The soft white moonlight of the paranoid gangster at 80

As time goes by, feelings that are like strong wine will become as dull as water.

Qi Kai had long lost his previous patience and accommodation. When Zhou Qing got angry, he also got into an argument with Zhou Qing.

The people who are closest to each other all know each other's weaknesses, every sentence is heartbreaking, and every word is bloody.

When self-esteem and bottom line are constantly being torn apart, relationships become riddled with holes.

The two had a big fight.

Qi Kai slammed the door and left.

Zhou Qing didn't get angry and shed tears like before after the quarrel. She just looked at the Post and Telecommunications Building opposite in confusion and frustration.

The Post and Telecommunications Building is one of the most famous landmark buildings in Chengdu. It is tall and majestic, like a steel giant. Every time you look up at it, it always gives her a sense of hope and the strength to forge ahead.

This is why she chose to rent here, even though the environment of this building is very poor. The top floor faces the south, it is hot in summer and cold in winter, and it also leaks.

Although she warned and comforted herself many times in her heart, if you choose, don't look back and look forward.

When she heard the news that Zhang Chunxi was in love, although she was a little sad, she was more of a blessing.

She wants him to be happy.

But when she saw with her own eyes Zhang Chunxi's meticulous care for the girls and her tender love, she couldn't help but be envious.

Although she didn't want to admit it, she regretted it in her heart.

She was not unaware of Qi Kai's increasing perfunctory and impatience.

She had seen how he loved her, so she could tell at a glance when he didn't.

She wasn't very sad, just numb and confused.

Unsatisfactory work, trivial interactions in daily life, and frequent arguments about marriage seemed to have consumed all the love accumulated over the past few years.

Want to break up?

It’s not like Zhou Qing hasn’t thought about this problem, but what happens after they are separated?

Get to know other men again, get to know each other, get along with each other, fall in love, get along, conflict, and be ordinary.

After going around and around, that man was just better than Qi Kai. If he was not as good as Qi Kai, then could she bear the result?

She is already 25 years old and she cannot afford to waste time.

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When it gets dark, I go home to heal my wounds, and after dawn, I get ready and head out.Nothing is easy in the adult world.

Fortunately, work is more reliable than men. No matter how much you pay, it will give you corresponding feedback.

After working overtime for three consecutive months, being on call, and not afraid of being scolded, Zhou Qing was successfully promoted from a design assistant to a formal designer.

He was the first among the newcomers in his generation to be promoted to designer.

Becoming an official designer will not only have your identity and career recognized, but your income will also increase significantly.

When I was working as a design assistant, I could only get a basic salary of 80 yuan per month. With full attendance and subsidies, I could barely make over [-] yuan a month.

With this little money, I could barely make ends meet in Chengdu.

You know, the monthly salary of an ordinary employee in a garment factory is [-].

After becoming a designer, the basic salary is doubled, and there are also design performance, department bonuses, quarterly bonuses, half-year bonuses, year-end bonuses, and other welfare subsidies. The annual salary can reach more than [-].

After becoming a designer, Zhou Qing worked harder and worked overtime and stayed up late.

In order to concentrate on design, she even moved out of the small apartment she shared with Qi Kai and rented Ruan Qingqing's unused old house.

For a house with three bedrooms and one living room, Ruan Qingqing only charged a symbolic rent of 30 yuan. He said he asked Zhou Qing to help take care of the house, but in fact he was considerate of Zhou Qing's difficulty.

Zhou Qing was very grateful and when Qi Kai proposed to move in with her, he refused directly.

For this reason, the already fragile relationship between the two fell into a cold war.

Zhou Qing didn't care.

The work is much more fragrant than that of men. She submitted seven works last month, four of which were accepted. This month's salary is at least four hundred.

Men, there is no such thing as work.

The high-intensity work made Zhou Qing suffer from stomach problems and he lost a lot of weight, but it was just as she wanted.

She no longer wore loose casual clothes, but instead put on a professional slim-fitting skirt and Belle high-heeled shoes, which were the latest styles of the season and she bought them all.

She cut her hair short and left a lot of long hair. The hairstyle is this year's most popular Brigitte Lin collarbone hair style. One side is tucked behind the ear, and she wears metal agate square earrings, which is both capable and beautiful.

Qi Kai initially scoffed at Zhou Qing's changes.

Until a suitor appeared next to Zhou Qing, which made Qi Kai start to feel a sense of crisis.