unknown in time

Chapter 146

When they first got married, some acquaintances would ask Zhou Shangshang, are you happy marrying Han Zheng?

There are some good things in this kind of concern.Zhou Shangshang always responded with a smile, and then said a few simple words, such as Han Zheng is fine, she is fine.Zhou Shangshang is not used to embellishing his life with too much language.However, after getting married for a long time and giving birth to brown sugar, no one asked Zhou Shangshang like this. Some happiness does not need to be shown, but others can feel it.

Also deliberately asking others if they are happy or not is no longer caring, but pantothenic acid.

But these things happened in the few years before Su Yinzheng passed away.This pair of former lovers was gradually not mentioned by others. Zhou Shangshang kept a low profile, and Su Yinzheng also kept a low profile, rarely showing up. The biggest news was the news that he and Miss Mo were about to get married, and the car accident.

The bad news came suddenly.

In the six months after Su Yinzheng's death, Han Zheng and the Han family arranged everything well, including dealing with the Su family's affairs, everything was done down to the smallest detail.Both Han Zheng and the kind-hearted Han family took care of Zhou Shangshang's emotions.

Kind care, almost no deliberate traces.Even Zhao Xiaorou, who has a sharp mouth, admits that the Han family is really a good family.

The Han family is so considerate, it is impossible for Zhou Shangshang not to understand their intentions.

When Su Yinzheng passed away, Zhou Shangshang was very calm, so calm that he seemed to accept Su Yinzheng's death naturally, without excessive sadness.It's just that during that time, Zhou Shangshang was often in a daze. No matter how well she concealed it, she still couldn't control some emotions.It is impossible for a person to completely lose memory, even if she doesn't love that man anymore, after he leaves this world completely, when some past events are exposed, those memories sealed in the bottom of her heart are like short fragments, floating up piecemeal, It made her feel regretful and sad.Regret, do you still have regrets if you don't love?
Of course, there are still some regrets, it is a pity that Su Yinzheng does not have a full house of children and grandchildren, and his blessings are endless.

Zhou Shangshang was so calm, but Han Zheng was worried about her.The case of Su Yinzheng's traffic accident was concluded very quickly, and Zhou Shangshang didn't ask about the reason in the middle, so he could more or less guess the reason.She didn't ask, so Han Zheng naturally wouldn't say anything.But Zhou Shangshang had a feeling in his heart that if she asked, Han Zheng would still tell her.

She and Han Zheng are already lovers and husband and wife. Although lovers don't need to have too many taboos, they can't be without some taboos.Han Zheng once said with a smile that he needs to be more careful in the face of stable happiness.

He needs to be careful, she is not the same.A little more careful, a little more attention, and a little more treasure.

He understood her, and so did she.

Zhou Shangshang still read the letters left by Su Yinzheng.Those letters were put back in Huaxi villa, and the property right of Huaxi villa was in her hands.A Mei returned the key to her after collecting the evidence, and before leaving, she turned around and asked her hesitantly, "Mrs. Han, don't you really want to read those letters?"

Zhou Shangshang didn't speak, his eyes were apologetic, and he also compromised with himself.

Amei joked and laughed, and accidentally talked about her own affairs: "Which two people have not encountered a few failed relationships when they are together, I admit that I talk too much. Mrs. Han, I just think it's a pity, maybe you don't fully understand Mr. Su, he may just be sick, and he is the only one who is sick..."

A Mei hesitated to speak, but Zhou Shangshang knew that A Mei was speaking for Su Yinzheng.When Su Yinzheng was still alive, others persuaded that when two people were together, someone needed to be subdued, but at that time Zhou Shangshang had not been subdued.Now that Su Yin is leaving, do they think she is competing?
Zhou Shangshang really didn't want to read those letters, since Su Yinzheng was gone, no amount of letters could exchange for a face-to-face conversation.During this period of time, Zhou Shangshang often thought about a question, if Su Yinzheng can live forever, maybe one day, time can let go of everything, and when the smoke disappears, she and he can still chat like old friends.However, this possibility was terminated by Su Yinzheng himself.

