The days when I retired with the queen of music

Chapter 22 Please face your heart
I don't know if the security guards in the community knew Zhang Suxin, who used to live here, or Zhang Suxin's friend Song Xiaoqin had already greeted the security guards. At the door, the security guard opened the door directly.

Walking into the community, Lu Anzhi was a little surprised.

In the past three years, he has traveled around and seen many places, but this is the first time he has come to such a luxurious neighborhood.

He felt like he was back in time when he was on vacation in Yharnam.At that time, the beach hotel where I stayed for thousands of nights was of such a quality, right?
In order to take care of Slim's short legs, Lu Anzhi and Zhang Suxin didn't walk fast.Therefore, Lu Anzhi also had enough time to appreciate the facilities and environment of the luxury community.

But Xianxian held Zhang Suxin and Lu Anzhi's hands at the same time, and she couldn't walk well.She trotted for a while, and bent her legs off the ground for a while, leaning on Lu Anzhi and Zhang Suxin to swing.

"Slower!"

"Be careful!"

"I'm not afraid to break your arm!"

Lu Anzhi and Zhang Suxin kept reminding the little girl, but to no avail.The little girl had a great time playing.

Zhang Suxin forcibly pulled her finger out of her slender hand, and she wanted to go to Zhang Suxin's finger and said, "Come again! Come again!"

Really unable to hold back Xianxian, Zhang Suxin had no choice but to say: "Then you can't hang on like just now."

Xianxian nodded and said, "Okay."

Then Zhang Suxin handed her finger to Xianxian again.

Xianxian grabbed Zhang Suxin's fingers and changed the way of playing. She took two steps forward and bent her knees for a leap, and then took two steps forward for a run-up and then bent her knees and leaped again. She seemed to think it was very fun, and laughed "giggle".

The joy of children is so simple.

Seeing Xianxian's happy appearance, Zhang Suxin and Lu Anzhi didn't want to control her anymore, they just kept watching the little girl, cooperating with her, and preventing her from having accidents.

Lu Anzhi suddenly heard Zhang Suxin ask him: "Do you mind letting others know about your relationship with Xianxian?"

Lu Anzhi said: "What's the matter? What's the matter?"

Zhang Suxin said: "I didn't think of this question until I saw my friend later. I saw Aunt Gu at my house before, and it was okay to talk about it. But maybe more and more people will know about this in the future, and it will affect you, right?

"Such as blind dates, finding a girlfriend, etc. If you don't want to, I can help you cover it up."

Lu Anzhi said: "What about Xianxian? Can she also help cover it up?"

Zhang Suxin pursed her lips: "Xianxian is very sensible. As long as I tell her, she will be obedient."

Xianxian was playing vigorously and did not listen to what Lu Anzhi and Zhang Suxin were saying.Still trotting and jumping, trotting and jumping again.

Lu Anzhi raised his eyebrows and looked at Zhang Suxin: "What about you? Are you not afraid of being affected by having a child every day?"

Zhang Suxin laughed, her smile was frank and indifferent: "From the moment I decided to give birth to Xianxian, I prepared myself psychologically and made a plan to accompany Xianxian alone, watching her birth, Watching her grow up, watching her get married, have children...

"I'm Xianxian's mother, for which I can give up everything else. Of course I'm not afraid."

Lu Anzhi suddenly felt a little upset: "Then how worse am I than you?"

Zhang Suxin was startled.

Lu Anzhi said: "Since Xianxian asked me if I was her father, and I said 'yes, I am', I have also done a good job of psychological construction."

Zhang Suxin didn't know what to say for a moment, she lowered her head slightly, pursed her lips and remained silent.

Lu Anzhi said: "Zhang Suxin, tell me, do you want my baby's father to find another one, leave Xianxian aside and start a new life?"

Zhang Suxin was silent for a while, then took a deep breath, shook her head and said, "I don't want to. Although it's selfish, I really don't want to."

It has nothing to do with other feelings, but her selfishness as a mother when it comes to children.

Lu Anzhi laughed and said, "Isn't that right? Face your heart directly."

Zhang Suxin suddenly looked at Lu Anzhi, the emotions in her eyes were complicated and difficult to understand.

Lu Anzhi was stunned and couldn't help but said, "What's wrong? Why are you staring at me?"

Zhang Suxin shook her head and said, "It's nothing." It's just that her eyes were wandering, and she refused to look at Lu Anzhi again.

The two adults walked silently, and the little Xianxian played silently, which became the mediator in this awkward atmosphere.

After running and jumping for a long time, the little guy was also a little tired, gasping for breath.She stopped and refused to leave, turned around and opened her arms to Lu Anzhi, "Hold me, Dad."

Zhang Suxin couldn't help but rolled her eyes: "With my father, I forgot my mother, so I won't let me hug her anymore!"

But Xianxian ignored her at all, and came directly to hug Lu Anzhi's legs, as if about to rub her up.

Lu Anzhi picked up Xianxian, and the little guy smiled happily.

But in this way, the awkward and slightly cold atmosphere between Lu Anzhi and Zhang Suxin eased a lot.

After walking for a while in the huge community, Zhang Suxin stopped in front of a villa with Lu Anzhi and Xianxian.

Zhang Suxin rang the doorbell, and a tall and glamorous woman came out in a short while.Originally, she was full of smiles, as if she was here to welcome Zhang Suxin, but when she saw Lu Anzhi holding Slim, the smile stopped immediately.

"Who is this?"

the woman asked.

Before Zhang Suxin could answer, Xianxian grinned and introduced as if showing off: "Sister Song, this is my father!"

Lu Anzhi secretly smiled.Suxin just wants to help her cover up her identity, can she stop Xianxian's little mouth and say something else.

But that's because Zhang Suxin didn't teach Xianxian, and if she did, she didn't know what the effect would be.

Lu Anzhi also heard a word from Xianxian, this woman is obviously Song Xiaoqin that Zhang Suxin mentioned.

Song Xiaoqin's face changed immediately when she heard what Xianxian said. She opened her mouth but didn't speak.

Without her opening her mouth, Lu Anzhi could sense it.

Song Xiaoqin's expression seemed to be asking Zhang Suxin: "Is he the heartbroken?"

But she was obviously well-mannered, and she didn't ask Lu Anzhi in front of her, embarrassing the "family of three".

Zhang Suxin showed a slightly embarrassed expression, and quickly explained: "This is Lu Anzhi, Xianxian's father. We have some special circumstances in the past three years, you don't know. He just came back, but he is very good to us. I will talk about it later. I'll explain it to you."

Song Xiaoqin was a little suspicious, but still let Lu Anzhi, Zhang Suxin and Xianxian in.

Zhang Suxin said: "If you don't believe me, ask Xianxian, how is Dad?"

Xianxian immediately nodded her head heavily, and happily replied: "Okay!"

Only then did Song Xiaoqin look relaxed, and led Lu Anzhi, Zhang Suxin and Xianxian into the house.

　Update early today, and I will drive a long distance later, so there is no time to update.

　　
　
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