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Chapter 134 I Didn't Take Advantage of Others

Suddenly, she thought of An Ruo, it seemed that she and Gu Yan at this time were just like her and An Ruo at that time.

Only this time, she stood in An Ruo's perspective. At this moment, she realized how much An Ruo loved her, and her heart hurt a little.

This love, how can the other party be at will, if he refuses, they will have no results, if he wants to be together now, she will accept it?Why?
If she agreed to him so easily, wouldn't she have let down her years of lovesickness!
Mo Xiaobei looked at Gu Yan holding her hands, how many times she had hoped that Gu Yan would hold her like this.

On the day when she was frustrated in her confession, and when she was about to leave at the airport, how much she longed for Gu Yan to be like today, but this scene was three years late.

Mo Xiaobei broke away from Gu Yan's hand, walked to the side, calmly and sadly: "You said, don't look back, keep going forward!"

Gu Yan walked up to Mo Xiaobei: "You don't need to look back, I'm right in front of you, just take a step forward."

"The you now or the you three years ago, which one is the real you?" Mo Xiaobei felt strange to Gu Yan in front of him.

She questioned: "The night you confessed your love to you, you were calm and calm, and told me that you only liked me, and this liking was because you saw the shadow of your ex-wife in me."

"Three years later, you told me that you love me?" Mo Xiaobei laughed at himself, "Sorry, I can't convince myself!"

Gu Yan looked at Mo Xiaobei and explained: "At that time, I was just afraid that I would delay your future. You should have too many choices in your life. I'm not the best one."

"The day you left, I stood there for a long, long time. I was thinking, what should I say to you if we meet again one day? Is it long time no see, or, I still love you!" Gu Yan was lonely road.

Mo Xiaobei sneered and said, "What about now? And for what? What about your restraint and forbearance? Are you not afraid of delaying me? Now how can you be sure that you are my best choice?"

"Your goddamn sanity and restraint have been between us all the time we've loved each other."

"What makes me sad is not that you rejected me, but that you used your ex-wife as a shield for rejecting me. What could I do at that time? You have so many reasons that are not enough, you have to use Zheng Xin as an issue. Do you think I was Will he stalk you?" Mo Xiaobei said injuredly.

Mo Xiaobei walked to the window and looked at the goose feather heavy snow outside the house: "These are actually not particularly important. What is important is that the decision I made with courage seemed so unworthy to you. At that time, your restraint and cowardice, Like a basin of cold water, my heart is cold."

Tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, and she choked with sobs: "I thought it was a two-way rush, I thought I would be your most steadfast choice and unreasonable preference..."

Gu Yan quickly explained: "It's always been! It's always been, you are the person I cherish the most. I cherish it because I cherish it, and I dare not have it lightly. Because of this, I am afraid of delaying you, and I am even more afraid of not being able to give you the most. Okay, you are my firmest choice, and your feelings are right!"

"If I hadn't learned from Yang Jie that you've been alone all this time, I still wouldn't have the courage to come to you." Gu Yan laughed at himself.

"Why do you think that I will always wait for you at the same place?" Mo Xiaobei leaned closer to Gu Yan, looking into his deep eyes, which were still the gentle eyes she was familiar with.

Mo Xiaobei took a deep breath and slowly exhaled: "You are not my choice to weigh the pros and cons, but the firmness I knew I couldn't do after my heart was pounding. I'm so sincere, but you shrink back in the corner and dare not respond. How do we face the wind and rain given by life...it's all over...forget it..."

Gu Yan didn't know how to fight for himself. He didn't know what Mo Xiaobei's words today meant. Is it really too late?
He unconsciously stretched out his hand to pat Mo Xiaobei's head, but Mo Xiaobei dodged it. Just such a movement made his heart feel like a knife.

He slowly withdrew his hand that was in the air, and slowly walked towards the door.

Looking at Gu Yan's leaving shadow from the glass wall, Mo Xiaobei burst into tears.

Her stubbornness and pride were always so out of place, she wanted to turn around and hug Gu Yan and tell him, "You're finally here!" But her feet didn't listen to her brain, she just couldn't step out.

It wasn't until the door of the room was closed that she came back to herself and asked: Mo Xiaobei, do you know what you are doing?What are you being hypocritical about?
The matter of duplicity and depressing emotions is really becoming more and more handy for Mo Xiaobei today
Mo Xiaobei sat on the ground, put his arms around his legs, and murmured: "You are the person I miss and love day and night..."

Mo Xiaobei had fantasized about Gu Yan confessing to him countless times, no matter which one she had, she had only one choice - to hug him and kiss him!

But on the day when the fantasy in her heart came true, she suddenly hesitated, she was afraid!

Gu Yan's cowardly choice and Mo Xiaobei's brave confession three years ago were not as light as they appeared in the end.

For Mo Xiaobei, it was all her courage and pride!
...

Now the two are tormenting each other within close proximity, Gu Yan and Mo Xiaobei drink away their sorrows in their respective rooms.Reminiscing about everything, it's really a little bit up!

I don't know how long time passed, the wine bottles on the ground were one after another, but Mo Xiaobei was still sober and not drunk, she said to herself: "I don't want to have sex after drinking."

At this moment, the doorbell rang, and Mo Xiaobei glanced through the cat's eyes - Gu Yan!

Mo Xiaobei was surprised and delighted, and a little flustered, maybe she has been waiting for him!No maybe, yes!She was just waiting for him, as long as he came to her again, it would be evened between them!
Mo Xiaobei didn't know the meaning of the childish tricks of a little girl like her now!But she just wants revenge!

Gu Yan looked at Mo Xiaobei who opened the door. He was only wearing a suspender skirt, his cheeks were flushed, and there seemed to be a mist in his eyes.

He turned his head and looked at the door frame. Seeing this, Mo Xiaobei slightly twitched the corner of his mouth, with a half-smile, which seemed to be a little provocative: "Mr. Gu, what advice do you have?"

Mo Xiaobei had already shed the youthfulness of a girl, and now in front of him was a 30-year-old young woman whom he had never known before.

She is really more and more heart throbbing!
Gu Yan smiled and asked, "Are you drunk?"

"No, I'm sober!" Mo Xiaobei said firmly.

"You said that, I didn't take advantage of others." Gu Yan walked into the room and closed the door behind him.

Mo Xiaobei was forced to retreat to the corner again, Gu Yan got closer and closer, she was too nervous to breathe.

Gu Yan laughed and said, "Bai is old, I thought you were capable!"

Mo Xiaobei hesitated and said: "You...I...I..."

Gu Yan stretched out his hand, and gently smoothed Mo Xiaobei's hair scattered on his cheeks behind his ears: "I'll ask you again, are you drunk?"

Mo Xiaobei's heart was thumping violently, and he stammered: "No! No!...I drink well...I'm so ruthless..."

"Just wait for your words, so that you don't have to say anything later!" Gu Yan said with a smile as he succeeded in his trickery.

Before Mo Xiaobei could react, Gu Yan had already thumped him.

Gu Yan raised his hand to lightly support Mo Xiaobei's petite and lovely cheeks, and his lips were one centimeter away from Xiaobei's mouth which was quivering slightly due to nervousness.

Mo Xiaobei swallowed nervously, and before she could speak, Gu Yan kissed her.

Mo Xiaobei's eyes were as big as copper bells, his head was blank, but he heard Gu Yan say in a trance: "I made a mistake, Xiaobei, forgive me!"

(End of this chapter)