Tokyo Wingman King

Chapter 34 34. A Lonely Story

Mai Jianjima is just like Tsukikai Futami yesterday.

The same rainy day, the same convenience store, the same warm drink, the girl's desire to confide, the clouds are stretching at this moment.

Asama silently wrote down these elements, and will guide future generations in the future——

"How to walk into a girl's heart with a glass of Yolomi in front of a convenience store on a rainy day"

"The most beautiful thing is not a rainy day, but a convenience store that hides from the rain with you"

Seeing Jiandao getting depressed, Asama smiled at her:

"I was called 'The Lonely Collector' in junior high school, do you think I'm interested?"

Jian Dao nodded, took a deep breath, and his complexion fell into memories:
"There is a girl who always thinks that family together is the best happiness.

However, she never felt happiness.

At the age of 4, when the girl first started to remember, her father, who was a gangster, lost his life because of participating in a fight.

What he left to his wife and girls is only the 5000 million housing loan owed to the bank, and countless bills brought by hooligans.

As for the mother who is a drinking girl, she only has three things to do when she returns home: bathing, sleeping, and putting on makeup.

Occasional interactions with girls are nothing but whining and insulting.

Although she never cared about the girl's life, her mother did not abandon her.

As a child in a single-parent family, even if the adults don't tell you, you will feel the hierarchy and pressure from the society since childhood.
The only thing that girl can do is to be a child who doesn't cause trouble.

one day,
She was beaten by her drunken mother and guests, and suffered moderate burns when her home unexpectedly caught fire.

From then on, she won the titles of female ghost and ugly monster, and began to be ridiculed and excluded by people around her.

But the girl didn't resent her mother, after all, they are the only ones who depend on each other in this world.

The girl just wants to do the housework seriously, help her mother reduce her burden, study hard, and hope to grow up quickly, to be able to stand out, so that her mother will no longer have to work hard.

But her intentions have never been responded to by her mother.

until that day,

The girl was holding the admission notice of a prestigious high school, and was excited to go home, when she wanted to tell her mother the good news.

But my mother disappeared without leaving even a single letter.

Whether she died, ran away with someone, or what, the girl still doesn't know.

then,

Girls really start to face life alone,

The house could not be sold for money, and was mortgaged by her mother at a high price. The girl was trapped to death in this house.

The house loan, the utility bills owed in the past, the fixed asset tax, and the bills weighed heavily on the girl.

Relatives are like vultures, circling in the distance of one's sight.

He was bullied when he went out to work, he was called ugly by customers when he showed his scars, and he was fired
Learned makeup, became a rented girlfriend, was harassed by clients, and squeezed out by colleagues.
Whenever she returned to this dilapidated home exhausted physically and mentally, she would think, is a home with only one person a home?
There is no one who trusts her, no one who understands her, no one who treats her sincerely,
The emotion between people is already dispensable to her.

Gradually, she got used to no longer trusting people, no longer trying to understand people, and no longer having expectations for anyone.

She just wants to save enough for 800 million, although this number seems as far away as the stars,

She wanted the scar that recalled the painful memory to disappear,

Then, with a complete posture, bury all of yourself.

浅间
Do you think such a person is considered lonely? "

After Jiandao finished speaking, he closed his eyes.

【Poverty>>Malicious>>Degenerate>& gt;Poverty] is a Möbius ring that reflects hell.

In the world around her, Mai Majima is a loner walking through hell.

Fear of loneliness is a common problem of human beings, so some people need to understand, some people need to share memories, some people need affirmation and recognition, and some people need to talk and comfort.

Camus mentioned in "The Fall": We rarely trust people better than ourselves, and would rather avoid dealing with them.Only confide in those who are like us, who share our weaknesses.

Lonely people always feel that they understand lonely people innately.

But Jiandao, you have to know that Asama, who you feel lonely and pitiful, is actually much happier than you.

Shallow still water, soaked in plain love for two lifetimes,

Parents, relatives, and friends are all ordinary, but they are also very gentle.

[Asama Shizumi] The so-called strength is based on the sense of security given to him by his parents.

Then,

How should I answer you?
You suffer more than loneliness.

I can't tell a story about "Once upon a time there was a boy" that is more lonely and painful than yours.

The shallow still water looks at the continuous rain,

The grass in the wind and rain, others will only think that the rain will make it grow better,

Who will hold an umbrella for a small grass?

The suffering of the bottom people is regarded as the necessity of their road to success.

Who really cares about those who are teetering on the edge of a cliff?

