In the detention center, the suspect is myself

Chapter 89 Testimonials on the shelf [Fanwai], there is a group number at the end, let’s watch it as a realistic small plot

Almost 20 years ago, a boy was born in the hospital one day in April

The boy was born in the countryside. He has an older brother at home, and his parents are migrant workers.

The father is simple but optimistic, with a junior high school education, and the mother is a little bloated, with 0 education and no schooling

Since childhood, the boy has lived in a careful family

Parents are unpretentious, relatively simple and honest, live carefully, and have never sinned against others.

The two are very fussy, they can save as much as they can, and often discuss with others for a penny of the price of vegetables. The boy feels very humiliated.
Sometimes they are very generous, they will buy whatever the boy wants to eat, or what they want the boy to eat
It was about ten years old. At that time, the boy got a perfect score in the exam and wanted a remote control racing car, but he clearly agreed to buy it with a perfect score, but he didn’t buy it. In the end, he couldn’t stand the boy’s sarcasm and bought it anyway.

[30 yuan]

The boy bought a defective product, half of the tail was broken, there is a high probability that the son of the supermarket owner played with it after unpacking it, broke it and repackaged it, sold it again, and reduced the price by ten yuan, but the boy had a good time playing, no Mind is a defective product.

From childhood to adulthood, a sentence has been lingering in the boy's ears.

[Save some money, don't spend too much money, you know how difficult it is for parents to make money]

[Our home cannot be compared with others.]

This sentence made the boy very inferior. He never went to the city to play with others. The only few times his relatives took him to play. He just played and did not buy anything.

Inferiority also increases the boy's self-esteem, the more inferior he is, the more sensitive he is
Because of low self-esteem, I also indirectly understand the meaning of school uniforms.

If you have low self-esteem, you will bow your head, but when you look down, you will see shoes, and the sense of gap will increase, so that poor self-esteem will be at work again.

But it’s good to look up, all wearing school uniforms, there is no comparison

However, the seeds of inferiority complex fall in the heart, which makes the mind sensitive, and often shows some inadvertent but deliberate behaviors to gain favorability, which is probably the formation of a flattering personality
things have two sides

The formation of a pleasing personality makes the boy's relationship network more stable
His mind has become sharper, he can easily detect some changes in details, he will never arouse the disgust of others, and he can say some words that increase his favor at the right time

In summary, the boy has been living in low self-esteem and false happiness
But fortunately, the boy is rational enough to analyze himself, understand that he has low self-esteem, and there is something wrong with his psychology, so he is not biased by this psychology
At the age of 13, or 14, the boy suddenly thought of something
why does he feel inferior

Why does he need to take the initiative to deliberately win favor

Why does the girl ask him to go out to play, but he wants to go but refuses
Why can't you talk to the girl you like?

Dazed, the boy fell asleep, and in his sleep he understood that the answer to these questions was family, which in the final analysis was...
money

At the age of 14, the boy is paranoid about money
Perhaps, he was not only paranoid about money when he was 14 years old, but he only discovered it when he was 14 years old

Around the age of ten, seven days before Mother's Day, the boy wanted money, and was joked by his parents, so he went to a small factory in the countryside to "work"

I forgot what I did, but I vaguely remember a crane carrying iron boxes full of cement to transport cement

The boy was responsible for adjusting the position. Fortunately, he was already 1.7 meters tall in his teens, which was enough for him to reach the iron box in the air.

It was very tiring that day, but it was very fruitful. The boy's father paid the boy privately.

【50 yuan】

A cheap necklace, a set of cheap glasses, 50 yuan disappeared

But there was a smile on the rough face of the parents
The boy forgot 50 yuan, he felt very happy

At the age of 14, the boy entered the rebellious period, but his personal rationality knew that he had entered the rebellious period, so he kept suppressing his emotions deliberately
During the summer vacation, he was full of an independent drive. He asked his parents to find someone to put him in a small factory as a summer job.
【Sixty Daily Salary】

The days in July and August are very hot. The factory is like a high-temperature furnace. The heat is visible to the naked eye. Entering the periphery is like entering a sauna room. The shirt is already soaked when entering the post.

