Participating in the romance show, this little fresh meat is too down-to-earth

Chapter 223 Goodbye: The vitality girl is different, how can she be humble?
"..."

After Gu Huai'an's news was sent, it disappeared.

V letter does not have a read function. It seemed that it was going to be released some time ago on the Internet, but it was scolded by netizens. Who the hell still uses this broken software if you don’t leave this bit of privacy?

Gu Huai'an didn't know whether Shang Zhuoyan saw it or not, it was not too early at this time, it was past ten o'clock in the evening, Gu Huai'an wondered if she had fallen asleep.

"Pour some water..."

Gu's mother asked Gu Huaian to make some water for her tea. The tea was given by someone else. Although he is a rookie in the industry, Gu Huaian has received a lot of gifts this year. Many of them are from artists in the same company. How many are singers? If you have a good relationship with Gu Huaian, if you have the opportunity to make a song or something, it will explode in minutes.

"Oh."

Gu Huai'an put down his phone and poured a cup of tea for his mother. Their family tradition is to use cups to make tea, so there is nothing particular about it.

Tea is being brewed here...

"Ding dong..."

Over there, there was a message notification sound.

After Gu Huai'an poured tea for his mother, he walked over, picked it up and looked at it, and Shang Zhuoyan replied.

Her reply was pale and weak, only two simple words, she said:
"not good."

Gu Huaian thought there was more to come, but in the past few minutes, she didn't send any more messages.

It's just... not good.

Gu Huai'an trembled when he saw these two words. At that moment, he felt quite guilty. Maybe Shang Zhuoyan's recent state was not all because of him, but he made a start, not as good as Shang Zhuo Yan may not have reached this step today...

He always felt that he was responsible for a large part of it.

And just at this time...

"Ding dong."

Shang Zhuoyan sent him another message.

That's... a position.

Gu Huai'an was stunned when he saw the location, and immediately clicked in to look, and unexpectedly found that the location Shang Zhuoyan sent him was a hotel in the urban area on their side.

"???"

Gu Huai'an replied with a series of question marks, and after a while, Shang Zhuoyan replied:

"I'm right here."

Both eyes suddenly widened, Gu Huai'an was in disbelief, and couldn't help sending a message asking:

"Didn't you say you were celebrating the New Year at home?"

"..."

Shang Zhuoyan replied with a string of ellipses, as if she didn't want to explain.

Maybe she felt that the words were a bit too pale.

Now it's Gu Huai'an's turn to be in trouble. To be honest, he really didn't expect Shang Zhuoyan to be in the city where his family is located. Today is New Year's Eve, and she is here...

Although she didn't say anything, Gu Huai'an felt that she came here for him, which made Gu Huai'an inexplicably stressed.

"Are you alone? Or come to work?" Gu Huai'an sent another message and asked.

If he is accompanied by someone at work, then he should not be sentimental, but if he is alone...

"Myself."

Shang Zhuoyan replied like this.

"really……"

Gu Huai'an silently supported his forehead, and felt a little headache. To be honest, he didn't want to have any trouble with Shang Zhuoyan anymore, but...

She has had such a hard time recently, her condition is so bad, she is still in the city where Gu Huai'an is located on the night of New Year's Eve, and the lights and lights of thousands of houses outside are warm and happy, how can you let him have the heart to Shang Zhuoyan alone in the hotel room?

"I'll go find you."

Gu Huai'an couldn't hold back in the end, he wasn't indecisive, even if it was from a friend's point of view, even if it was an ordinary friend alone in a hotel near his home during the Chinese New Year, he would take care of it.

One lives one's life, but seeks to have no regrets in one's heart, that night Gu Huai'an would reject Shang Zhuoyan that night, and it would be the same when he went to see Shang Zhuoyan tonight.

In reason and reason, he should go.

"Don't come."

Shang Zhuoyan replied:
"I don't want to trouble you anymore because of me."

She didn't come to this city on the first day today, she has been here for many days, and she arrived within half a month after New Year's Day, and she also knew that Gu Huai'an was at home, since he went home for the New Year on the 29th, it was a trending search...

But she didn't want to bother Gu Huai'an anymore, she knew that she would bring trouble to Gu Huai'an, Gu Huai'an was doing well now, he and Pei Jingshu were also doing very well, if there was any scandal with her, she would really feel sorry for him.

She came here just to say goodbye to her relationship.

So she didn't send him a message, and she didn't find Gu Huai'an. Today's chat was purely because of a blessing message from Gu Huai'an.

But you said she really didn't want Gu Huai'an to find her?

how come...

She wanted to see Gu Huai'an more than anyone else.

