unknown in time

Chapter 32
Sometimes the irony of life is that you think this is already a bad situation, but the reality is even worse than you imagined, and even though you are prepared to face the imaginary situation, you still can’t stand it or get over it. How are your options, are daunting?Or knowing that there is a bottomless abyss, you have to go forward and try with the mentality of fluke or death?
When you are in the pale period of life, there are two ways to get pleasure. One is to look back on the past, but to look forward to the bright future. Zhou Shangshang is afraid of looking back at the past, because the beautiful past will only make the present pale. Looking forward to the future is even more difficult. How can we look forward to a future without hope?
So what to do, go die, there are so many ways to die in the world, it’s very good to choose, but before you die, you don’t have the courage anymore, what’s going on, it’s better to die than to live, still reluctant, reluctant to bear those people and those things, Even if he is a person who makes you sad, even if there are some things that hurt when you think about them.

Zhou Shangshang changed to another hospital for examination, and the examination results came out quickly. Breast lobular hyperplasia is a common disease among young and middle-aged women. The doctor advised her to have an operation, and then asked her when she would be free.

"Next week."

The doctor nodded and said there was no problem, and then wrote a prescription for the computer: "Go down and pay for the medicine."

It was almost seven o'clock when Zhou Shangshang got home, he was so tired that his whole body was weak, and he collapsed on the bed as soon as he got back to the bedroom.

Lying on the bed, Zhou Shangshang remembered the scene of meeting with Su Yinzheng in the afternoon, thick mist slowly filled his eyes, and when he turned his face, tears immediately fell on the pillow.

When she met Su Yinzheng face to face in the hospital, she really didn't expect that her mind could turn so fast.The third floor is the mammary gland department, Su Yinzheng will not appear there for no reason, don't tell her that he also has breast problems.In addition, Yu Jiayi told him yesterday that the only female breast specialist in that hospital was called by a certain boss to give a private consultation to a female celebrity, and she had always known that Su Yinzheng was now getting involved with a female celebrity.

When everything is connected together, it becomes an embarrassing and ironic conjecture of fact. Zhou Shangshang forgot how he completed this conjecture of fact, changing from uncertainty to certainty little by little, just like the process of peeling skin and cutting meat, little by little. Tear it in, until the bones are dense.

When Su Yinzheng grabbed her hand and asked: "Shangshang, what's the matter, what's wrong?", Zhou Shangshang really hated him so much, she looked at Su Yinzheng coldly, and asked: "And you, what's wrong?" She glared at Su Yinzheng fiercely, then shook off his hand without saying a word.

Zhou Shang felt that at that time he must have been very ugly, his eyes were cracked, his eyes were as cold as a knife, his typical appearance of being hurt by his lover, he was worse than Li Mochou.

She has always loved beauty and face, even if she is a disliked person, she still wants to maintain a calm and clear posture, but Su Yinzheng is really amazing, so easily stimulated her ugly face.

The phone downstairs rang, and then came the footsteps of the little nanny Azhu rushing to answer it. Azhu's voice was bright, especially the sound of answering the phone. Zhou Shangshang could hear it even if the door of the room on the second floor was closed. Clearly.

"Mr. Su asked Madam, she has come back and just went upstairs."

"I don't know if Madam has eaten outside, but she hasn't eaten since she came back."

"There is no oatmeal at home, I will buy oatmeal to make porridge later."

"..."

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"If you don't have oatmeal, make some at home. When you go out to buy it, it will be ready...and don't be too greasy. If the porridge is ready, if the wife falls asleep, wake her up, and don't let her go to sleep on an empty stomach."

After Su Yinzheng finished speaking, he hung up the phone. When he just hung up, he held the phone and wanted to call again. He also wanted to ask, how is your wife when you come back today?Is it bad?
After thinking for a while, Su Yinzheng put the phone back into his trouser pocket. There is a residential area behind the hospital. When he drove by, it seemed that the smell of food wafted into the car. Su Yinzheng closed the window, and then turned the car around. Drive to Yalin Community.

Mother Su seemed surprised to see her son when she opened the door. The expression on her face could not be described as surprise, but there was also a touch of relief. She greeted Su Yinzheng to come in, and then asked him if he had dinner.

Su Yinzheng said no, Su's mother looked at her son beggingly: "Shall I heat you some food?"

Su Yinzheng nodded, then put two soft cushions under his waist, and nestled on the mahogany sofa.

"Change to another sofa, it's wooden." After a while, Su Yinzheng said to Su Yuxin.

Mother Su poked her head out from the kitchen: "I'm not afraid of people with my old bones, but you young people think it hard."

"You?" Su Yin turned his head.

"Shangshang." Mother Su replied with a smile, "Shangshang has been suggesting that I change the sofa, but I refused. She bought me these pillows and said they would be softer."

"Oh." Su Yinzheng responded lightly, then reached out and grabbed a pillow in front of him, the light yellow floor light dazzled on his face, and he was in a trance.

Mother Su put the hot food on the dining table, then called Su Yinzheng to come over to eat, but no one answered when she called, and went to the living room to see that Su Yinzheng had fallen asleep with her eyes closed, holding a light golden Liuyun pillow in her hand .

Mother Su patted her son on the shoulder, and called softly: "Yinzheng..."

Su Yinzheng slowly opened his eyes, then stood up: "I'm going to eat now."

(End of this chapter)