unknown in time

Chapter 141 Annihilation
If God will let it perish, it must first make it mad.

Just when the investigation team gave up on the investigation, Chen Wanyi began to confess: "I think he committed suicide..."

suicide?You feel?So this is just your personal speculation?
It was really a night full of stars, the bright starry sky, the radiant Milky Way, vast, quiet, misty, and endless. For the vast universe, a person's birth to death is like floating in the sky above the universe The dust is pitifully tiny, especially for the endless time, just like the waves on the sea, it will be annihilated in an instant.

Chen Wanyi has been thinking about what kind of person Su Yin is, has he ever loved herself?What does he want?
In the past, she thought that Su Yinzheng definitely didn't love his ex-wife, but now what she wanted to know was that since Su Yinzheng loved his wife so much, why did he still want to be with her?
Was he looking for something in himself?

Maybe the problem is very simple at all. Women like to think complicated about relationship issues. She habitually regards the arrogant Su Yin as a god-like man, but she forgets that God is also a man.

Cowardly, selfish, evasive, and will lose himself in the colorful world of money and feasting.

Before she came back, she went to the prison to see Chen Wanzhi. She was there to watch a joke, but when it came out, she found that she was the biggest joke: "You must have never thought why Su Yinzheng is with you."

Because of what?
The results are hilarious and unacceptable.

She returned to China because Su Yinzheng was about to marry another woman. She went to Huaxi Villa to question Su Yinzheng, but what she asked was why did you want to be with me in the first place.

She saw Su Yinzheng coming out of the door outside the Huaxi villa, she walked forward, Su Yinzheng ignored her, she opened her mouth to speak, Su Yinzheng turned to look at her, really just one glance, she grabbed Su Yinzheng, Su Yinzheng shook her Drove her and got into a CRV.

This man doesn't love her, because he doesn't love her, so he doesn't even have an explanation.

Amei and Ajia looked at each other: "Did you scratch Su Yinzheng?"

Chen Wanyi covered her face, her fingers were wet with tears: "I don't know, I don't know..."

"You calm down."

"What did you see Su Yinzheng that day, I mean what was his mental state that day?"

"He is such a person, he doesn't treat others as human beings at all, but he must have been drinking that day, I smelled alcohol on him, but Su Yinzheng is really good at drinking, and he will never be so confused that he stepped on the accelerator and rushed off the road. "

"Then how are you sure he committed suicide?"

Chen Wanyi began to cry again: "I'm just guessing, maybe you don't understand, but Su Yinzheng... is not living a happy life."

Is Su Yinzheng unhappy?
A slightly older policeman recalled one incident. Last year was the winter of the year before last. He went to an underground gambling house in S city to arrest gambling. That day he saw Su Yinzheng was there. He detained Su Yinzheng for an hour, and then Su Yinzheng was arrested. His lawyer took him back. Before taking him away, Su Yinzheng glanced sideways at him, his black eyes full of sarcasm.

Who are you mocking, yourself or someone else?
Later, he chatted with people and talked about Su Yinzheng. Some people said: "It is not a waste of life to be Su Yinzheng. We policemen work hard and earn less than 5000 yuan a month. Our lifetime wages are not enough for Su Yinzheng to lose in an hour." money."

People are under pressure in life, housing and car loans, Su Yinzheng, he is not afraid of losing money, he looks for all kinds of stimuli, but what kind of stimuli can stimulate him, he has no heart.

Without heart, there is no joy or sorrow in his life. He will not be happy because the stock market has risen, nor will he feel sad because the stock market has fallen by the limit.

Everything in the world, maybe there is one person who can affect him, but she has nothing to do with him anymore.

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On September 9th, the vice president of the Su Group held a grand funeral for Su Yinzheng, and more than 28 employees of the company collectively mourned.At the mourning scene, Su Yinzheng was still very young in the black and white photo on the black photo frame. The photo was chosen by Su's mother herself. She chose Su Yinzheng's personal graduation photo from university, and then developed it and enlarged it into a posthumous photo.

There are not many photos of Su Yinzheng. After the age of 25, he basically didn't take many photos. Except for a few business photos shaking hands with others, there are a few photos with Zhou Shangshang.

At the mourning meeting, many people cried. The boss Su Yinzheng is really not a good boss. He is self-willed and has a bad temper. The male employees in the company hate him, but it is undeniable that they also admire him.

What's more, he is still their food and clothing parent, and the food and clothing parent left, how he complained about the boss's strictness and uncertainty before, in the face of death, the complaints have become mild.

At Su Yinzheng's mourning meeting, many old classmates also came, including his high school classmates, Duck, Huaju, Han Zheng... and his college classmates who shared the same dormitory, Zhang LY also came, facing The black and white photo of Su Yinzheng bent over.

Among the classmates who came, some had only played ball with Su Yinzheng once, and some were also close friends of his when he was studying. They talked about girls together, argued about high math problems together, watched movies together, and played no less than a hundred games together. .

It's just that there is one person who still hasn't come, the most important woman in Su Yinzheng's adolescence, the woman Su Yinzheng loved with his youth and life,

Loved, loved, when love has become the past, the past can not be recalled.

Recalling Su Yinzheng, a college classmate of Su Yinzheng said: "I used to do the same project with him. In fact, I always thought it was a pity that he chose to go to BJ. He should take the road of scientific research."

Su Yinzheng, this classmate, is currently working at the National Academy of Sciences. He and Su Yinzheng met in AH the year before last, and then drank together. At the wine table, he and Su Yinzheng complained about the unpleasantness of work, low salary, high pressure, and unfairness. compete.

"Follow me, the monthly salary is 5." Su Yinzheng said with a smile.

He shook his head: "Let's forget it."

He and Su Yinzheng both drank a little too much that day, and he couldn't remember some conversations with Su Yinzheng very clearly. He only remembered that Su Yinzheng said suddenly when he came out: "Is your research institute still recruiting people?"

"Stop talking, is your boss wrong?"

Su Yinzheng smiled again: "I've lost the book for too many years, I won't lie to you, now I don't even remember a few formulas."

What Su Yinzheng said was a joke, and he also heard it as a joke.

Hua Ju also remembered that Zhou Shangshang once boasted to him about Su Yinzheng: "I think Su Yinzheng will win the Nobel Prize."

Today everyone is mourning an entrepreneur, but how many people know that Su Yinzheng's dream was to be a scientific researcher, even if he knew, how many people remember it?

The big world, the world of money, is right, we have forgotten our ideals when we were young, how can we still remember the ideals of others.

Recalling again, the appearance of youth has long been lost in the torrent of time, slowly blurring, slowly annihilated, the waves behind the Yangtze River push the waves ahead, and the life is in a hurry. We are on the road day and night, why have we ever looked back to see if we have lost anything? .

(End of this chapter)