unknown in time

Chapter 65
What is killing eight hundred enemies and self-defeating three thousand.

When Zhou Shangshang was lying on the operating table, tears flowed out uncontrollably. When the cold tweezers strangled the soybean-sized life from her body and took it out little by little, the pain in the whole process was tens of millions of times greater. Zooming in, the long time made her feel that she could not last until the end of the operation.

During the operation, she remembered what Su Yinzheng said to her the year after the college entrance examination, "In the future, if we have a girl, I will protect you two. If it is a boy, that's even better. I will protect you with that kid." Stars and moons, the whole city is still full of brilliance, just like her mood at that time, flickering like a stream of light, but the light is fleeting, and it will dissipate in the moment she blinks and doesn't pay attention.

When the little soy bean was really taken out of her body, Zhou Shangshang felt such a tinge of excitement amidst the overwhelming sadness.

She went home by taxi, and when she saw Su Yinzheng standing at the door, she was suddenly very relieved. She walked up to him and told Su Yinzheng in an extremely relaxed tone that she paid for Chen Wanzhi's child with her own child.

Then she really succeeded, she succeeded in driving Su Yinzheng crazy.

That night, Su Yinzheng uncontrollably smashed all the things in the house that could be smashed, and the crackling sound was extremely exciting in Zhou Shangshang's ears. Her mental state was like taking drugs, she was unconsciously excited.

Almost all the things in the house were smashed that night, which was the reason why she and Su Yinzheng moved for the third time, because there was really no way to live in that house.

Everything in the original home was bought by Zhou Shangshang bit by bit, but it was a pity that they were all smashed beyond recognition. Zhou Shangshang moved in with his bags. Buying new furniture was originally a happy and sweet thing, but it was a pity that she and Su Yinzheng They didn't have that kind of mood, so the decoration of Huaxi Villa and the addition of various furniture were fully entrusted to the interior designer invited by Su Yinzheng.

Su Yin was completely out of control that night. After one night, the whole family became unrecognizable, just like the pure and beautiful love between her and him changed its original appearance overnight.

When the next day was about to dawn, Su Yinzheng was finally tired, he staggered to her, he knelt down in front of her with a face full of scum, Su Yinzheng buried his face in her knees, for a long time, he raised his head to look at her , a pair of originally beautiful eyes covered with red silk, he said to her: "Shangshang, you are stupid, that is our child, it's not worth it..."

So what is worthwhile and what is not worth it, can someone give a definition and boundary to the word "worthy"?Thousands of gold can't buy a good heart, and killing an enemy can't get rid of a heart's hatred. A's honey is like B's arsenic, whether it's worth it or not, it's hard to say clearly, just understand clearly in your heart.

Zhou Shangshang also asked herself later whether it was worth it or not. She scolded herself for being stupid, but after thinking about it later, she was a child born into the wrong birth.

In fact, when she and Su Yinzheng came here, they could basically return to each other. Unfortunately, she and him still chose to get married afterwards, and they were bound together by law.

At that time, she and Su Yinzheng were like two mad dogs, biting and hurting each other, but the strange thing was that neither of them broke up.

Why not break up, not reconciled to love too much before and get such an ending, or not reconciled to get hurt too deeply and leave easily?Anyway, not only did she and Su Yinzheng not break up, but they went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to argue.

The name Zhou Shangshang was finally removed from the Song family's household registration book, and it was written together with Su Yinzheng.

Su Yin proposed to her half a year after the child was gone.

In winter, the temperature that day was minus three degrees, and the place was on the playground of S No. [-] Middle School. It snowed really hard that day, and the whole sky was like white feathers, and Su Yin was wearing a gray cashmere coat. He knelt down on one knee , opened his mouth to speak, and white hot air came out of his mouth.

"Shangshang, I'm sorry, I love you, let's get married."

Shangshang, I love you.

This should be the last time that Su Yinzheng said the word "love" to her. When they were young, he and she basically said the words "I love you".

When she cooks for him for the first time, he wants to hold her and say "wife, I love you"; Su Yin is warming her hands and feet for her, and she will also say infinitely sweetly in his arms, "husband, I really love you" .”

At that time, he and her were not yet married, and love was beautiful and precious. Later, when she married him, the words "I love you" became forbidden words between her and him.

Some people say that it must be because they are young and ignorant and talk about love too lightly. Zhou Shangshang thinks it is not like this. It is not that they did not understand love before, but that she and him have lost two soft hearts. The love between her and Su Yinzheng has not changed. Before becoming a solid crystal, her and his hearts first became two stones, and they would never be moved as easily as before.

(End of this chapter)