Participating in the romance show, this little fresh meat is too down-to-earth

Chapter 171 "Contentment": If your happiness is not for me, will you let go, in fact, you have it!

"Oh!!!"

"Oh hoo!!!"

"Ahhhh!!!"

……

Spectators, passers-by, staff.

But everyone who knew Su Yuntang and Xilin, probably all became excited at this moment.

"Ding dong dong..."

A very sweet song was playing in the bar, which was more suitable for confession.

"me……"

Under such a background, Su Yuntang stood in front of Xilin with a bouquet of flowers. The actor of this age is no longer such an innocent boy, but he is like a child, hesitating and speechless.

He thought he would be brave, that he was a mature man who should be able to talk freely in any situation.

But the fact is that at this moment, he couldn't utter a complete sentence, and he was even more nervous than when he was on the Spring Festival Gala.

I have rehearsed countless times in my heart, but when I actually play, I still almost surrender in a second.

Gu Huai'an, Pei Jingshu, Shang Zhuoyan, Shen Qingqing and Jiang Shuo involuntarily sat a little further away from Xi Lin, and occasionally someone would boo with the people around them.

But Gu Huai'an didn't make a fuss, he just looked at Sister Xilin, feeling...

Will my sister refuse?

Under the illumination of the lights, surrounded by the crowd, and with all the voices, cameras, and eyes focused, Sirin didn't seem so nervous.

There was not even a bit of shyness on the sister's face.

Most likely, she drank some wine, so her face would be a little blush, which is not obvious, after all, the light is shining.

She is wearing a very nice floral dress today, with her left leg crossed over her right leg, and when the skirt is covered, she looks well proportioned.

A big wave was scattered casually, Sirin gently touched it, her face was full of helplessness...

But again, he stood up with a smile on his face, and greeted everyone, all the cameras, all the eyes, and...

Su Yuntang's confession.

"Everyone be quiet!"

Finally.

Brother Bing, who helped Su Yuntang plan all this, came out to preside over the overall situation, everyone fell silent, the microphone was given to Su Yuntang, and everyone was waiting for him to speak.

Su Yuntang was very excited. If you look carefully, you can find that his hands are covered with sweat, and it will feel cold to the touch.

His expression became even more agitated, and tears could even be seen flickering in his eyes in the camera...

He has waited for this day for too long, too long!

He has acted in many plays and portrayed countless classic roles. His crying scenes were once used as textbooks by film schools.

But even that scene couldn't compare to the tears he shed from his true feelings today!
Even some viewers who knocked them both couldn't help being moved.

Pei Jingshu's empathy is relatively strong, and she couldn't help the tears rolling in her eyes when she watched this touching scene...

"Why are you crying?"

Gu Huai'an quickly handed him a tissue.

"I'm not... moved." Pei Jingshu gently wiped away her tears and smiled.

Although, probably all of them know that the film king Su confesses that Sister Xilin has little hope.

But everyone will still be impressed by his romance. Those who have strong empathy in this kind of picture really can't resist, it's too murderous!
When the scene finally calmed down, Su Yuntang took a deep breath, considered his words, and then said to Xilin with the microphone:

"I didn't think of doing this in this kind of place, I just thought... just, occasionally, would you, would you..."

As he was talking, he suddenly became incoherent, and suddenly became so excited that he couldn't complete his speech.

"Oh!!!"

Some of the friends around him are already shouting crazy, he and Xilin have many mutual friends, and the people around him actually wish them both well.

There is also a lot of "truth" on the bullet screen. Many people said that this is how they confessed at the beginning. When the truth is revealed, they are really incoherent, okay?
Someone told Su Yuntang not to be nervous, the teardrops in his eyes finally flowed down with excitement, he laughed and cried, he continued:

"I thought, would you... get tired of my usual style, so I found one that doesn't fit my style, you don't think I'm going to tell you these things here, such a place, give you a Surprise, I..."

He could hardly hold the hand that was holding the flowers, and he couldn't continue talking.

He was a bit rambunctious, he hadn't gotten into the topic for a long time, he couldn't help it, he was too nervous, he always wanted to drink water before talking about important things, to relieve his excitement, and to make mental preparations.

"I'm not usually like this..."

He was crying and laughing at the same time, he was blaming himself, the friends around him were watching, they were all happy, and some of the more acquainted ones would take pictures with their mobile phones.

