hurry time, love slowly

Chapter 1 Wedges
I'm Mo Xiaobei, and I met Gu Yan again in Lapland in December N years later...

It is snowing heavily outside the brightly lit house, beautiful and romantic, it is the fairy tale world in my dream...

I put down the budget sheet in my hand, and walked slowly to the glass wall with bare feet.

The young couples frolicking in the snow, the elderly couples who are still walking hand in hand, and the smiles on their faces all interpret the most beautiful appearance of love.

In such a warm and beautiful scene, I have to miss someone, not suddenly, but all the time...

So, I think I must have missed him so much that I was in a trance, as if there was only a wall between me and him...

Suddenly, he waved at me, I was a little stunned...is it him? ...It's really him!
After I was convinced that it was Mr. Gu, my nose felt sour and my vision gradually blurred.

Over the years, my proud self-esteem did not allow me to answer his calls, and as time passed, he stopped contacting me.

I will only send text messages to greet me on my birthday and during holidays.I began to look forward to every festival gradually.

But every time I receive a text message as scheduled, I will only reply to him: I'm fine, don't read.

He didn't reply anymore, and we have always maintained a relationship that is not far or close.

I have thought about our reunion countless times, and I have tried countless times to feel how we will feel when we never see each other again in this life. Indeed, my heart will hurt, but I can still bear it.

But at this moment, my rationality is vulnerable, I want to see him, really want to see him.

I said to Kevin: I'm going to meet an old friend!
I walked towards Gu Yan, my heart beat so fast that it was about to jump out, you wouldn't understand, the person you miss day and night suddenly appeared in front of your eyes,

The kind of restlessness and uneasiness brought to you by the throbbing and constant teasing of a certain corner of your heart...

At this moment, I suddenly comprehended the lyrics of Mao Amin's straight words: the most willing to forget ancient poems, the most dismissive is lovesickness...

The answer is nothing more than: staying with love is afraid of being laughed at, and afraid of being seen clearly...

Even though we are close at hand, I feel that this road is extremely long. It seems that I have walked for a long time...

He is still so gentle and gentle, and the years are still so partial to him, no different from when we first met.

"Long time no see, I miss you very much, do you miss me?" The mouth spoke out without the consent of the brain.

He didn't speak, stretched out his hands, and looked at me with smiles in his eyes. It was such loving and doting eyes that made me fall for countless times...

I know my eye sockets are wet, but fortunately, tears won't fall yet.

I smiled and approached his arms, I thought, if he hugs me tightly, I will definitely...

However, he was just very gentlemanly, polite, and gently hugged me. This scene, just like when I left, just caused a tsunami in my heart...

I was about to pull my hands out of the pockets, and put them back quietly.

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I'm Gu Yan, I met Mo Xiaobei again in Finland N years later.

Lapland in December is like a snowy fairyland in a fairy tale, especially romantic and mysterious under the gorgeous dancing aurora all over the sky.

Vast forests, frozen lakes, tranquil harbors, and pure wilderness are all covered with snow as far as the eye can see.

The snowflakes flying all over the sky lightly fell on this mysterious country, also fell on my heart, and melted in my eye sockets.

All of this is the way she likes it. I stood outside the glass hut, which was just a short distance away, and looked at Xiaobei in the room.

She is no longer the 25-year-old in my eyes: immature and reckless, worrying about gains and losses, sentimental, insecure little guy;

She is mature and confident, sunny and enthusiastic, beautiful and delicate, and she is a woman with an extremely charming smile and a mature temperament;
I think, during these years, it must be the extraordinary and elegant gentleman beside her who gave her infinite love and tenderness.

The folk song says [If you find the mysterious Northern Lights, a happy life will not be far away from you! ]
This is the happy appearance I had hoped for her the most, and she did it!
I walked with her for a while, even though I got off the train in the middle of her life, I can still empathize with her happiness today.

I am very happy that Xiaobei has stepped into a happy life.But why is my heart as barren and desolate as when she left?

I just stood in the snow, looking at Xiao Bei.She suddenly walked to the glass, admiring everything in the dream here...

Our eyes met, and Xiaobei's eyes were full of disbelief. She didn't believe that I was real until I waved at her.

Wearing a thick down jacket and a black plush hat, she walked towards me slowly.

Reminds me of the bus station five years ago, when she was devastated and flickering with frozen eyelashes, which made people feel distressed.

My thoughts were interrupted by a voice I was no longer familiar with: "Long time no see, I miss you very much, do you miss me?"

Xiaobei tilted her head, looked at me and said with a slight smile. Her smile remained the same, as if I was just an old friend whom I hadn't seen for many years.

The fact seems to be true, I don't know whether I am happy or sad, I feel as if someone is choking me, I can't speak, I stretch out my hands, I really want to hug her...

Her wet eyes curved into crescent moons, and she came close to my arms, and I hugged her gently, it was so unreal...

The faint fragrance on her body is as good as the first time I saw her.

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This is the scene when Mo Xiaobei and Gu Yan reunited in Finland after N years.

What Mo Xiaobei didn't know was that this meeting was not a coincidence, but a special arrangement by Gu Yan, which was late and about love.

(End of this chapter)