Conan: The Second Personality of Kaitou Kidd

Chapter 362

Now, Kaito Kuroba looked back at some of the past and suddenly felt, "No wonder."

He said: "No wonder my mother's attitude is so repulsive, the reaction is too intense."

When saying that "the organization is taking her child away, it is a shameful human being who grabbed the little fox's paw and dragged it into the shop", Chikage Kuroba's attitude was very obvious, with some intense rejection and disgust, rejection To the point where whenever the members of the organization are mentioned, disgust will inevitably appear in the corners of the eyes and brows.

original……

Kaito Kuroba looked at the note in the perspective again, looked at the paragraphs of Lucifer's original words, and said: "It turns out that I have a guilty conscience."

It turns out that from Chikage Kuroba's point of view, the organization is the 'boss', but from another point of view, she is also the 'boss'.

Bai Shui: "."

He didn't participate in this topic, and redirected the topic back to the previous topic that Kuroba Kaito thought was 100% correct just by talking to himself, "All right?"

Facing the slander, Bai Shui found that he had become accustomed to it, and he refuted it clearly.

"I'm not depressed, I'm just indifferent and tend to be inactive."

"I'm not anorexic, I don't eat strong flavors, I don't eat raw food, I don't eat meat floss and stuff like that for a simple reason, as you must have surmised, that has to do with the events of my parents' death," he clarified, "but it's not 'psychological. Shadow', 'too big blow', but..."

It’s easy to explain not to eat raw food. After seeing the feast of woodpeckers, it’s the people who can eat raw food calmly and without changing face.

The reason for not eating strong-smelling and meat floss foods is because, "I had a long-term experience of not eating or drinking."

Bai Shui said: "The human body can survive for a short period of time without eating and only replenishing a small amount of water. But if you don't eat for three to five days, you will feel uncomfortable when you eat food again, even if it is just a box of milk or a cup of warm water. It’s so fishy that my body can’t help but feel nauseated.”

The doctor's advice is to try to eat as lightly as possible, coupled with the overly keen sense of smell of police dogs, Baishui has naturally formed the habit of not eating strong-flavored food over the long years.

He added: "I don't eat meat floss because it reminds me of snow."

"I am withdrawn because I am used to not communicating with others. Cleanliness is indeed related to woodpeckers. I have seen the scene of a woodpecker case, and I can't accept dirty things. Tracking criminals is a habit left by the station master, station master After death I,'

Bai Shui paused, "I don't have anything else I want to do, so I keep the habit."

And: "You think that when I was young, I saw the tragic death of my parents, encountered a serial murderer, and stayed in the cabinet for a few days, leaving a psychological shadow, so I have all kinds of eccentricities?"

"... and because of this, I think I have self-destructive tendencies."

Kuroba Kaito did not directly state his point of view, but only paused appropriately: "From your perspective at that time, it was not that your parents were killed by woodpeckers...and you stayed in the cabinet at the scene for so long, with no food, and only your own wounds. I think To survive..."

Humans can live for about a week without eating, and about three days without drinking water. This is the number of days that normal adults can last, and the number of days that children can last will be even less.

It was difficult for Baishui, who was still a child, to survive in a locked cabinet without any food or water. There was almost only one way, and that was to accept the survival guidance left by the webmaster.

It's normal to have psychological shadows and various quirks when surviving this situation.

Kuroba Kaito really felt that Shirasui was very normal, so normal that he was relieved: It was great that he didn't really grow into a guy like the webmaster.

Bai Shui heard from the words of Kuroba Kaito who paused properly, he tapped the note with his knuckles, paused, and said: "Sorry, it's my fault, I didn't elaborate on the situation at that time."

"I survived not because I accepted the webmaster's proposal, but because I found water resources." He tapped the note silently. "It was a world of ice and snow. The cabinets were placed against the wall, and the maker was an unknown person. For those who are patient enough, and with the signs of age, gaps in the top corners and melted snow, a certain amount of water can be obtained.”

