Me and the Doll Girl of Zhidiao Island

Chapter 120 118. Who are you?Don't understand what I want to coax?
Jiang Yuanshen looked at Jinghai Shenyue in confusion, as if a transparent high wall had suddenly been built between them, without saying a word.

After a while, he pulled the corner of his mouth slightly, and said with a wry smile:
"Student Jinghai, what are you talking about? Isn't this going against your goal? You want to leave the island, right?"

Jinghai Shenyue's eyes fell on the tip of her shoes involuntarily, and she clenched the hem of the skirt tightly.

"There are many things I will give up in the future, and one more is irrelevant."

And the lanterns in the room gave off the light of candle flames, even if no one was looking, they still swayed in the afterglow.

After she finished speaking, she was silent as if she had died, she just blinked her eyes at a certain frequency, and stared at the stitching place between the tatami from time to time.

Jiang Yuanshen's eyes fell on the "hina doll" in the arms of Xunshi Yami,
"I think it's better for Jing Hai to go outside the island to have a look." The voice that was finally squeezed out was several times more cowardly than usual.

Just as Yejian Xunzhi was smiling, Jinghai Shenyue unexpectedly stretched out her hand to hold his arm, almost pulling him out with all her strength.

This behavior was not her style at all, and Jiang Yuanshen was stunned for a moment, so that he followed her steps out of the narrow and dreary main hall.

The people in the hall did not hinder them at all.

Xia Chan chirped outside the window, and the sky turned into a dark blue sea, submerging the whole world.

Just in time, I heard a voice from the main hall——

"Xiao Shen, I'll wait for you here."

The voice was always lingering in the ears of the two of them.

When he reached the gate of the building, Jiang Yuanshen stared at her back suspiciously, his long black hair seemed to be swallowing up the white dress.

"Student Jinghai?"

"I think you need to calm down and think about what to do."

Jinghai Shenyue's incomparably cold voice was mixed with hatred, which was a hatred that ran counter to her beliefs, and Jiang Yuanshen was very confused.

She has always regarded freedom as the number one until yesterday, even if something unsatisfactory happens, she will never look back, but even so, she has never regretted it.

Jiang Yuanshen always felt that something was wrong, but the fragments of his thoughts were scattered in his mind, even if he tried to pick up the fragments, they would slip away silently between his fingers like sea sand.

"Don't worry too much, the technology is very advanced now, even with modern technology, I can know the outside world."

Jinghai Shenyue came to a conclusion in a brisk tone, but Jiang Yuanshen was still unable to respond.

He was about to stop when she suddenly spoke again,
"Follow me out of here."

"why?"

"Because you probably can't keep calm." Jinghai Shenyue's voice was tense, but her tone was particularly sincere, forcing Jiang Yuanshen to face it squarely.

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Step through the gate of the building, walk through the long approach, and walk down the stone steps all the way, you can see the town where the stars are falling.

Just when Jiang Yuanshen didn't know where to go, Jinghai Shenyue took the initiative to say:
"Go to my house and stay overnight."

"what?"

He thought he heard wrong.

"Go to my house for one night, and sleep for one night."

Jiang Yuanshen stared at the girl beside him, swallowed subconsciously, and a feeling of anxiety ran down his back, hoping that he was worrying too much.

"You want to imprison me?"

In any case, he couldn't think of Jinghai Shenyue in an erotic way.

Jinghai Shenyue didn't respond, but just walked in the direction of home on the street, every step she took, her skirt was blown away by the wind.

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The two walked silently all the way to Jinghai's house, the lights on the first floor were exceptionally bright.

"Walk."

Jinghai Shenyue opened the door, and Jiang Yuanshen followed behind.

Immediately afterwards, Jing Haiya, who had been sitting on the sofa, hurriedly got up, walked up to look at her quickly, opened and closed her mouth, but didn't say a word.

Jinghai Shenyue stopped and said:
"Mother will stay at the shrine for one night and will be back tomorrow."

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Finally knowing the whereabouts of Yemi Xunshi, Masato Jinghai was like a tree branch swaying in the wind and rain, slumped lightly on the sofa, and kept saying "great, great".

Until Jiang Yuanshen followed Jinghai Shenyue upstairs, he didn't even care about Jiang Yuanshen's existence.

"It has nothing to do with you, Jiang Yuan. In fact, I also want to die in this place where I was born and raised. You don't have to be too self-righteous."

Jinghai Shenyue stood in front of the room door, her words turned into a cold blade, piercing Jiang Yuanshen's chest.

She walked into the room, turned on the air conditioner with the remote control of the air conditioner, finally sat quietly on the chair, picked up the book on the desk, took out the bookmark and read it.

