Tokyo Wingman King

run, run, run
don't bother
please. let me go.
run masumi
The sound of snorting became heavy, the ground under the feet began to become soft, and it became increasingly difficult to make strides.

The shadow behind looms,
That eerie feeling sent a chill down her spine,
That beautiful new world is in the distance, in the distance opposite the blue sea, in the distance under the clouds,
But it's too far
She has no confidence, go to the other side
"Come here!"

A small boat suddenly appeared on the sea in front of him, and a fishing line with a book hanging on it was thrown from the boat.

The book opens and becomes a life vest.

But before catching the line that melted indistinctly in the sky,

Her eyes were engulfed in darkness—————

call--

Masumi Ichiichi woke up from a nightmare, her light pajamas were wet, revealing her exquisite curves.

Wiping the sweat from her forehead and chest, she looked at the dark ocean outside the window with lingering fear.

"The Old Man and the Sea" is lying on the pillow, the earphones are also on the pillow, and the single song of "The Old Man and the Sea" is still playing on the phone.

She didn't go to temple fairs or watch fireworks, so she chose to read books and listen to music alone in her room this afternoon.

After turning the last page, she fell asleep.

Therefore, there are fishing lines and sea of ​​clouds in the dream.
She dreamed about that incident again, that incident until the end, and she didn't have the courage to ask the reason.

This is also the reason why Yiyi Masumi became "Yiyi's shame".

All kinds of failures, all kinds of ridicule, and nothing like that.
From that moment on, she realized that she seemed to be born to be bullied.

Isolate her, then save her—this kind of routine, she has experienced it twice in her 16 years of life.

One year, the air in Class K was getting worse and worse. As she became a doctor after a long illness, she naturally had doubts—Seiichiro Yasaka.

This person who always talks about who is his friend, she clearly feels his disgusting covetousness.

The reason why she is so sure is that there is no good person who still haunts her after she refuses.

After she was isolated by Class K, only Seiichiro Yasaka continued to greet him.

That hypocritical smile is creepy.

How can I get rid of this person?

A name came to mind—

Thanks in the bookmark, did he see it?

Because the handwriting is not very good-looking, it is definitely not as good-looking as his writing, so I didn't write too much, and I wanted to say more.

But if she just said it on LINE, she didn't think it was right.But in person, she can't always control her sense of distance and emotions.

Qianjian Jingshui is a strange existence.

He is a trustworthy person. After misunderstood him twice, he still chose to enlighten himself regardless of past suspicions.
The ginger lily aromatherapy placed at the door, the umbrella left intentionally on a rainy day, the olive branch rejected by Konoe's house, and the disgusting look he gave him, all these have become a sense of security.

The acquisition of this sense of security does not require her to say things against her will or cater to other people's views. She can refute them frankly, but she is not worried about any conflicts. This is a state that makes her feel free.

More importantly, music will not lie, there is a tacit understanding of music between her and him.

Ichijo Masumi believes that people who like moonlight are not bad people.

After playing with Futami Tsukikai that day, Asama’s words on LINE made me take out my phone and read it dozens of times.

[Flowers are not for flower shops, people have their own moons. 】

And that sentence——

[Please be the climate and seasons of your own world. 】

When people encourage each other, it is easier to get rid of loneliness.

Although I somewhat dislike his condescending, didactic tone.

But there is no denying the power of those words, the power of trying to teach her something and push her forward.

Even though he was not even a friend, he began to believe what he said.

A little less internal friction?

Are you brave enough to face yourself who can only escape?

In a world of simplicity, seeking change and attaining happiness?

She has never remembered these great truths that made her sick in the past so deeply.

Sensible, kind, and boundless Asama Shizumi, this is someone she has never met.

Indeed, there is no need to maintain false friendship.And excessive anxiety can hurt only yourself.

Konoe Chiyo seems to no longer take himself seriously, so let's focus on what a small person should focus on.

Practice piano, compete, read a book, or try to make a friend in a more active way...

Worry less about gains and losses, and many answers, those things that must be done, will automatically appear in front of you.

Ichiichi Masumi took a shower, and his whole body became much more awake.

I asked the student council for Izuma's room number, and changed clothes in front of the mirror.

Let's go, discuss with him the experience and problems of reading in the past two days, and ask him how to face Seiichiro Yasaka by the way.

Yes, just talk about the problem face to face.

One Masumi said to herself.

June 6, night, Tokyo Bay.

In the Fuji Will cabin number [3006], Masumi Ichiichi sat in the corner of a room that was less than 20 square meters compact, and his eyes moved with Asama's figure.

On the small round table in front of her were two cups of tea with ice cubes, and the ice cubes made a crackling sound in the tea.

"I've finished reading this book."

Masumi Ichijo placed "The Old Man and the Sea" on the edge of the small round table. The book is very thin, and it took her only 5 hours to read it.

"so what?"

"Any other similar books to recommend?"

"What book should you read next, you have to ask yourself."

"why?"

"It's best to ask yourself that too."

"But I say I don't know."