Probably no one has seen Su Yuntang like this.

He is the top uncle in the domestic entertainment circle, the double actor Su Yuntang, the walking hormone, and the absolute strength!

His facial expression management is definitely at the level of domestic entertainment acting textbooks. Gu Huai'an has disgusted him so many times and he has not been so tense, but today, his "expression management" has all collapsed because of Xilin!

He really did a lot for her, and he knew that occasionally Sirin would not like his usual high-profile style, so he was willing to go along with her, willing to find a place that was not so high-profile, just a group of friends, just to confess .

His meaning was obvious, he was willing to compromise for Sirin, even in the way of expressing his love.

He almost said that if Sirin didn't like him, he could change it, even if he was asked to wash the dishes and take out the garbage, just like Gu Huai'an, he was willing to do it!

Really!

Just say Sirin!
In the eyes of others, the hand-holding and confession part of "Crystal Love Season" is just a program effect.

But in Su Yuntang's eyes, this is the only purpose he has been waiting for and insisting on for so many years!
Have you ever experienced the feeling of loving someone for more than ten years?
Su Yuntang has experienced it!

He thought, he has persisted for so many years, so he should have achieved a positive result, right?

The current atmosphere made him very excited and nervous...

Acquaintances and friends around me are also shouting.

This will make him inexplicably confident, feeling that everyone is blessing him, and he deserves Sirin's approval.

however……

Before he calmed down from the incoherent tension, he told Sirin all the love words that had been drafted countless times, full of various things and stories they had experienced together.

Sirin suddenly asked for a microphone from Brother Bing.

"Thank you...thank you, I'm really, really touched."

She raised her hand and brushed her hair, pulling all the chestnut hair back to the back of her head, revealing that pretty face full of exotic styles.

She is gentle, intellectual, generous, and smiles when she speaks, just like her acceptance speech every time.

Originally, when she said this, everyone thought she was going to agree.

Who would have guessed...

The elder sister then shook her head slightly, staring at Su Yuntang seriously with her red and phoenix eyes, her lips parted slightly, and said:

"but……"

"sorry."

The voice fell.

She bowed slightly to Su Yuntang, as if thanking him for everything he did tonight and his kindness.

"I'm going to the bathroom..."

As she spoke, she handed the microphone back to Brother Bing, then smiled politely at her friends around her, then left the circle and walked towards the bathroom.

"..."

The whole place was dead silent.

"Ding dong dong..."

Only the BGM used to express love in the store is still playing.

No one expected that before actor Su's confession could be said, Xilin blocked her throat.

Sirin didn't even give him a chance to pour out all his love.

She is cruel.

as always.

When treating Su Yuntang, she never gave hope. She never understood why she had to work hard when she could not see hope.

Sometimes feeling is very important. People say that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. If you like him, you will feel that everything he does is right. If you don’t like him, even if he does things, you will feel that it doesn’t matter to you.

Just because I like it.

These two words seem easy, but they carry a lot of weight.

For example, Su Yuntang, because he likes it, has pursued Xilin wishfully for so many years, but the result in the end is nothing more than her saying "very touched, but I'm sorry".

"what……"

"why is it like this……"

"My God!"

"Xilin, why don't you like Su Yuntang!"

……

The audience couldn't stand it anymore, and the bullet screens were brushed up one after another.

"Ah……"

As if mocking himself, actor Su shook his head and smiled. There were still tears on his face. Just now, the tears were still excited and sweet, but now they directly turned into bitterness.

He didn't try to keep Sirin, because he might have guessed the ending long before making this decision.

Did you ask him if he regretted it?

Do not……

He has no regrets.

When he was talking just now, when he was surrounded by friends and shouted, for a moment, he really felt that Xilin belonged to him.

And just for that moment, everything he did tonight was not meaningless or worthless.

The south wall may not have been smashed through, let alone a road, but he still hangs the blood from his head on it anyway.

For him, that's enough.

just don't know why...

How could it be so... heartache!

He obviously didn't expect that Sirin would agree to his confession at the very beginning. People say that if there is no expectation, there will be no disappointment. How can it be so painful? !

Should not be!

Oh……

It turned out that it was also because of the moment of "belonging" just now that he suddenly had expectations for this matter.

It was so suddenly, the actor Su was smiling, but the tears on his face couldn't be stopped.

