Participating in the romance show, this little fresh meat is too down-to-earth

Chapter 283 Nightmares and dreams, heaven and hell, I don’t have the right to choose...

To be honest, Gu Huaian also knew that it was not very responsible for him to do this. How could he leave it to Shang Zhuoyan to choose something so difficult that he had been struggling with for so long?
But there was nothing he could do. He couldn't bear to see her continue like this...

During the Chinese New Year, she left like that, even leaving behind the pig's trotters, sausages, lotus roots, etc. that Gu Huaian had brought her for the New Year's dinner the night before.

That really made Gu Huaian feel distressed!

No one knows how long Gu Huaian was worried about her that time...

He didn't want to be like this anymore, it was really boring.

Many people on the Internet said that her current battery level was 30%, so Gu Huaian also wanted to recharge her battery so that she could return to the energetic girl she was before.

He could always choose to sacrifice Shang Zhuoyan for the good of everyone, but he had never chosen this way.

No matter what, she shouldn't let Gu Huaian treat her cruelly.

Gu Huaian knew that if he said these words today, they would all fall into a desperate situation in the future.

But there are always things you have to do.

"Are you karaokeing me? Moral kidnapping?"

Surprisingly, Shang Zhuoyan was very rational at the moment. She could tell that there was a hidden meaning in Gu Huaian's words. No matter what they did, they would probably pay a heavy price in the future, which would not be good for anyone.

Paper cannot contain the fire, and problems will arise sooner or later if the two of them continue like this.

Since you know there will be those problems, you should not do this as soon as possible, explain all the pros and cons to her, and kidnap her morally to stop her from continuing like this.

"Oh...you're thinking too much."

Gu Huaian smiled and said:
"I just told you the consequences in a matter-of-fact way."

"...Consequences? Are there only consequences? Are there no good aspects?"

Even now, Shang Zhuoyan still stubbornly thinks about the good side. People don't always like to think about the bad side.

She wanted to embrace Gu Huaian's arms, want to kiss him, want to go on a date with him, go shopping with him, and do all the things that a couple should do with him.

She thought she would be very happy, and so would Gu Huaian, and they would have many beautiful photos and beautiful moments together.

That's what she was thinking...

"How come there isn't..."

Gu Huaian lowered his head and smiled, but then he said:

"But how can people always think in the right direction when doing things?"

Ever since he was a child, Gu Huaian's habit has been to prepare for the worst before doing something, otherwise he shouldn't do it.

He is always so clear-headed and rational, which is why he is so entangled and indecisive.

Sometimes I really envy those brainless people who can directly open a harem without looking forward or backward, but Gu Huaian always can't do it.

This is not a personality created by the company, but his own personality.

"..."

Shang Zhuoyan lowered her proud head again and remained silent.

"How do you choose?"

After handing over the choice to Shang Zhuoyan, Gu Huaian, the irresponsible bastard, felt relieved and asked.

"me……"

To be honest, Shang Zhuoyan's expression is very strange now. You don't know whether she is crying or laughing. You can see her eyebrows are frowning tightly, but the expression on her face seems to be smiling. Tears flowed out of his eyes and flowed down his cheeks.

Just like her mood, she couldn't laugh or cry.

When this word is used by others, it may make you laugh more;

But when used here by Shang Zhuoyan, she probably cried more.

Shang Zhuoyan always scolded Gu Huaian for not being brave, complaining that he was not decisive and not like a man. She thought that if faced with the same problem, she would nod without hesitation and tell Gu Huaian, I like you and I don't care about anything. Want to be with you.

but?

When she really faced such a problem, and when Gu Huaian explained the cause and effect, she found that she actually...

Not as brave as I thought.

They are all adults, and they all know the consequences of their choices. She, Shang Zhuoyan, went abroad to be a trainee when she was a teenager. On the singing stage, I didn’t even have time to eat. I ate a bite of bread when I got in the car and it was still in my mouth when I got off the bus. I was so tired that I didn’t even have time to chew it and swallow it when I fell asleep!
No one cherishes her achievements today more than she does!
Men are important, love is important, but why are career and money, especially fame and fortune, unimportant?

Yes, she can say that Gu Huaian is more important to her than anything else, but is it possible that if something happens in the future, it will be her, Shang Zhuoyan, who loses everything?
Gu Huaian will be scolded even worse!
His consequences will be more serious!

One thing Shang Zhuoyan knew very well was that Gu Huaian's words were an understatement. His pressure would be heavier than her own, several times heavier!
She finally understood the reason why he had been evading and evading all this time, and would not give her a direct answer no matter what.

And he did it today...

Let her handle it.

It has also reached its end.

He said that as long as she was willing, no matter what the consequences, he would accompany her for a while.

This sentence moved Shang Zhuoyan so much that she burst into tears...

So even if she hadn't made any decision yet, she did not hesitate to approach Gu Huaian, raise her two jade hands to hook his neck, and hug him...

"Ugh..."

At first it was just a small whimper.

later……

"what!"

She started crying loudly.

She had always wanted to cry loudly, but it seemed she never had the right environment.

