unknown in time

Chapter 94
It was already 8 o'clock in the evening, Zhou Shangshang was lying on the big bed in the hotel and didn't want to get up, his back was arched, and he was weak.

Han Zheng stuck behind her, resting his palm on her waist. After a while, he pulled her over, stared at Zhou Shangshang's prickly lips, and reached out to touch her.

Zhou Shangshang turned his head away.

Han Zheng then chuckled, put his chin on Zhou Shangshang's head, and pulled her into his arms: "Don't be angry."

Zhou Shangshang let out a muffled low voice, not knowing whether it was "huh" or "um", Han Zheng reached out and scratched her hair, put his hand against her ear and asked, "Are you hungry? Let's get up, Nantong Street's newly opened We went to a restaurant, we..."

Zhou Shangshang closed his eyes in annoyance, and after a while, "I won't go, you can bring me something to eat, and buy a box of medicine by the way."

Han Zheng rolled his eyes, turned to look at Zhou Shangshang, fell silent for a while, got up, took a shower, went out, drove around the neighborhood, bought two meals, and went to a pharmacy to buy medicine.
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Back in the room, Han Zheng took a glass of water and fed Zhou Shangshang the medicine. Zhou Shangshang frowned and swallowed the medicine without drinking the water Han Zheng handed over.

For a while, the pill got stuck in the throat, and it was extremely bitter.

Han Zheng hugged her from behind and said sorry.

"It's okay, I enjoyed it too." Zhou Shangshang closed his eyes.

Han Zheng said sorry again.

Zhou Shangshang didn't know that Han Zheng's "I'm sorry" was an apology or something. If he did anything wrong, he had to apologize. Zhou Shangshang thought, how many words of sorry did she have to say to herself.

All along, she really didn't treat herself well. Before the divorce, she put herself in a cage, and after the divorce, she was tightened by an invisible rope.

Zhou Shangshang, Zhou Shangshang, how do you deal with things? Is life not messy enough?
"Eleventh..." Zhou Shangshang broke free from Han Zheng slightly, his expression a little serious, "We really don't want to go on anymore, I beg you."

Han Zheng put away the expression on his face, looked at Zhou Shangshang silently, exhaled, and said, "Zhou Shangshang, you coward."

Zhou Shangshang lay flat on the bed, stared straight at the ceiling, and twitched his mouth: "Yes, I'm timid, but Han Zheng, are you a good home?"

Han Zheng looked into her eyes without saying a word.

"Don't tell me that I don't need to think about everything because of you, and don't say that if I don't feel safe, I can argue tomorrow." Speaking of this, Zhou Shangshang laughed at himself and looked at Han Zheng, "If a marriage certificate really brings a sense of security, I might still be Su Yinzheng's wife today."

Han Zheng was speechless.

"Do you know what I want most now?" Zhou Shangshang asked, paused, and took a breath, "Han Zheng, you are a good man, if I am still 20 years old, even if you are a pit of fire, I might I will also try to dance, but I am really not a 20-year-old girl. I have to think about more things. Compared with passionate love or other love, I want a peaceful life. Do you understand? "

"I admit that I am very happy with you, both in bed and off the bed...happy, you treat me well, you have a good personality, handsome, healthy, strong, and have a bright future...I can't even find any bad things about you."

"Han Zheng, I admit that I like you very much, and I like the feeling of being with you, but as long as I think about what I will face when I am with you, I can choose to stop liking you without hesitation."

Han Zheng turned his face away, took a breath, and turned to look at her: "Is this what you really think?"

Zhou Shangshang nodded: "Yes."

Han Zheng: "Shangshang, I..."

"Eleven, you are good enough."

One sentence was good enough to stop what Han Zheng was about to say. Han Zheng reached out and rubbed his face. After a long time, he raised his head: "But I love you, Shangshang."

Zhou Shangshang laughed: "If I still get married in the future, I would rather choose a marriage without love. I didn't understand it before. I thought that love and feelings are the most important thing in marriage. In fact, it is not at all. Two people are the most suitable. The important thing is, love or something, if it is not handled well, it will make the marriage more likely to be out of balance, Su Yinzheng and I are an example."

Han Zheng opened his mouth, and suddenly felt that he had no right to speak in front of Zhou Shangshang, and his heart throbbed in pain. He originally wanted to peel off the flesh and show his heart to this woman, but he didn't need it at all. What she wanted was never his heart.

Han Zheng covered half of his face, and after a long time, he uttered a word: "Okay."

Han Zheng spoke very softly, but still looked abrupt in the quiet hotel. He turned his head and looked into Zhou Shangshang's eyes, "Shangshang, I won't... bother you anymore."

Zhou Shangshang blinked, and a tear came out of the corner of his eye.

Han Zheng lowered his head and kissed Zhou Shangshang's eyes: "Don't miss me."

Zhou Shangshang wiped the corner of his eyes: "I didn't."

"The tongue is not the heart."

Zhou Shangshang turned his face away.

Han Zheng looked at the floor-to-ceiling windows in a blink of an eye, and spoke again, his tone was exceptionally soft, but his voice was a little vague, as if he was speaking to himself.

"Shangshang, I won't bother you anymore, but I won't give up on you either."

(End of this chapter)