Fengqi Jingshi

Chapter 86 The Bell Sounds Far (1)

When Shu Yao heard this, her heart tightened.He's going to say kiss, he's going to have his own wife, and then he'll forget about her completely, right?Just thinking about it like this made her heart ache unbearably, her nose sore and her eyes moistened. Fortunately, it was night and the lights had been turned off, so Shu Ya couldn't see her.

She tried her best to keep herself calm, coughed lightly, and adjusted her voice before saying:
"Did the old lady tell you which girl you like?"

Shu Ya said:
"It's the Fifth Miss of Zhongweibo Mansion, the one who will be your praise today. You have seen me too. This Fifth Miss is also quite tall. Although she is a bit too tall, Uncle Jiu is tall. Standing together is definitely a good match. The most important thing is, I heard from the old lady that the fifth young lady is gentle, knowledgeable about books and etiquette, and she learned how to be a housekeeper and director with Mrs. Zhong Wilbur early on. Taking over all the affairs of the mansion, it can be regarded as taking some of the burden off Uncle Jiu, and it is a good material for a good wife. The old lady has long been optimistic about the fifth lady. A few days ago, she met Mrs. Zhong Weibo Check the other party's tone, it's rare that the other party didn't think Uncle Jiu is a scary person, and agreed to let Miss Fifth and Uncle Jiu stay together first."

Shu Yao listened, feeling harsh, his blind date was so good, he won the love of his mother-in-law before entering the door, and he would definitely win his favor.According to Mrs. Yu's anxious state now, it won't be long before the three books and six rituals are completed, and he will start his brand new life, a life without her...

The more she thought about it, it felt as if ten thousand silver needles had been pricked in her heart, her whole body was about to curl up in pain, tears were streaming from the corners of her eyes, and she couldn't wipe them off no matter how hard she tried.She still didn't dare to let Shuya notice anything strange about her, so she just pretended to be uninterested and said:

"I'm a little tired today, sleepy, go to sleep."

Shu Ya didn't suspect him, felt that it was getting late, so she stopped talking.

After a while Shu Yao heard even shallow breathing from her side, knowing that Shu Ya had fallen asleep.She turned over, curled herself up into a ball, clasped her arms tightly with her hands, buried her head in the crook of her elbows, and let the tears flow freely.Sadness spread from the bottom of her heart to her whole body, making her tremble uncontrollably.

That being the case, why do you need to know him?Why should I meet him?She remembered the first time she saw him, if she had always been so afraid of him, maybe she wouldn't have come to where she is today!But, but... My heart hurts so much, I can't go back to the beginning!In the future, she will return to Yongzhou, he will stay in the capital, she will comb at home, and he can continue his normal life...

This is the best way, no one will destroy Gangchang ethics, no one will make my sister unable to live with herself, and no one will harm him in the court because of this - officials should pay more attention to the official voice, her father is the court official, she naturally Also understand this behavior.He won't be questioned in front of the room, and he won't be pointed behind his back. He has a brilliant future, and he must not be ruined because of her.

She enlightened herself sentence by sentence, and each sentence stabbed a knife in her heart.She could understand the truth, but the pain in her heart could not deceive herself.The tears wet the pajamas, and wet the whole arm through the pajamas. Even she couldn't figure it out. How could there be so many tears? Could it be that in these days, all the tears of her life could be shed? All gone?
It doesn't matter if it's all gone, but it's a good thing if you can feel as still as water in the future and don't feel pain like this...

(End of this chapter)