After Bai Yueguang was reborn, the regent became black

Chapter 60 Confession
"When did you recognize me?" Gu Yunxi was silent for a long time before asking.

"At the flower viewing feast." Shen Zhi said with sorrow in his eyes.

"So you already knew who I am!" Gu Yunxi said with a wry smile.

The tears in the corners of his eyes couldn't stop flowing down.

She didn't want to be that Princess Chaoyun who was hated by him again, she thought this was a chance given to her by God.

She thought she could change her identity and stay by his side.

Unexpectedly, it became a luxury!
Gu Yunxi seemed to have lost all strength, and her body was on the verge of falling.

Reluctantly holding on to the table to stabilize his body, his face was extremely pale.

"Don't you think I recognize you?"

Shen Zhi's eyes were scarlet, and there seemed to be waves surging in the brown pupils.

"I wish you didn't recognize me."

Gu Yunxi's voice was extremely low, but Shen Zhi could still hear her clearly.

"why?"

Shen Zhi felt like a knife was twisting in his heart, and the question in his heart was finally asked out of his mouth.

Gu Yunxi closed her eyes, did not speak, her heart trembled violently.

"Yunxi, you can't be so cruel to me."

Shen Zhi's tone seemed to be pleading, "You don't want me, don't you want Yunchen too?"

Gu Yunxi raised her head slowly, and what she saw was Shen Zhi's expression on the verge of collapse.

"At the flower viewing banquet, why did you choose me?"

With tears in her eyes, Gu Yunxi stubbornly looked into Shen Zhi's eyes, wanting to hear his answer.

Shen Zhi didn't answer, but took Gu Yunxi's hand and placed it on his chest.

The deep eyes became more and more desperate.

"Yunxi, do you know how much I miss you?"

Gu Yunxi's heart suffocated, her fingertips trembled, she could clearly feel Shen Zhi's violent heartbeat.

Every time, it seems to be dancing for her.

Tears welled up in Gu Yunxi's eyes instantly.

"Why?" Shen Zhi asked unwillingly, "Why don't you want me to recognize you?"

A drop of tear fell on the back of Gu Yunxi's hand, it was so hot that she wanted to cry.

"why?"

The simple three words seemed to be exhausted, and Shen knew all his strength.

"Why?" Gu Yunxi smiled lightly and asked herself.

"What do you want me to say?" Gu Yunxi said with trembling lips.

"Shen Zhi, you can see clearly, I am Lin Xi, and Princess Chaoyun is already dead! She is already dead, already dead."

"You ask me why I didn't tell you?"

Gu Yunxi said with red eyes, and murmured: "In what capacity should I tell you!"

"Is it the former lover? Or the person you resent in your heart?" Gu Yunxi asked mockingly.

No matter which identity she is, it makes her feel extremely scared.

It's not that she hasn't thought about telling Shen Zhi her real identity.

On the day of the Ghost Festival, she almost called out his name.

But Su An'an's appearance was like a slap on her face, laughing at her self-indulgence!

She couldn't bear to stay by his side like an outsider.

So she chose to appear in front of him as a stranger, and she would rather he didn't know anything.

At this time, Gu Yunxi was already in tears, and she couldn't see Shen Zhi clearly.

Every word Gu Yunxi said was like a knife, piercing Shen Zhi's heart fiercely.

"Is that how you miss me?" Shen Zhi asked hoarsely.

His tall and straight body seemed to be pierced by a sharp sword, trembling stiffly.

He wiped away the tears from the corners of Gu Yunxi's eyes with his fingertips:
"You don't trust me, and you don't trust our young friendship?"

"I don't know if I should believe it or not."

A trace of grief appeared on Gu Yunxi's face, and she choked up with a soft smile and said:
"Ten Mile Changting, I believed you would come, but you didn't. I wrote you many letters, and I thought you would reply at least one, but you didn't either."

What Gu Yunxi didn't say was that during those three years of torture, she fantasized countless times that Shen Zhi would come to save her.

But Shen Zhi didn't come either!
Gu Yunxi didn't know how to be firm.

In the endless nights, she thought about countless nights, she thought he must hate her.

Otherwise, how could you be so cruel!

Shen Zhi's blood froze in an instant, and the moment of surprise came, the pain of tearing spread in his heart.

Shen Zhi's eyes were deep, and his voice trembled violently: "Have you written to me?"

"In the entire seven months, you have sent more than 200 letters, but you have not responded to any of them."

Gu Yunxi's tone was flat, as if she was telling someone else's story.

Shen Zhi's heart shrank suddenly, the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe, and he carefully hugged Gu Yunxi into his arms.

He hugged her tightly, but the feeling of suffocation in his heart did not decrease by half.

The hands that fell on her back trembled violently:

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Yunxi, I didn't receive those letters, I really didn't receive them"

Shen Zhi hugged Gu Yunxi and kept apologizing, no wonder Yunxi didn't come to him, no wonder Yunxi didn't want to recognize him.

It turned out that she thought she was abandoned, and it turned out that she thought he didn't want her anymore.

"It turns out that you haven't received any of those letters." Gu Yunxi cried and laughed.

Two lines of clear tears slowly slid down the corners of his eyes.

"In the past few years at the border, I haven't missed you for a moment." Shen Zhi choked up.

"I thought that after I returned to Beijing, I could at least catch a glimpse of you from a distance, but I didn't expect that what I was waiting for was the news of your death."

Shen Zhi imagined thousands of reunion scenarios in his mind, but he never imagined that it would be like this.

"I didn't know what to do at the time. How I hoped that it was a deliberate scam set up by you to be angry at me for leaving without saying goodbye."

"That's why I dug your grave. The moment the coffin was opened, I was too scared to look at it."

Shen Zhi didn't dare to recall how helpless he felt when he saw her dead body.

The little hope that was kept, was shattered just like that.

"Without Yunchen, I wouldn't be able to hold on for so long." Shen Zhi whispered in Gu Yunxi's ear.

He wanted to tell her that he really missed her, that he couldn't live without her!
So he told her all his heart.

Gu Yunxi leaned against Shen Zhi's chest, listening to his self-report sentence by sentence.

Tears had already flowed down her face, it turned out that the youthful feelings were not only trapped by her, but also by him!

"I checked your body, all limbs are broken."

Every time Shen Zhi said a word, his heart hurt so badly that he couldn't breathe.

"In the second year of marriage, I was imprisoned in the courtyard by Yao Tong. I tried to escape but was discovered by him," Gu Yunxi said lightly.

"So your death?" Shen Zhi's body tensed, but he finally asked.

"Yeah." Gu Yunxi buried her head in his chest and said.

As soon as the words fell, she heard Shen Zhi's heart beating violently.

"How dare he?" Shen Zhi's body trembled, his eyes were as red as blood.

"The prime minister's mansion has long been rebellious, so why would it take me, a little princess, seriously." Gu Yunxi replied.

Shen Zhi has never hated himself so much. It is rumored that Princess Chaoyun and the Prime Minister's son Yao Tong are very affectionate.

But because of his timidity, he never dared to inquire.

If he hadn't been too cowardly, how could he not have noticed the abnormality!
He didn't dare to imagine that the person he regarded as a treasure had been abused so far without his knowledge.

Every time Shen Zhi thought about it, his heart trembled in pain and he couldn't breathe.

(End of this chapter)