Especially in this lonely time.

It's New Year's Eve tonight, there is no one in the hotel, all the food shops outside are closed, and I can't get what she wants to eat, she is still hungry...

The winter in Quancheng is very cold. This place is extremely hot to 40 degrees in summer and minus 10 degrees in winter. She was not in good condition and was too afraid of catching a cold, so she didn't want to go out to buy food.

When Gu Huaian came, he could definitely bring her something to eat, but she still refused...

God knows how heartbroken she was when she refused Gu Huai'an's coming.

She would rather feel uncomfortable than bring trouble to Gu Huai'an.

At one time, I felt that my tears had been dried up in the past six months, but after sending the message, Zhuo Yan felt that the tip of her nose was sore and uncomfortable...

"You really don't want me to go?" Gu Huai'an sent a message to ask.

Shang Zhuoyan did not reply this time.

She really didn't know how she could reject Gu Huai'an twice, she would never know...

"I want to eat meat."

After a long time, she still softened her heart, and sent a message saying:

"I didn't eat anything today, and I can't buy food outside."

Of course, many shops are closed on New Year’s Eve. Even if they are open, there are people on duty, and there are no real shops. Who doesn’t go home to celebrate the New Year.

"just wait."

Gu Huai'an sighed. Fortunately, their family has a lot of stewed meat for the New Year, and there are still unfilled dumplings, pig's trotters, sausages, fried goods, etc. in the refrigerator...

He ordered some dumplings, packed a pig's trotter, added a few sausages, and made some fried lotus root, fried hairtail, etc., put on a thick down jacket, put on a mask and went out.

"Why go, it's this hour..."

When Gu Ma first saw him go to the kitchen, she thought the kid was hungry and wanted to eat, but who knew he would go out after cleaning up.

"Find a friend, go to bed early, I don't know what time I will be back."

Gu Huai'an just said something casually and went out. It's not uncommon for some of their classmates to get together to play cards and chat with each other at night when they are young.

But she was quite at ease with Gu Huai'an, this kid has his own way of doing things, so let him go.

Going downstairs, Gu Huai'an went straight to the underground garage and drove out.

In the second half of the year, Gu Huai'an bought a car, a BMW SUV worth more than 40 yuan, which is not too expensive for him. He doesn't drive it much for transportation in small cities and for his family, and it's usually used by Gu's mother.

When going out, Gu Huai'an didn't notice that his car was walking in front of him, and a car behind him followed him...

……

On New Year's Eve, there are not many people even on the national roads. Chinese people have a strong sense of celebrating the New Year. On this day, they will choose to go home to celebrate the New Year. It is New Year's Eve at night. How many people go out at this time?

Gu Huai'an wanted to use the elevated highway for convenience. To be honest, Gu Huai'an had driven to the city before, but it was the first time he took the elevated highway and couldn't see a car.

He let go of the accelerator and went wild. The navigation showed that the journey was more than two hours away, but he arrived at the place in less than an hour and a half.

The city never feels so smooth without driving in the middle of the night.

Occasionally, Gu Huai'an would find a car following him all the time, but after getting off the elevated road, the car turned around, so he didn't pay much attention.

"Ding dong dong..."

On the way, Gu Huai'an answered a phone call, and it was from Pei Jingshu.

She seemed to have just finished the performance, and when she saw Gu Huai'an's message of blessing in the background, she thought of making a phone call to say goodbye to her early years.

However, Gu Huai'an was driving, and when he answered the phone, he only said to find a friend to play cards or something, and after a brief chat, he hung up.

Pei Jingshu must not have thought much about it, she has always believed in Gu Huai'an, it's not that Gu Huai'an didn't tell her, it's mainly because of this...

I'm afraid she will misunderstand.

"Ding dong."

On the way, Shang Zhuoyan sent a message to Gu Huaian, saying:

"Or you'd better not come, I don't care, really."

Gu Huai'an is helpless, it's already halfway, and the food is packed, why can't he return the same way?
He didn't reply, and only asked Shang Zhuoyan's room number after getting off the car at the place.

After getting the room number, Gu Huai'an went upstairs, all the way to the room she was in, and raised his hand to knock on the door...

Before that, his hand suddenly paused.

To be honest, Gu Huai'an at this time doesn't know what will happen when he goes in now, maybe he and Shang Zhuoyan will break up just like last time, and he doesn't want to hurt her anymore, he is actually You can choose to put down the dinner you brought and send a message to tell her to leave, which can be regarded as caring...

but.

Thinking back to the skinny Shang Zhuoyan seen on the Internet, and how humble she was when chatting with him today, Gu Huai'an couldn't bear it.

