Tokyo Wingman King

The wind and rain outside have pushed the temperature to about 27 degrees.

The air conditioner in the room is also 27 degrees.

The wind power of the air conditioner was not turned down, but the blades at the exit were lowered to make the air feel less windy.

Boqi said that according to people’s discussions on the Internet, adjusting the wind speed to a weak wind will consume more power.

When I saw several people's raincoats, Asama put them away, took out the storage box, put the girls' wet socks, and walked into the bathroom to wash and dry them.

The girls exposed their smooth feet, put on the disposable thick slippers prepared in the entrance hall, and sat on the sofa in the room chatting.

Pochi felt like a hostess and gave 4 glasses of water to the four girls from Eiwa Academy. He also brought a can of grape-flavored Fanta to himself and Asama.

After hearing what the Immortal River said, Pochi returned her gaze to the paintings she had gradually ignored.

"It turns out to be Ah Shui's self-portrait."

Please clarify the definition of self-portrait before speaking.

Asama just walked out of the bathroom and glanced sideways at Porchi.

"Shizui-kun, is what Rise said true?"

At least Futami felt that Asama Shisui's true self was not as chaotic as that painting that looked like a child's graffiti.

However, Rise is so amazing at seeing the origins of all the decorative paintings in Shizuzu-kun's family at a glance!
He had been raising his evaluation of her. Could it be that such an outstanding person couldn't tempt Mr. Jing Shui?
"I don't know. Sometimes phenomena are just phenomena and have no meaning. I bought these paintings just because they look comfortable."

“Can these paintings really give people a sense of comfort?”

Ichijo Masumi expressed doubts.Normal people generally cannot accept simple, chaotic, and dark paintings, right?Just as most people would not paint the interior walls of their rooms black or brown, looking at these things for a long time will affect their mental state, right?

Well, if you think about it carefully, it's not normal for Asama to say that seriously in an interview.

“Isn’t that the point of being comfortable?”

"At least not in the sense you mean."

"I think, Robert, that you can't explain clearly rather than denying it directly means that these ideas have long existed in your subconscious."

Is over-interpretation a necessary skill for every literary and art worker?

Before the great painter Magritte explained the meaning of his works, most art critics' interpretations were biased; when Cervantes wrote "Don Quixote" and Cao Xueqin wrote "A Dream of Red Mansions", they would never have thought of it. One's own works can feed a large number of people; even those psychiatrists who rely on interpretation can only conduct 90-minute interviews, small questionnaires, and brain wave tests, and cannot fully determine the patient's problems.

Seeing the concerned looks in the girls' eyes, Asama didn't bother to continue explaining.

I feel like a normal person pretending to be mentally ill in the Rohansen experiment. In a specific environment, the person being evaluated pre-labels me. No matter how I defend myself, it is a manifestation of illness.

Asama printed out the test paper in front of his desk. There were 10 multiple-choice questions, 15 true-false questions, 5 fill-in-the-blank questions, 2 short-answer questions, and 3 case discussion questions.

The exam content covers common knowledge of love psychology that is a mixture of basic content in philosophy, psychology, communication, sociology, linguistics, education and other disciplines, as well as comprehensive knowledge of the first system [goals, self-awareness, and action] for practical application. , the second system [positioning, super symbols, conflicts] is comprehensive and comprehensive.

The department pet Pochi, as the invigilator, handed out test papers and noise-cancelling earplugs to the four Yinghe girls. He also took a small storage bag and put their mobile phones in it.

Outside the opened curtains, you can see the empty scenery of Zhi Park in the rain. The bright green colors make the gray skyline no longer monotonous.

The sky was getting dark, and the air inside seemed particularly quiet amidst the hazy white noise.

Futami, Fusukawa, Shimajima, and Ichijo each knelt down at the end of the coffee table and started writing furiously on the test paper.

The four people with their ears blocked seemed as if there was nothing else in the world except the two A4 papers in front of them.

Seeing the seriousness of the girls working hard, Pochi smiled happily.

That proud look was like the first sunshine pouring down from the gaps in the clouds after the rain.

