Middle-aged love

Chapter 74 We Are All Losers

After the meal, Shen Juan left, looking at Shen Juan's back, Cheng Zhijun was extremely annoyed, she knew that he was the one who scared Shen Juan away.It seems that he has to adjust his state in the future. If he wants to win Shen Juan's heart again, there is no rush, and everything has to be considered in the long run.

After receiving Cheng Zhijun's call, Cai Liwei said angrily,
"Have you met Juanzi?"

Cheng Zhijun was surprised, "How do you know?"

"How many years have we been in a relationship, and I still don't know you?"

"She's gone, but I still have a lot to say," Cheng Zhijun said in frustration, Cai Liwei snorted immediately,
"I met you, you got your wish, what else do you want to do, let Juan Zi get a divorce?"

"What's wrong, Liwei, you must stand by my side, I can feel that Shen Juan is not happy"

"Hahaha, Cheng Zhijun, don't be too whimsical, just save yourself, if you want to find a classmate to fall in love with, Gu Xia just got divorced"

"Go aside, what do you mean, do you think I can't find a woman? To tell you the truth, no, I have never forgotten Shen Juan, she has always been in the deepest part of my heart,"

"Then what is He Mengmeng?" Cai Liwei asked abruptly,
"She? She's just Shen Juan's substitute",
Cai Liwei was startled, and sure enough, he admitted that he guessed right, God, this is troublesome,

"Where are you now, I'll go find you right away."

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The residential area that Cai Liwei rents is the old family courtyard of the Municipal Industrial and Commercial Bureau. The interior layout is an old-fashioned two-bedroom and one living room, with a large bedroom and a small living room.

Both rooms face the sun, and the living room, bathroom, and kitchen are all on the north side, especially the living room, which is in the middle, so the lights have to be turned on during the day.

There was a small dining table in the living room. Cai Liwei cooked a few dishes himself and served them on the table. From the beginning to the end, Cheng Zhijun didn't say a word. After Cai Liwei set it up, he handed him a pair of chopsticks.
"Have I eaten?" Cheng Zhijun said blankly,
"Accompany me for another drink", Cai Liwei didn't give him a good face, thinking he was the only one? , Seeing Shen Juan, I guess I have lost all thoughts, how can I be full.

Cai Liwei took out two glasses from the kitchen, opened a bottle of Erguotou, the glasses were filled, and there was not much left in the bottle of wine. It is estimated that this glass will cost more than two or three taels.Cai Liwei handed a cup to Cheng Zhijun, and put the cup in front of him,
"Old Cheng, come on, don't say anything, drink",
Cheng Zhijun had no choice but to pick up the wine glass, the two touched each other, and then each took a long mouthful.After that, the two of them took a long breath at the same time,
"Lao Cai, are the wine and dishes prepared for me?",
Cai Liwei nodded,

"Well, when you said you would arrive in Guanzhou this afternoon, I knew you must have arrived in the morning, and you had an appointment with Juanzi. I knew you didn't eat well, and I knew that Juanzi wouldn't stay with you for too long , Juanzi is not stupid, seeing your eyes, she must have been timid, so she ran away hastily",
Cheng Zhijun laughed, at first it was a chuckle, then slowly the laughter became louder and louder, and finally it became a hoarse laugh, tears almost came out, Cai Liwei knew that Cheng Zhijun was suffering, so he didn't persuade him, and let him vent.

Seeing that Cheng Zhijun was almost smiling, Cai Liwei hurriedly said with a smile,
"Well, we have been friends for 20 years. I know you and Juanzi, so it's normal to guess this result, isn't it?",
Cheng Zhijun stopped laughing, nodded, took a sip of wine by himself, and then said,

"Liwei, I actually thought about it a long time ago. When I met Shen Juan today, I told her about these years, and told her that my mother burned those letters. It wasn't that I didn't reply on purpose. Then I asked her about it." In life, we will be old classmates in the future, and we will meet and talk together when we are free."

"You're right, that's good,"
"But Liwei, I can't help myself. I was so excited when I saw her. I really wanted to hug her, and I thought... I hate myself so much, why was I so timid before?"

"Zhijun, stop, listen to my buddy, the past is the past, no matter what the reason is, it is the past tense after all, it is different now, she has a family, a child and a husband, you can't think otherwise? "

Cheng Zhijun didn't speak, he drank the wine in the glass in one gulp, and put down the glass heavily
"Liwei, why can't I have one? If I can get a divorce, so can she."

"Zhijun, she is living a very good life now,"

"Very good? I didn't see it. Also, I picked a fishbone for him just now, and her eye circles were red. I can tell that she is very moved. This shows that she has me in her heart."

Cai Liwei saw that Cheng Zhijun's talk was outrageous, so he immediately interrupted him,
"Zhijun, you heard me say that Juanzi is a soft-hearted person. If you pick a fishbone for him, she may be thinking of her previous life, not just because of this trivial matter."

"I don't think so. Although you are her uncle, you still don't understand her well. I can see that she is not happy in life."

Seeing him so stubborn, Cai Liwei was also angry,
"Old Cheng, don't do this again. Don't even think about it. Even if Juanzi is divorced, what can you give her if she follows you? We don't even have a house in Guanzhou, but do you know what kind of life Juanzi leads? ? A duplex building of nearly [-] square meters, with a nanny at home, have you seen the car Juanzi drives, can we afford it?"

Cheng Zhijun 'woke up' all of a sudden,
"Yeah, I have no money now, I really hate it, why didn't I find Shenjuan before, why now, I have nothing to do,,,",
Seeing that Cheng Zhijun was so sad, Cai Liwei didn't say any more words to provoke him. He divided the wine in the bottle and said,

"Zhijun, we are all losers. You have succeeded before, but I have been at a low point these years, so I just remembered to come back"

"Yeah, we are all losers," Cheng Zhijun said bitterly, the two clinked their glasses and took a sip each, Cai Liwei said again,
"Do you know, Zhijun, my family, classmates and friends all advised me to get married early. I always said that I didn't want to be restrained prematurely. In fact, this is not the case at all. In Nancheng, it's not easy to say that it's just laughing at the poor and not laughing at the prostitutes." .My girlfriend who has been with me for two years, once she graduated, she was arranged on a blind date by her family, and soon got engaged. The other party is a rich second generation",
"Then you haven't talked about girlfriends in these years?"

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Cheng Zhijun paused and said,
"Then what happened to those women around you?"

"What's going on, isn't it obvious? I feel that my appearance is okay, and everyone is willing to contact me. Once they realized that I have no house or car, they all avoided me."

"Are girls nowadays so demanding?" Cheng Zhijun was a little skeptical,
"No, you are in Ancheng. Ancheng and Guanzhou are all inland cities. The overall economic level is a few grades lower than those in the coastal areas. Cars are very common there. I can buy a car, but a house is nothing to me. That's unattainable."
"So you're here?"

"Yes, I just heard that the Guanzhou Urban Construction Bureau is recruiting civil servants, so I signed up."

"Then how do you know Shen Juan's...", Cheng Zhijun didn't continue, he rejected it from the bottom of his heart, so he didn't want to say the word Shen Juan's lover,
"Oh, I went to see Juanzi's aunt, I found out about this, and then I found Gu Xia through other channels, thinking that the two of them have a good relationship, maybe they will get in touch, but I didn't expect that I guessed it right. Get in touch with Juanzi."

(End of this chapter)