Jiang Yuanshen stood in the room like a log, and had nothing to do.

Because of the special location, having nothing to do made him restless. Even if he wanted to relax and think, the unique fragrance of the girl's room always made people unable to concentrate.

There was only one chair in the room, and the girl's bed was not a good one, so Jiang Yuanshen was forced to stand in the room directly.

——Why did it become like this?Not long ago, I was negotiating with the gods at the shrine, and now I came to Jinghai Shenyue's room again.

Jinghai Shenyue pointed to the ground with her slender and white toes, and used her strength to turn the chair around:

"Student Jiang Yuan, can't you sit down?"

Jiang Yuan carefully looked around.

"Sit? Where?"

Although he pretended to be a hairdresser and joked with her, he was extremely nervous inside.

Under the light, her skin was extremely fair, and the curve of her waist looked inexplicably charming under the tight fit of the white dress.

"Isn't my bed okay?" She looked in disbelief, with extreme confusion mingled with her expression.

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Jinghai Shenyue said so, Jiang Yuanshen stopped being hypocritical and sat directly on her bed.

"You can sleep here today, and I will bring you food tomorrow." She stood up suddenly and said, "You have a good rest."

Jiang Yuanshen no longer knew what thoughts were in her mind, he only dared to concentrate on feeling in a few words, sitting on the bed hesitantly wanting to see the whole picture.

"I've made up my mind." He decided not to drag anymore.

"You haven't decided."

Obviously the air is a little sweet and greasy, but it is teasing the tip of Jiang Yuanshen's nose.

"Student Jinghai, why can you represent my thoughts?"

Jinghai Shenyue still had no expression on her face, but from between her teeth, she let out a barely audible, heart-wrenching sigh.

"I don't want you to do it because of me"

"I'm not because of you."

Jiang Yuanshen shook his head lightly, every word he said sank in the air,
"You may have misunderstood something. I did it for Jingzi and Yaoxing. Even without you, I would agree to do it."

His voice bounced forcefully on the floor, making Jinghai Shenyue look at the ground quietly, as if trying to escape from something.

Her fingers grabbed the arm that was exposed from the cuff, and her pink nails left crescent-shaped scars on the soft skin.

She knows that for Jiang Yuanshen, the attraction of going back to the past is more attractive than living in the present, but thinking is still trapped in a maze.

From the very beginning, Jinghai Shenyue felt that she was leading Jiang Yuanshen in a bad direction, and even wondered if she wanted to destroy his life.

And what happened now undoubtedly proved her worries.

"But you won't be able to leave the island in the future, is it really worth it to you?" Jinghai Shenyue clenched her lower lip, her slender eyelashes vibrated up and down.

Jiang Yuanshen said with a wry smile: "It's better to say that the price is just not being able to leave the island, so it's worth it."

Listening to his sincere tone, Jinghai Shenyue was speechless for a moment——

What to do, I have to say something, but I can't think of what to say.

"Actually, it's Jing Hai, you can't get over it yourself. You think it's because of you that I will be targeted and become your substitute."

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"Parents, children, lovers, friends, work, or abstract dignity, values, justice and evil, no matter what I choose, it is a personal free choice and has nothing to do with you."

Jinghai Shenyue didn't know how to react, his intermittent words hit her eardrum hard.

In the end, her mouth opened slightly as if seeking oxygen, even though the room was air-conditioned, her bangs were still wet with sweat.

"But I feel sick, I feel sick—"

"It's all right," he said.

Jinghai Shenyue's throat vibrated slightly, and the words mixed in her breath made Jiang Yuanshen blush and heartbeat:

"But to you, isn't everyone else important?"

Jiang Yuanshen was dumbfounded, subconsciously avoiding her sight.

If he goes back to the past, Kurosawa Renai, Azusagawa Takara and others will never meet again, and he will stay on Zhiniao Island for the rest of his life.

The haughty and beautiful figure of Kurosawa Renai emerged in his mind.

——Where is she at this time, and what is she doing?

"Kurosawa is still waiting for you in Tokyo, aren't you happy with her?"

Jiang Yuanshen looked away pretending not to care, but in fact he just didn't want her to see his sudden hesitant expression.

"Of course I'm happy."

"Then it doesn't matter to you if she is with other boys in the future?"

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These words undoubtedly pierced Jiang Yuanshen's heart severely, and the wings of his nose twitched slightly. He could hardly even imagine the picture of Kurosawa Liai being with other people.

Words are easy to say, but when the extremely important choice is really pushed in front of you, it is wider and deeper than imagined.

Like the Seto Inland Sea, it has beautiful scenery but is full of turbulent undercurrents.