Su Yinzheng did not marry Mo Ni, and she and he had no chance to meet again, nor had the chance to see each other live well.In fact, of the two, the one who is really hard-hearted is not Su Yinzheng, but her.

She couldn't accept the fact that love failed, she made a prison in her marriage, but kept Su Yinzheng out of the door.It seems that after the relationship between the two went wrong, she and Su Yinzheng never had a proper conversation again.She seemed to remember only one time, and it was a very cold winter day in her impression. It was rare for her to see Su Yinzheng at home. Su Yinzheng was wearing a thick nightgown and standing on the balcony basking in the sun, and she sat down facing him.The two started chatting unexpectedly, and they didn't know who started first and who stopped. It was not without reason that the harmonious conversation stopped. Su Yinzheng received a call from Chen Wanyi.

Su Yinzheng pressed the phone off in a hurry, and after a while, seeing her calm appearance, she also calmed down.

Then the nanny came over and asked her what the two of them had for lunch.Su Yinzheng hadn't eaten at home for a long time, and when the nanny asked, her voice was a little nervous.

She was so embarrassed that she took the initiative to say: "I won't eat at home at noon, and neither will Mr. Su, so there is no need to prepare lunch."

The nanny resented.

Su Yin was silent, and then looked outside, with clouds rolling and relaxing above his head.He looked at it for a while, and exchanged a question with her: "Shangshang, why do you think we got married before?"

Then how she answered him, she laughed: "When we got married, there was really no reason, maybe we have been together for a long time. But if you ask me why I want to divorce in the future, the answer is easier to say."

Su Yinzheng stood up and told her: "Shangshang, there will be no day of divorce."

There will be no day of divorce, and time has dragged his and her marriage to an end.Both she and him, Su Yinzheng, loved each other too much, why didn't Zhou Shangshang reflect on himself afterwards, if at that time, she gave in once, would the result of her and Su Yinzheng be different?For example, that day, she left him, the two of them had a good meal together, and picked up the failed marriage again. Would the result be completely different?

Even if we are not together, can people still live?
Zhou Shangshang went to Huaxi Villa one afternoon in late autumn, and she told Han Zheng in advance to pick her up at Huaxi Villa after get off work.Han Zheng paused on the phone, then quickly agreed.

Zhou Shangshang went to Huaxi Villa to pick up an old document, and then saw the mailbox box put back in the study.

The afternoon sun was particularly good, and the golden and shining light came in from the floor-to-ceiling windows, and it fell into the sealed box. Are all the letters left by Su Yinzheng?Zhou Shangshang smiled wryly at the box for a while, then opened it.

Over the years, Cowhide Candy has grown up day by day, becoming more and more sensible and cute. She and Han Zheng are still in love with each other, and they love and respect each other deeply.There is more intimacy than respect as a guest, and more maturity than inseparable glue.

Fate was really cruel to Su Yinzheng.Zhou Shangshang and Su Yinzheng once loved each other deeply, once hated her, and finally left her behind, loving him all his life in the Huaxi villa.

Zhou Shangshang quietly looked at the letter, the previous correspondence between her and Su Yinzheng, and the letters behind Su Yinzheng that were not addressed to her.Sadness seemed to be a dull pain in her body. She took a deep breath, and tears flowed down before she could control it.

"Yinzheng, I'm sorry."

She owed Su Yinzheng "It's okay", and at the same time owed Su Yizheng "I'm sorry".She has a lover's affection for Su Yinzheng, but she lacks the tolerance of a relative.

In the end, everything was empty, and all that was left were these letters, which proved that the two had loved each other. She didn't want to mention it or think about it, so she sat here and read these letters with red eyes. Every stroke is affection.

Tears flowed down my cheeks.

Zhou Shangshang hurriedly wiped away his tears, opened the ventilating window and let in the wind, blowing the yellowed letter paper. On it was the handwriting left by Su Yinzheng, and each stroke was abbreviated by himself. He told her: He regretted it very much. , very nostalgic.It's just that if he is given another chance, he is afraid of whether he can catch her, because he has already lost himself.

He lost himself, as for her, during the time when he was lost, did she hold his hand properly?It's a pity that Zhou Shangshang at that time was still a woman who needed Su Yinzheng's protection.

(End of this chapter)