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Chapter 14 Mo Xiaobei's Nightmare Day after Day
At this time, the people on the mahjong table realized that Mo Xiaobei had climbed onto the window, and stood up in fright.

Foreman Zhang shouted: "You little girl, you are looking for death! Come down for me." As he said that, he wanted to go to hug her.

Xiaobei was afraid of being caught by him, so he backed up as fast as he could, but he stepped on the air and fell down...

Foreman Zhang hurried to the window, leaned out and looked down, only to feel his legs go weak, and he slumped on the ground weakly.

The poker players also ran over to look at it one after another: "This girl is so courageous..."

"How much money is sent, give it, it's just the money you lost at a table of mahjong, why should you risk your life..."

"Yeah, I'm about to have a heart attack..."

Everyone, you say what I say...

At the same time, the downstairs was in chaos with the sound of "Someone jumped off the building!"

Li Mei's heart tightened, and a strong premonition prompted her to run over. When she saw Mo Xiaobei lying in the middle of the mess of cardboard boxes, she was so frightened that she collapsed on the ground.

Mo Xiaobei moved, and got up tremblingly from the pile of cardboard boxes. Passers-by hurriedly supported the child: "Where's your mother?"

"This is a mother, how do you look at the child?"

"If it weren't for these cardboard boxes, they might be hanging."

"The child must have been terrified."

Passers-by chattered and discussed... Li Mei regained her composure, stood up, pushed aside the crowd, hugged Xiao Bei and wept bitterly, while carefully examining Xiao Bei's body, she asked, "Xiao Bei... is there anything wrong?" ...Where does it hurt..." Xiaobei shook his head.

……

It can be regarded as money...

After a busy meal, the family finally had a New Year's Eve dinner...

After dinner, my father watched TV while smoking. Since the accident, my father would quarrel with his family when he was inexplicably in a bad mood, and he was basically silent the rest of the time...

His mother told Xiaobei not to tell his father what happened today, otherwise his father would be unhappy again. Xiaobei ate candied haws and watched his mother try new clothes for his younger brother Xiaonan, smiling happily...

After coaxing Xiao Nan to sleep, Li Mei sat in front of Xiao Bei's bed, and checked her body carefully. Except for a little bruise, there seemed to be nothing serious.

Li Mei stroked Xiaobei's hair and blamed herself, "It's all because of my mother's fault, she almost killed you..."

Xiaobei shook his head and murmured: "It's good when the money comes... If it wasn't for me... our family wouldn't be like this... If we have money... just..."

Li Mei shook her head, her tears couldn't stop shedding tears, she hugged Xiaobei in her arms: "No... no... Xiaobei..." But apart from these, she felt that she had nothing to say. Chinese parents can't say sorry to their children. of.

……

Li Mei went back to the room, wanting to discuss with her husband how to live in the future...

Mo Huaqiang, who has been competitive all his life, has now become a cripple who cannot take care of himself. He is depressed and has nowhere to vent his temper. His temper is getting more and more irritable, and he is unwilling to discuss future affairs.

He cursed angrily: "Take the money from my disability reimbursement and buy them clothes and candied haws. You really want to buy them."

Mo Xiaobei, who came out to go to the toilet, heard that his parents seemed to be arguing again, so he tiptoed outside the door to eavesdrop.

"The child has suffered a lot with us this year, especially Xiaobei, who followed me around asking for bills, doing laundry and cooking, and you scolded her every day. Look at other people's children. What day is it..." Li Mei said.

"If you hadn't come to me that day, would I have fallen? If it hadn't been for her crow's mouth, she told me to put on the seat belt, otherwise I would fall and die... I could be disabled..." Mo Huaqiang slapped his leg.

Li Mei interrupted: "Don't say such things in the future. That day in the hospital, I was confused by Foreman Zhang and said this too. Since then, Xiaobei seems to have changed..."

"I have to remind her often, otherwise she has a wild temper and wants to play all day long, so I have to put some pressure on her to let her know that life is not easy, and she has to do something for the family. If you want to blame, blame her for having the wrong birth..." Mo Huaqiang disagreed.

Li Mei suddenly thought of something, put down the clothes she was folding and said, "Let's move to the county seat, rent a small shop, and open a convenience store. This way we can make money and take care of you..."

Li Mei helped Mo Huaqiang onto the bed, but Mo Huaqiang was so angry that he threw all the clothes Li Mei had folded on the bed on the floor, and said angrily, "It's easy to say, where did we get the money?"

"The solution is always figured out by people." Li Mei looked at the clothes thrown on the ground and suppressed her anger: "Don't worry about it, I'll find a solution..."

The conversation between his parents made Mo Xiaobei's cheerful mood suddenly heavy like lead.

He walked back to his and his brother's room, lying on the bed, listening to the sound of fireworks outside the house, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes like a stream...

In the dream, Mo Xiaobei fell from a very high place, and when she was about to hit the ground, her body suddenly rose again. The strong sense of weightlessness made her panic... falling quickly... rising rapidly... a strong sense of weightlessness... so repeatedly……

The corners of Mo Xiaobei's eyes were dried tears, sweat dripped from his forehead, and even his hair was wet...

This endless loop, the lingering nightmare, accompanied Mo Xiaobei from childhood to adolescence, from adolescence to adulthood...

After the Chinese New Year, Li Mei ran around to borrow money. Adding the 5000 yuan she asked for, she finally rented a storefront in Yuncheng County, and made various inquiries, which also solved the problem of her child's schooling.

The family nestled in two houses in the small yard behind the convenience store, and started life in the county. The convenience store barely maintained the family's daily life and rent, but there was no balance.

The family's favors, the expenses of the two children, and Mo Xiaobei's father's post-operative care expenses, the family's debts are also accumulating day by day, and Yang Mei is so worried that she can't sleep.

So, Yang Mei asked Mo Xiaobei to apply for the school's poor student allowance, and after Mo Xiaobei finished school, she went to the restaurant next door to wash dishes to subsidize the family.

On weekends, I went to the jewelry factory again to pick up some handicrafts to take home, and asked Mo Xiaobei to help with it to ease the financial pressure.

When Mo Xiaobei was looking after the store for his family, he would often see children of the same age walking together, coming to the store to buy candies, ice cream, hair flowers, rubber bands...

Then, they disappeared from her sight under the sun, and that silver bell-like laughter would echo in her ears for a long, long time...

Mo Xiaobei longed for friends, but she didn't dare to approach them. She knew that she was different from them, and there would be no day when parallel lines would meet.

It wasn't until later, when she met Yang Jie and An Ruo, that many things were completely different from her narrow inner cognition, that she gradually realized her inferiority, cowardice and involuntary sensitivity.

Some people, appearing in other people's lives, are precious like an exquisite gift.And she might not even have the courage to open the present.

(End of this chapter)