hurry time, love slowly

Chapter 125 Losing Her Thousands of Times
It took Gu Yan a lot of effort to get Mo Xiaobei to the door of his house. He opened the door of Mo Xiaobei's house and saw that the room was full of packed packages, and he couldn't help feeling sour.

Mo Xiaobei sat on the bed with Gu Yan's support, Gu Yan was about to take off Mo Xiaobei's shoes, Mo Xiaobei held Gu Yan's hand, looked up at Gu Yan eagerly and said, "I'm so thirsty! "

Gu Yan patted Mo Xiaobei's head dotingly: "Okay, just wait for me." Mo Xiaobei smirked at Gu Yan.

After a while, Gu Yan patted Mo Xiaobei who was sitting on the floor with his pillow on the edge of the bed: "Come on..."

Mo Xiaobei held the cup and gulped down the water.

"Slow down...slow down..." Gu Yan hurriedly said.

Mo Xiaobei drank a glass of water in one breath, leaned his head on the edge of the bed and said nothing, Gu Yan looked at her drunken appearance: "What's wrong? Are you feeling bad?"

Mo Xiaobei slightly opened his eyes and looked at Gu Yan's nervous expression: "President Gu...no...Gu Yan?"

"En!" Gu Yan looked at Xiao Bei and responded.

Mo Xiaobei stretched out his hand, and carefully touched Gu Yan's face: "You are so pretty! I like you so much!" Then he smiled foolishly.

Gu Yan smiled and rubbed Mo Xiaobei's hair: "Me too!"

Gu Yan only dared to say it when Mo Xiaobei was drunk with such a sure and courageous feedback. He hoped that she would forget it when she woke up, but he was also afraid that she would really forget it when she woke up.

Gu Yan never thought that he would have such a shy, hesitant, indecisive side...

Mo Xiaobei let him discover his unknowable side, he hated this kind of himself extremely, but he couldn't do anything about it.

When Mo Xiaobei heard Gu Yan's words, he smiled like a child: "It seems that I really drank too much today, and I have auditory hallucinations."

Mo Xiaobei was very dizzy, and Gu Yan in front of her was shaking, making her dizzy: "I may have drank fake wine, so dizzy!" Mo Xiaobei was caught off guard and wanted to fall to the ground.

Gu Yan's eyes were quick and his hands were quick, he stretched out his hand to grab Mo Xiaobei's head, but the expected pain did not come, Mo Xiaobei looked at Gu Yan, and the two of them maintained this posture.

Gu Yan's center of gravity was a little unsteady, and the two of them fell to the ground together.

Mo Xiaobei was resting on Gu Yan's arm, her face was slightly flushed, her eyes were moist, tears smeared Gu Yan's clothes along the corners of her eyes.

Gu Yan looked at Mo Xiaobei with love in his heart, besides the pain in his eyes, there was boundless self-blame in his eyes...

He wished he could be braver, even a little bit. He stretched out his hand to wipe Mo Xiaobei's tears, and gently stroked the hair covering her face: "Xiaobei, what should I do with you?"

The only rationality left in Mo Xiaobei's mind was defeated in the face of sensibility. She raised her head and kissed Gu Yan's lips, closed her eyes, and stopped moving...

Time seemed to stand still at this moment, Gu Yan was stunned, his thoughts were confused, and his rationality told him to avoid it.

But the deep love for Mo Xiaobei kept bewitching him that he should respond to Mo Xiaobei at this moment. He stretched out his hand to gently support the back of Mo Xiaobei's head, and moved his mouth slightly...

In the end, the hand holding Mo Xiaobei's head still clenched his fist. He quickly got up, hugged Mo Xiaobei and placed her on the bed, covered her with the quilt, and gently closed the door and left...

Mo Xiaobei slowly opened her eyes, and then slowly closed them again. There was no familiar and pleasant smell in the air, and the world around her shook even more violently. She fell into a deep sleep...

Gu Yan in the bathroom had a muscular figure, the water from the shower washed his raised face, splashing everywhere, and Mo Xiaobei's face became more and more clear in his head...

The watery eyes, the slightly flushed cheeks, and the petal-like touch of her luscious lips made Gu Yan upset...

……

Mo Xiaobei woke up to the music of the wake-up alarm, the morning sun shone in front of the window, Mo Xiaobei stared at the blue sky in a daze...

A picture of herself kissing Gu Yan suddenly appeared on the cotton candy-like clouds. She slapped her face awkwardly, her eyes crooked with a smile, and the corners of her mouth slightly raised between her fingers.

She got up and opened the window for a breath of fresh air...

