Abyss of ignorance

The sound of the shotgun sounded, and the happy deer was hit and collapsed to the ground, and his heart twitched violently.

The big and bright eyes of the deer were still open, reflecting the shadow of a person. He approached step by step, thinking that what he saw was himself, but when he looked again, it was not. It was a face similar to his, except that His expression, so indifferent and harsh, was completely different from his.

The person in the reflection stared at him so deeply that he felt his soul being sucked away.

"What's the matter with this child, did you drink while we were away?" Mama Lin's voice came faintly in my ear.

He only felt that his breathing was heavy, and his body hadn't recovered from the coma.

The neck and back were covered with sweat, and the whole body was covered in the sofa, already extremely hot.

"Mom..." After he uttered the first word, he found phlegm in his throat and felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to vomit.

A towel dipped in cold water was applied to his face, and Mama Lin was wiping it off for him.

Finally, it gradually slowed down.

When he was fully awake, he struggled to sit up from the sofa.

The room was brightly lit, and looking out the window, it was already pitch black.

"What time is it?" He asked, rubbing his swollen temples.

"It's already seven o'clock!" Lin's mother said, "Didn't I say I won't come back for dinner? Why did you look like this when you came back? How much did you drink? Your dad is really serious. back."

Lin Xiaodong got up staggeringly, and began to rummage around the house. The Coke can in the trash can by the coffee table was gone, the drinking glass was on the shelf, and there was no sign of being disturbed. The can of Coke was left intact.

"Xiaodong, what are you looking for?" Lin's mother followed behind Lin Xiaodong worriedly, "Haven't you sobered yet?"

"Mom, I didn't drink..." Lin Xiaodong muttered, looking around, everything was like a chaotic dream, but he was sure it wasn't.

He will never forget the aggressive sensory stimulation.

Lin Xiaodong turned around and glanced at the empty water pocket, remembering the empty water glass that Xiaolu took to wash it clean.

evidence!With a sudden shock, he immediately grabbed the cup, pulled out the fruit knife in the kitchen, and cut his own finger while Mama Lin exclaimed. The blood dripped continuously from between the fingers, and soon covered the entire bottom of the bottle...

In the police station, Yue Jianfeng looked at the blood in the cup, then at Lin Xiaodong's hastily bandaged fingers, wondering: "Captain Lin, you didn't do it yourself, did you?"

"Hurry up and take it for testing to see if there are any medicinal ingredients. I hope I haven't metabolized a lot." Lin Xiaodong gave the cup to Yue Jianfeng.

"Damn it, you were drugged? Who? Are you okay?!" Yue Jianfeng immediately asked with concern.

"Stop talking nonsense and work quickly!" Lin Xiaodong urged.

……

For the sake of safety, Lin Xiaodong didn't drive when he went to the police station.

At this moment, he got on the last subway and headed towards home.

There was no one in the carriage, and the head still hurt badly. On the one hand, it was due to the effect of the medicine, and on the other hand, it was Xiaolu's shocking remarks.

What worries him even more is that behind these remarks, she will do these things with "integration of knowledge and action".

The mobile phone was also hacked and couldn't be used anymore. He got off the subway ahead of time and walked to the building of Jiangnan Medicine on foot.

Sure enough, the lights on Ye Mimi's floor were still on.

The car is waiting downstairs.Ah Ruo, who was waiting in the car, saw Lin Xiaodong, got out of the car and walked over:
"Captain Lin? Why come to Jiangnan Medicine so late?"

"Ye Mimi really hasn't left work yet?" Lin Xiaodong looked up at the top floor of the building.

"She was in a hurry to push a recent project, and she was still pulling the project team to a meeting!"

"A meeting at eleven o'clock in the evening?"

"Well, this project is very important to her. Alas..." A Ruo sighed.

"What's the matter?" Lin Xiaodong looked at A Ruo's worried expression and asked.

"It's okay." Ah Ruo didn't say much, but the smile on his face was gone, and he asked, "Are you waiting for Mr. Ye?"

"Well, there's something I think it's necessary to let her know." Lin Xiaodong said and lit a cigarette, as if to dispel the distracting headache.

Just as he was speaking, the sound of the elevator door opening came from the hall, and Ye Mimi came out surrounded by a group of people.

When she saw Lin Xiaodong, she didn't seem surprised, but said, "Get in the car."

Lin Xiaodong followed Ye Mimi into the back row of the car.

She glanced at the bandage on Lin Xiaodong's hand, and immediately realized: "Sent the evidence?"

Hearing this, Lin Xiaodong smiled wryly: "It seems that I was worrying too much."

"You want to remind me? About that painter?" Ye Mimi told Lin Xiaodong's intention.

Then he continued, "It's her who should be worried at this moment, not me."

"Huh? Why?"

"because of you."

"I?"

"Do you think the mentor will let her go when she is drugged?"

"What will happen to her?"

Ye Mimi didn't answer him, but just looked at the passing scenery outside the car window, Linzhou, where the crowds receded, showed its tired side, as if it was breathing hard and waiting for the arrival of a new day.

Ah Ruo didn't drive the car to Xingtiandi, but went straight to the market where Lin Xiaodong lived.

"Probably, she told you about the first time I saw her." Ye Mimi finally spoke.

"She just said that you were surprised, nothing else." Lin Xiaodong said.

"Because I didn't know that with my mentor, my mother has such a great weight. She has become the symbol of this survival game. Do you know what this means? Those strong people who survived will never die again for the rest of their lives. There is no way to forget the image of my mother, that gentle and beautiful female painter. Because this is the proof of their survival, it is deeply etched in my mind.

The beautiful shore that Dad believes in is not, or does not exist, for the mentor.

But I think, in this nihilistic philosophy of life, he found some conclusions of his own - to be missed and remembered.

So he starts caring about you.

He was afraid of being forgotten. After he owned everything in the real world at any cost, now, in his dying years, he began to look for the meaning after death.

You are the meaning after his death. "

Lin Xiaodong half-understood what he said, and he needed to chew on one thing, but he was sure of one thing: "The girl named Xiaolu doesn't understand what Lin Zhengyang wants.

No wonder she kept saying that Lin Zhengyang knew that you had hatred for him, but still favored you.

Not only because you are Xu Hangjun's daughter, but because you are the one who really understands him. "

Ye Mimi turned his head to look at Lin Xiaodong, with the same clear eyes that he hadn't seen for a long time: "Because we have all erased the so-called human nature and lived like wild animals."