The factory is a factory for making porcelain bowls. It is necessary to use a special 'driver' to pick up the porcelain bowls that are still clay embryos, and then stack five of them together, 25 pieces per wooden board, and finally put them on the shelf. Fortunately, there is an aunt who takes care of them boy , i can ' t handle it

The working hours are from [-]:[-] pm to [-]:[-] am, and the environment is worse than expected

After three days in a row, the boy's left hand has been turned outwards, repeating a movement for a long time, so that his bones, which are still in development, are almost deformed and twisted

Four days later, the boy became a deserter, and his left wrist was already swollen

At the age of 15, after the high school entrance examination, the boy went to work in a small restaurant
Clock in at 11:30 in the morning, clock out at around [-]:[-] in the evening, occasionally [-]:[-], take an hour and a half break at noon, including breakfast and lunch
【Eighty daily salary】

The environment is better, but compared to the factory, it is worse for physical strength
Nearly [-] hours, usually [-] hours of work, moving the restaurant dishes that need to be scrubbed, cleaning the floor and chairs, serving dishes, scrubbing the walls, brushing the threshold with hot water dish soap and steel wool
Can't sit down, can't stop, must have something on hand at all times
The repetitive work made him tired, young employees questioned him, commanded him, let his poor self-esteem gushing out, and his heart was weak
In the end, the job ended on a rainy day, the gate was locked and the key was missing from under the brick
The boy was exposed to the rain for an hour and a half, he collapsed slightly and became a deserter
Since then, the boy realized a problem

His psychology is such that he can't stand commanding him and questioning his work

Until he saw a comment while browsing and reading in the novel world

[Level [-] writer, at least [-] monthly manuscript fee, the author should not be short of money.]

This is a reader's comment on a certain paragraph of a chapter of "This Monster Is Not So Cold" by the author "Golden Jasmine"

At that time, the boy didn't know the concept of a fifth-level author, but he was moved
Boys like to read books, reading books can make him calm down, and he doesn't need to think about anything else
Stories from Chinese textbooks, best-selling books by celebrities, magazines, or novels, even classical Chinese, he likes to read

Especially some suspense books, "Ghost Blowing the Lantern", "Tomb Raiders Notes", "Ten Deadly Sins", "Psychological Crimes"

He started reading online articles in the fifth grade of elementary school, and there are a lot of imaginative ideas in his mind
He thought, even if he is not a fifth-level writer, five thousand a month would be fine.
At that time, the boy knew that money was hard to earn, but he had no idea about money

At 15, he started writing books

Start fantasizing, conceiving, typing on the mobile phone, and finally, the manuscript is rejected

Three or four manuscripts were rejected, and in the end, the idea was hidden
The boy didn't give up, he started to study the books on the new book list, went to the post bar to find the author to learn, started to open the book, and started to learn the core

Perhaps because of his deep-rooted and pleasing personality, the boy can always find something that attracts readers in every book
Within a year, he began to create

Unsurprisingly, he was rejected again
One, two, three, four, four editors all reject the manuscript

The boy refused to accept it, so he forced himself into an editor, and finally managed to pass the draft, [Editor: You can try it]

The boy is very happy, he didn't know that there is a pk recommendation in the back
But he knows that after signing the contract and putting it on the shelves, he will get the money. From then on, he can be independent temporarily without bothering his parents for money.
The book is still a success, with the blessing of psychological buff, the first order is [-]
16 years old, the first month's manuscript fee in the free period【23】

The manuscript fee for the second month of the free period, 【200】

The third month's manuscript fee, 【2000】

The fourth month's manuscript fee, 【4500】

The fifth month's manuscript fee, 【3600】

The book is not bad, but lack of experience, it will collapse soon, and the income of the whole book is between 1w~2w
I can't write anymore, the boy wants to write a new book, but the new book is still rejected

After that, he went to another website, a male video website with a green icon
The first book on the shelf, the first order of [-]

12 words, not a penny

When the first order came out, the boy fell into self-doubt, thinking whether he was a material for online articles
However, looking at the only 1000 yuan left in the pocket

When thinking about making money, the parents look happy, and the boy's self-esteem pops up again
He couldn't accept the way he went back in despair and asked his parents for living expenses
If one book is not enough, just two books, if the subscription ratio is not enough, increase the base, and rely on the quantity to pile up the first order

The second book, two hundred orders, cut
The third book, four hundred ding, barely make ends meet

17 years old, the highest daily income is [-]
One and a half months, because of studying, the book collapsed again

Without hesitation, taking advantage of the summer vacation, the boy opened the fourth book

First order [-]!
This book made the boy reach a daily income of over a thousand at the age of 17
The first month's manuscript fee minus tax 1.4w
The boy bought two mobile phones, an essential laptop

and a pair of shoes
Parents get a new phone, they want the boy to return it, the boy returns to the room and locks the door
The month is getting higher and higher day by day, and the boy's manuscript fee is also increasing

Just when the manuscript fee was at its peak, the boy's self-esteem began to suffer again.
It's like a basketball compressed to the extreme, producing a rebound effect

The boy swelled, and the income of more than 17 at the age of [-] made him very swollen, and he began to consume revenge

But the rest of his rationality always let him keep the bottom line and keep three w in his hand.
Inflated psychology, which soon leads to another collapse of the whole book, and the income disappears again
It was two months later when the boy was rewriting the book

Two months later, the first book I wrote, the first order is about [-]

The boy felt good, but unfortunately the subject matter itself was flawed, and it ended up hastily

2 months, earned 1.8w
After the end, the boy learned from the pain, and he wrote again the subject that made money before, that is, police literature.

