Participating in the romance show, this little fresh meat is too down-to-earth

Chapter 308 I don’t blame you, but it’s impossible for us...

New Year's Eve backstage.

The front end of the stadium.

on the high platform.

Two figures stood on the edge, overlooking the bustling scene in the entire stadium.

It's extremely cold at high places. Today is New Year's Eve. Even though the lowest temperature in Funan, which is located in the south, is only three or four degrees below zero throughout the day, they are standing high up after all. The weather is not good today. The cold wind will still make people shiver. Trembling.

of course……

The "trembling" here refers to Pei Jingshu.

Because she was going to perform on stage, she only wore a silver-white tube top evening dress. As for the dress, no matter how thick the design was, it was impossible to keep warm. Even if she wore a black suit jacket, she could not keep warm in the cold wind. It seems very tasteless.

Unlike Gu Huaian, a 6-year-old who performs on stage wearing sweaters and down jackets, he doesn't care about his star image at all, and has no idol baggage at all...

Want warmth, never any demeanor.

But if you want to say that he has no grace at this time, that's not true.

look?

He did not forget to take off his down jacket and put it on Pei Jingshu.

"Need not……"

There were tears in the corners of Pei Jingshu's eyes, and her eyes were red. In the cold dark night, when she opened her mouth to speak, white mist would rise, which made people feel distressed.

She raised her slender, bony hands to refuse, but Gu Huaian insisted. It was so cold and she would definitely catch a cold if she stayed here with him in so few clothes.

The struggle and refusal didn't last for a few moments, and Pei Jingshu finally put on Gu Huaian's down jacket.

It's not that she doesn't want to refuse, but it's really too cold here. The highest part of the entire stadium is not covered by any buildings. The cold wind blowing over can really kill people...

But to be honest, Pei Jingshu regretted it when she put on this down jacket.

why?
because……

This down jacket has Gu Huaian's body temperature and smell.

When those smells flowed into her nose without any control, the feeling of being hugged before, and the familiar smell of him all flooded into Pei Jingshu's mind.

It reminded Pei Jingshu of the warmth of the past...

After the breakup, any warmth related to the past would turn into the coldest blade in the cold night, cutting her heart every time.

This made her tears that she had managed to control begin to flow out again.

"Whoosh..."

The cold wind blows.

It's cold.

Pei Jingshu could feel that her face was so cold that she felt a little stiff.

But when the tears come out...

how……

Her eyes would be so wet and hot!
The most unbearable thing for her was that not long after her tears came out, they started to cool down with the cold wind, making her eyes...

Colder, cooler!
Seeing Pei Jingshu like this, Gu Huaian felt very distressed. If there is a degree of distress, then the highest degree is probably in Pei Jingshu's hair...

Others' feelings may not be true, but Gu Huaian has touched Pei Jingshu's hair countless times with his own hands. It is really soft and comfortable...

But now, this short hair can no longer be styled like their once popular "chopstick hair style".

Oddly wrong...

Gu Huaian actually raised his hand and wanted to touch Pei Jingshu's hair.

However, just when his hand was about to reach behind Pei Jingshu's ears and touch the nearest strands of hair...

"Snapped!"

Pei Jingshu raised her hand and slapped his hand away.

She glared at Gu Huaian, that look was cold, as if it was even colder than the temperature at that moment.

"Sorry……"

Gu Huaian retracted his hand in embarrassment, feeling that his move seemed indeed reckless.

"..."

Pei Jingshu didn't say anything else, she just pursed her lips stubbornly and turned her head away from Gu Huai'an.

This stinky straight man didn't say anything. He looked like he had done something wrong. Pei Jingshu couldn't help but want to ask him, did he just pull her up to blow the cold wind? !
"Whoosh..."

Suddenly there was a gust of cold wind, which made Pei Jingshu shrink down.

When Gu Huaian saw this, maybe he was afraid that she would be cold, so he walked up to her and planned to zip up the down jacket...

"What... what..."