"OK OK……"

"Do not be sad……"

Friends around him came over one after another to comfort him. The actor Su Yuntang wanted face. He was quite strong, even if he failed to confess his confession, he would not lose his composure. He smiled and told everyone that it was okay, and joked that he was used to it...

It's just that anyone can see the sadness on his face.

In the crowd, Shang Zhuoyan blinked her big watery eyes watching this scene.

She would think, knowing that she would be rejected, and she would definitely be rejected, why did Su Yuntang still have the courage to call all the friends who have time to confess to Xilin?
She is also a fallen person in the world, she has some sympathy for Su Yuntang, but she also admires Su Yuntang's bravery.

She couldn't help but glanced at Gu Huai'an who was sitting not far away, and she had silently made a decision in her heart.

Again:
"Sometimes recklessness is closer to bravery than cowardice!"

……

Everyone silently comforted Su Yuntang, who had failed in his confession. The actor Su was free and easy, and did not dwell too much on the matter of his failure in confessing. Instead, he raised his glass and said:

"I won't be able to continue walking with everyone tomorrow, and tonight will be a farewell. Come on, cheers..."

The failure of the confession means that Su Yuntang will leave their show tonight, and the film king Su will not be seen in tomorrow's camera.

For the show "Crystal Love Season", Su Yuntang and Xilin were permanent residents, and they never missed a day of recording. They were like two parents, and they left one by one suddenly. Everyone was really uncomfortable.

After a while, Sirin came back wiping some wet hands.

Gu Huai'an will always have to admire the mentality of Xilin and Su Yuntang. Even after going through the embarrassing incident just now, they can still sit at the same table, but they are far away from each other.

Beside her, Pei Jingshu secretly wiped away her tears. Her empathy ability is so strong, she felt that actor Su failed to express his love, not as sad as her...

Gu Huai'an shook his head and smiled, left the table silently, greeted the shop owner, Brother Bing, and then came to the small stage where the singer sang.

"Tomorrow we will be incomplete..."

When Su Yuntang and the others looked over, Gu Huai'an was already sitting in front of an electronic piano, saying:

"Sing a song for everyone, it's a farewell."

"Oh……"

Someone at the scene cheered, obviously they recognized Gu Huai'an, and it was said that this was really the first time Gu Huai'an sang on his own initiative.

Gu Huai'an had sung in bars before, so he was actually quite good at it, and he wasn't pretentious, so he said:
"This song is called Contentment."

The voice fell...

"Dong dong..."

Gu Huai'an began to play softly.

This is a song with a very soothing rhythm, and the melody seems to have some kind of healing effect, which makes people want to immerse themselves in it.

Some people began to taste the title of the song "Contentment", thinking about what kind of meaning Gu Huai'an meant, and what the theme of this song was.

These, Gu Huai'an did not explain.

He just, quietly sang:

……

"How to own, a rainbow."

"How to hug, a summer wind."

"The stars in the sky laugh at the people on the earth..."

"Always can't understand and can't feel enough."

……

Gu Huai'an sang very slowly and lightly, and the lyrics are a bit dreamy. There is actually a line called "The stars in the sky laugh at the people on the ground", you will find it ridiculous, but very romantic.

Then, Gu Huai'an's gaze precisely passed through the crowd and landed on Pei Jingshu.

he sings:

……

"If I fall in love, your smile..."

"How to collect, how to own..."

……

"Oh!!!"

In the comment area, some people began to crack candy.

But some people also began to say, Gu Huai'an, you kid, would you confess your love to Sister Pei like you are now?

are you crazy!

The film star Su Gang failed in his confession, but now you have succeeded in confessing, why don't you just rub salt in the wound? !
Your kid hasn't been itchy for a few days, right?

Good thing...

Without waiting for Pei Jingshu to be shy, or for the audience to eat sweets, Gu Huaian's eyes swept to Xilin and Su Yuntang on the other side.

he sings:

……

"If you're happy, it's not for me."

"Whether you will let go is actually possession..."

……

As soon as a few lyrics come out...

"woc..."

Many people couldn't hold back a layer of goosebumps.

Only then did he suddenly realize that it turned out that Gu Huai'an was singing Xilin and Su Yuntang after making a fuss for a long time.

Speaking of the lyrics of Gu Huaian...

There is something!

Listen to his lyrics!
If your happiness is not for me, will letting go be possession?
Isn't this what Su Yuntang is talking about!