Asama drank the milk coffee in one gulp, let out a sigh of relief,

"Let me tell you a story too.

The reality of the world is not what it appears to be.

Someone was covered in mud, but it didn't stop her from reaching for the stars.

There is a girl, she doesn't know, half of the bullying her children in childhood is because they are naive and don't know how to express their affection;
That girl, she didn't know, because of her strong independent life since she was a child, she became a role model for the neighbors in educating children;
That girl, she didn't know, even if she was socializing, her figure became the light in the hearts of hundreds of people;
That girl, she didn't know, the thirty or so classmates who had never met had long wanted to be her support;
That girl, she didn't know, the classmate who shared lunch with her was the most reliable partner in her life;
That girl, she doesn't know, she looks beautiful with long hair, but short hair is more suitable, and she looks better when she smiles than Minami Hamabe;

That girl, she didn't know, just her strong living was enough to inspire a dying heart;
That girl, she doesn't know, has a friend who admires her very much and wants to lend her 1000 million now. "

Jian Dao looked at Asama in surprise, feeling that he was naked and transparent in front of him.

Asama also looked at Majima, smiled and continued:

"This girl

She will become more and more beautiful, braver, more confident, and more excellent,

She will walk out of the shackles of the past step by step,

She will regard the suffering that others cannot bear as the headwind of flying,

She will meet a group of people who make her boldly understand love and being loved,

She will buy an insurance policy, and happily burn down that dilapidated building,

She will cut a beautiful short hair and show a bright smile to every kind person,
She will make more friends who like to read romance novels and share sweet love together.

She will always be a better version of herself when the second sunrise comes.

The story ends here.

Jiandao,

Do you want to know that girl, her name? "

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Asama didn't use a business smile, but just observed Jiandao with a slight smile.

Jian Dao broke away from the state of self-pity and self-pity, and looked up to see some clues from Asama's eyebrows.

The rain was getting heavier, and without knowing it, the two had already looked at each other for 1 minute before the rain.

Asama waited patiently for Majima's answer.

"Is everything you say true?"

"Of course it's nonsense."

Asama laughed teasingly, and then showed a firm expression to Jiandao, wanting to know the answer.

"But 1000 million or something is more gold than real gold."

Mai Jianjima felt a little difficult to breathe, and turned her head sideways.

"Lend me 1000 million or something, you have to have some common sense to brag. Where did you get so much money?"

What the girl was thinking in her heart was that you looked prettier than Minami Hamabe when you smiled.

"Can I not tell the secret?"

"So, you've been pretending to be poor?"

"No, I'm the real deal, a poor ghost from the country."

The two looked at each other again, but this time, the girl's heart beat faster and she looked away.

"Asama-kun, why do you know so many things about me?"

"No one likes to be alone, but they just don't want to be disappointed. If you are disappointed too much, you will be hopeless. If you are hopeless for a long time, you will be desperate.

If I can pull a person back from the cliff with a little effort, I am willing to do it. "

"That's right."

Hearing the boy's answer, the girl's heart pounded with joy and calmed down a little.

She began to feel the unique smell of rainy days, the sound of rainy days,

My heart is like getting into a soft and clean bed, comfortable, peaceful, but a little empty.

The boy's voice came again:

"Do you still feel alone?"

The girl shook her head.

The boy smiled and took out a card given to him by Shishen in the afternoon.

"Come on, then, I will send you the password later, from now on, you will be my uncle."

The atmosphere was interrupted.

"Don't accept it? Mai Jiandao, who is independent and brave, can insist on repaying the 5000 million mortgage. Can't afford this?"

Mai Jianjima took the bank card numbly, feeling that everything today was like a dream.

"Here, is it 1000 million?"

"If nothing unexpected, it should be."

"Where did you get so much money?"

"I've already answered that question."

". How long are you going to lend me this money?"

"Take your time, I can finish it before I die."

".Interest?"

"Study hard for me and be a good person."

".cost?"

"Between friends, don't keep asking hurtful things."

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Asama looked at the time, "I'm going back, how about you?"

"Um"

The two said goodbye at JR Kanda Station.

One goes north, one goes south.

The emotions buried in her heart were churning, and Mai Jianjima didn't have the courage to say anything she wanted to say.

Rescued by him like a handout, her pride was well protected.

Transferring to Chiyoda's train, standing in the corner of the carriage, Jianjima grabbed the card in his pocket tightly and endured it with all his strength.

Tears kept falling like broken beads.

The old scar in the heart pierced by the light is aching.

