meant something.

But Mo Xiaobei didn't know the other party's intention at all: "Sister Min, I don't understand what you are talking about, can you speak more clearly?"

Zhang Min's eyes fell on Gu Yan's call on the phone, and after thinking for a while, he asked, "Are you still used to working with Mr. Gu?"

"Ah? Er...it's good..." Mo Xiaobei didn't know why.

"If you are late for more than an hour, half a day's wages will be deducted." Zhang Min said, "Go back."

When Mo Xiaobei returned to her work station, she was full of regrets and felt sorry for her half-day salary. When did her time become so valuable.

Zhang Min didn't explain to her clearly the reason for her change of attitude today, and she didn't bother to think about it.

I thought to myself: I love it, but what Zhang Min said is right, I can’t make mistakes anymore, and I’m still in the probationary period!Everything else is secondary, but wages must not be deducted!
(End of this chapter)