The days when I retired with the queen of music

Chapter 11 Zhang Suxin's Choice
Seeing Zhang Suxin's worried look, Lu Anzhi asked curiously, "Do you often accept Yue Ge?"

Zhang Suxin said: "Not much. But more than before. After all, this is what makes money now."

Lu Anzhi asked, "Haven't you considered coming back?"

Zhang Suxin was in a daze for a moment, and said, "Of course I've considered it. It's hard not to miss that feeling when you've been on the stage. That feeling of being admired by thousands of people and being intoxicated by your singing voice.

"But... I can't make up my mind. Although the feeling on the stage is good, but there are many things people don't like in the entertainment industry. I am very resistant."

"Is it?"

Way of Luan.

Zhang Suxin nodded, recalling the past, and said: "I remember that when I debuted, after the first album was released, it unexpectedly became popular.

"Arranged by the company, I accepted the notice and went to participate in a music variety show. It's "Singer Riding the Wind". I wonder if you've seen it?"

Lu Anzhi shook his head and said, "I haven't watched it." He didn't like to watch variety shows in his previous life. He came to this world and was busy writing books and traveling, so how could he have the time to watch variety shows?
Zhang Suxin said: "I haven't seen it, it's good. Variety shows all have scripts."

Lu Anzhi nodded and said: "I've heard of this." Many people said so on the Internet in the previous life.

Zhang Suxin said: "I didn't know the basics at the beginning. I was enthusiastic and made a lot of preparations to participate in the variety show, but I didn't expect that every link and every detail would be based on the script, and I couldn't do it by myself." play."

Lu Anzhi said: "That's quite unpleasant."

Zhang Suxin said: "Yes. At that time, I saw that those big singers who have been famous for a long time had to obey the arrangements, let alone me, a young singer who just released an album.

"I stood on the stage, and I couldn't make decisions about other things. I just thought that I just sang my own songs well, and I didn't care about the others. I sang with my heart and played my best level.

"But when I finished singing and listened to the direction of the on-site director, I ran to the left side of the stage to canvass votes, and sometimes ran to the right side of the stage, but it was all fake.

"The audience in the audience seemed to be cheering for me, but I suddenly heard someone shouting, don't vote, and my mood suddenly dimmed."

Zhang Suxin's words seemed to form a picture, pulling Lu Anzhi to the scene of the variety show, Lu Anzhi said: "It's really annoying."

Zhang Suxin said: "If it's just these things, it doesn't matter. I'm a singer, and I'm an actor on that stage. Even if I don't like it, I still have to accept the arrangement of variety shows.

"And speaking of it, because of this wave of unfair performances, I also benefited. Many people on the Internet defended me, and my popularity became even more popular."

"But that's just a small microcosm of the entire entertainment circle. That circle is too messy, and sometimes it's even scary. If nothing else, just say three years ago..."

Having said that, she suddenly paused.

Lu Anzhi's heart skipped a beat, and he asked, "What happened three years ago?"

Zhang Suxin shook her head and said, "It's nothing..."

Three years ago was when Lu Anzhi was just reborn into this world.At that time, I was in a daze, and I only had a vague impression of my one-night relationship with Zhang Suxin.

After getting along for the past two days, Lu Anzhi felt that Zhang Suxin was not a casual person. Hearing Zhang Suxin's mention, he immediately guessed that there might be something inside.

It made him a little curious.

But now it seems that Zhang Suxin didn't want to say more, so Lu Anzhi suppressed his curiosity and didn't ask any more questions.

In short, Zhang Suxin is now shy away from the entertainment industry, and just wants to be a creator behind the scenes.

Also an independent creator.

Lu Anzhi changed the subject and said, "What kind of song did you accept? Is it so difficult?"

Zhang Suxin said: "A friend of mine in the music industry helped me to write an ending song for Zhou Bo's new TV series, and Zhou Bo will sing it. If I can't write it anymore, I will have to give the job to someone else."

Lu Anzhi asked, "What TV?"

Zhang Suxin said: ""I Don't Want You to Leave", an urban emotional drama. This movie has been promoted on TV, but you have been traveling, so you probably haven't watched it.

"They want to collect two ending songs, and the one given to me should be placed in the second half. According to the plot, it is best to have a tragic parting theme."

Lu Anzhi nodded, and didn't know what to say, so he said, "Then you go on."

"Dong dong dong."

Someone knocked on the door, interrupting the conversation between Lu Anzhi and Zhang Suxin.

Zhang Suxin didn't care about frowning and worrying, and went to open the door.

Lu Anzhi saw a kind-looking middle-aged woman walking in.He panicked for a moment, for fear that Xiao Xianxian would call out a grandmother.

God is sorry, what happened in the past two days has already caused too much impact on him.

It is enough to recognize his next daughter, he is not yet ready to meet his daughter's grandmother.

And the relationship between myself and Zhang Suxin, I really don't know how to deal with my elders.

Fortunately, Xianxian yelled: "Aunt Gu!" to make Lu Anzhi relax.

Zhang Suxin introduced: "This is Aunt Gu, the confinement lady I hired when I was pregnant.

"Aunt Gu is very good, and she has been taking care of Xianxian since she was a child. So after I was confinement, I also hired Aunt Gu.

"But she's not full-time now. She comes here every day to help me take care of Xianxian and cook."

Lu Anzhi said: "Hello, Aunt Gu." To be said by Zhang Suxin, this Aunt Gu must be very good.Moreover, Zhang Suxin's identity was not exposed, and her professionalism was also very high.

Aunt Gu smiled and nodded at Lu An, and said, "Hello."

Zhang Suxin said: "This is Lu Anzhi, Xianxian's father. He has been abroad before."

There is no water in these words, but some information is concealed.

Aunt Gu was slightly surprised.

Xianxian rushed over and grabbed Lu Anzhi's leg to show off: "This is Dad! Dad Xianxian!"

Aunt Gu touched Xianxian's head and said, "Auntie knows. Xianxian's father is back. Xianxian will play with Dad, and Auntie will cook."

After exchanging a few words with Lu Anzhi, I went to the kitchen to make lunch.

Zhang Suxin asked Lu Anzhi to stay for dinner, Lu Anzhi agreed, and she went to help Aunt Gu in the kitchen.

Lu Anzhi plays with Xianxian.

Lunch is a regular meal.Nothing special happened because of Lu Anzhi's arrival.

After eating, Aunt Gu packed up the dishes and left.Xianxian went to take a nap in a daze.

While looking at Xianxian, Zhang Suxin wrote and drew with a pen and paper, brewing a new song in her own way.

Lu Anzhi took out his laptop and continued to work on the draft.

Only the ending is left. He has reached the point where Herzog is flying in the sky after beating Herzog, and he only needs to transcribe the words from his memory. The ending is so fast.

"Crackling" tapped the keyboard for an hour, and the ending was completely settled.

Looking at the edge of the bedroom, Xianxian was still sleeping, Zhang Suxin pressed the end of a pen to her red lips, frowning.

Lu Anzhi said: "Have you no idea yet?"

Zhang Suxin sighed and said, "Yes. I can't find the feeling."

She suddenly paused, thinking of something, and asked Lu Anzhi, "You can also compose music, and you are proficient in writing tragedies. Do you have any ideas and suggestions for such songs?"

(End of this chapter)