Perhaps it is the tacit understanding from the patient, the boy always has a sense of substitution when describing the psychology of the murderer in the case
This sense of substitution has added a lot of light

Ten days later, the first order came out, [first order [-]]

The boy is very satisfied.

However, this book was not spared. Because of the exam, the state was completely lost, and the book collapsed soon
When the exam time is over, the book also loses readers due to a sharp drop in status

But the book is gone, you can rewrite it, the boy wants to open a new one

Just when the boy was about to write a new book, there was a knock on his locked door

The boy opened the door, and outside the door was his father

Father has a beer belly, gray hair, and dark skin

My father is getting old, but for money, at the age of 50, he still sells his blood and sweat on the construction site for money

The time to knock on the door is 42:[-] p.m.
The boy's father had just returned home, and before he had time to wash his face, there were still a few cement spots on his dark, wrinkled face

Looking at the boy who opened the door, he took out a plastic bag from his pocket, which contained a pack of chicken wings

"Look, you know what this is"

This is what the father said to the boy
The boy was stunned, looking at his father's blue overalls, which had been worn for several years, and his smiling face stained with dust, he didn't know what he was thinking

The boy ate a few chicken wings, which tasted terrible, and then stopped eating, or, the boy was full and wanted others to eat

The second son refused to eat, and the father took it to the 26-year-old eldest son

More than ten chicken wings, divided by two sons

A few days later, when the boy wanted to open the book, he pushed open the door, and outside the door were his brother's unmarried girlfriend and his parents who were eating
The boy closed the door, listened for a long time, and captured a few key words
[Is it okay to make a down payment of 40] [Can't repay the mortgage, I don't want to pay the down payment]

boy thinks a lot
Houses in his hometown are very expensive. Even in third-tier cities, in areas that are relatively garbage, a house costs 140 million, plus a car and bride price

The eldest son and the second son, that is 280 million, two cars double the gift

The boy's father leaves at six o'clock in the morning and returns home at seven o'clock in the evening. His salary is seven thousand a month, six thousand a year.
My mother leaves home at [-]:[-] in the morning and returns home at [-]:[-] in the evening. Her monthly salary is [-]

boy thought for two days
He thought of the smiling face of his father taking out the plastic bag to wrap the chicken wings

There is also the scene of riding on my father's neck when I was a child, and the grey-haired, embarrassed look when talking about money

He felt that he was not a rice bug, let alone a vampire.

He didn't suppress the inferiority and self-esteem in his heart this time.

The collision between the two made him feel unwilling
He decided to change the site

The website that makes money is good, but it can only make quick money, just like the difference between Sanhe Dashen’s daily settlement and civil servants

With the mentality of [30 years in Hedong, 30 years in Hexi], the boy returned to the website with the red logo

He repeated the operation, throwing in

The result is still rejected

The boy frowned. He rationally analyzed his own writing, mastery of rhythm and plot, and he thought he had a little bit of strength.

One rejected, two rejected, three still rejected

In the end, under the editor [Star], which is the starting point editor [Liu Xing], the contract was successfully signed.

On the first day of publishing the book, the boy is very confident

On the tenth day of book publishing, [-] words, seven collections, including two robots

The boy felt a little irritable, he wanted to consume all the manuscripts, and then the eunuch left

But just when he was about to cut the book, a monthly ticket appeared
【Outside your world】

The boy looked at the names of the voters, thought for a long time, and the unwillingness appeared again, holding his breath and continuing to write

[-] words, [-] favorites
Others [-] words on the first round of recommendations

The first round of recommendations for boys with 11 words

Follow up from 5, then gradually increase
200-400-800
The boy's book has improved. Originally, he thought he could advance smoothly, but unfortunately
The number of words pushed up is too much, which affects the subsequent increase in income

I didn't get a crucial recommendation, so I had to prepare to put it on the shelves
But the boy is very optimistic, at least, his grades are better than his previous books

At noon tomorrow, at twelve o'clock, the boy's book will be on the shelves
The boy's rationality, let him know that he needs to seize the opportunity
Books with achievements should not be left idle or spoiled

he is here to make money
The premise of making money is that the book has quality
How much money you can make depends on how much the book is updated
The boy feels that these two points are not his weakness

Looking at the testimonials on the screen, the boy typed a lot
After thinking about it, the boy suddenly had a bad taste
He writes suspense, and what he is best at is the indistinguishability of truth from falsehood. So, why not use this method in the testimonials?
Thinking of this, the boy typed in the screen
[Today is KFC Crazy Thursday, enjoy half-price discounts for any set meal, upgrade the luxury set meal for three people, enjoy big discounts for joint orders, and many more.
v I'm fifty, give the author's code word power to accelerate]

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