Middle-aged love

Chapter 243 The Love Marathon Ends (2)

Cheng Zhijun slumped against the sofa, raised his head, and said after a while,

"Shen Juan, for so many years, I have only you in my heart. Apart from you, I can't accept having sex with other women. Only when I was drunk, she dangled in front of my eyes, did I mistake her for you ,,,"

"Zhijun, I'm sorry,,,"

Cheng Zhijun closed his eyes in pain and shook his head,
"Shenjuan, for you, I divorced without hesitation, so that I can come to you without any pressure. You never know how ecstatic I am when I hear about you! I can't wait to come When I arrived in Guanzhou, although you were a bit repulsive to me when I first met, I was not discouraged. I finally got to meet someone like you. You appeared in front of me alive, not in my dreams. Over the years, My love for you has reached the level of obsession. At this time, I still feel a little guilty. But when I learned that your husband and wife are just a formality, I burst into tears of excitement, and sighed that the sky has eyes. For you, I always come to Ancheng I went in such a hurry that I didn’t even have time to take a look at my daughter. For you, I just stayed in Guanzhou with nothing to do. I just wanted to show up at any time when you needed me. You said that after Guo Junhuai’s matter is over,,, I will also I understand, but how do you do it? Ask yourself, Shen Juan, do you love me?"

"Zhijun, I,,,", Shen Juan had already burst into tears, how could she not love him, but,,,,,
"Shen Juan, you hurt me more than He Mengmeng, she never walked into my heart, so she only hurt my skin, but you, Shen Juan, you hurt my heart deeply Yes. You only see that He Mengmeng is pitiful, my daughter is innocent, they are all worthy of sympathy, but have you ever thought about me? I am a man, but I am also flesh and blood. I'm going to die, do you understand!!!", at the end, Cheng Zhijun almost roared out, Shen Juan couldn't hold back anymore, and burst into tears.

Looking at Shen Juan who was crying so hard, two lines of hot tears flowed from Cheng Zhijun's red eyes. He didn't try to comfort Shen Juan, but sat there silently. After a while, he said in a deep voice,
"Shen Juan, I'm tired, worried about gains and losses, physically and mentally exhausted, I can't love anymore, so let's,,, break up!",
Shen Juan suddenly stopped crying, she looked at Cheng Zhijun blankly, she wanted to say yes, but she couldn't say this "word", she wiped away her tears, then sat up straight, since Cheng Zhijun told him all these years It is also necessary for her to let him know the life between herself and Guo Junhuai.

After a while, Shen Juan said softly,
"Do you want to know what happened between me and Guo Junhuai?"

Cheng Zhijun nodded,
"After I went back to the city, I saw my father, but I didn't get the care I expected. At that time, I felt one thing about my father: fear. So he didn't let me contact my former friends and relatives. I really didn't dare. I was afraid there. In the helpless life, you are my only thought.

When I wrote to you, I had already attended banking school, but you never replied, I went from disappointment to despair, and finally gave up by myself. I felt that we were young at that time, and you might have forgotten me long ago.”

"After graduation, my stepmother introduced Guo Junhuai to me. When we met for the first time, I felt that this person was okay and stable. At that time, I was anxious to get rid of that family, so I agreed to try to date him. In fact, I didn't have much contact with him at all. , Later, we had a meal, we all drank some wine, and then, that's it, it's ironic to say that I, like you, had sex with each other first",
Cheng Zhijun looked at Shen Juan suspiciously,

"How much did you drink at the time?"

"Not much, just two cups...", seeing Cheng Zhijun asking, Shen Juan immediately became alert. She had never doubted that before, but now that she thinks about it, she only drank two cups. Drunk, why are you so vague about what happened,
"Zhijun, have I also been drugged? ,,,".

(End of this chapter)