Pei Jingshu immediately ran away. She was always very helpless at Gu Huaian's "brainless behavior". The down jacket was already bulky, but she was still in a "draped" state. If it was zipped up, it would be How ugly? !
Shouldn't it be the same as a bucket?

Celebrities and entertainers are very particular about looking good when they wear clothes. No matter how cold it is when wearing a coat, they almost never zip it up. This is basically common sense. At most, you should hug it with both hands...

How can anyone zip someone up like Gu Huaian? !
"I...I'm afraid you'll be cold..."

Gu Huaian looked like a child who had done something wrong, scratching his head and stepping back, which made Pei Jingshu feel inexplicably dumbfounded.

This guy has really never changed...

But soon, Pei Jingshu's eyes became a little more sarcastic.

She used to always feel that Gu Huaian was a silly and honest boyfriend, and it was completely impossible for him to do those things...

But he did it anyway.

This shows that people cannot be judged by their appearance.

"...Gu Huaian, do I really understand you?"

After a long silence, Pei Jingshu tugged on Gu Huaian's down jacket, looking at him wearing only a black turtleneck sweater, she couldn't help but ask.

At this time, she was no longer as emotional as before. In fact, she didn't know what was wrong with her. It seemed that she had been very emotional before.

It was probably because there was no one else around at the moment, so she really wanted to talk to Gu Huaian.

She really wanted to ask if she knew Gu Huaian. She used to think that she knew him, so she trusted him, but then the things he hid from her felt strange to her.

It seems like it's not something he would do.

Sometimes, she even wondered if Gu Huaian had a dual personality?
"..."

Gu Huaian didn't know how to answer for a while, mainly because the question was a bit nonsensical.

If Pei Jingshu knew him well, how would he know?

She should ask herself!

Indeed, Pei Jingshu did not expect to get the answer from Gu Huaian. She just turned her head, looked at the lively scene in the stadium, and said:

"I don't know if I really understand you, but you really understand me, and you know how to take advantage of my softness towards you..."

If it were a girl who didn't have such a strong temper and just apologized to the same two songs tonight, she would have been chased back by his "romantic", right?
But it's a pity that Pei Jingshu will never be that kind of little girl...

They say she has a "love brain." Don't be kidding. Have you ever seen such a rational love brain?
"I do not have……"

Gu Huaian shook his head. He had never had any idea of ​​taking advantage of Pei Jingshu's soft heart.

It was very cold tonight, so cold that when Gu Huaian was speaking, he could see white mist rising.

"Move every time..."

They stood in a good position, overlooking the entire stadium. The next group of guests who followed his performance sang dynamic Internet songs that became popular this year, and the atmosphere was not bad.

"then you……"

Pei Jingshu turned to look at Gu Huaian, with some uncontrollable anger in her eyes. However, at the same time she spoke, Gu Huaian also said:

"I just...want to apologize to you."

At that time, Gu Huaian also turned to look at Pei Jingshu. As a grown man, he would definitely not shed tears, but people's eyes are always full of emotions. Pei Jingshu could see a slow apology in his eyes. Those cannot be deceived no matter what.

"Sorry……"

Gu Huaian said mockingly:

"I have never asked for your forgiveness, nor your understanding. I don't even have the face to face you. I always want to take care of everything, but I really make a mess of everything."

Life, career, relationship, everything is in a mess.

When he said this, Gu Huaian lowered his head, turned his head sideways, and looked at many places, but never looked at Pei Jingshu.

But Pei Jingshu, from the beginning to the end, was staring straight at Gu Huaian...

Even though she has cried, she is still exquisite at this moment. She is always so beautiful. Any time any camera is given to her, the viewer can be stunned.

But such a beauty always cries shamelessly because of Gu Huaian...

Listening to his "reflection" monologue, Pei Jingshu felt very distressed, and even blamed herself, because everything that happened in the past six months, and all the situations Gu Huaian was facing now, were all because of her breakup news... ...Obviously!