She is such a proud, confident, and cheerful girl. She should never have become like this, and she should never have spent the New Year alone in a strange city.

Thinking of this, Gu Huai'an no longer hesitated...

"Dong dong dong..."

Raise your hand to knock on the door.

"Crack."

There was a sound of slippers running quickly in the room, and after a while, the door opened.

To be honest, the moment Gu Huai'an saw Shang Zhuoyan, tears almost came out from the tip of Gu Huai'an's nose...

In my impression, Shang Zhuoyan is a slightly fat and fleshy girl who always looks very spicy when she wears clothes. She likes to dye her hair in various colors and tie various braids, just like a doll There is always a heartless smile on her pretty face, and the moles at the corners of her eyes are very attractive...

But now.

She has lost a lot of weight.

Perhaps the two brothers, Xiong Daxiong, are still standing firm, and the buttocks that Gu Huai'an had photographed at the beginning have not gone down. Female stars are always good at losing weight, and the places that should be thin are thin, and the fat will always stay in certain places.

But she really lost a lot of weight elsewhere...

The position of the stomach seems to be able to see the ribs, and the legs are even more exaggerated. The beautiful legs that were originally fleshy are now the same as two chopstick legs.

Of course, the most obvious thing is the face...

She used to be a little baby fat, but now she has thinned her jaw line, which means she is a bit thin and out of shape. Because she has no makeup, she can also see some obvious dark circles on her eye sockets.

A head of thick hair is no longer a variety of colors, but all dyed back to black.

The ever-changing girl from before seemed to be completely different from the "standard" female star in front of her.

To be honest, Gu Huai'an didn't dare to recognize him when he first saw her...

I was very distressed when I saw it on the hot search before. Generally, the camera will make people fat, and those who are thin in front of the camera will be thinner in reality.

The Shang Zhuoyan who appeared in front of Gu Huai'an now is thinner than what he saw on the hot search...

When she was a little fleshy, those big watery eyes would be very strange, but when she is thinner, her eyes will look pitiful and dry...

"Why... why are you staring at me like that?"

After opening the door, seeing Gu Huai'an, who was wrapped in a thick down jacket and wearing a mask, staring at him, Shang Zhuoyan was still a little embarrassed, and silently lowered her head.

She looked down at her toes, pursed her lips slightly, and said:
"Do I...look pitiful?"

If she hadn't seen hot searches, she wouldn't have known how she would have become like this.

"No... who said you are pitiful."

Gu Huai'an sorted out his emotions for a while, then shook the dinner he was carrying in his hand, and said:
"Won't you invite me in?"

Shang Zhuoyan forced a smile and asked:
"Are you sure you want to come in? I didn't force you this time."

When she said this, she would raise her head and stare straight at Gu Huai'an, she had already said everything she wanted to say that night, she would not do the things that had failed, she would not see any hope She doesn't have to fight anymore.

"Then I can't leave my things behind, can I?"

Gu Huaian was helpless and said:
"You treat me like a delivery guy?"

Your takeaway brother comes out to deliver food on New Year's Eve, and it's tens of kilometers away?

Shang Zhuoyan smiled, she gave Gu Huai'an a blank look, and she stopped being hypocritical, and let Gu Huai'an come in...

The room is a suite with all kinds of facilities in it. Maybe she didn't bring an assistant. Shang Zhuoyan's clothes are a bit messy, but she can't see any garbage. She likes to be clean anyway.

Picking up a few scattered clothes, she said:

"Sit whatever you want..."

Gu Huai'an took off his down jacket, put the food he brought on the table, and asked casually:

"Why are you here? Didn't you say go home for the New Year?"

If it wasn't for the conversation tonight, he once thought that Shang Zhuoyan was still busy with work.

"……do not wanna go Home."

After a moment of silence, Shang Zhuoyan gave a wry smile and said bitterly:

"I feel that my condition is not very good, and I am afraid that my family will worry."

Originally, she was on the hot search because of her weight loss some time ago, and her family called her to ask her what was going on. She was afraid that her family would be worried. Shang Zhuoyan said that the company asked her to lose weight. Losing weight is not a big deal. down the family...

It's easy to say on the phone, and it's easy to say, that's because you can't see it.

Once you see her, you will know that she is not only losing weight, but also in poor condition...

So she dared not go home during the Chinese New Year, so she told her family that she was busy with work. Anyway, she was often busy during the Chinese New Year in previous years, and it was not uncommon for her not to go back.

"..."

Gu Huai'an was silent for a while, helped her open the dumpling box, put it in front of her and said:

"Then why didn't you go to work?"

"...I don't want to go."

