Me and the Doll Girl of Zhidiao Island

Chapter 152 151. The only thing that can be done
At Chitori Shrine, only the sky is made to be extremely beautiful, like a bright mirror, with stars glowing with white light.

Jiang Yuanshen walked along the familiar shrine and came to the deepest part of Chitori Shrine, the main hall.

There was a faint candlelight flickering in the main hall, and the scene was no different from that day.

The door was open, and when he walked into the main hall, he saw Norika Hanawa wearing hina doll clothes, sitting cross-legged on the tatami.

Her sitting posture looked like she was in mourning, and in the faint candlelight deep in the main hall, she seemed to disappear in an instant.

When Jiang Yuanshen thought that he had to get rid of her, he felt very complicated. He hoped that she would not resist.

Because Hanawa Norika's extremely vivid feelings have been sealed in her heart so vividly, I don't know why I feel so nostalgic, and killing her is like killing myself.

Thanks to this, Jiang Yuanshen's senses have changed.

"My journey seems to be just to seek death." Hanawa Norika said coldly.

For some reason, her lonely figure and voice deeply touched Jiang Yuanshen's heart.

Seeing Hanawa Norika sitting steadily with no intention of taking action, Jiang Yuanshen's tense body gradually relaxed.

But if you think about it carefully, as the "Emperor" and she as the "Queen", I am afraid that in the end, no one can really hurt the other.

Jiang Yuanshen sat opposite her, lowered his eyebrows slightly and said, "I thank you for everything you have done for me over the years."

Hanawa Norika quietly raised her hand, a self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and her eyes were a touch of blue. She was like a beautiful painting with transparency.

"I never did it for anyone. Everything I did was for myself. Only when I am with you, I feel that I am safe."

Jiang Yuanshen remained silent, feeling that the emotions deep in his heart were being pulled out by her.

Hanawa Norika closed her eyes slightly and said:
"My heart is always tortured by certain emotions. I want to kill everyone on the island, but my occasional humanity often resurrects, which makes me feel uneasy. After you appeared, I found a suitable one for myself. The characters keep pouring their sincerity into this world, but now that I think about it, it makes me feel sick to be immersed in this world.”

Jiang Yuanshen looked away from her face and sighed quietly:

"Ji Xiang, you can't go on like this forever."

The candlelight illuminated the two figures slightly, but Hanawa Norika was stunned when faced with Jiang Yuan Shen's solemn look.

"Don't you call me Hanawa anymore?"

Jiang Yuanshen paused, looked at her suspiciously, and said softly: "You have also been my sister for five years."

Hanawa Norika slightly narrowed her eyes under her long eyelashes and looked at the wax tears slowly flowing down from the candle.

"Who is happier, me or you?"

It was pitch black outside the window, and the sea at night was darker than the sky, like a black hole that could swallow the whole world into it.

Jiang Yuanshen slightly loosened his thin lips that were pursed into a line, and said bluntly: "I'm sorry Ji Xiang, you are not as happy as me."

"You said that?"

Hanawa Norika looked straight at him expressionlessly, but this sentence sounded a bit complaining.

Jiang Yuanshen's dark pupils flickered in the light, and the hot breath he exhaled dissolved in the summer night air:
"Because I won't have restlessness, sleepless nights, depression, or wander back and forth between seeking life and seeking death. My life is a pleasant peace, not a numbing trance."

She heard him say such cruel words, but she smiled at this moment. "You really don't know how to please girls."

"Because I can't lie to someone who is about to leave." Jiang Yuanshen said, with sticky sweat on his palms.

The smile on Hanawa Norika's face suddenly disappeared and she asked: "You want to kill me again?"

Jiang Yuanshen put his hands on his knees and said in a more serious tone than usual:

"Because we can't continue, do we have to let generations of young girls accept this fate? In your world, the weak had no right to survive, and you even lost your life because of it. Do you want this situation to continue?"

Hanawa Norika remained expressionless and responded coldly:
"Knowing that Bird Island has become a better place because of this, you have even experienced it personally, and everyone is living a better life because of you."

Jiang Yuanshen took a deep breath, and after a while, he said:

"Even without me, Zhitori Island can get better. It doesn't need to rely on anyone's sacrifice. Everyone can use normalized measures to deal with it together."

Hanawa Norika's eyebrows were slightly closer to the middle, and she said with a dissatisfied expression:

"Normalization? What about earthquakes? It's because of the presence of the chicks that there has never been an earthquake on Zhitori Island. If the chicks disappear, earthquakes of different sizes will follow. The disasters that will occur then cannot be dealt with by normalization. "

Jiang Yuanshen shook his head and denied it directly:

"Then it's not anyone's fault. It's because of the terrain that it's like this. In the worst case, we won't be able to live on Robin Island."

"What do you mean? Do you want everyone to abandon their hometown and go to a strange place?" Hanawa Nori-ka stared at him incomprehensibly.

"Because it is difficult for us to follow our own hearts. In the face of realistic factors, we have to make choices to change the success of important things. This is one of the reasons why humans can evolve."

Jiang Yuanshen looked at the candlelight that was gradually lengthening his body and said calmly,
"It has nothing to do with us how the world turns out to be. The only thing we can do is to live happily and stably."

Hanawa Norika was speechless, and the light in the room outlined delicate lines along her sleeves.

In the end world where everything is silent, only the cicadas chirping outside the window remain.

Seeing that she didn't respond, Jiang Yuanshen immediately stood up and picked up the candle on the candlestick.

The moment the candle was taken away, the figures of the two people trembled fiercely on the wall of the room.

"I hope you can rest in a place where there is no pain, the wind is gentle and the sun is warm, and your favorite animals will gather around you. There will be a very comfortable long lounge chair there, and there will be a fruit tree full of fruits next to it. The amusement parks you have never visited are all within reach, so you can enjoy yourself——"

He held the candlestick and walked around the main hall cautiously as if he was looking for something.

Hanawa Norika's heart was swaying like a candle in her sight, but his words were as gentle as the ten-day sea breeze, causing something foreign to boil in the depths of her empty heart.

"What are you looking for?"

Hanawa Norika's voice was trembling, but her tone and tone remained unchanged.

Jiang Yuanshen stopped. The steaming heat from the candle seemed to wrap around his cheeks. In the dark orange light and shadow, he murmured.

"Ji Xiang, tell me, where is your humanoid doll?"

(End of this chapter)