She could choose to be decent, break up in private, not tell anyone, and just wait for someone to expose her and deal with it coldly.

She clearly knows how high their "Pei Ban takes care of CP" has in the hearts of fans and viewers...

Yes, she has been tortured to this day with bruises all over her body, but why is it that the man she once loved most has no good piece of flesh on her body as a result of her revenge?
Is this really what she wants?
"Do you think what I need is an apology?"

There was a hint of crying in Pei Jingshu's voice. In the cold wind, she had been wrapped in a down jacket for hundreds of years. Her figure was also very thin. The coat was not zipped, and the large area of ​​snow-white skin from the chest up was all exposed to the air. She was white and attractive. .

"I know, you want me to explain..."

Gu Huaian smiled bitterly, shook his head and said:

"But I can't explain it."

Some people always say that Gu Huaian is cowardly and indecisive, but he hasn't even explained it to Pei Jingshu for half a year!
But how do you ask him to explain?

To say that Shang Zhuoyan has been clinging to him, or to portray Shang Zhuoyan as a "third party" in their relationship in exchange for a chance for relaxation between him and Pei Jingshu?
She is now... in a miserable state!

In the breakup of "Pei Ban Take Care", Shang Zhuoyan was always the most injured. Gu Huaian and Pei Jingshu had a sweet relationship, but there never seemed to be any sweetness with Shang Zhuoyan.

Now, whether in career or life, she is even worse than Gu Huaian, and even more messed up...

As long as he didn't care, Gu Huaian couldn't hurt her anymore no matter what.

She so believed that everything Gu Huaian had come to today was because of Gu Huaian. If Gu Huaian hurt her again, would she really be able to survive?

Do you want Gu Huaian to force Shang Zhuoyan to death in order to save Pei Jingshu?
Feel sorry……

He really can't do it.

And no matter what, Gu Huaian could not deny that he also liked Shang Zhuoyan, and he had never given up this idea.

The fact that things have reached this point is not only Shang Zhuoyan's responsibility, he also has to bear the main responsibility.

Therefore, even if Pei Jingshu cannot be restored, Gu Huaian can no longer hurt Shang Zhuoyan.

"Can't explain?"

After hearing this, Pei Jingshu showed signs of breaking through for the first time.

She originally thought that she had come to her senses at this moment, but when she heard Gu Huaian say that she couldn't explain it, a wave of anger rushed into her mind and she couldn't suppress it.

"Is it impossible to explain? Or is there no room for explanation?"

It's not that they don't want to explain, it's just that they can't say the disgusting things between them!

"..."

Gu Huaian did not answer, which made Pei Jingshu even more vulnerable...

She cried, raising her hands to push Gu Huai'an and hit him. Although she didn't have much strength and the blows couldn't be said to be painful, she hit him many times and kept slapping him.

She cried and beat and said:

"asshole!"

"You really are an out-and-out bastard!"

"Why can't you explain it? Why can't you explain it?!"

"It's been half a year. Do you know how I've been doing this half year? Do you know how hard it has been for me?"

"Do you know how worried I was about you when I heard you had a car accident that day? Do you know how long I cried..."

"You know what? Huh?!"

Gu Huaian did nothing and let her beat her, as if if she could feel better after a few hits, it wouldn't matter if she beat Gu Huaian to death.

To be honest, this kid is really straight. If someone with experience comes here now, just hug her!
When she breaks her guard, when she scolds you or hits you, hug her!Kiss her!
You all know what happened between you, and you all know what you can and cannot say. Sometimes girls don’t want your explanation. It’s enough for you to sincerely repent. Can’t you just promise not to do it again? !
What the hell are you doing standing there and letting her beat you, you stinky straight man? !
Are you a wooden mannequin? !
If the nearly [-] spectators in the audience knew that Gu Huaian was chasing Pei Jingshu out tonight and just let her beat him, they would be so damn angry that every one of them would count!

Why the hell do you still need someone to teach him? !