There is a heavy feeling, growing on the scar, what it is, Mai Jianjima can't describe it.

Is it too impulsive?
Because I felt that the timing was good, and I just made some money from Shishen, I said that.

Fortunately, Jiandao accepted.

Jian Dao, who thought he had a strong self-esteem, needed more rounds of persuasion.

Mai Majima is a person worthy of respect,

If money can change her life of walking on the wire, Asama will not refuse.

Getting off at Shiba Park Station, Asama replenished some simple ingredients at a nearby convenience store, bought grape-flavored Fanta and potato chips, and walked slowly to the apartment with a shopping bag.

On a rainy night at night, the shop signs on the street shine brightly, and the entire sky in Tokyo is filled with faint scattered light.

Holding a transparent umbrella, stepping on the water stains on the road, Asama, who is carrying the star of □□□, has begun to get used to himself with an intelligence of 6, and somewhat understands the emotion of the biology teacher Komatsu [flesh and weak].

If there is an opportunity to be wrong in front of me, I will definitely be wrong!
Back at the apartment, when I opened the door, I saw Boqi lying on the bed with his legs crossed, his back against the wall, wearing earphones, and listening to music with his eyes closed.

This guy is actually wearing his own cultural shirt again, the "high as glory" one, which Asama planned to wear today.

Shaking his head, he put away his things and started cooking.

When stir-frying shredded pork with green peppers, Boqi realized that Asama had arrived home.

"Pochi, come to eat!"

“Ok~~~”

Because she was too tired, Asama ate, washed up briefly, and then fell asleep.

Wake up at four o'clock in the night, the rainy season in Tokyo has not stopped.

Pochi breathed lightly and fell asleep on his back.

The light-colored eyelashes are thick and long, hiding the spring-like pupils.

The straight and soft lines of the bridge of the nose are as beautiful as the Norwegian fjords.

On the dewy rose-like delicate face was a carefree smile.

Beauty is beauty, but it's a pity that I don't have a brain.

I didn't even make any preparations for being a worker in society. I ate and slept all day long. When will I be independent?

Covering Pochi with a quilt, he walked into the bathroom and opened the small window, feeling the dampness and pattering sound.

The physical fatigue is still there, but the spirit is extremely clear, and there is an illusion that he has just woken up from general anesthesia.

The hole cards are refreshed, and everything is easy to do.

After the exam is over, let Komaba help him build an information security system, and at the same time earnestly support other people's love, adding more cards to face changes.

Before going to bed yesterday, I sent live photos and blessings to Komaba and Hansawa.

As a result, I picked up my phone and looked at it now,

Banze deleted his friend?

Cross the river and demolish the bridge?

Even Asama, who was not experienced as a wingman, could understand the reason instantly.

The family is unlucky, it must be his son Komaba who blamed his father for those extreme stretches.

Asama sat on the desk, sorting out the knowledge points of today's exam.

When the sound of the rain gradually subsided, the black sky outside was finally a little lighter in color. Qian Jian stretched his waist, got up and rubbed his neck, preparing for brunch.

【Drip】

Received a message on the phone:
"Asama, are you okay? Let me ask you a question, which one is more unacceptable, love without heartbeat or love without climax?

Sender: Ai Fujiwara (dog thing)"

"From the perspective of the result of love, it is acceptable. On the contrary, the person who raised this question is even more unacceptable."

This minister of scraps always asks questions and gets answers, and then no longer responds to people unless he encounters new questions.

So Asama never wastes more than 10 seconds of thinking time on Ai Fujiwara's question.

At this time Boqi woke up, and in the corner of Asama's peripheral vision, he bent down and sneaked closer to Asama, trying to make some small movements.

"When you wake up, go take a shower."

"Oh."

Pochi, who failed in the sneak attack, straightened up, with the necklace Asama bought for her on her swan-like neck.

I didn't take it off in the shower yesterday, so it's nonsense that I will wear it for a lifetime.

I glanced at the breakfast prepared by Asama, and it was almost ready, and the ingredients for lunch were probably prepared on the counter.

"Ah Shui, why did you wake up so early recently? Nervous about the exam?"

"Almost, go brush your teeth."

"Oh~~~ Ah Shui, can I kiss you after I clean it?"

"No."

"Oh~~~"

How can you be nervous about the exam?
No one is nervous about the next breath.

16 years of hard work have given Asama the confidence to face everything calmly.

After breakfast, Pochi took the initiative to pack up the dishes.

Feeling that her daughter grew up Asama, she packed her lunch box, carried her schoolbag, and went out with confidence.

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