at first i just wanted to sing

Chapter 43 A New Beginning

In the center of the banquet hall, a beautiful piano sounded. After the prelude, "You said you loved someone you shouldn't love, your heart is full of scars, you said you made a mistake you shouldn't have made, and your heart is full of regrets, you said You have tasted the pain of life, you can't find anyone you can trust, you say you are very depressed, and you even start to doubt life."

When Feng Nan's clean voice without any modification sounded, that gentle singing style immediately brought Chang Xin back to the depths of her long-buried memory.

The everlasting promise that was made to each other, the obsessed love, the person who once said in school that he wanted to protect her and give her happiness, after stepping into the society, changed at a speed that she couldn't understand, how much love he had in the end, There was so much hate at the time, and so much pain later.

"I knew that sadness is always inevitable, why do you bother to be deeply in love, because love is always inseparable, why care about that little bit of tenderness, you must know that sadness is always inevitable, every time you wake up from a dream, there are some things you don't have to do now Ask, some people you never have to wait."

Feng Nan continued, very relaxed, unpretentious, very gentle, as if he was talking about a love tragedy. Although the heroine was helpless, she was independent and strong after experiencing pain and waking up from a dream of love.

Chang Xin was laughing, but tears flowed down her face. She used to be at a loss and helpless. Why was love so hard? At that time, it was only a few sisters who accompanied her every day to survive.

Now Feng Nan is using her singing to tell her story, and she is also persuading her to let it go, there is no need to immerse herself in the past, love is always sad and inseparable, so why bother to be so passionate about yourself? .

In fact, it's not just Chang Xin, everyone who has a relationship experience feels that Feng Nan is singing about himself, even if the men present listen, it seems that Feng Nan is pouring out their thoughts for them.

Many people silently drank the wine in their glasses, looking at the girl sitting in front of the piano playing and singing, so elegant, so intellectual, so dazzling.

I really envy the kid she favors, she is the dream lover that makes many rich second generations daunted and elusive.

This song goes well with wine.

When Feng Nan finished singing, Chang Xin had already wiped away her tears. She went up to hug Feng Nan, and said in a muffled voice, "I want to drink."

Feng Nan hugged her and patted her on the back, "We will accompany you."

"Your boyfriend..."

"Compensate him in the future, sisters are more important today."

When Xu Xian saw Feng Nan's news, he was a little confused.

I wrote songs for you with good intentions and asked my girlfriend to sing to you to enlighten you, but the result is that you took my girlfriend to drink and let me lose the video treatment tonight?

What's the point of this?
But if my sister agrees to compensate me in the future, I will forgive you. Who made me understand and support my sister so much.

Nothing special happened in the next few days. Xu's father and Xu's mother prepared the New Year's goods and drove back to their hometown on the afternoon of the [-]th.

On the way back, Mother Xu played music in the car, all songs by Xu Xian and Feng Nan.

Xu Xian was a little embarrassed. Is the relationship between him and his sister too high-profile? I feel that my mother played this song, which meant something.

Sure enough, when Feng Nan's ethereal voice sounded, "Sometimes, sometimes, I will believe that everything has an end, and there are times when we get together and leave, and nothing lasts forever..."

Xu's mother sighed in the co-pilot, "Hey, I feel so sad for Nan Nan's singing, and I don't know if I can see her next Spring Festival, so that she won't suffer from this lovesickness."

Xu Xian didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he knew that his mother had other purposes for playing his and Feng Nan's song, "Mom, I wrote this song, it's me."

Xu's mother didn't care, she didn't care what mood her son was in when he wrote this song, she just cared about her future daughter-in-law, "I don't know if there will be another person in this car during the Chinese New Year next year."

Xu Xian collapsed powerlessly on the back seat, closed his eyes and pretended to be dead. When he met such a playful mother, he couldn’t talk today. If he really brought his sister home next year, then Xu’s mother should say, will the family be happy in the next year? Timing increases the population.

He is only 18 years old, and he will be 19 next year. Do you want to be so exaggerated?

At around three o'clock in the afternoon, Xu Xian returned to his hometown. Since his grandfather passed away, the old house has been taken care of by his uncle's family.