Have you ever watched the idol drama? Hey!
I don’t know if I really feel like I’m too straight…

After Pei Jingshu beat him for most of the day, this kid finally came to his senses!
He raised his hand and hugged Pei Jingshu...

Pei Jingshu is tall but very thin, and she has lost some weight in the past six months. Although she is wearing a coat and down jacket, Gu Huaian can still wrap her around and hug her easily.

"what?"

"Loose... let go!"

"You let me go!"

She was really well-educated. Even though she was struggling in Gu Huaian's arms, she never said "get out".

"Sorry……"

Gu Huaian just whispered an apology in her ear, and kept saying it, many times.

Pei Jingshu heard everything. Even though she broke her guard, this guy said it close to her ear. Her ears were soft and she wanted to not hear it, but she really couldn't.

The struggling movements become smaller and smaller...

The strength to hit him is getting weaker and weaker...

"what!"

In the end, Pei Jingshu lowered her head and cried in Gu Huaian's arms.

She was not disgusted with this embrace, and even this embrace once made her very greedy. The familiar smell filled her nose. Even though she had been blowing in the cold wind for a long time, it was really warm.

It was so warm that she didn't want to get up.

It is worth mentioning that Gu Huaian hugged her very tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into his body, but he would not make her feel uncomfortable or suffocated, which showed that he always took care of her feelings.

At that moment, Pei Jingshu could feel his fear that she would leave if he didn't hold her tightly...

You can even feel how much he is struggling.

At this time, Pei Jingshu would also think...

Why on earth did they become like this? !
"..."

They hugged each other for a long time.

Gu Huaian could hear Pei Jingshu crying all the time. To be honest, his black sweater couldn't be washed out today. Tears, snot, and foundation were all mixed in it. This made Gu Huaian very happy that he didn't wear any high-end dress today. Otherwise it will be difficult to retreat.

At this moment, Gu Huaian was a little lucky. Pei Jingshu's reaction gave him a little hope of recovery, but who knew...

Just the next moment.

Pei Jingshu suddenly raised her hands to support his chest. Before he had time to react, she pushed him, left his arms, and opened the distance between the two people.

"call……"

Pei Jingshu's makeup was stained from crying, but it was not ugly. She took a deep breath, as if she had made some important decision, staring straight at Gu Huaian, thinking about it, and finally said:
"Gu Huaian...I don't blame you anymore."

"but we……"

"It's impossible."

When she said this, Pei Jingshu frowned, and tears were about to flow out again. To be honest, she was very greedy for the warmth from Gu Huaian's arms. It was so cold up here, and the cold wind was blowing. She could hide in his arms. Let her face not be so cold, and her tears can still be hot...

But when she thought that this embrace once belonged to someone else, she couldn't accept it no matter what.

She is Pei Jingshu, and her pride prevents her from sharing an embrace with others no matter what.

She likes Gu Huaian, loves Gu Huaian, and this has not changed until now. Because of this, she cannot accept any betrayal, let alone because of his two songs tonight, his apology, and a hug...

Just like that, forgive him for everything he did.

He didn't even have an explanation!
He didn't even want to explain!

You don’t think that Pei Jingshu is really just thinking about falling in love, hugging him, and then she forgives him for everything he has done, right? !
Do you think he is sorry?

What's the use of apologizing?
Apology is always the most useless thing. Unforgiveness should come from the heart and have a reason, rather than being kidnapped by morality!

If you apologize, I must accept it...

Done.

She didn't even wait for Gu Huaian to react or answer...

Then he turned around and walked away.

"Tattoo..."

The sound of high heels hitting the ground was particularly harsh.

"rumble……"

The sky rumbled, and white snowflakes finally fell from the sky one by one.

It was sprinkled on Pei Jingshu's leaving figure, on her distressed short hair, and on Gu Huaian's down jacket that she had probably forgotten or deliberately failed to give back to her. superior.

However, Gu Huaian was no longer qualified to clear the snow for Pei Jingshu.

……

　Broken mirrors will be reunited, and it won't be long.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)