This sentence is really appropriate for Su Yuntang and Xilin who just failed to confess their love!
The actor Su even suspected that this kid wrote this song on the spur of the moment, this is too much of a problem, hey!

Originally, he didn't want to cry, and he controlled it, but for some reason, when Gu Huai'an's lyrics came out, the tip of his nose became sour, and the tears burst out like he didn't want money!
In order not to be seen by others, Su Yuntang had no choice but to pick up the wine glass and pour it into his mouth.

When the camera was shown to him, the audience felt a little distressed, and the barrage was swiping:

"Guizhou fellow, accompany me!"

"Shandong fellow, accompany me!"

"Fellow Hu Jian, accompany me!"

……

I don't know which Xiu'er said that she wanted to "accompany one", so the next line was lined up, but it was neat.

Probably at this time... everyone is a little sad.

Tonight, wine sales across the country skyrocketed.

In a corner where no one noticed, Gu Huai'an secretly glanced at Shang Zhuoyan.

Isn't this line of lyrics sung to Shang Zhuoyan?

If your happiness is not for me, will letting go be possession?
……

"When a gust of wind blows, the kite flies to, the sky."

Gu Huaian continued to play and sing.

"For you, I pray, bless, and be moved!"

The touch of the lyrics began to spread to the ears of every listener through the sound and melody.

"Finally your figure disappeared, at the end of the sea of ​​people!"

In the bar, the sound of clinking glasses came one after another, and the sound of each glass colliding was like the sound of a broken dream.

"I just realized that laughing and crying hurts the most..."

……

"Oh!!!"

"I have goosebumps!"

At the beginning, someone looked at Gu Huai'an in astonishment.

It is obviously a song with a relaxed melody, but under this situation, it is so sad.

Among the crowd, Xi Lin, who was the protagonist of this farce, stared at Gu Huai'an singing on the stage, also in a daze.

Perhaps, actor Su's confession tonight was a failure of the show;
But Gu Huai'an's "Contentment" seemed to be the finishing touch, bringing this failure to life!
Just now someone guessed, Gu Huai'an's "Contentment", what kind of "Contentment" is it?
Now, they probably understand.

It's to persuade Su Yuntang to be content...

Some things, if they don't belong to him, they don't belong to him. No matter how you like them, don't force them, especially things like feelings, you really can't force them.

You can see how simply Xilin rejected Su Yuntang's rejection tonight. She guessed what Su Yuntang was going to do from the moment she entered the door tonight and recognized some acquaintances.

But she remained calm the whole time, listening to songs, drinking, and chatting, as if nothing would happen.

Except for some confusion and helplessness, you can't see any other emotions on the face of the mature sister Xilin.

That's because her heart was calm, she didn't even waver about the "rejection", even if Su Yuntang called many acquaintances of the two of them, this point was not shaken at all.

Like this thing, never because of giving face to anyone.

What she doesn't like, just doesn't like it, no matter how good it is, it's useless.

Do you think she treats Su Yuntang badly?

nor……

She already respected Su Yuntang a lot.

Yes, she didn't let Su Yuntang finish his speech, it was because she saw that Su Yuntang was very excited, very excited, she felt that if she didn't interrupt, maybe he really wanted to, and she listened to him because she wanted to promise him illusion.

She really, never wanted to give Su Yuntang hope, because she was afraid of hurting Su Yuntang.

And the respect she can give is nothing more than not making excuses to leave when she recognizes some acquaintances who guess Su Yuntang's intentions when she enters the door, so as not to let everything he has done be in vain.

These, Su Yuntang should also know.

He is just not satisfied.

He just wanted to go one step further.

He wanted to have it completely, not the "let go of possession" that Gu Huai'an sang.

Therefore, Gu Huai'an sang "Contentment" to persuade him to be contented, and also to persuade people like him to be contented as much as possible.

The fighters of pure love are right, and so are the boiling sheep and sheep. They are always admirable, but their sincerity may be used in the wrong place.

Their sincerity deserves more, better, and more suitable people, and there is no need to hang them on a tree.

People, no matter what time they are, they must know something called...

Stop loss in time.

If you can't see hope, don't do it, don't let all your efforts go to waste.

Not to mention being like the actor Su in the end, holding her too seriously and treating her like a treasure, but wanting to watch her disappear at the end of the crowd in his own world.

Laughing and crying by myself...

How painful!
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(End of this chapter)