Shang Zhuoyan shook her head, she was just sitting there, wearing a simple pink tight-fitting long-sleeve and white trousers, the room was warm with heaters, even if she was dressed like this, she would not be cold.

she says:

"The company saw that I was in a bad state and asked me to rest for a while. I was out of work a few days after the concert."

She's had little to no work these days except for essential endorsements, commercials, and events.

Refrigeration is not enough, the company just asked her to adjust her status at the end of the year, and there will be no shortage of work after the year.

talking...

She used the chopsticks that Gu Huai'an handed over to pick up a dumpling, stuffed with chives and pork vermicelli, it tasted very familiar, Gu Huai'an made it when she was in Yunnan, and she had eaten it.

"Did auntie pack it?" she asked.

"Ah."

Gu Huai'an nodded, he was sitting opposite Shang Zhuoyan, wearing a black padded sweater and a pair of loose trousers, looking very casual.

"It looks much better than your bag..."

Shang Zhuoyan complained first, then lowered her head and ate several times, but seemed to be swallowing very slowly, her cheeks were always bulging.

"Really delicious."

She spoke in a lisp.

In fact, if she had eaten such delicious dumplings in the past, she would have danced and shook her head happily, but now she is eating silently, and she is still reluctant to eat.

"So you haven't answered me why you are here."

Gu Huai'an held back the distress and wanted to ask this question first.

"..."

Shang Zhuoyan, who was still eating dumplings, suddenly stopped chewing, her cheeks were bulging like a squirrel.

She lowered her head, did not look at Gu Huai'an, just picked up a glass of water and drank lightly, trying to let the food in her mouth be swallowed first...

a while.

When she finally stopped choking and panicked, she just sorted out her emotions and said jokingly:
"It's just... I have nowhere to go, so I just came here."

"..."

Gu Huai'an didn't speak, just stared at Shang Zhuoyan like that, can you tell the truth?
"what……"

Being stared at by him like this, Shang Zhuoyan felt a little guilty, her eye sockets became moist for some reason, and she didn't want to be like this...

Try to restrain yourself, after a while, she said in a low voice:

"Both Pei Jingshu and Sister Xilin have been here, I just... just want to see this... the city you are in, I don't mean to pester you..."

After finishing speaking, maybe she was afraid that Gu Huai'an would not believe her, so she glanced at Gu Huai'an, and added another sentence:

"Really...really not..."

When she said this, she couldn't hold back anymore, and her voice was already a little crying at the end, and the teardrops flowed down uncontrollably from those big eyes after she finished speaking.

She didn't know why she was so humble.

In the past six months, she has seen a lot of hot searches about Gu Huai'an, and the dou sound is always too much. It also knows that she likes Gu Huai'an, so it always pushes her a lot of news about Gu Huai'an.

From July when Pei Jingshu followed Gu Huai'an home, to October when Su Yuntang and Sister Xilin came here to record programs with him...

She knows it all.

Gu Huai'an even promoted tourism in this city on his own.

It's the end of the year, she was put on vacation by the company and didn't have a job, she was afraid that her family would be worried and dare not go home, and it was hard for her to find friends when everyone else was celebrating the New Year, so she just stayed here in the apartment in Shanghai , I want to see the city where Gu Huaian grew up...

She swears, she really just wanted to take a look, she didn't even have the idea of ​​sending a message to Gu Huai'an, even when Gu Huai'an sent a group of New Year greeting messages, she just replied "Happy New Year"...

It was because they started talking, and it was because Gu Huai'an asked her if she was okay, that she finally told Gu Huai'an without holding back.

She admitted that she might have thought about letting Gu Huai'an come when posting the position, but she regretted it after posting, not because she was afraid that Gu Huai'an would reject her again, but because she no longer had any appointments with Gu Huai'an after the last time. Self-confidence, she is no longer so enthusiastic, she is just very afraid, afraid of him...

Afraid that he would underestimate him.

How could she be a woman without dignity?
"You... can you go?"

She raised her two skinny jade hands to cover her eyes, crying and wiping her tears, and said:

"You go, don't come, go... go..."

What she wants is for the man in front of her to say sincerely that he likes her, and it's okay not to say it, it's a big deal, but at least don't pity her, really don't.

She, Shang Zhuoyan, will be strong all her life, and never needs others to pity her.

……

　If you like Shang Zhuoyan, go and give her a thumbs up.

　　she deserves it.

　　In addition, I want to say that those who left before have lost a lot, because they will never see the wonderful things about Shang Zhuoyan.

　　I won't change this chapter no matter if anyone can't accept it, because this should be Shang Zhuoyan.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)