"If you really don't know, read some classics."

"What are the classic works?"

"Classic works are works that can give you great education and inspiration in terms of imagination, observation, and sensibility. Specifically, you can judge for yourself. There are many books on the Internet. If you think you can read it, go in and read it. If you can’t read it, it means that the time is not yet, so don’t force yourself to read it.”

"Oh"

Yiyi looked at the boy who was still wearing a hat in his room this night, and felt that he was a bit weird (pretending) too much.

"By the way, Asama, aren't you going to change something?"

"Change what?"

"Changing your lifestyle, maybe it will be more popular? There will be more people coming to your love counseling department for consultation."

When did I show that I wanted to be popular?
Also, is your way of showing kindness by transforming others according to your ideas?

The education of the Five Cameras may really be a problem.

Asama took a sip of tea, casually opened a borrowed copy of "The Old Man and the Sea", and said,

"One, people who are qualified to talk about independence, they are people who can tolerate regret, stupidity, ugliness, hypocrisy, giving without return, etc. Only in this way will you get rid of internal friction and gradually become a soft, relaxed and stretched person. What dissatisfaction do I have, this kind of dissatisfaction will only make you uncomfortable, and it will not affect my satisfaction with myself. "

One reminds me of the video posted in the class group - Asama Shizumi, in the form of a god descending from the world, killed the senior seniors and won the first place.

"I don't mean that, I mean, you are obviously better than many people, why don't you show it more actively and naturally?"

"You still care too much about the outside world's evaluation."

"But didn't Adler, who was admired in "The Courage to Be Disliked", mentioned the idea [human beings are important because they contribute to the lives of others]? The contribution made in the collective It’s easy for you to contribute and get good reviews, right?”

"On the contrary, I am an opponent of collectivism, and I don't need other people's evaluation, and you should pay less attention to other people's evaluation of you."

Masumi Ichijo's mind was instantly filled with those bad reviews. She looked at a piece of ice that had melted into the shape of a Go game, and said in a low voice,
"Shouldn't you face your own problems? Hating to be judged is a manifestation of inferiority."

"I do have an inferiority complex, but most of it does not come from comparing with others, but comparing with [ideal self]. This will not dispel my courage, but a way to spur me. Learn to be objective It is very important to figure out your own position, which will allow you to quickly find your own problems, instead of having to be reminded by others.

"In addition, the separation of subjects must be clarified. Don't take the initiative to interfere with other people's subjects, and don't easily let others interfere with your own subjects.

"These views are also contained in "The Courage to Be Disliked". It seems that you have also read Adler's "Inferiority and Transcendence". This kind of extended reading is very good. Therefore, my suggestion is to read more books that should be thoroughly read. Read it a few times."

Ichijo Masumi also took a sip of jasmine-flavored iced green tea,

"I always feel that it's easy to ignore or even cover up my own shortcomings, Qian Jian, what you said just now."

Asama looked at Yiyi and felt that she was very strange. She obviously hated fighting, but she showed her rebelliousness in front of her.

Obviously, I was providing her with a way to face problems alone, but instead she was discussing collective life.

The second Hana see Ayano?
"Things are indeed not absolute, just like the people who wanted to win a few days ago, but in the end they only pursued to win the argument.

"One, whether it's you or me, if you want to successfully build your own inner world, the most important thing is to recognize yourself. The real motivation is not pressure from yourself or the outside world. The real motivation comes from the deep desire for happiness, interest and even ideals. chase."

Masumi Ichijo was confused,

"Even if you recognize your own imperfections?"

"Well, whether it's color blindness, polio, Diogenes syndrome, or skin thirst, there are imperfections in the human body and mind.

"There is no perfect thing in this world. It is because everyone lacks something that beauty can be born. If all human beings are equally perfect, it is just a predetermined harmony. I don't think that is beautiful On the contrary, the Venus of Milos and the goddess of victory of Samothrace, their incompleteness is more human.

"Deliberately pursuing people who are incomplete, handicapped, and abnormal is an inhuman pathology. Face up to the lack, think about how to live, accept how people view this lack, and think about how you deal with this lack, and finally It is more important to ensure that you will not be knocked down by this deficiency.

"I suggest you watch "The Old Man and the Sea" because I think Hemingway can always give a better answer. Santiago is a person who lives out of himself, and he also calmly faced incomprehension, failure, and hunger. This is what he pursues. The inevitable lack caused by the big fish, but he does not suffer from this lack.

"Therefore, there is nothing wrong with the pursuit of perfection, but the habit of imperfection, whether it is someone else's or your own - not to be tripped by it, is the key to building your own world."

The question about the second book was unknowingly answered by Asama.

The reason for the old man to go to sea is by no means a word of courage that can be fully summed up, but the calmness of lack and the pursuit of ideals.

One is trying to digest what Asama just said.

Asama looked at the time.

"Okay, I've already answered the question about the book. If you have any questions in the future, try to ask them online. It's getting late, and I'm going to bed."

One Masumi bit her lip,

"I have one last question."