For Pochi, if she also has to do the questions, I'm afraid this place will become the surface of the moon without air, right?

The girls were willing to take this exam on a rainy day just to get closer to Asama.

Without taking an exam, he could gain access to Asama, and Bochi experienced the superiority of VIP user privileges.

Your end point can’t even reach Uncle Pochi’s starting line~
The exam starts at 5 o'clock and ends at 6:[-].

Taking this time, Asama checked the ingredients in the refrigerator and started preparing dinner.

I originally asked Pochi to prepare dinner, but if that were the case, it would be a bit of a distraction.

Moreover, Pochi didn't have a complete idea of ​​the seasoning and timing of cooking. Without herself watching next to her, the food was not something to look forward to.

Taking out the mature black tuna and beef from the refrigerator, Asama prepared to make the four main dishes they had eaten before: pan-fried black tuna, black tuna sashimi, roasted beef with green onions, and Osaka beef soup. For vegetables, they would use cold kelp. , cold bitter melon and pickled radish.

After cutting the bluefin tuna for the last time on the chopping board, Asama lamented that if he eats seafood again, he can only buy imported ones.

Although the whole of Japan continues to eat seafood, we still need to wait and see for a while. There are too many scams in today's society, and it is easier for the party who does not get on board easily to win.

Naturally, the four candidates could not hear the sound of the range hood or the sizzling of fish and meat.

But the aroma of olive oil and tuna oil after the Maillard reaction still escaped the range hood and air purifier and reached the tips of their noses.

Is this an additional trial?About concentration training?

Mai Majima couldn't bear to watch Asama cooking. She studied hard and passed 5 multiple-choice questions in only 10 minutes.

She secretly observed the expressions of the candidates sitting on the other three sides of the coffee table like mahjong opponents.

Fusukawa Rise wore a smile that was unique to top students, and seemed to be enjoying it. Indeed, there were many spoof options in Shizui's multiple-choice questions, as if they were the kind of dialogue that should never be chosen in a love game.

Yuehai's little face was full of seriousness, and she was actually answering the big question at the end!Shouldn't the order of doing the papers be easier first then more difficult to save time?

Upstairs, the head of the piano department, Masumi Ichijo, looked serious and troubled, and it seemed that he had encountered a problem.

Oops, I got distracted during the exam. Mai, Mai, haven’t you heard the story of the tortoise and the hare?

Mai Shimajima once again focused her energy on the test paper. Although this test was not a bet for life or failure, she devoted herself to it with the energy of an adolescent playing strip mahjong.After all, for the sake of breasts, those people will use the level of seriousness in human history.In order to stand beside Asama Shisui more calmly, she would use a level of seriousness beyond that of ordinary humans.
Fusukawa Rise is enjoying the exam.

These questions were completely different from those she had done before.

Even Yinghe, which is famous for its innovative education, has no access to these things.

Mr. Robert's knowledge is really broad. Is it because when others are sleeping and dreaming, he is on standby charging or upgrading the system?

Someone once said that school is such a place: in school, the most important thing we learn is the truth that "the most important things cannot be learned in school."

Immortal River once thought it was right, but now she disagrees.Because if there is already someone in the school who has learned [the most important thing], then they will definitely be able to gain something new from that person.

And to really get something, people have to pay the corresponding price.

For Immortal River, the price he paid was too little.But on the other hand, it seems that I also paid the price that I should pay.

Asama Shisui was eroding her very forcefully and condescendingly.

She yearns for freedom and does not resent such erosion.

[How to break through the strange zone/friendship zone and make the people you like like you too? ]
Futami Tsukiumi looked at this familiar question and wondered if this question might be a trap set by Asama.

If he speaks out all his thoughts, then he will also be wary of himself, right?
But if you don’t write down the series of love combos you learned some time ago, you won’t get high scores.

What a hassle.

Although there is a double bond of life and death between her and him.

Although he built a high black wall around himself, no girl could enter, and no one knew where the door was.

However, there are more and more opponents.

He must be ahead of everyone else and be the one he is accustomed to, necessary and the only one.

