Middle-aged love

Chapter 54 Depression

Shen Mingjiang lit another cigarette, took a few puffs, and then said,
"Yes, I,,,, did fall in love with her. I have conflicts with your mother. She is a very strong person. No matter at home or outside, she always fights with me, and argues for right and wrong. Then At that time, I really wanted a divorce. I thought that with your mother's proud personality, I would definitely agree to it without hesitation, but your mother was uncharacteristically determined not to divorce, and even threatened that if I dared to divorce, she would go to my work unit. Leader,,,, you know, when I was just transferred back, I dare not have the slightest flaw,,, ".

"So I can only let that woman down, go back and tell her clearly, but she cried heartbreakingly, and hugged me to death, and wouldn't let me leave,,, who knew that there would be a Juanzi at that time"

The father and son were silent for a while, Shen Chao asked again,

"However, how could such a majestic woman commit suicide in the end?",
"People's words are terrible. Many people don't know about us. After she became pregnant, rumors and rumors were flying everywhere. She is also a strong person and insisted on giving birth to a child. But I didn't know anything about her pregnancy. Later She came to the city to look for me, and she didn't say she had a baby. At that time, my relationship with your mother had just eased up, and my work had just started. It was the time when I was in a state of desperation. How could I dare to make any more troubles? She just said it was very ruthless If so, I just wanted her to give up. The deputy director of the factory told me about her suicide. He must have doubted it. Only then did I know the existence of Juanzi, but that At that time, I couldn't take Juanzi back to the city."

"Dad, you haven't told Juanzi about this, have you?"
Shen Mingjiang shook his head,

"No, what's the use of talking about it? So, son, people have many faces. In Guanzhou, I think I still have a few friends. The popularity is not bad, but in the eyes of the Cai family, I is a 'heinous' sinner",
Shen Chao didn’t answer, it’s true, for Cai Yunxiu, his father is a heartless man, for Cai Yunxiu’s parents, his father is a ‘murderer’, for Shen Juan,,,, in fact, now, he doesn’t know what happened to his sister Looking at his father, Shen Chao remained silent for a while,

"Dad, people can't be resurrected after death, and it's useless to regret it. Now you should think about it, how can you make up for my mother?"

Shen Mingjiang's face darkened,
"Make it up?, make up for her!, I don't think I owe her anything, yes, I cheated in marriage, but our relationship went wrong first, if we didn't catch up with the 'movement', we might have already Divorced. I proposed a divorce, but she disagreed life and death. At that time, I was also in a critical period. Besides, I still have you. I can only live up to that woman. Since then, I have dedicated myself to this Home, but what about her?, still with a lofty attitude, yes, I made a mistake, I will bear it, but do you know what she said to her friends?...'He was the one who pursued me first, and he had to divorce if he wanted to divorce. I brought it up, doesn’t he love that vixen, okay, I just won’t let him succeed, I will drag him to death,,,, son, when I heard these words, my heart was completely chilled, I What is the patience of so many years? Hey! I am getting older, and I am too lazy to bother. The reason why I have not picked up Juanzi is because of her? It has been more than ten years! I have not been able to call her back Forgive me, I only took Juanzi over at this time. At this time, I still want to give her a chance, anyway, the child is innocent, but what do you think she did?, I don’t dare to spoil Juanzi too much Otherwise, she will go too far,,,, "

Shen Chao is completely messed up now. He never expected that it would be such a fact that for so many years, his mother has always been a victim of this family. Even he thought that it was his father who let her down. It turned out that, , This is not the case at all.

To let others go is to free oneself. Sure enough, mother is full of hatred, but is she happy?Obviously not, she herself is miserable.

,,,,,,,

After leaving his father's study, Shen Chao really wanted to talk to his mother, but seeing his mother sitting there peeling pomegranates for Zhaolin, he seemed to enjoy this kind of family happiness, so he held back, let's find another chance!

"Chao'er, can't you live here?" Liu Yufeng asked cautiously,
"Mom, Zhaolin has an extra-curricular class tomorrow, so I have to go there early in the morning," Wang Lulu immediately explained, but it's not true. She doesn't want to live here for the nine o'clock class tomorrow. Shen Chao also understands his wife's thoughts. Mother is too depressing together.

Shen Chao drove, and the family of three left. Seeing the lonely figure of his mother in the rearview mirror, his heart felt sore, and he thought, Mom, why are you doing this!
Suddenly, a thought flashed across, whether his mother would have a mental illness, he was taken aback by his own thoughts, but the more he thought about it, the more he felt it was possible, now she is cold to everyone except their father and son, although Lulu It's very bearable, they get along very well on the surface, but in fact, Lulu can't accept her, saying that being with her is uncomfortable.And what my father just said: when there are no outsiders in the house, she is like a ghost, wandering around the house, and she will ignore her words, and sometimes lock herself in the house, and the nanny will not come out for a long time,, ,,,,.

When Shen Chao returned home, he immediately went to a study room. Gao Hui, one of his high school classmates, was a psychiatrist, so he had to consult quickly.

After listening to Shen Chao's narration, Gao Hui said,
"If what you said is true, then auntie has mental problems 100%, but isn't it depression? You need to do detailed observation and analysis. There are many types of depression, and the one who committed suicide in the end was the most serious, equivalent to Late stage of cancer. The early symptoms of depression are not obvious, and it is usually easy to distinguish in the middle stage.”

Shen Chao's heart seemed to fall into the abyss all of a sudden, and he chatted with his classmate Gao Hui for more than an hour. Finally, Gao Hui gave a suggestion, saying that she would definitely not agree to let her go to the hospital now, and it might even irritate her. .The only way is to install a camera in the mother's bedroom to see how she behaves when she is alone, and then make a plan for the next step.

After dinner, Shen Chao went back alone.

The house was quiet, and the nanny might have gone downstairs to walk around again. Downstairs, he saw the light on in his father's study, so he went upstairs directly.

,,,,

After listening to his son, Shen Mingjiang didn't speak for a long time.
"Chao'er, just do as you said, be careful. Hey, I didn't pay much attention to it before. After she retired, she was a bit abnormal, but anyone who stepped down from the post felt lost, and I was the same, so I slowly got used to it. Well, I also consulted, she may have climacteric syndrome, thought that the two were squeezed together, so she didn't think deeply about it." Shen Mingjiang was also very worried. Although he didn't have much affection, after all, he had been together for a lifetime. I don't want anything to happen to a woman.

(End of this chapter)