Participating in the romance show, this little fresh meat is too down-to-earth

Chapter 305: Guilt, disrespect for integrity and cowardly behavior. Are they just torturing each other?
"Oh!!!"

More than half a year later...

Goodbye Gu Huaian.

Goodbye to the music king who once went crazy in the Chinese music scene and frequently output many high-quality songs to countless audiences.

Goodbye, he returns in a low-key manner with new works.

Many people couldn't help but get a little excited...

To be honest, there were many fans of Pei Jingshu at the scene. If Gu Huaian appeared in a normal way, he would definitely be scolded to death, and there might even be something like that...

On the stage, some people collectively shouted "scumbag" or "get off".

When that happens offline, it's embarrassing and life-threatening.

But who could let Gu Huaian make such a low-key appearance in a way that no one expected?
When everyone in the venue was tortured to pieces by the shouting gang of boys and girls, everyone was recalling last year's New Year's Eve with Gu Huaian!
He chose, at this time, to appear on stage wearing a mask and carrying one of his latest works.

you say!

How do you let them say those curse words? !
It's funny...

On the Internet, Gu Huaian has been scolded and never stopped since the "breakup incident" began.

In reality, wherever he is, wherever he appears on the stage, everyone cheers.

This is him, Gu Huaian, a true music king who can conquer countless audiences with his voice!

"call……"

The lens of the big screen shows his profile.

Wearing a mask, no one could see Gu Huaian's expression. It was worth mentioning that his hand on the piano was trembling slightly.

No one would be stupid enough to think that he was freezing. There were so many performing guests on the stage, one by one, and almost everyone was wearing thinner clothes than him, including the female celebrities who showed their legs!
This guy came here wearing a down jacket. Do you think his hands were shaking from the cold?

You're not kidding me!

This tremor...

Probably, everyone knows why.

It's because Pei Jingshu is watching from below...

offstage...

Pei Jingshu's beautiful eyes were raised, staring straight at Gu Huaian from a distance.

There was no expression on that beautiful face, even though I don’t know how many people turned their attention to her during this period...

In her heart, she told herself that she had to hold back, she didn't want anyone to see her weak look, and she didn't want to cry in front of that bastard...

Absolutely not!

……

"Dong dong..."

A slightly sad melody, when almost everyone at the scene was thinking a lot...

It sounded slowly.

It was sneaky, and in order to avoid Pei Jingshu finding out, the program team did not give Gu Huaian a chance to rehearse. He was not even given an accompaniment and was only given a piano, so he could play and sing by himself.

There were no colorful lights and dance scenes, just him, a piano, and pure white spotlights.

The picture is so simple and monotonous...

but!

Just this melody seems to pull people into a burst of memories.

It gives people the feeling of sitting by the window on a cloudy and rainy day, looking out the window, and recalling the scene when I saw this scenery.

And Gu Huaian did not delay in the progress of the melody, he also opened his mouth to sing...

……

"The sky that hasn't cleared up for a long time..."

"You still have that cute smile."

"Crying..."

"But I can't hide my guilt."

……

"Oh……"

Many people had goosebumps the moment he opened his mouth.

This was not just because they hadn't seen Gu Huaian for a long time, but also because just these few words made them feel like they had listened to Gu Huaian live.

After more than half a year, listening to Gu Huaian's live performance again, it is still so impressive.

As an absolute "sound gangster" in the Chinese music scene, he always has the ability to attract everyone with just one mouth. Maybe some people just questioned his identity just now. After all, he is wearing a mask, but when he opens his mouth, the final sound comes out. The slightest doubt was completely dispelled...

His voice is more recognizable than that face, okay!
So far in the whole night's performance, many of the singers from the previous groups sang very rubbish even if they were half on the mic, but Gu Huaian now even played the accompaniment, let alone on the full mic.

With the mic on full, his voice echoes in the ears of every audience, which is like a kind of enjoyment.

This voice has the ability to make people close their eyes and listen carefully.

……

"The kite ran aground on a cloudy day..."

"Missing you, I'm still waiting for rescue..."

"I... pull the thread..."

"Review the tenderness you gave me."

……

In many cases, playing and singing by yourself feels better than singing along with accompaniment, because only as a singer can you know where to sing with more effort.

For example, Gu Huaian always knows where to sing and the keys given to him need to be pressed harder, so that the sound will be more sonorous and powerful, and it will be able to arouse everyone's emotions.

of course……

At this time, in addition to emotions, what everyone cares about is more...

This song "Stranded" is itself.

The melody of the whole song, just like the prelude, surrounds a cloudy environment, exaggerating a sad mood. In the melody, you can hear a strong...

sorry.

Of course, this is not just in the melody, but also in the lyrics.

Some people say that you can always trust Gu Huaian's lyrics. In terms of "exquisiteness", in all his works since his debut, he has never disappointed.

Some people write sad and bitter love songs, that is, I love you and you love me, Mixue Bingcheng is sweet...emm, okay, let’s cross the topic, it is probably very vulgar and superficial, and it can be put on the surface, without any rhetoric or metaphor.