She took out a pen and paper and sat down, looking relaxed and happy...

Perhaps, everything was relieved the moment she picked up the pen, as Gu Yan once said: Don't look back, keep going forward!
……

"Mr. Gu, Mr. Gu?" At the investment communication meeting, assistant Zhang Wei was softly calling out Gu Yan, who was distracted.

Gu Yan recovered from what happened last night: "Huh?"

The employee who was making a report said again: "It may be that what I just expressed was not very clear, then I will say it again..."

Gu Yan couldn't help but take out his mobile phone when he heard it halfway, and opened Mo Xiaobei's WeChat. He could see it in three days, and then opened Mo Xiaobei's Weibo, but there was no news...

He put down his phone in disappointment, his mind was full of Mo Xiaobei's face...

"You guys drive first, if there is a problem, connect to the boss." Gu Yan suddenly got up and said.

The people didn't understand, so they nodded repeatedly...

Gu Yan wanted to go to the bathroom to wash his face and sober up, when he ran into Yan Ruolan in the corridor.

"Mr. Gu, didn't you go to see Xiaobei off?" Yan Ruolan asked in confusion, "His plane at 2 o'clock..."

Gu Yan seemed to wake up from a dream, and ran away. The elevator seemed to be difficult for him, and it wouldn't come up anyway...

He could only take the stairs, and he came to the garage with flying steps, kicked the accelerator, and hovered on the edge of the speed limit along the way.

At this moment, he was panting and patting on the door of Mo Xiaobei's house: "Xiaobei, Mo Xiaobei, Mo Xiaobei..."

No one responded, he pressed the password, and opened the door anxiously. The room was clean and tidy, without any unnecessary things, as if Mo Xiaobei had never been here.

Gu Yan returned home disappointed, took out his mobile phone and was hesitating whether to call Mo Xiaobei when he saw something on the coffee table.

A thick envelope with "Rent Difference" written on it.Next to the envelope was a letter in regular script, Gu Yan hurriedly opened it.

[Mr. Gu:

Seeing the words is like meeting, expressing the letter and comforting the face;
It's a pity that I don't have the courage to say "goodbye!" to you;
I'm also sorry that my admiration, which I know I can't do, has troubled you;

I am not a person who is good at grasping happiness and beauty;

Happiness once burned into my life like wildfire;
But even so, I couldn't hold it;
I have waited a long time for someone;

Just because the boy once said that he was willing to exchange late night for daytime, cold winter for warm spring;
It wasn't until later that I realized that waiting is the most useless confession;
So this time, I am no longer cowardly;

Confessing to you is the bravest thing I have ever done;

I think you like me;
It doesn't matter, not every relationship has a destination, and not every joy has a result;
Tell you that I like you, not to be with you;
I often feel that you are lonely, I just hope that you will not be discouraged when you encounter a trough;

At least someone has been attracted by your charm;

Want you to know that your light shines on me, even though you are not my moon...

That night, I looked at the starry sky;

I thought about it for a long time, from dusk to dawn;

I finally understand that you stop talking and stop talking to me;
Stopping speech is the superior wisdom, and stopping the mind is the highest self-discipline;

Well... just let reason always prevail, and that's fine;
In fact, I knew very early that I was not a fellow traveler, but I still couldn't help delaying the end of the show;
It's a pity, but it's okay, besides the people and things around us, we are also drifting away;
Got that, so rest assured I'm fine...

Don't worry about me, alone, I will be mighty;

You have to do the same, even though I'm not the one who can make you desperate...

In the end, flowers bloom from the sun, and people need to move forward, let's encourage each other!

Xiaobei]

Mo Xiaobei's letter was a little reserved and a little jumpy. It would be difficult for someone else to understand her expression.

But Gu Yan understood, they understood each other, and they were in authority, how could they not understand!

Gu Yan was very sad!

Some people are like a ray of light, shining in through the slits, falling on our hearts, and warming each other.

But life is about meeting and parting constantly, even if we are reluctant to part with each other, we are still grateful and bravely waved goodbye and blessed.

Is this Mo Xiaobei's final fulfillment?To fulfill Gu Yan's hesitation, to fulfill his forbearance and restraint, and to fulfill his own love is impossible!
Gu Yan was sitting on the sofa, with his elbows on his knees and his hands covering his face. No one knew how desolate Gu Yan was in his heart right now!Yes, heart desolate...

Why?He obviously never had her before, but at this moment, he seemed to have lost her thousands of times.

　Maybe it's because I'm getting old and can't stay up all night. I tried my best, good night!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)