Today's environment was surprisingly suitable. Everyone was asleep at this time, and their location was in a relatively deserted area outside the recording venue. The wind just happened to pick up, and the sound of the waves and the wind were superimposed, which was enough to make her cry loudly. To cover up some.

If in the past...

Maybe Gu Huaian would push her away.

Even this time, Gu Huaian's hand had already been raised, planning to push her away.

But in the end...

His hands were just frozen in mid-air, not on her shoulders, let alone pushing her away.

That hand was stiff for a long time...

Finally, it slowly softened, and he placed it on Shang Zhuoyan's back and patted it gently.

Like consolation.

It's also like soothing.

No matter what, Gu Huaian couldn't push her away this time.

Gu Huaian didn't know how long she had been crying. Anyway, the clothes on his shoulders were already wet. There were not only tears but also snot on them...

Well, that's pretty disgusting.

When people have particularly high emotional ups and downs, there are always some things they can't help but lose control of.

"Have you made up your mind yet?"

Gu Huaian asked her this when she finally wiped away her tears and makeup, gathered her emotions and got up from Gu Huaian.

Because she had been crying, Shang Zhuoyan's clothes and hair were a little messy at this time. A few strands of hair were stuck to her smooth forehead. Her clothes were disheveled. Her left shoulder was exposed for a time, and her shoulder strap was also exposed in the air.

"You asked me...how to choose..."

There was still a cry in her voice, and even because she had been crying for a long time, her voice was a little choked, as if she couldn't breathe.

Even though she hugged her and even cried loudly, she still hadn't figured out how to make this decision.

"You can choose whatever you want."

Gu Huaian said funnyly:
"Don't you always do what you want?"

"...Are you mocking me?"

Shang Zhuoyan pouted, thinking that Gu Huaian said this to mock her for not paying attention to the consequences of doing things.

Indeed, she had never thought about these things that Gu Huaian thought about. Of course, it didn't mean that she hadn't thought about it at all, but she hadn't thought about it carefully.

She only wants to be happy, and she will get what she wants no matter what, and we will talk about the rest later.

Gu Huaian spread his hands in a non-committal manner, and Shang Zhuoyan was so angry that she had the urge to bite him...

After crying, she seemed to have relaxed a little, and Shang Zhuoyan was not as depressed as before.

And Gu Huaian didn't force her, he said:

"You don't have to be so anxious to answer. I won't force you. You can think slowly. I'll wait for your answer at any time." His words made Shang Zhuoyan feel a little ashamed, because she seemed to be there all the time. She forced Gu Huaian, but the same thing happened, but Gu Huaian didn't force her.

Compared with Gu Huaian, she does seem a little...

It's immature.

"It's late, let's go back."

After saying that, she cried. Gu Huaian's clothes were dirty and uncomfortable, and he wanted to go back and change clothes quickly.

"..."

Shang Zhuoyan didn't say anything, she just stood up silently, patted her wet butt gently, and then walked back with a worried look.

Because it was very late, Gu Huaian didn't trust her to go back alone, so he walked all the way to her door.

When they separated, she looked at Gu Huaian who looked relaxed and couldn't help but say:
"You are really an irresponsible bastard..."

There was still a cry in her voice at this moment, and her eyes were red and she looked resentful.

"Then don't like me."

Gu Huaian waved his hands indifferently. He was very smart and turned himself from a person with difficulty in choosing into a chosen commodity.

Just like that line says...

"Heaven and hell, I don't have the right to choose, only my chosen destiny."

It is not difficult to expect to be chosen by others. What is difficult is the person who makes the choice. No matter what choice you make, you must be prepared to pay the price.

The guests at the "accompanying" house had already gone to bed long ago, and even the staff on duty were dozing off. There was no light in the room, and Shang Zhuoyan had to use her mobile phone to flash the light when entering.

In the dark night, the only thing that was bright was Shang Zhuoyan's big bright eyes.

Even though tonight was not as happy as she imagined, nor as sad as she imagined, and even presented a very difficult choice, after Shang Zhuoyan said "Then don't like me" from Gu Huaian, Still subconsciously frowning and said:
"I do not want!"

Gu Huaian said nothing more, just grinned, turned around and waved, using the flash of his cell phone, he walked step by step towards his home.

Shang Zhuoyan was not in a hurry to go in, she just stood at the high door and watched from a distance as Gu Huaian's figure disappeared little by little at the end.

She didn't cry anymore. In fact, she felt that she should laugh, because Gu Huaian could be hers as long as she wanted.

But she couldn't laugh because she wasn't as decisive as she thought.

Facts have proved that no matter who is faced with Gu Huaian's situation, it is not that easy to make a choice.

That night, Shang Zhuoyan couldn't sleep...

It's not just because my butt is wet and it still feels uncomfortable even after taking a shower and changing pants, it's also because of Gu Huaian's words tonight.

She thought a lot and for a long time. She finally fell asleep in the middle of the night and had a nightmare...

In the dream, she dreamed that she was spurned by countless people, who scolded her for being ignorant, scolded her for destroying other people's feelings, scolded her for this and that...

She really couldn't do it with cold eyebrows and pointed fingers at thousands of people. She was extremely sad when she woke up listening to and watching those people saying bad words to each other.