And I am like a small boat, about to sail across the ocean, my heart will always be extremely worried, even the breath I exhale is trembling.

On one side is the past of Jiangyuan Kyoko and Yao Xing, and on the other side is Kurosawa Reai and others. Too much information and emotions flowed in, making him dizzy.

Jinghai Shenyue saw that he suddenly became silent, and the originally indifferent anxiety gradually melted away bit by bit in her heart.

"go to bed early."

With a clear voice, she walked out of the room and closed the door gently, leaving Jiang Yuanshen alone in the room.

--What should I do?
He gritted his teeth and shouted in his heart, but there was no answer.

No matter when there is no answer, it is because I will definitely choose to do it.

Because this is a chance, and it may be the only chance to save Kyoko, and it may not be there in the future.

But if he faced this matter well, he would not want to abandon Kurosawa and be unable to move forward.

Outside the window, Zhiniao Island in the middle of the night was completely silent, and there was peace everywhere, but it made Jiang Yuanshen extremely upset.

Looking out, he could see the dark Kamo Lake in the dark, and he suddenly thought of Yami Hiroshi.

What Yami Xunzhi did in the past is indeed far from the final approach. In the eyes of the gods, she is an unforgivable woman.

But Yejian Xunzhi is also a person who has given up and made choices.

What's more, in the eyes of Xiaokong Azusagawa, she is just a lover who can't let go, and she has no fault at all.

For Jiang Yuanshen, he was finally saved by Ye Jian Xunzhi's last selfishness.

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On a summer night, there is tranquility floating in the air, like the supernatant of a goblet, clear and sweet.

The transparent moonlight fell on the girl's light blue bra and black underwear. Her long white legs and slender waist were as beautiful as willows in the spring breeze.

Her figure is charming, and the wind of magnolia flowers in the garden outside the window gently blows her soft and shiny black long hair.

"so boring"

Kurosawa's sakura-colored lips were slightly opened and closed, not long after he got out of the bath, the roots of his ears and his little cheeks were still red.

She didn't even bother to put on her pajamas, and threw herself on the big bed, feeling like her body would be eaten by the soft bed.

Ever since he separated from Jiang Yuanshen, Kurosawa Liai was afraid that he would turn into sand. As time went by, the figure kept falling in his mind and never returned.

Even have some illusory dreams every night.

Kurosawa Reai curled up on the bed, and suddenly thought of what that guy was doing at the moment?

So to say
Her long, rosy white legs gently patted the bedding, and her smooth black hair hung down from her slender shoulders to the soft white gully on her chest.

Turning on the phone, there was still no message from him in his obsidian eyes.

Kurosawa Reai turned over, held up the phone high, rested her finger on the "Jiangyuan Shen" column, clicked in and entered——

"When will you pay me back?"

——How can I pay attention to this little money?He looked down on me and thought I was stingy.

delete.

"Hey, which university are you going to take? I'm going to Hosei University."

——Isn’t it because I want him to go to the same university as me?It's too contrived!Act like I have to be with him!
delete.

"Dolphins spit water.jpg"

——What are you doing if you just send an emoji?Stupid!
delete.

I deleted and wrote in the conversation column, and finally simply threw the phone aside, and buried my head in the pillow angrily and annoyed.

The more breathless, the heavier the anger——

"Why doesn't this guy take the initiative! I was really tough that day! But it should be unforgettable! But why don't you contact me after these days!
Can't he be like the scumbag in the TV series!Call me every day and night to pester me!Maybe I will soften my heart!

So angry!Country people are really not conscious!I don't know if Miss Ben needs to be coaxed!

How straightforward are you?Miss Ben said she didn't want to see you, so you stopped sending messages?

Miss Ben told you not to come to me for the rest of your life, and you also won't come to me for the rest of your life? "

The more I think about it, the more I get angry, the more I think about it, the more I get angry, so angry that I want to take a helicopter to Zhiniao Island immediately, give that guy a slap, and then fly back.

In the end, Kurosawa Reai, who was sulking alone, lay on the bed, her long black hair spread out on the white pillow, staring blankly at the ceiling.

When her mood was finally relieved, she looked sideways at the small objects covered by glass on the table, and then began to sulk again.

Inside the small glass cover is a blue steamed bun.

That thing is made of silicone. When Kurosawa went to blow the air the next day, she found it was floating on the water, together with a pile of garbage.

The more she looked at it, the more glaring it was, and she couldn't bear it anymore, so she spent some money and asked someone to fish it up.

Just when he was thinking that this thing must never be seen by him, the phone that was thrown aside rang.

Kurosawa picked up the phone, thought it was a family member, but what caught her eyes was an unexpected name——

"Jiang Yuan Shen"

(End of this chapter)