It's just very difficult, and too little. In fact, it can't even meet the human body's basic water needs, and it can only delay death by a few minutes.

But before Bai Shui died, the police arrived.

"Sorry," Bai Shui apologized again, "I didn't elaborate, and it caused you to misunderstand. It's my fault."

He paced his knuckles leisurely and added, "You don't think I have self-destructive tendencies because of this, do you?"

"No."

"I don't value life, but I don't despise it either. I won't destroy myself easily, please rest assured."

Kuroba Kaito: "Huh?"

He reacted a few times to the new news, and immediately grasped the point, "'Easily'? Does that mean it won't be easy?"

"I don't think you're self-destructive because of that, or not just because of that, but,"

But many, many points.

"You don't take your own life very seriously, I agree with that," Kuroba Kaito said, "Do you still remember the first time we met, what did you say?"

"Friendly reminder, 'You don't have to exist'."

"Anyone who has the desire to survive cannot say this in a sincere tone without hesitation, right?"

Bai Shui can explain this.

"You are a victim," he said, "It's a disaster for you, and you found it in your body for no reason..."

Kuroba Kaito interrupted, "You too."

He was very rigorous, "That was the third time you woke up. You didn't investigate the truth thoroughly at all, did you? You only had a little guess about why you came here. I'm not 100% sure, let alone taking the initiative."

So, "You are a victim too."

"Don't say that one's body is taken over and the other's taken over someone else's body. Even the victims are different."

Hei Yu quickly said: "A person who has the desire to survive, even if he encounters a situation where he does not occupy the moral high ground, he will still want to survive, instead of dying again without hesitation like you."

There is one more important point: "Just like the incident with Mom and Dad, there is another incident that you did not tell me in detail about your death."

He reminded: "This meeting, you said that you came back from the dead."

"Then what is the specific process of your death?"

Regarding his own death, Shiraisui only briefly mentioned it. Kuroba Kaito did not ask too much. He asked seriously at this moment: "Do you dare to tell me the specific process? Without any language, artistic processing and simplicity, without any personal details. Color, just tell the truth.”

The death process of Baishui is very simple, it is in the process of "collecting folk songs".

The killer found him.

The murderer was a middle-aged man in his 40s and an 'Avenger'. His reason for killing was simple: to avenge his loved one and kill the deceased who had been sentenced to several years of weekend punishment.

For this reason, the murderer made many, many preparations. From the murder to the dumping of the body, he made clear arrangements. He even arranged for the children in junior high school to go out in advance and found someone to forge an alibi in advance.

This would be a perfect kill.

But to Baishui's surprise, at the beginning, the murderer abandoned all preparations and took revenge almost completely by instinct. He discovered the first scene of the murder scene when he was clenching his teeth and wiping away the hot sweat and tears on his face. Three parties.

Of course the murderer will be silenced.

Bai Shui doesn't pay much attention to life, but he doesn't despise life either, and of course he will resist.

only……

The murderer's useless preparations were sufficient and decisive. The time was late at night and the location was a remote place.

Bai Shui made a serious judgment: the level of the murderer is very reassuring, if there is no accident, he will die.

So, after simple thinking, he accepted.

If it is a guy who casually brings a gun into a convenience store to buy it for zero yuan, Baishui is absolutely unacceptable.

But the murderer was very well prepared, very capable, and seriously wanted to kill him.

That's what's acceptable.

Kuroba Kaito: "So?"

Therefore, Bai Shui dropped the barrier and accepted his own destiny.

……

"Ignore the things that are not worth paying attention to. Have you discovered an important point?" Bai Shui lowered his head and looked at the note seriously. He felt that the note was really a note. "I agree with Koizumi Hongzi's point of view. You are a dazzling star." .”

"It is the brightest and most dazzling morning star in this world."

　and also

　　
　
(End of this chapter)