Middle-aged love

Chapter 58 There is no 'Lucky Cinderella' in this world

On Monday afternoon, Shen Juan was fidgeting at home. He promised Jianing yesterday that he would pick her up today and bring her hairy crabs.

But,,,, last night, after tossing and turning all night, Shen Juan came to the conclusion: Wen Qi could not love her.Love her for what?What was there to love about her?A middle-aged woman with a 13-year-old son (she is 35 or 37 years old according to her ID card) is heavily in debt and involved in lawsuits.And Wen Qi, [-] years old, a well-known barrister, has a car and a house, and is a good-looking talent. Even if she is divorced, there are still many girls flocking to her.She doesn't know if there is real pure love in this world, even if there is, it is very rare, and she has never been a lucky one. On the contrary, from birth to now, she has been in bad luck.

The cruel reality tells her that there is no "lucky Cinderella" in this world, and no one can save her from fire and water.When I was young, my aunt hated her very much and often called her a bitch.Once she had a fever, and my grandmother wanted to take her to the hospital, but my aunt said viciously: "It's just a bastard, a broom star, what kind of disease is it, let's just die!"

Grandma hugged her trembling tightly, and comforted her: Son, you are not a bastard or a bastard, but your mother is dead, and something happened to your father, don't worry, your father will come to pick you up sooner or later.

She believed in her grandma, who loved her the most and would never lie to her, so she also believed that her father would come to pick her up.So no matter how her aunt abused her, no matter how her classmates laughed at and bullied her, she never lost confidence.However, as the years passed, she was disappointed again and again.Finally, when she was 14 years old, her father took her back to the city.

But,,,,,, it's just going from one sea of ​​suffering to another.At that time, her only belief and sustenance was Cheng Zhijun, but in the end, her faith sank like stone, and her only hope was shattered.

Later, she met Guo Junhuai. At that time, she really had great confidence in him and hoped that he could help her get out of that home.However, this time, she fell into the 'abyss of ten thousand feet'.The only gain is to have a son, Cheng Cheng. How should I put it, it is like in the novel of Gu Xia, a person is pushed into a cliff, but accidentally picks up a 'Wannian Ganoderma lucidum'.With the shelter of Ganoderma lucidum, she could survive.She thought that if she hadn't worried about her son, she might really have come to a dead end and committed suicide just like her biological mother.

She understood that there are no princes and "Cinderella" in this world, and the "Cinderella" Princess Diana, who has attracted worldwide attention, has long since died.Besides, she is no longer a girl, but an 'abandoned woman'.

Therefore, even if Wen Qi really wanted to date her, she would not naively think that Wen Qi was in love with her.He was interested in him, and even proposed dating, most likely because of Carnegie, Carrie likes her.Back then, Guo Junhuai was willing to associate with her, largely because of her father,,,,.

"Communications" are all preconditions and motives. Thinking of this, Shen Juan couldn't help feeling sad.But no matter how much blow and trauma she has suffered, she can't be vicious to others.Just like now, she clearly knows Wen Qi's thoughts, but facing Jianing's expectant and attached little eyes, her heart is still soft and messy.

She decided that she must keep a distance from their father and daughter in the future.But what about today? , she has already promised Carnegie, she knows that children are different from adults, as long as she promises she will take it seriously, if she doesn't go, Carrie will be very disappointed, and may cry, for children, breaking promises is breaking promises Yes, she won't listen to the explanation.

After thinking about it again and again, she still decided to go, she couldn't break her promise to a child.

,,,, at the entrance of the kindergarten, Carnegie rushed over excitedly when she saw her father.
"Father, where's Aunt Shenjuan?"
Wen Qi's heart tightened. In fact, he also struggled for a day. He wanted to call Shen Juan to ask questions, but he resisted.He was afraid that the phone call would pass, but it would give Shen Juan a step. She would say that she would not come today because of something, then,,,, he would be more passive. From the bottom of his heart, he wanted to see her, very much.

Yesterday he spoke about the divorce after careful consideration. He didn't want to hide it anymore. He wanted to know Shen Juan's attitude.They are not seventeen or eighteen years old anymore, and they don't have much time to test each other.They are all mature adults, and they should know what they want. He has thought clearly, so it is time for Shen Juan to make a decision.He doesn't want to push too hard, he knows when to 'close' and when to 'let'.

"Aunt Shenjuan may be delayed by something." Wen Qi saw that Shenjuan hadn't arrived at this time, and thought that Shenjuan would definitely not come, but he didn't want to tell his daughter that. He knew that if this girl knew that Shen Juan would not come, she would be very sad.

Sure enough, upon hearing her father's words, the little girl's face immediately darkened. Although she was still looking around, there was already an unconcealable disappointment in her eyes.

"Let's go, Jianing, Auntie didn't call to say no, she is far away from here, and she couldn't say there was a traffic jam on the road, so it was delayed",
Hearing what her father said, Jianing's face lit up with hope again, and then she walked out of the gate holding her father's hand.

"Aunt Shenjuan!", Jianing suddenly called out, Wen Qi was also startled, raised her head, Shen Juan was not far in front, holding two portable bags, and Jianing had already loosened his grip. hand ran over,

"Aunt Shenjuan, I thought you wouldn't come to pick me up today?" Carrian leaned close to Shenjuan's body,
"I'm sorry Carrian, there's a traffic jam on the road," Shen Juan looked guilty,

At this time Wen Qi had come to Shen Juan's side,
"Where is the car parked?",
"It's over there," Shen Juan pointed in a direction,
"This is the hairy crab for Jianing, I also made some beef dumplings, you can put it in the refrigerator when you go back",
Wen Qi took it, opened it symbolically, and found that besides these two, there were two other bottles. Judging by the color, it should be the ginger honey tea made by her. The hanging heart finally felt more at ease. Fortunately, she did not Treating him like a 'scourge', looking at her expression yesterday, I thought she would never talk to him again.

"Jianing didn't see you just now. I was very disappointed. I thought you wouldn't come." Wen Qi said deliberately. Shen Juan was a little ashamed. How sad.

Jianing pestered Shen Juan and refused to let her go, Wen Qi just pretended to be helpless,

"Jia Ning, Aunt Shen Juan still has something to do today, she will come to accompany you when she is free, okay?",
As soon as Jianing heard that Shen Juan was leaving, her eye circles turned red immediately, Shen Juan looked at her heartbroken, and hurriedly hugged Jianing in her arms and coaxed her,

"Okay baby, auntie will stay with you for a while, okay?, eh? Don't be sad,,".

So Shen Juan hugged Jianing, and Wen Qi followed behind with a handbag. Anyone could see that they were a happy family.

(End of this chapter)