Asama took off his glasses, rubbed the center of his brows, was silent for a while, and Masumi stared at him in a daze.

"Let's talk. Having said that, if you consult me, you will be charged a fee. I will send you the phone number tomorrow for the specific price list."

"Well, that's it"

Masumi Ichijo explained Yasaka's harassment of her and her suspicion of him to Asama in detail.

"I have a lot of friends" Yasaka gives Asama a feeling that he is more sophisticated than Ying and others.

Asama was found in class by Yiyi the day before, and Yasaka came to declare his sovereignty the day after.

So, what he wants is to marry into a family?
Seiichiro Ichijo, this name may really give him more help.

But a family will not allow it.

Or is Yasaka a member of the Konoe?
It shouldn't be, if it is, it can only be said that they pretended too well.

"Did he say that he likes you?"

"He said he was attracted to me during a piano competition. I don't know if he was a spectator or a contestant. I just remember that the guard won the game, but I cried like a fool."

The confession awakened the painful memory of the subject.

"Shouldn't it be something to be happy when someone likes your performance?"

"It was because of his entanglement that I couldn't join the piano department smoothly."

"In other words, he is constantly destroying your stable place, so you choose to hide your name and create a four-handed piano department in the literary club building?"

"50% of the reason is this."

"Then he provoked conflicts between you, your friends, and other groups in the class this month. After you lost all your friends, did he comfort you to gain favor?"

"Well, I'm basically sure he did it. Once in a physical education class, I went to the equipment room to get equipment and was almost injured by a basin of mud. He was the first person who rushed over to help. If the shoelaces were not loose, If I escaped, maybe I would be carried by him and sent to the infirmary. However, it is useless to expose it, most people are more willing to believe him."

This Yasaka is really evil.

"Generally speaking, finding a boyfriend who the harasser can't afford will have a good deterrent effect. But this method is not suitable for you or him. How to stop him from pestering you, it is best to start with his motives. I happen to know his brother, so let me ask you first. For now, it is recommended to keep a firm rejection and let more people know that he has caused trouble to you."

"But he's the kind of person who refuses more and works harder. Most people in the class think he wants me to fit in, but I'm the kind of lonely person who doesn't know what to do"

The people in Class K are right.

"Can you beat Yasaka? The young lady of the Gosho family knows some fighting skills. Maybe it will help to give him a little bit of trouble."

One shakes her head, she rejects violence and conflict.

"It can't be done."

"Then seek help from your family members. Ask the Ijou family to interview the Yasaka family. By the way, you are not married."

Masumi shook his head,
"I'm already in a state of refusal to marry. I have failed my family's expectations. You can completely treat me as someone other than a family."

Asama spread out her hands, and had no idea for a while.

"Yasaka Seiichiro is very popular in K class."

"Well, to be precise, Yasaka is very popular in the whole of Yinghe, even outside of school."

"Have you considered, by supporting other people's love for him, so that he has no time to care about it?"

Masumi's eyes lit up,
"Can you elaborate?"

"Do you have money?"

"How much do you want?"

"I don't want it, because to let Yasaka focus on other things, you need money to complete all the links. Of course, the more money, the better."

"I still have some savings, maybe 700 million."

"Well. Let me briefly tell you about this strategy of besieging Wei and saving Zhao.

"First, organize his personal support group in Yinghe and surrounding schools, launch regular support activities every day, and block his doors at home, school, and classroom doors; secondly, try to get his phone number and spread this number to All support groups, make harassing calls to him and make his mobile phone hot; third, use the support groups to touch Internet celebrities on Ci Twitter, such as [Yokohama Meteor, Yoshizawa Ryo, Nakagawa Taishi, Yamazaki Kento, Kimura Takuya. How can my brother be handsome], let him bear the online violence of other idol fans; fourth, submit anonymously from a third-party perspective, and publish what Yasaka did to you on the Internet, without too much evidence, to pull emotions As long as it is full, start to create more rumors about him stepping on multiple boats at the same time; finally, use the idol to collapse the house and the support group to fight back, to create a more real-looking public opinion.

"Obviously... this could have caused him terrible mental damage. So, even if that's the case, are you going to continue?"

"."

"It was just throwing bricks to attract ideas. Solving the person who caused the problem is also a way to solve the problem. In short, you don't have to worry about the consequences. Anyway, you are one, and he is just Yasaka."

Asama then shrugged, saying that he was just joking.

Didn't it mean supporting other people's love affair with Yasaka to divert attention?
For the first time, Masumi realized how terrifying this man who rejected Chiyo Konoe could be.

If he wanted to, he could easily destroy the current 【Ichijo Masumi】.

Ichiichi Masumi immediately overturned the order of the attribute labels on Asama in his heart.

At present, the number one is - [Dadu].

The two discussed some details of building their own world, such as how to maintain a balance between kitsch and disenchantment.

Before I left, I felt emotional in my heart,

Why did he stay in the relationship counseling department?
Could it be because of that Ai Fujiwara?

(End of this chapter)