It is said that it is an old house, and Xu's father paid for it to build a new one in the early years. It's just that the grandfather who has suffered all his life did not enjoy it for a few years, so he went to find his grandmother.

In the words of grandpa, he will be sorry for grandma all his life, and he will leave after a good day. It's better for him to go down earlier, grandma is not alone.

When they arrived at their hometown in the countryside in Muye City, Xu Xian and Xu's father cleaned up, and Xu's mother made the bed.

The quilts were all dried by the aunt in advance, and there was no musty smell after a long time. When everything was packed, it was already evening.

During the period, people from the village came over one after another. Xu’s father continued to greet people, and the cigarettes were sent out one after another. Xu Xian also followed the calls of his uncles, aunts, and mothers. After dinner.

When Xu's father was chatting with others, everyone was also looking at Xu Xian with a very gratified expression on his face. Xu's father also laughed heartily, and Xu Xian could hear the unconcealed pride in that laughter.

The winter in the countryside is very cold and there is no heating. After dinner, Xu's father, Xu's mother and Xu Xian went back to their respective bedrooms early and turned on the air conditioner to warm their beds.

There are no good shows at night these days. Xu Xian remembers that when he was a child, the family would watch TV with melon seeds or peanuts after dinner. There was no air conditioning or heating, and they were wrapped as hard as a ball, but they were very happy and happy. smell.

People are getting richer and richer, but the taste of the year is getting weaker and weaker.

In the evening, Xu Xian chatted with Feng Nan for a while before the video was hung up. Feng Nan finally couldn't get over Feng Bei's soft-heartedness, and agreed to sleep with her at night.

Looking at Xu Xian's resentful little expression, Feng Nan was both funny and heartbroken, so he could only promise to make up for Xu Xian when he came back, and then coaxed him to go to sleep happily.

I feel dawn.

Xu Xian punched twice to expend some of his energy. After breakfast, he posted Spring Festival couplets, then made dumplings, New Year’s Eve, New Year’s Eve, and fireworks. a new Year.

Xu Xian’s hometown still retains many early customs. On the morning of the first day of the new year, he has to get up early to pay New Year’s greetings. I remember when I was a child, every time I went to the grandparents’ home to pay New Year’s greetings, I would kowtow in front of the ancestors, and then I would call "Grandpa" to the old man. "knock.

The old people would share sugar, fruits, peanuts and melon seeds with a smile. The adults smoked cigarettes together and talked about the harvest of the year, as well as the plans and prospects for the new year. No matter what, life is always getting better and better.

This year, the Xu family has such a famous person as Xu Xian, which makes the whole family feel honored. When worshiping the ancestors, the elders who presided over the ancestor worship specially told the ancestors the good news, praying for the ancestors to make their children and grandchildren happy in the coming year. healthy and healthy.

Except that everyone in the village wanted to take a photo with Xu Xian, no one troubled Xu Xian, and no one asked Xu Xian to help. In this small village where almost all the surnames are Xu, as long as the family does not encounter obstacles that cannot be overcome, everyone will Work hard on your own, and if you encounter any difficulties, the whole family will work together. This is their very simple value.

Xu Xian and his friends also got together. Some of them dropped out of school early to work, and some went to university to continue their studies. The friendship that never diminished was the friendship that grew up with bare buttocks, which made Xu Xian very emotional.

On the way back to Greentown on the afternoon of the first day of the new year, Xu Xian looked at the receding wheat fields on both sides of the road, and always had an impulse in his heart to do something for his hometown in this life.

There are the oldest myths and legends in Huaguo, and the most brilliant civilization was born here. These legends and civilizations should not be so unknown, and they should only be passed on by word of mouth in the local area.

In the new year, it seems that there are many things to do.

When I first crossed over, I obviously just wanted to sing quietly.

Could it be that with great power comes great responsibility?

Although my ability is the wisdom of the earth in the previous life, if it can make some people in this world better and better, that would be great, wouldn't it?

　Chapter 2 has been under review, and the editor in charge hasn’t replied to me yet... I’ll hurry up and urge you

　　
　
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