Middle-aged love

Chapter 77 What should she do?
On the way back, Shen Juan was in a daze, recalling the details of meeting Cheng Zhijun just now, she suddenly felt unreal, as if it was a dream, but the bustling people outside the car reminded her that this was not a dream, this It's a fact, just now she did meet Cheng Zhijun who was once 'dreamed of'.

When I got home, I lay powerlessly on the bed, recalling the scenes just now...

When Cheng Zhijun hugged her, she was so nervous that she almost forgot to breathe.When Cheng Zhijun said "I just want to hug you, even if it's like a relative", her heart seemed to be stabbed. Once upon a time, she had the same thought, even if she couldn't marry him, even if it was like the past, her' Just have him in sight.Isn't that what it was like in high school?Most of them are four people together, and they have never gone out alone, but even so, she is already very happy. ,,,, I have to admit that Cheng Zhijun's 'hysterical' embrace gave her an unprecedented sense of security, as if her wandering heart had finally found a harbor.

Shen Juan actually knows that she is an insecure person, she needs to be valued and cared for, and she very much hopes that someone will gaze at her affectionately, put her in the palm of his hand, and cover her heart.In the past, Cheng Zhijun treated her like this, so she took the risk of writing a letter to Cheng Zhijun, thinking of him for so many years.

Now, Cheng Zhijun is still the same, but what about her, what should she do?
She didn't want to deceive herself, she was tempted, she really didn't care whether Cheng Zhijun had money or not, she believed that he would make a comeback, even if he couldn't, she didn't care.For so many years, she has endured the torment, only she knows what kind of feeling that life is worse than death.Although Guo Junhuai has changed towards her now, the shadow in her heart cannot be resolved in a day or two.

To be honest, she was afraid of Guo Junhuai. Maybe since they got married, Guo Junhuai had always treated her with a superior and domineering attitude, or he was much older than herself, so she was psychologically weak. Anyway, their way of getting along had already been finalized.

Only in front of Cheng Zhijun can she let go, say what she wants to say, eat what she wants, cry and laugh when she wants to, without any pressure.Anyway, being with him is relaxed, comfortable and happy.

But is it really possible between them?If it was before, she would definitely divorce without hesitation.Because she knew that Guo Junhuai wanted to leave a long time ago, and the reason why she didn't leave was mainly due to her scruples about Shen Mingjiang and Shen Chao.

But now? , she is not stupid, Guo Junhuai is really changing, at least he is much gentler to himself than before, and his drunk talk that night,,.

If Guo Junhuai really does not want to divorce?What should I do?Do you insist on leaving?If Guo Junhuai disagrees, can this marriage be divorced?And father and brother, will they agree?The most important thing is his son Cheng Cheng, what would he think?If Guo Junhuai insists on not wanting a divorce, and wins over his son, and they unite, what should he do?
Shen Juan fell into extreme confusion.But she is clear about one thing, that is, she must not show the slightest thing in front of Cheng Zhijun before she is sure.She knows what Cheng Zhijun is thinking, and she also understands Cheng Zhijun's character, if there is a glimmer of hope, he will go all out.Once you take the first step, you must never turn back, otherwise the consequences will be disastrous.

(End of this chapter)