But when you listen to Gu Huaian's "Stranded", the sky, the kite, the cloudy sky, the stranding, miss you still waiting for rescue!

These lyrics can not only interpret the poignant feeling, but also have a strong visual sense!
It vividly conveys that "guilt" feeling to everyone listening to this song!

"Does he... want to apologize to Pei Jingshu?"

Because Pei Jingshu was at the scene.

Because everyone knows the fact that they broke up.

Because it was Gu Huaian who sang this song!

and so!
At this moment, probably everyone knew what he wanted to express.

……

"The loneliness exposed to the side..."

"Laughing, I can't make a promise..."

"How could it be..."

"You actually forgave me..."

……

In the whole song "Stranded", you have to ask the lyrics that most poke Gu Huaian, probably the few lines before the chorus.

It’s quite graphic and quite ironic…

He couldn't afford Shang Zhuoyan's promise, but he asked for Pei Jingshu's forgiveness.

The main part sings about guilt, but this section sings about extravagant wishes...

What about the chorus?
It is a cruel and helpless reality.

……

"I can only read the dialogue forever..."

"Read the hurt I have done to you..."

"I can't forgive me..."

"I just ask you to treat me as no more."

……

The chorus is just like what Gu Huaian wants to say to Pei Jingshu.

After the breakup, it wasn't that Gu Huaian wasn't sad, or that he didn't think about making up for it, but he didn't have much face and little room to make up for it.

He remembered how much Pei Jingshu loved him, how tolerant Pei Jingshu was, and how supportive she was. He especially remembered the scene of her cooking noodles and eating their video together in her apartment.

Obviously, at that time, Gu Huaian wished he could give her the whole world...

Every time she thinks of those things, Gu Huaian feels more and more guilty about her!
……

"I opened my eyes and looked blank..."

"Forget your expectations of me..."

"After reading Dependence..."

"I'll be leaving soon..."

...Someone heard a sense of...crying in Gu Huaian's voice.

Indeed, this is not an illusion, as many people feel this way.

The crying tune itself is a vocal singing method, but with a group of "unnecessary moaning" Wang Ba "performing" it to a level it should not be on their own, they didn't cry while others made themselves cry first. Sing a song I wonder if someone in his family has died...

This way of singing has gradually become associated with "awkward", and gradually fewer and fewer people use it.

In Gu Huaian's previous works, there are generally relatively few categories of bitter love songs, so almost no one has heard any form of crying in Gu Huaian's singing.

But in this song "Stranded", someone heard a similar sound...

This is probably not Gu Huaian's deliberate cry, but more like...

I sang it involuntarily when I reached the emotional point.

no way……

Who made this song "Stranded" look so much like a true portrayal of the relationship between him and Pei Jingshu!

This song is really realistic and fits the situation that Gu Huaian is in. In this song, you can hear a feeling of being so apologetic that she doesn't even have the face to apologize, and is even afraid that she won't want to finish listening to the song... …

The last few lyrics seem to be saying humbly...

"I didn't want to disturb you here today. I just wanted to apologize to you. Don't leave in a hurry. I'll leave as soon as I apologize. I'll leave soon..."

at that moment!
The moment what he wanted to express was understood by everyone.

"what……"

Many people were in tears.

Tears appeared in many people's eyes.

I have to say that this song "Stranded" really killed a lot of people...

The turmoil that started in June and July this year has lasted for less than half a year. Under every video and update related to Pei Jingshu, there is a Gu Huaian exposed on the Internet. This matter has almost become a joke, and everyone is laughing. Know.

On the Internet, from the beginning of speculation about the reason for their breakup, to the exposure of Gu Huaian's scandals with Xilin and Shang Zhuoyan, to Gu Huaian's "everyone pushed the wall down", and then the house collapsed...

Many people don’t know why!
Obviously everything was fine before Pei Jingshu posted a message!

He is the new music king who constantly outputs high-quality new works, she is the domestic entertainment beauty with a face that is crazy about domestic entertainment, they are "Pei Ban takes care of CP", they are the most popular in the entertainment industry and even on the entire Internet. People envy them, the most perfectly matched pair of gods and immortals!
But now, look what they have become?
Pei Jingshu was injured all over her body, her eyes had no light, and even her most precious hair was cut off...

Gu Huaian's house collapsed and everyone pushed him away. He could only stay on the fringes when attending small weddings. Now even when he attends a New Year's Eve performance, he has to wear a mask and doesn't even have a costume!
Did they really only abuse each other? !
Do not!
It’s their fans, everyone who pays attention to and cares about them!
When they are like this, the one who feels most distressed is the Deer Man!
Only when the glitz and glamor dissipates do you know who your true fans are!
"come on……"

In the crowd, a little girl cried and shouted:

"Gu Huaian, come on!"

Then, I don’t know if there was a chain reaction, but many people shouted together...

"Gu Huaian, come on!"

In this song, everyone can hear what kind of state Gu Huaian is in when he is at his lowest point. He is far from the state where he is happily hanging out with friends for dinner as exposed by the online paparazzi.

He is also full of guilt in this relationship...

