Gundam: The Wind That Blows Through Space

Chapter 166 Who Am I?

"That guy. Is he all right?"

Looking at Siegfried's distraught back, Cagalli wanted to stay by his side, but was rejected by the other party. In desperation, she could only stay in Hilde's laboratory. Calmly sorting out the materials at hand, Kajiali really couldn't understand why she could face this result calmly.

"I don't know if there is anything wrong now. The ideal state should be that he completely loses his previous memory and becomes a complete native. Don't you want to see this result?"

"I"

"You are afraid that he is like Nain, and at the same time, you also know in your heart that he and I are different. This kind of fear carries a bit of curious sourness, isn't it the biggest driving force of your inner feelings? Am I wrong? ? The idiot of the Ashar family."

"It's just that this is too cruel for him. Everyone's memory is a unique existence. If even this is deprived, wouldn't even his existence be denied?"

"First, I don't know his past. Although we lived together for three years, he never said a word to me, so I can't tell you what kind of person he was before. Now it seems that even he himself This question cannot be answered.”

Hilde's green fingers kept shaking in front of Kagalli. In fact, she concealed part of the truth from Kagalli here, because she and Nain had been to Siegfried's world when they were quantum entangled. But because it is only in a high-dimensional observation state, it has not gone deep into it.

"Second, if he has kept the past memory, it may not be a good thing. From common sense, he should have his own parents, his own partners, and even someone he likes in the original world. Judging from his initial reaction, he was willing to go back with Nain at that time until..."

"until?"

"Until I met you, on the night of staying at Mia's house, he expressed his desire not to leave for the first time. Maybe, it's just my guess. In the original world, he didn't have as many people worthy of nostalgia as he imagined. So he is willing to stay for you, but even so, it is still not a good thing for him to hold the memory of the past. As long as he still regards himself as a time traveler, your worries will still exist. Now it’s all right, the world He was not given a chance to choose, and the only one who is different is me."

"Sister Hilde"

"Speaking of your marriage, I agree. You have grown a lot compared to when we first met, but for the sake of calling me sister, it seems that Lars is not just joking. I've also heard that it's Lux's face, you should think about it yourself."

"Aub allows."

"Don't mention the national system. In the relationship I learned, love is selfish and exclusive. Lux doesn't know that we met Fleur in South America. I really want to see that little girl know the news What should be the expression on the back face, that fellow Kira is notoriously a scumbag."

Listening to Hilde's conclusion about Kira, Cagalli opened her mouth and couldn't refute it at all. As a "family member" who accompanied her all the way on the Archangel, her sister witnessed what is a thorough Such a scumbag, a friend's wife is just a basic thing, and what's more, after sleeping with someone else's girlfriend, he presses the sufferer to eat sand on the ground. If she knew that the other party was her younger brother at that time, Kajiali would give it up He came to a 'sister's correction punch. '

"So the national system is just a national system. The most important thing is, what do you think, as long as you don't nod, he will definitely let those two girls down."

"What do I think?"

"It's okay, think about it slowly, anyway, you two won't be able to get married in the short term, and the future situation of Orb will be nothing more than him rushing to the front, and you sitting in the rear, it is reasonable to say that you have a pen and a weapon, but if you don't have a pen, you can't do it, it's better Mina."

"Sister Hilde!!!"

Just when Cagalli was smashed by Hilde in a second, Siegfried was sitting quietly by the sea alone.After the war, Orb quickly regained his vitality. Whether it was the citizens who took refuge at the beginning, or the ordinary people who became naturalized because they had illusions about this country, they could still see the broken parts of M1 on the beach, but most of them Running and laughing wantonly on the beach like never experienced the cruel war.

"UC0079, Amuro Ray, UC0080, Barnard Wiseman, UC0083, Uragi Hiroshi," a series of names were whispered from his mouth, but
"Who am I since when? I can't even remember that."

As for the memory problem, it would be biased to say that Siegfried himself never noticed the abnormality. Maybe he didn't want to believe it, or maybe he didn't want to think about it. He took it for granted that this was the price of becoming 'Siegfried'.

But today, when it is completely irreversible, he thinks seriously about this question for the first time, that is, the starting point of the character Siegfried, is it his soul and memory that originally belonged to him, or is it just the soul and memory that belonged to Mendel? Well-preserved male torso.

If it is said that his existence has triggered a completely different SEED timeline today, as the beginning of everything, that is, the memory belonging to the traverser has caused the rejection of the world, then what is the significance of what he has done for this? .

"who I am"

"You are Siegfried~"

With the sudden blindfolded sight and energetic voice, Siegfried knew it was Lars' prank without looking. He gently took her hands away from his eyes, and when he turned around, he found that Lars took Stella with him. Putting on a newly bought beach dress, he was standing behind him with a smile on his face.

"how did you find me?"

"Hey, you didn't wear that. I came here because I am familiar with your mind frequency, but don't think too much, I don't read mind now, so no matter what you think, I won't eavesdrop."

The place where Las pointed was supposed to be the place where Siegfried was wearing the pendant, but because he was in a hurry and didn't have time to put it on, Las stole a chicken once, and found him by virtue of this omission.

"Thanks."

"Aren't you happy? I didn't tell Kajiali about it~"

Lars stepped on the sand and sat directly next to Siegfried. Half a second later, she disliked Siegfried for taking up too much space and kept bumping into him with her butt, trying to squeeze out a favorable terrain.

"No, it's just blowing the wind. Thinking about it carefully, I have never enjoyed this kind of peaceful feeling. After all, life can't just be fighting, can it?"

"It makes sense, then I'll play with you for a while."

"random."

After a long time, the sun on the sea was only faintly visible. Stella looked at the two with some doubts and found that there was no movement, then continued to stand quietly behind him. Only Siegfried kept smiling, but he didn't know why. Since when, tears have wet his chest.

"Lars, don't you think it's ridiculous for a person to forget who he really is?"

"Then ask others more about what kind of person you are in the eyes of others, and rely on these memories to put yourself back together."

Siegfried stretched out his hand and flicked Lars' forehead, then asked, "What kind of person do you think I am?"

"Aub's hero, Kagalli's fiancé, the benefactor who saved Lars from hell, and, my Casper"

After a moment of silence, Siegfried covered his face with one hand, his voice trembling uncontrollably.

"Recalling happiness in a miserable situation is the greatest pain in the world."

In response to him, the girl tilted her body slightly, and the last ray of sunlight shone through the gap between Lars' lips and Siegfried's side face, and shone into Stella's pupils. After a while, with Lars Get up, the sun sinks to the bottom of the sea.

In a black car in the distance, Cagalli looked at the scene on the beach with complicated eyes. It wasn't until the whole Eurofatu was lit up that the Orb representative took a deep breath and got into the car. window.

"Let's drive, there is a meeting at the Ministry of National Defense tonight, don't be late."

The girl's voice couldn't hear sadness or joy, just like the boy on the beach smiling with tears.

　Thanks for the low reward

　　The lights of ten thousand houses in Eurofato allude to the responsibility of Cagalli

　　
　
(End of this chapter)