The days when I retired with the queen of music

Chapter 60 Take Your Time

"But... it's alright..."

Zhang Suxin said again in a low voice.

Lu Anzhi understood what she meant, and let Zhang Suxin down with a soft "hmm".

Zhang Suxin let go of the arms around Lu Anzhi, feeling a little lost for a moment.

"One more time, one more time!"

Xianxian didn't know what fun it was to watch her father carry her mother on her back, so she dragged Zhang Suxin onto Lu Anzhi's back.

One of Lu An picked up Xianxian and said, "Xianxian is good, will you carry her back later? Dad wants to hold Xianxian, so he won't be able to take care of his mother."

Xianxian pointed to Zhang Suxin and said, "Daddy carries mother on his back."

Lu Anzhi said: "Then don't you want Dad to hug you?"

Xianxian thought for a while and said, "Think."

Lu Anzhi said: "Then you still let Dad carry Mom?"

"Hmm~"

This "hmm" was round the corner, full of reluctance.The little guy buried his head on Lu Anzhi's shoulder and stopped moving. It seemed that he wanted to occupy this "high ground" and refused to come down.

Lu Anzhi couldn't help smiling, and turned to Zhang Suxin and said, "Let's go."

Zhang Suxin suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.Why does Lu Anzhi look so indifferent?Why are you struggling here by yourself? !

But she couldn't say anything.Originally, all of these were just my own small thoughts, how could I tell others?
She looked at Lu Anzhi tilting her head on her shoulder to look at her slenderness, and pursed her lips.

"hey-hey!"

Xianxian suddenly smiled at her, as if declaring victory.

Zhang Suxin couldn't help laughing, and scratched her slender nose.

"what happened to you?"

Lu Anzhi asked suddenly.

Zhang Suxin's heart skipped a beat, and she hurriedly said, "No...it's nothing..."

Lu Anzhi said: "I think your mood is not right, is it because of just now?"

"Uh……"

Zhang Suxin suddenly panicked, she was a little afraid that Lu Anzhi might have misunderstood her.She hurriedly said: "No... no... just... just..." The words came to her lips, but she couldn't speak for a while.

Lu Anzhian quietly walked beside Xianxian, not urging Zhang Suxin to speak.

Zhang Suxin struggled for a long time, finally summoned up her courage, and said, "I...I didn't mean anything just now, just...I just felt...too fast..."

"Ah."

Lu Anzhi nodded.

Zhang Suxin gritted her teeth as if she was going all out, "Although we...Although we already have Xianxian, we are just acquainted with each other, right?
"With Xianxian here, I'm sure I won't go to someone else. Although it sounds a bit selfish, I don't want you...you go to someone else.

"Don't think too much, it's not because of you, it's for Xianxian's consideration. This is a bit selfish, but as a mother, I can't help but make this mistake when I think about my children. I hope you can forgive me. But I'm just thinking about it, and I won't ask you for anything."

The more she spoke, the smoother her mouth became, and she stopped stumbling.

Lu Anzhi heard it in his ears, nodded and said: "En."Zhang Suxin's mood was over, he felt that it was better not to intervene and interrupt Zhang Suxin's conversation.When Zhang Suxin finished speaking, it was not too late for me to speak.

I only heard Zhang Suxin continue to say: "Just now...just now you picked me up, I asked you to let me down, but I didn't want...not to...reject you. On the one hand, I thought that was too fast, on the other hand And I’m afraid you think I’m too casual... I used to be in the entertainment industry, and I know how most people see it. It’s really chaotic, but I didn’t join forces. At that time... three years ago... ...you should know that too... I took the sheets away..."

Having said this in one breath, Zhang Suxin finally finished what she was holding back in her heart.Although what he said was a bit out of line, the meaning was always clear.She thinks that Lu Anzhi should be able to understand.

I wonder what kind of reaction Lu Anzhi will have?

She was a little nervous again?
Lu Anzhi laughed and said, "I said why I couldn't find the sheets at that time, and the hotel made me pay for the sheets. Besides, today is Xianxian's casual, not the two of us. What are you thinking?"

Xianxian blinked her big ignorant eyes, raised her hand and shouted, "Xianxian has won!"

"Pfft..."

Zhang Suxin couldn't help laughing, and gave Lu An a blank look.It's just that in this glance, the emotions are inevitably a little complicated, a little relaxed, and a little resentful.

Lu Anzhi said: "I understand what you mean. Don't worry, I am actually in the same mood as you. Once you tell me, I will understand your thoughts.

"Speaking of which, the current situation is indeed a bit embarrassing for the relationship between us. Men and women sat down under the tea booth and talked about their intentions to get married and have children, and they all felt that it was too soon.

"We didn't even talk about it, we already had Xianxian. Later, because Xianxian got to know each other and gradually got in touch with each other, she was different from others, so I always felt a little awkward..."

"Ah."

Zhang Suxin nodded, waiting for Lu Anzhi to continue.

Lu Anzhi said again: "I won't say anything else, and I don't know what to say. How about we treat ourselves as those people who are sitting on a blind date under the tea booth?"

Zhang Suxin's heart skipped a beat suddenly, followed by another beat.For a moment, I was a little dazed, in a trance, and forgot to answer.

"How about it?"

Lu Anzhi asked again.

"Ah... um."

Zhang Suxin came back to her senses, flustered for a moment, and nodded hurriedly.

Lu Anzhi smiled and walked up the formality, and said, "Okay, then we will be on a formal blind date from now on. My name is Lu Anzhi."

Zhang Suxin's cheeks were slightly red, but she still said, "My name is Zhang Suxin."

Xianxian interjected again: "Xianxian is called Xianxian!"

Lu Anzhi and Zhang Suxin looked at Xianxian at the same time and laughed.Lu Anzhi asked: "What's that Xianxian's name?"

Xianxian gave her name word by word: "Zhang! Xian! Xian!" Every time she said a word, she nodded her head.

Lu Anzhi and Zhang Suxin laughed again.

Zhang Suxin said: "If there is no problem in the future, let's change Xianxian's surname and let her take your surname."

Lu Anzhi smiled and said, "Look at you, and you're talking so early. We've only just been on a blind date. It's too early to talk about the child's last name."

Zhang Suxin blushed even more, she turned her head away and said, "Yes."

Lu Anzhi said: "Besides, whose surname is different from the child's? She already knows that her name is Zhang Xianxian, so why change it? If you want the child to have my surname, then have another one in the future."

Zhang Suxin's face was completely red now, she gave Lu An a blank look, and said, "Rogue!"

Only then did Lu Anzhi realize that he was really abrupt.While talking well, I suddenly lost myself, it really shouldn't be.Seeing that Zhang Suxin didn't mean to be angry, Lu Anzhi breathed a sigh of relief.

"Lu Anzhi."

Zhang Suxin suddenly called out in a low voice.

Lu Anzhi heard it and said, "Huh? What's the matter?"

Zhang Suxin still turned her face to the opposite direction to where Lu Anzhi was, and said: "When we get along slowly, when we get to that point, come here again...you carry me on your back, okay?"

Lu An was taken aback.

Zhang Suxin asked again: "Is it okay?"

Lu Anzhi laughed softly: "Okay."

(End of this chapter)