Even if you are not a lover, you must walk inside the wall and become a presence that he cannot avoid even if he is isolated from the world.

First, let's paralyze Jing Shui-kun with the kind of accepting fate, accepting that there is no reward for efforts, and not deliberately entangled in these answers that package your self-confidence and stable mentality, right?
The familiar smell of fried fish.

It would be great if I could stay at home and cook with Shizui-kun like this every day.

It's completely out of line.
I have obviously read the study materials of the Love Counseling Department several times.
Ichijo Masumi was a little discouraged.

Sure enough, the recent time allocation has been unreasonable. With this half-hearted awareness, no matter how hard you think, you can't win against others.

However, I am not reconciled.

If you are not qualified, you can only shamelessly work as a non-staff member of the love counseling department and meet him.

Will you still allow yourself to participate in departmental activities like this in the future?
Want to win. Not just win at the piano.

I want to win against Futami Tsukiumi, win over Rise Immortal, win over Mai Majima, and more girls.However, not everything accumulated during this period was in vain.

This ugly desire to win and greed cured me of the disease that I could only avoid.

If your strength cannot be improved in a short period of time, you can only rely on your attitude to save some impression points.

Seeing that they hadn't finished the test paper yet, Asama prepared dinner.

In order to avoid unnecessary scenes, he divided the meals reasonably.

After cleaning up the kitchen and placing the fried fish and braised beef with green onions on the cutting board next to the gas stove, Asama took off his apron and looked at the examination room.

The girls were sitting on the carpet beside the coffee table.

You can see Masumi's straight back, beautiful figure and slender waist, giving her back a beautiful curve, like a violin, not a simple violin, but a [Stradivarius] level The best violin.

You can also see the profiles of Majima and Futami with the same golden ratio. No matter what time or angle, their appearance is fascinating, as quiet and beautiful as the ancient Roman goddess Vesta painted or carved by artists in the 19th century.

Jiandao has short hair and graceful hair, and his eyes are shining like the fire of the Kitchen God.

Futami, with her long hair hanging down, has a hazy beauty like Raffaello Monti's masterpiece "Virgin with a Veil".The beauty under that veil has indeed been veiling his rationality for more than half a month.

It would be nice if they were really like Vesta (corresponding to Hestia, the Greek goddess of virginity), a lifelong celibate with few love interests.

Immortal River still has the cool and hot feeling of a rock and roll idol, but his posture is not very elegant, and he actually uses the coffee table top as a cushion to support his upper body
Asama quickly looked away.

Today's female high school students are all so well developed that they will be infected by lust just by looking at them.

In Eiwa Academy, there are only a few like Chiyo Konoe.

It was like pulling down the valve to abort the launch before launching the nuclear warhead from the missile silo.

Asama blasted the subconscious behavior of sorting breasts into fragments of consciousness.

Haruki Murakami seems to have mentioned it in "The End of the World and Grim Wonderland" - sexual desire is an upright energy, there is no doubt about it.If sexual desire is locked up and no outlet is provided, the mind is bound to lose its calmness and the body is bound to lose balance.

Asama doesn't want this kind of aboveboard energy.

But it is undeniable that he is not yet an enlightened monk, and cannot reach the state of directly facing desires and turning them into enlightenment.

Lacan said: "The only thing that can make a person feel guilty is when a person gives in to his own desires. 】

Asama feels that he is "innocence". In contrast to Lacan's words, he has a stronger desire and goal, and is moving towards it. Then, the small desire is covered by the big desire, and he has lost what he needs. [Reality] does not constitute a [symbol] of desire.

To be honest, Asama doesn’t like Lacan’s theory of desire.

However, according to his theory, chasing desires is a matter of facing one's own lack. Although desires are unsatisfied, chasing desires can always lead to newer or larger desires. Only by persisting in desires and going through the process of amplification or change of desires can one be able to Be redeemed by yourself in your own actions.

This theory contains chicken soup such as courage and persistence.

Pochi circled the coffee table like a satellite, then raised his head and waved to this side, with a great smile on his face.

As if to say that the four girls at the coffee table are her students.

