Middle-aged love

Chapter 71 I Just Want to Hug You Like a Relative

For just the two of them, private rooms are a bit inappropriate. Shen Juan thought about it and found a mid-range Chinese restaurant, which has soft booths and a relatively private space, which is very suitable for conversation.

The location had already been sent to Cheng Zhijun. At this time, Shen Juan was standing in front of the window, looking out fixedly. Cheng Zhijun sent a text message saying that he had got off the car.

Shen Juan knew that Cheng Zhijun would not come so soon, and it would take at least half an hour to get here from the train station.

Time passed by, and Shen Juan became more and more nervous. She felt that her heartbeat was out of control.Shen Juan really couldn't bear this inexplicable panic, so she went to the bathroom again.At this time, Shen Juan's mood was extremely complicated. In those dark years, Cheng Zhijun was a lamp, so she saw the light, the future, and hope. Once, she immaturely fantasized that Cheng Zhijun could be Take yourself out of that home.Because after entering high school, she no longer imagined that her biological father would come to pick her up and return to the city. She felt that it was just her grandmother comforting her, and that so-called father might have forgotten her long ago.

After returning to the city, she also had great fantasies about Cheng Zhijun. Although she lived in the city with good food and clothing, her mood was not much better than in the countryside. Compared with her stepmother's indifference, she hoped that her stepmother would be like her aunt same, pointing at her nose and yelling.But the stepmother's contempt and disdain were like cutting flesh with a blunt knife, and she was in more pain and suffering.That's why she ignored her father's repeated warnings and wrote a letter to Cheng Zhijun, but she didn't expect,,,,, by accident, the fate was just missed.

Coming out of the bathroom, Shen Juan stood in front of the window on the second floor again, excited and apprehensive,,,,, Shen Juan saw Cheng Zhijun's photo in his QQ space, and found that he had changed a lot.Although she could recognize him at a glance, but staring at that familiar face, the more she looked at it, the more unfamiliar it became. The thin, tall, dark boy disappeared, replaced by a handsome and mature man, with phoenix eyes and slightly raised brows, The eye sockets are slightly deeper, the bridge of the nose looks straighter, the skin is clean and has a healthy tan color. Compared with high school, Cheng Zhijun has completely changed.

Suddenly, Shen Juan's heart burst into ecstasy,,,,,, that figure appeared, and Shen Juan looked straight at him.Cheng Zhijun got out of the taxi and strode towards the restaurant. When he was almost at the door, he seemed to feel something. He suddenly raised his head and looked at each other. , and then walked towards the door more eagerly.

When Shen Juan came to his senses and was about to come out, Cheng Zhijun had already entered, and his eyes met again. Facing Cheng Zhijun's fiery gaze, Shen Juan avoided timidly.
At this time, Cheng Zhijun was far less chic than he was downstairs just now, his heart was beating wildly uncontrollably, and he felt the blood in his body rushing wantonly in his body.The energy of the whole body is condensed in the dantian, and then gushes out, impacting the vocal cords,

"Shen Juan,,,", this is a call from the depths of the soul, Shen Juan can't help trembling, the voice seems to come from the sky, Shen Juan looked up at him, his expression is so dignified, it captures her heart, His eyes are like the genial sunshine, warming one's heart,,,,.

Shen Juan walked towards him involuntarily,
"Cheng Zhijun,,,", Shen Juan called out completely subconsciously, Shen Juan hadn't figured out what was going on, he was already hugged by Cheng Zhijun, tightly fitting, it took a while for Shen Juan to react, Struggling desperately, trying to push him away, but no matter how hard she tried, Cheng Zhijun remained motionless, Shen Juan became more and more flustered, and found that Shen Juan was really in a hurry, Cheng Zhijun said,
"Shen Juan, don't refuse, I just want to hug you for a while, even if it's just like a relative." Cheng Zhijun's voice was low and hoarse, Shen Juan lowered his head and didn't speak, the two just hugged quietly, motionless.

Cheng Zhijun has sketched out the scene of this reunion countless times. He knows that if he has no fate with Shen Juan, this is the only chance for him to hug Shen Juan. 'We can't help but meet again after a long absence', what a good excuse this is! , If you miss today, you may never have such an opportunity again in the future.

Being able to hug Shen Juan once has been Cheng Zhijun's greatest wish for so many years. He has always regretted and annoyed, and secretly scolded himself for being cowardly. Before, why was he so timid? , Let alone hugging, I haven't even held hands.At that time, they were all young boys and girls, nothing more than being discovered by interested people and telling teachers and parents.As a result,,,, the big deal, he was beaten up by his parents and reprimanded by his teacher.And Shen Juan is nothing more than losing face. It is not a heinous thing for a boy or a girl to fall in love, and there is nothing to be ashamed of.

But now, Shenjuan is a married woman, he is very afraid that Shenjuan will be 'concerned', or really angry, and ignore him in the future, then he will lose a lot, it's okay,, it's okay,,,, .

After an unknown amount of time, Shen Juan said softly,
"Is it okay?"

Cheng Zhijun hummed, and then let go of his hand, he couldn't 'make progress'.

Cheng Zhijun sat down slumped, then looked up at the woman with her head bowed and blushing, and couldn't help laughing,

"Liwei is right, you haven't changed at all",
Shen Juan smiled awkwardly,
"How can I get old"

"I'm talking about habits, you still like to bow your head, easy to blush"

Shen Juan was even more embarrassed,
"How can I have it?" Shen Juan's face turned even redder, but he refused to admit it, Cheng Zhijun chuckled twice, why does this woman suit him everywhere! ,

"Okay, I won't laugh at you anymore. Hey, have you ordered? I'm hungry." At this time, Cheng Zhijun had returned to his former ease,
"I ordered two first, I don't know what you like to eat, so I thought I would order when you come over..." Shen Juan still spoke softly, her voice was 'soft but not greasy', 'delicate but not greasy' Mei', for so many years, Shen Juan's face, demeanor, and voice have haunted him forever and are unforgettable.

Shen Juan didn't know what Cheng Zhijun was thinking at this time, she hurriedly rang the table bell, and then handed the menu to Cheng Zhijun,

"Look at what you like to eat, order two more",
Cheng Zhijun took the menu and asked while looking at it,
"What did you order?"

"Su Sanxian, Hangjiao Beef Tenderloin", Shen Juan replied,

"Hey, here comes the steamed fish again, one seaweed soup, two bowls of rice."

After ordering, the waiter left, and the two of them fell into silence again. The more so, the more unnatural Shen Juan felt. In fact, the two of them talked about their respective situations on the phone, so for a while, both of them were silent. I do not know what to say.

Until the waiter brought a dish, Su Sanxian, neither of them moved their chopsticks. They were used to it, and they couldn't move their chopsticks for one dish.

The two stared with big eyes, Shen Juan looked at the dish, and couldn't help but think of the past...,, how could there be so much attention back then, the food had to be grabbed as soon as it came, otherwise it would be gone immediately,,,,, thinking of this , Shen Juan couldn't help giggling.

(End of this chapter)