She didn't even know how she fell asleep again...

All she knew was that she had another sweet dream later.

In the dream, she seemed to be taking photos at the beach with Gu Huaian. It seemed like they were just outside the show recording venue, "accompanying" the beach with rocks and trees next to their home.

She had thick black hair hanging loose, wearing a pair of light blue high-waisted jeans, pure white shoes and a short-sleeved top. She was smiling happily.

Gu Huaian, on the other hand, was wearing a pair of black trousers, a bluish white shirt, and black leather shoes. He looked like a businessman, somewhat of a gentle scum, and was inexplicably handsome.

She held his waist and he held her shoulders. She would raise her head to look at him, and he would look down at himself. Occasionally, he would pick her up and spin her around her buttocks and thighs. She smiled very happily at that time...

There was also a scene where she took a picture of Gu Huaian squatting on the ground with the camera teacher's SLR.

Of course, the sweetest thing was the scene where she, Gu Huaian, was holding flowers for her, while Gu Huaian was kneeling on one knee and giving her an engagement ring.

In that scene, the staff around her were making noises, the camera teacher was taking pictures frantically, and she raised her head and smiled like a fool. She never cried again, never felt sad anymore, and everything that came out of her heart was happiness and joy. …

sweet.

The kind of sweetness that she desires very much now.

That day, her lipstick was very red, bright and orange, which seemed like she was in a really happy mood!
That's what Shang Zhuoyan looks like.

then……

wake up.

Shang Zhuoyan woke up with a smile.

But I don’t know what happened, but there seemed to be tears in the corners of my eyes.

It was obviously a very happy dream, but there were tears in the corners of her eyes for no reason, and the pillow was wet.

why?

she does not know……

All she knew was that she was tired when she woke up, as if she had collapsed, and was more tired than ever before.

It’s not just that I went to bed late and had a few dreams and didn’t sleep well, it’s more because of...

The content of the dream.

So much so that you could see obvious dark circles under her eyes, like pandas. When the makeup artist put makeup on her in the morning, she was stunned and couldn't help but ask her what she did last night.

The assistant also came over to show concern. In the morning, even Xu Shiyun and the others came over to ask her what was going on...

It was probably because they had read the hot searches at night. They didn't notice Shang Zhuoyan's condition last night, but they all noticed that something was not right about her this morning.

"It's okay, I just didn't sleep well..."

In the face of everyone's concern, Shang Zhuoyan always seemed to put on a mask, forcing out a familiar smile and saying that it was too humid near the sea here, and sleeping under the quilt was like sleeping in water. She just didn't sleep well. .

But judging from her mental state, it was obvious that it was not as simple as not sleeping well. Everyone could see this.

Later, even Jiang Ma and Teacher He heard the news and came over to see what was going on with her...

At first, Shang Zhuoyan would pretend, but then too many people came to care about her, making her feel so pitiful. She really couldn't pretend anymore, she couldn't laugh anymore, and she couldn't hold herself tight. .

She didn't cry, as if her tears had dried up last night, but she was very sad.

Although her makeup is still exquisite today, the clothes she wears today are still very beautiful. She likes the orange floral skirt very much, with suspenders. The hem is very high and short, very hot!

"Why are you so fat?!"

When the broadcast started, even the audience felt sorry for her, with various comments on the screen:

"No, why are you like this when you wake up? Weren't you fine last night?"

"Last night was fine? Are you sure?"

"Ah! Let's just say she was holding on yesterday..."

"She really faced too much malice!"

……

To be honest, if it were a female star who was as emo as Shang Zhuoyan, no one would be so distressed.

Who told her to be Shang Zhuoyan!

She used to be like a little sun, confident, cheerful, sunny and lively. She was enthusiastic and brave, always dared to wear clothes, dared to talk and was arrogant.

Really no one wants to see her looking depressed...

Some people used to regard her as their faith!
What should those people do if she is like this? !

Even a heartless girl like Shang Zhuoyan is like this. What should they do when their lives are so stressful? !

The voices of "distressed" kept coming and going.

Shang Zhuoyan didn't want this either. Before she came, her manager Han Li had specifically told her to cheer up in front of the camera no matter what, but today she really...

No matter what, I can't have any strength at all.

Her mind was in a mess, and she kept thinking about what Gu Huaian said last night. She was very sure that she would make that decision, and she would do it more decisively than Gu Huaian, but the process...

It just wasn't as smooth as she thought.

In comparison, Gu Huaian, the old man, slept quite peacefully. In any case, he had thrown away the decision-making power. Shang Zhuoyan could choose whatever he wanted. It was useless to think about it so much.

It's like a stock. Anyway, if you buy it today, no matter whether it goes up or down, you can't sell it today even if you look at it on T+1. It's better to look at it tomorrow.

The more impatient a person is, the easier it is for him to have problems, and in the end he will be exhausted both physically and mentally.

To be honest, it's quite irresponsible and inhuman...

But he always does something touching,
When he learned that Zhuoyan's battery was less than 30% this morning, Gu Huaian found the program team...

……

(End of this chapter)