Love begins with binding a girl with problems

Chapter 130 An Important Milestone

"Why, what are you crying for?"

"Ugh... because, because of you..."

After Jiang Yu took the initiative to ask about Lin Nanxi's situation, that feeling of seeing through suddenly turned into a kind of grievance in Lin Nanxi's heart.

'Grievance' is more likely to make people cry than any emotion.

Lin Nanxi cried into Jiang Yu's arms, her body leaned forward, her body was like a soft and boneless squid, and she flopped on Jiang Yu's body limply.

When a girl is acting coquettish and crying at the same time, she is really no different from a child.

"Because little Jiang Yu is so pitiful..."

"If you tell me, I will definitely come and play chess with you, woo..."

When Lin Nanxi thought of that lonely figure, he felt sorry for Jiang Yu.

Lin Nanxi grew up in a very lonely environment, and her inferiority complex made her never have any friends.

But the difference between her and Jiang Yu is that she has a complete childhood, her parents who love her and accompany her, and her younger brother who grew up with her.

Lin Nanxi knew what it was like to be alone, a feeling of emptiness that was out of tune with the world.

It seems that the happier the people around you are, the farther you are from the world.

She couldn't imagine how a person who was lonely from the beginning could end up alone.

"Little Jiang Yu is not pitiful." Jiang Yu tried to pull the corner of his mouth to keep himself smiling.

He wanted to raise his hand several times, wanting to hug Lin Nanxi impulsively.

But the raised hand was lowered again, not daring to put it on Lin Nanxi's body at all.

"Little Jiang Yu was born with a golden key in his mouth. He can buy everything. He has a toy house that other children can't have, a playground in the backyard, and a refrigerator full of snacks that he can't finish in his lifetime..."

"Xiao Jiangyu can still use pocket money to make friends, invite college students to hold parent-teacher meetings for him, even if he gets zero eggs in the exam, he won't be blamed by his parents..."

The more Jiang Yu spoke, the lower his voice became.

If you think about it so carefully, that young and ignorant self is indeed very pitiful.

When I was young, I took it for granted that adults have adult things to do, and children have children's things to do.

Therefore, even if he doesn't stay with his parents, Jiang Yu thinks it's normal.

But later, Jiang Yu realized that this world was not like this.

Children are picked up by their parents at the school gate on bicycles, and they can eat steaming food brought by their parents.

Some food may not be delicious, such as half a corn, or freshly boiled eggs, these things are not even considered snacks, but Jiang Yu is just greedy.

At that time, Jiang Yu was sitting in the housekeeper's grandfather's car, looking at the bicycles and motorcycles outside the window, and thinking in his mind, why do adults in other people's homes always have time.

Of course, the conclusions drawn from this are quite cruel.

It turns out that adults who are not in their own family have no time.

It's just that they don't want to spend time on him.

That's it.

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

Lin Nanxi cried unreservedly in front of Jiang Yu into tears.

Jiang Yu felt that his chest was wet and hot.

In a daze, Jiang Yu seemed to see himself huddled in the corner of the toy room, squatting barefoot on the ground playing chess by himself.

In fact, those days were not so difficult.

Even he didn't realize that he was alone.

The so-called sense of loneliness is only produced when the mind gradually matures after growing up and compared with the peers around it.

But when a person really grows up, this feeling is irrelevant.

"Why are you crying... really..."

"Obviously none of the parties have cried."

"Take care of yourself..."

Jiang Yu finally raised his hands, one hand wrapped around Lin Nanxi's waist, the palm of the other hand wrapped around the back of Lin Nanxi's head, and embraced her in his arms.

It may be that someone finally understands the true self, and the emotion of breaking down gradually sinks in the bottom of my heart.

It may also be simply because Lin Nanxi shared her emotions, and Jiang Yu's last line of defense was broken by her sincere feelings.

When the last card was played, Jiang Yu also became unreserved in front of Lin Nanxi.

"..."

He took a deep breath, but the breath trembled in his lungs as he exhaled.

The hazy vision was blurred, with hot tears in his eyes, Jiang Yu could no longer see Lin Nanxi's beautiful eyes clearly.

He vaguely felt the person in his arms moving, and raised the last warm palm.

The palm of that hand gently caressed Jiang Yu's face, she stretched out her thumb, and gently wiped it along the corner of Jiang Yu's eyes.

At this moment, Jiang Yu's defense line completely burst, and he couldn't bear it anymore.

He hugged Lin Nanxi forcefully into his arms.

It was a suffocating hug enough.

Lin Nanxi noticed that the boy in her arms was trembling, she sat down patiently, patted Jiang Yu's back lightly, and whispered in his ear gently.