Yes, maybe he was sorry for Pei Jingshu, maybe he was the reason for their relationship problems, but in this song, it seemed that everyone could hear Gu Huaian's sincere apology.

So no matter what, they will never be able to say anything bad about Gu Huaian again...

"Dong dong..."

Gu Huaian continued to play and sing. Some people at the scene covered their mouths to prevent tears from falling, but some were already crying.

No one expected that when they fell in love, the one who cried the most was Deerren.

look?

When the very discerning director directed the camera to Pei Jingshu as if something were happening, she did not shed any tears.

No.

Even now, she doesn't.

only……

Her thin lower red lips will be slightly pursed.

Baytooth, biting her red lips...

She also endured it very hard.

In fact, if it was her usual self, she would have been unable to hold on any longer.

Pei Jingshu has never lacked "empathy", but at this moment, her pride and dignity prevented her from crying no matter what...

She does remember all the "sweetness" between them in the past. As the heroine in Gu Huaian's "Stranded", she can indeed understand the guilt that Gu Huaian's song wants to express to her.

but……

Do I have to accept an apology? !

Does apologizing mean that the things he has done do not exist? !
Pei Jingshu will always remember how worried and worried she was when the news of Gu Huaian's car accident reached her ears that day!

I even remember how she cried at the airport...

She even remembered the evil wind that blew that day!
So what, I can't remember the conversation I overheard between him and Shang Zhuoyan when I hurriedly and slowly arrived at the hospital where Gu Huaian was staying!
No matter what, she couldn't accept those "deceptions" and "betrayals" he had done!
She will never be able to accept that the man she loves has another woman like the heroine in the novel.

Has Gu Huaian apologized now?

What were you doing that morning? !
If she hadn't happened to bump into him at that time, would he have planned to go on with Shang Zhuoyan behind his back? !

Then what is she? !

Who is she, Pei Jingshu? !

She feels sorry for him, but that doesn't mean she will forgive him. These are two different things!

At this moment, Pei Jingshu could hear many people calling Gu Huaian to come on, and some even called Gu Huaian to chase her back...

To be honest, she also had a few moments of soft-heartedness, but unfortunately, Gu Huaian only moved fans and passers-by, but...

without her.

She looked at the man on the stage with only irony in her eyes.

She even thought that Gu Huaian was a coward, playing and singing sideways to her, not daring to look directly at her, and so far he had not even dared to take off his mask!

how?

Are you so shameless to see her? !
Pei Jingshu wants to cry now, but she is not moved to cry, but angry...

But no matter how she thought about it, she held back her tears.

"Ugh……"

Looking at such a sister, Pei Ya, the manager sister beside her, sighed silently.

Pei Jingshu is just too proud. She has never failed in anything she has done since she was a child, even in love. Back then, the three female guests in "Crystal Love Season", Gu Huaian, only saw her and no one else.

This made her unable to accept Gu Huaian's "betrayal" no matter what.

but also...

Pei Ya also knows that her sister's "words are too honest".

Are you saying that she really doesn't intend to forgive Gu Huaian?
Do you really not want to look at him again?
Then when she knew it was him, she just stood up and walked away!
No one stopped her.

If she doesn't leave, it is already a manifestation of her "soft-heartedness".

When she looked at him here, she already had the idea of ​​forgiving him, which took root in her heart.

It's just that the process of taking root and sprouting is very, very slow.

As for whether it can be accelerated...

Then you have to look at Gu Huai'an's ability.

"I opened my eyes and looked blank, forgetting your expectations of me..."

"After reading Dependence, I quickly..."

Halfway through the chorus of the B section, he felt that wearing a mask was too frustrating. At this moment, Gu Huaian took off the fox mask on his face!
Casually, still on the side.

Revealing the face that has been scolded countless times in the past six months.

When that face appears on the screen.

"Oh!!!"

"Ahhhh!!!"

The scene directly shouted crazy!
That is to say, there are about 1 people in the venue. The effect of shouting out nearly 10 people was stunned. If this stadium had a roof, it would definitely be overturned, right?

And at that moment, it was undeniable that Pei Jingshu's heart trembled...

She hadn't seen Gu Huaian for a long time, and hadn't seen him so close for a long time. Just now she thought his wearing a mask was a "cowardly act", but now he took off the mask...

After half a year, Gu Huaian has hardly changed in terms of appearance. He is neither fat nor thin, but his expression has changed. He is no longer the same naive and silly person as before, but has become...

Much deeper.

It seems that he has grown a lot in the past six months.

It is worth mentioning that there are also tears in the corners of his eyes, which seems to be in response to the speculation of netizens just now. He is not crying, but he is deeply in love and can't help it...

However, before everyone could lament his change and lament that he finally had the courage to take off the mask...

"Dong dong..."

Following a burst of sonorous and crisp piano sound, he sang a coherent high note in a way that was almost like shouting!
"I can only!"

“Always read the dialogue!”

"Stop me from hurting you!"

"I can't forgive me, I just ask you to treat me as me! Already! No! Here!"

"I opened my eyes and looked blank, forgetting your expectations of me!"

"After reading Dependence, I quickly..."

"leave!"

……

(End of this chapter)