Qianjian sighed. People who don't learn are happy and content in ignorance.

I checked my watch and saw that the exam ends in 15 minutes. Let's take a break.

Everyone had a great time at dinner.

Asama, who only spoke at a minimum, tried his best to maintain the "big other" posture and expressed his expectations for the members of the love counseling club.

When Fusukawa asked again, "What is your dream today?", Asama used what he learned from reading Lacan to discuss a topic with the girls - about the difference between desire and wish.

Freud once told an example - when you are hungry and cold in the middle of the North Pole, you fall asleep and dream of an exquisite four-poster bed and a bowl of caviar.Your wish is for shelter, rest, and food, but dreams reflect desires that are blocked from consciousness.

Why is it not an ordinary bed or a fortress in the dream?Why not a hot bowl of soup that provides more calories?

Lacan's answer, because desire is different from wish.Desire is entirely equivalent to a distorted process that transforms the desire for shelter and food into specific images, these specific details.People who are addicted to desires will easily lose their original desires because of the details reflected in these desires.

Asama mentioned this topic simply because he wanted to emphasize that being with Asama Shizuzu, falling in love or getting married to Asama Shizuzu is a kind of desire.He hopes that girls can transcend this desire and see their true desires.

If it doesn't work out, he wants to be the "big other" and reverse their desires.

After all, Hegel and Lacan also said that "people's desires are the desires of others". It's like seeing Lei Feng doing good people and doing good things, and you want to be Lei Feng; seeing that the country has liberalized the policy of a certain industry, you want to join that industry. industry. [The Big Other] can constitute the desires of others.

Unknowingly, in the process of learning, I found another skateboard on the road to becoming a powerful shadow person.

We should have said goodbye to them after dinner, but the candidates decided on their own initiative to wait until the results came out before going home.

So Asama sat at the desk and started correcting the test papers for the four girls.

Dangtang [Big Other], why do you have to work overtime to study in high school here?

Asama kind of hates herself for constantly losing her bottom line.

This is the price of playing "gregarious".

Even leaders must respect the opinions of the masses (and be carried by them).

At 8 o'clock in the evening in Tokyo, Azabu Juban, girls are having a tea party in an apartment next to Shiba Park.

Ichijo Masumi felt that she did not do well in the exam, and I guess 70 points would be too low.

After a bad start, she decided to explore other girls' voices.

"Well, what kind of boys do you like?"

The topic of love is more omnipotent than the weather.

"First of all, he must be strong but not pushy. Secondly, he must be as sophisticated and interesting as a robot. Thirdly, he must be a handsome guy~"

"Those who love to read, who can cook, who are active, who are compassionate, who can heal people's hearts and even save people."

Mai-chan!You stole the line!
Futami Tsukiumi thought for a moment and said,

“Those who can be self-disciplined and introspective, those who are willing to help others grow, and those who want to be a crutch for everyone.”

Oh my God, Yue-chan is so cunning, it’s all the words that came out of Asama’s mouth!

Unlike when we had dinner at Gokyoin's house, the two girls were like the stars.

Even though they didn't know the cards, they also knew what the other party was thinking about Shisui Asama.

"Where's Sister Pochi?"

"The ones who pick girls up, treat them like dogs, and give them all kinds of housework."

"No matter how you think about this kind of people, there is something wrong!!!"

"This kind of person is a scumbag!!!"

"Sister Pochi, are you kidding me? Hahahaha."

"Hey, Robert-kun, are you okay? Your expression looks stiff."

"It's okay, because my personality is very twisted, so my mouth is also crooked."

"Oh, I see."

"But it's still far behind compared to dogs."

"Why compare it to a dog?"

Ichijo Masumi looked at the thin stack of test papers in Asama's hand and asked,

"Hero-kun, have you finished grading the test papers so quickly?"

"Well, the changes are finished."

Just as Asama was preparing to announce the results,
Suddenly it was as bright as day outside the house, followed by thunder that shook the earth.

The rain was getting heavier.

The girls looked at each other.

Now, no one can go back, right?

(End of this chapter)