"It's all right..."

This time, it was she who was hugging Jiang Yu instead.

……

Human emotions always need to be vented.

No matter how well you hide it, no matter how you imply that you have nothing to do with it.

But for things like feelings, you can't deceive yourself after all.

Perhaps, Jiang Yu has been waiting for this day all his life.

Waiting for someone to take off his disguise, waiting for someone to see him hidden under the surface, still trapped in his youth.

Jiang Yu has never been so easily defeated, all he needs is a little motivation, he knows what he wants, and he also knows how to stand up.

After a long time, Jiang Yu took two deep breaths, feeling relieved.

Shedding tears in front of girls is not Jiang Yu's usual style.

Fortunately, Lin Nanxi's situation is no better than him.

Lin Nanxi's red eye sockets were swollen, but the smile on her face was still gentle.

Jiang Yu's body had already fallen forward, and he leaned forward along Lin Nanxi's arms, half leaning on Lin Nanxi's body.

Lin Nanxi sat sideways, hugging him gently.

After warming for a while, Jiang Yu sat up again, saw the water stains on Lin Nanxi's front, and looked down at the tears on his chest.

The man's strange desire to win made Jiang Yu compare the areas of the two places.

He resolutely believed that Lin Nanxi shed more tears than himself.

Moreover, Jiang Yu was able to hold back at first.

It was completely affected by the strong emotions she invaded.

"What are you thinking..."

Seeing Jiang Yu blankly thinking about something, Lin Nanxi stretched out her hand and shook it in front of him.

Jiang Yu came back to his senses, and resisted not grabbing the alluring little hand dangling in his eyes.

"Lin Nanxi..."

Jiang Yu suddenly called Lin Nanxi's name, and Lin Nanxi took his hand back.

"Ok?"

"If you are hesitant about something, what do you usually do?"

Jiang Yu asked a very nonsensical question.

Lin Nanxi frowned incomprehensibly, but was still answering Jiang Yu's question.

"Hesitating... maybe a coin flip?"

"Flip a coin? It's that simple?" Jiang Yu was a little surprised.

Every time he makes a choice, he is very entangled. When he meets and doesn't know which one to choose, Jiang Yu will make an adult choice-I want them all.

But some things, like food and toys, can't have both.

Some choices have to be made.

For example, Lin Nanxi who appeared in front of him.

Jiang Yu may have to make up some kind of determination.

"What should I do if the side that appears when I toss a coin is not the one I want?" Jiang Yu asked.

Lin Nanxi pursed her lips, and the dimples at the corners of her mouth appeared slightly:
"Jiang Yu's ability to ask such a question means that you have already made a choice."

"The second the coin is flipped, you'll know the answer you want."

"……It's that simple?"

Jiang Yu suddenly understood.

It turned out that there was only one answer to the multiple-choice question in front of me.

Lin Nanxi raised her finger and said, "I went to school on TV!"

"Then I will do the same when I do multiple-choice questions in the future." Jiang Yu joked.

Lin Nanxi hurriedly explained: "This can only be used to let you see the answer in your heart!"

"The answer on the test paper is also the answer I want in my heart."

Jiang Yu smiled and rolled his eyes.

There is nothing in this world that can make Jiang Yu happier than 'Amusing Lin Nanxi'.

Lin Nanxi became even more anxious, and said loudly with her tear-stained eyes open.

"You can't say that! If Jiang Yu thinks this way, he will definitely be misled by himself, and he will make a mistake when he can get the question right!!"

Seeing her worrying about herself so much, Jiang Yu smiled more happily.

"Jiang Yu has made significant progress during this period, so don't answer the questions in this way!!" Lin Nanxi said anxiously.

"Good good..."

Jiang Yu nodded helplessly.

After finishing speaking, he suddenly climbed half a step forward on the mat.

Lin Nanxi was slightly taken aback by this sudden movement, but she did not choose to retreat.

Then Jiang Yu's hands climbed up to Lin Nanxi's waist along Lin Nanxi's legs, and hugged her again.

"This hug is not from a great friendship." Jiang Yu suddenly hugged her and said in a very small voice.

Under the dim light, Jiang Yu's face was outlined in the light and shadow, and Lin Nanxi became nervous for no reason.

Jiang Yu's cheek rubbed against Lin Nanxi's, and there was a sense of intimacy.

Lin Nanxi suddenly felt like a small animal being rubbed into his arms. When Jiang Yu rubbed her face, it was like a human rubbing a kitten.

At the same time, it is also like the front action of a wolf licking the prey's face with its big tongue before eating when it wants to eat it.

She flinched subconsciously, but still didn't retreat.

"Lin Nanxi, you should set up some defenses against me in the future."

