Abyss of ignorance

Chapter 78 Black Humor
In that small apartment, Xu Hangjun was packing the soaked clothes while muttering: "Chen Shi, are you crazy? Are you taking care of the two children who are sick from the cold?"

Chen Shi, who is strict with his children, has no bottom line forbearance in front of his wife, with a smile on his face: "What about Xiaoxu, because she made a mistake, don't I want her to have a long memory? With that girl's physique, how can you It’s not that I don’t know, this little rain is not in the way.”

"Where's Yichuan!"

"Mother Chen, I am the one who wants to run with Xiaoxu, and it has nothing to do with Father Chen." Jiang Yichuan was already speaking in a nasal voice, and sneezed violently.

Chen Shi immediately picked up the bath towel and actively wiped Jiang Yichuan's hair, and then explained to Xu Hangjun: "Look, Yichuan is a good boy, and he will definitely not lie. He really has nothing to do with me."

"Go, go." Xu Hangjun pushed Chen Shi away, and pulled Jiang Yichuan: "Hurry up and stay under the covers, Mama Chen will make ginger tea for you!"

In the bedroom, Chen Xu had already finished washing and revived with full blood. Seeing Yichuan sat down under the quilt listlessly, jumped onto his bed like a bunny, and joked unreservedly: "Brother Yichuan, can you It’s so delicious, it’s only raining.”

She approached him without any scruples like that, exuding the faint fragrance of shower gel on her body.

Jiang Yichuan pulled the quilt over his body, moved away from Chen Xu, and stammered, "I, I don't know what I was thinking at that time. If you are fine, you should go back to bed early."

"Hey, I want to drink ginger tea too. Let's have a cup each when my mother finishes cooking?" Chen Xu is used to being close to Jiang Yichuan, so he didn't intend to leave. Instead, he sat cross-legged beside Jiang Yichuan, holding his hand touched Jiang Yichuan's arm.

"Huh?" Chen Xu stared at Jiang Yichuan's face and blinked.

When she looked at it like this, Jiang Yichuan became even more embarrassed, and muttered in panic, "What are you looking at?"

Chen Xu stretched out his hand to imitate his mother, and touched Jiang Yichuan's face: "It's so hot, don't you have a fever?"

Jiang Yichuan pushed Chen Xu's hand away, turned his face aside: "I, I'm fine."

"Drink ginger tea." At the door, Xu Hangjun didn't know when he was standing there with two cups of ginger tea. He walked over with a smile, but only gave one of the cups to Jiang Yichuan. Xu Hangjun took it away, smiled and said to her: "Your brother Yichuan is not feeling well and needs to rest. Xiaoxu, you go to your room to drink."

Chen Xu reluctantly followed Xu Hangjun away, and only after she turned around did Jiang Yichuan dare to look straight at her.

He knew that he didn't have a fever, but he didn't know when, when she approached, his heart beat so hard that he couldn't slow down.

Outside the door, Xu Hangjun's voice exhorting Chen Xu was faintly heard: "Don't just go to your brother Yichuan's bed in the future."

"Why, isn't it always like this since childhood?"

"You are growing up."

"Ang? When he grows up, he will also be Brother Yichuan."

"Yichuan's surname is Jiang, your surname is Chen, what a silly girl!" Xu Hangjun said helplessly, "You will understand when you grow up."

……

"You will understand when you grow up." The loving voice sounded in her ears again.

In the not soft time, she has grown up, and she finally understands.

And the person who said this to her has disappeared forever under the vast snow mountain.

Fortunately, he is still there.However, he shouldn't be here.

After Ye Mimi's brief absence, the indifferent expression returned to his face.

She calmly bent down to pick up the book that had just been dropped, and wanted to put it back on the shelf.

But the hand holding the book was caught by Jiang Xu.

The hand that was once fresh and warm is now skinny and cold, Jiang Xu stared at Ye Mimi's face, tears fell silently.

And Ye Mimi kept lowering her head to avoid his eyes, shook off his hand resolutely, put it back on the bookshelf stubbornly, turned around and walked towards the stairs.

The moment she passed by Jiang Xu, she was grabbed by Jiang Xu and hugged her tightly.

"Don't go, don't go..." He murmured, holding her tightly, sniffing the familiar smell in her hair presumptuously, it was for him to confirm that everything was not a dream - in the dream, smelling Not to taste.

Ye Mimi raised her hands to try to push Jiang Xu away, but finally lowered her hands.

It's not that she can't, it's that she doesn't want to.

"Why did you send me that bouquet of flowers, why did you send me flowers..." Jiang Xu said repeatedly, "I know I shouldn't come, but you send me flowers."

Ye Mimi let him hold her, his chest was warm, it was his body temperature, it was the warmth that she lingered for when she was dying in the mud under the heavy rain, as well as his breathing and heartbeat.

"I..." Ye Mimi didn't know why she couldn't speak, as if she had just walked out of the wilderness and came to Alan County, she forgot to speak, and even forgot that she was a human being.

"Xiaoxu..." He lowered his head and called softly. This was the name he called back in his dream at midnight. He once thought that he would never have the chance to call her name like this again.

And when she heard this, she finally pushed Jiang Xu away: "She's gone, and the one standing in front of you is just a monster."

Jiang Xu looked at her distressedly: "No matter what you become, you will always be Xiao Xu. Five years ago, it was the book you gave me that kept me alive. Because I will persist until I see you your day."

Ye Mimi suddenly raised her head, looked at Jiang Xu, and said coldly: "Have you seen it, do I still have similarities with her? In front of you is a ruthless, blood-drinking, emotionless monster. She competes with wild beasts." Food, wallowing in the filthiest mire, loving the smell of maggots...do you still see me?

Our correspondence over the years, you and I both understand, have only one purpose - to send them to hell with me, nothing more. "

She finished these words tremblingly, she thought that after saying these words, the person in front of her would leave sadly.

However, Jiang Xu listened attentively to what she had said, but his eyes were always piercing. On that face, there was an insolent smile that she had never seen on Jiang Yichuan's face—he actually smiled, but his eyes were twinkling. Know whether it is tears of sadness or joy.

"Five years ago, when I received that book, I was imprisoned in a lunatic asylum. people, drifting past me like ghosts, and I know that if I live, I will be like them.

I want to die, the people I love the most are no longer in this world, what else is there for me to miss.This world can no longer accommodate me.

However, I received that book - "The Moon and Sixpence", the first book on Dad Chen's bibliography, the one you used to complain about being boring, with '1' written on the cover, a code that only you will know , you even wrote the word 'boring' on the title page, what a black humor! "

(End of this chapter)