Jiang Yu's voice suddenly rang in Lin Nanxi's ear.

Because of the light tone, this sentence is like a whisper before going to bed, light and floating, but unexpectedly has a sense of weight.

"...Why?" Lin Nanxi pinched the corner of her clothes tightly.

She didn't even dare to hug Jiang Yu.

It's not because of what Jiang Yu said 'this hug is not a friendship', but purely... because I was too nervous, so my body couldn't move.

Just now she was able to hug Jiang Yu to comfort him, but now, after both of them have calmed down, it is difficult to say some things.

This matter is also true for Jiang Yu.

But Jiang Yu just tossed the coin.

He knew that answer.

"Because, my purpose for you doesn't seem to be pure."

Jiang Yu said word by word, he looked down at Lin Nanxi's eyes, his tone was extraordinarily serious.

'What kind of purpose...'

Lin Nanxi wanted to ask this.

But she still didn't ask in the end.

No matter how naive Lin Nanxi was, no matter how emotionally slow she was, she would not be unable to react.

Jiang Yu has already made his words very clear.

Lin Nanxi felt that there was no need to push Jiang Yu too hard.

Although it is not a straightforward way to express feelings, Jiang Yu's emotional problems will always appear oblique because of poor expression.

But Lin Nanxi could understand him.

Lin Nanxi was already very happy that he could say it.

Thinking of this, Lin Nanxi smiled softly.

Just when she was about to say with a smile, "It's clear that Jiang Yu was not innocent a long time ago~".

Lin Nanxi suddenly felt her body lighten, and then, the darkened vision made her lean back subconsciously.

Behind Lin Nanxi, there was an army green mat that had been erected on the wall in advance.

This kind of cushion for sit-ups is made of foam. Because of the two-layer relationship, it is very soft to lean on.

Lin Nanxi's long black hair was scattered on her shoulders, she opened her eyes wide and clear, looking at Jiang Yu in front of her with some surprise.

Jiang Yu's head was slightly lowered, the curly hair on his head was half lit by the dim warm light, and the dark brown hair was shining.

From this angle, his short hair is still shaggy, looking like the curls of a stuffed animal.

Lin Nanxi saw Jiang Yu's eyes, Jiang Yu's eye sockets were still a little red and swollen, and then she saw herself flustered through Jiang Yu's eyes.

His vision gradually dimmed, and Lin Nanxi could clearly feel that Jiang Yu was getting closer.

With one hand on the ground, Jiang Yu moved forward while weaving a sweet trap with a soft voice.

"Get out of the way if you don't want to," he said.

Lin Nanxi's hands on both sides of her body have been clenched into fists, her legs are gathered in front of her chest, and there is no way to retreat behind her.

Panicked, Lin Nanxi closed her eyes directly.

……

In this lazy afternoon, this unusual physical education class finally came to an end.

5 minutes before the end of get out of class, outside the door of the sports room.

After the collective students in Class Two of Senior Three found out that the sports committee member was missing, they finally searched for him impatiently.

The leader was Liu Dali, and everyone was surprised why he could skillfully take out the key from his trouser pocket.

In the gym room, under dim light.

After Jiang Yu heard the movement outside the door, he stood at the door early and waited.

When the iron door just opened, Jiang Yu put one hand in his trouser pocket, leisurely blocking the door.

Jiang Yu didn't know when he put on the sweater hat.

His whole face was hidden in his pocket, and his expression could not be seen.

"..."

For this accident caused by the 'rusty gate', everyone cast sympathetic eyes on Jiang Yu.

And Jiang Yu just waved his hand nonchalantly, greeting all the boys.

"Go back to the playground and assemble."

"Whoa whoa!"

The boys who came to help piled up and went out again under the greeting of the sports committee.

Daniel ran at the back, looking back at Jiang Yu from time to time.

Jiang Yu waved his hands as he walked, signaling him to leave quickly.

And Jiang Yu himself just took two symbolic steps, then stepped back and glanced into the sports room.

I'm afraid, except for Daniel, no one noticed that there was another person in the room.

"Let's go, the bell will be over immediately."

Jiang Yu licked his lips and said.

Lin Nanxi stood up slowly.

She cut her hair to cover her face, raised her blushing eyes and glanced at Jiang Yu lightly, then lowered her head again, holding the hem of her clothes and trotting out all the way.

When passing by Jiang Yu, Lin Nanxi didn't even speak to Jiang Yu, only the sound of her rushing footsteps in the corridor.

Jiang Yu smiled casually.

"Squeak" sounded.

The door of the sports room was closed by him.

This small black room carrying memories will be an important milestone for them on the road.

(End of this chapter)