In the world of dragons, only I am not attacked

Chapter 202 I Will Save You
The night is like washing.

The stars fell into the Milky Way, and there was no more light.

The area with a radius of more than 1 kilometer around the abandoned buildings on the riverside has all been driven away by the police.

Fortunately, there are no tall buildings and densely populated areas nearby.

The population is also relatively sparse.

It will be troublesome if you go further to the University City.

But this is not good news.

It is conceivable that the battle would be fierce if such a large area of ​​people needed to be driven away.

The ability division was fighting fiercely with the beasts that came out of the space crack.

And in the unfinished building.

Li Chenguang hesitated for a while, and sat on the ground directly, crossed his legs, and sat quietly looking at the ground.

After a long time, he sighed and said, "To be honest, I am also very confused. I feel like Zhuang Zhou and a butterfly now."

I don't know whether Zhuang Zhou dreamed of a butterfly or a butterfly dreamed of Zhuang Zhou.

"Moreover, my memory has been eaten up a lot, and many things are blurred. I don't know whether my useless previous life is reality, or the world of dragons I experienced a thousand years later is reality, or the world we are in now. world is reality.”

It could be reality, or it could be a dream.

Who knows.

He can only live in the present.

"But Zhizi, do you know that in the three worlds I have lived in, in my first life, I lived to be in my 20s, and died suddenly because of working overtime."

"The second world, that is, the world a thousand years later, lived for more than ten years, was wanted by people, chased for thousands of miles, and then fled here. After so many days, I don't know if I am still alive in that world. .”

"And then there is this place. Adding up, I may have already lived, um... It's been almost a few decades, but my memory may not even be enough for a year."

Even though he has lived for so long, Li Chenguang doesn't have much memory, all of which have been eaten up by the mirror.

He even felt that some memories were not eaten by the mirror, but buried by himself.

I don't know why, but it just feels that way.

"Many of my memories are vague and vague. I feel like I can see something, but I can't see anything when I look hard. That's really scary."

Li Chenguang showed a somewhat sad expression, "What does it feel like to have no memory? It's probably similar to that I don't even have the proof that I have lived. I don't know where I lived, what I have done, and I know you again. Some people, nothing, nothing."

"There was even a time when I would forget what happened last month this month, and what happened yesterday when I forget today."

Because he maintained his younger sister's innocence at that time, his energy was not enough to pay the price, so he could only deduct it with memory.

"I feel like I don't know what I'm doing every day."

Speaking of this, Li Chenguang paused.

Stared blankly at the ground for a long time.

For a long time.

Only then continued.

"I don't know if I've lived, I don't know what memory is real, I don't know which world is reality, I don't even know my past, but, you know, Gardenia."

"In my previous life, to the millennium later, and now, everyone is changing, the world is also changing, the people around me, the things around me, are all changing, only you are always there."

Li Chenguang stared blankly at the ground, and murmured, "I only remembered it recently, only you, Zhizi, you are always by my side."

Zhi Ziwei's little head buried in the bend of her knees finally moved.

She raised her small face slightly, her red eyes were still full of tears, she stared blankly at Li Chenguang.

The delicate little face was also flushed.

"I?"

"Ah."

For the first time, Li Chenguang failed to catch Zhi Ziwei, and made Zhi Ziwei live in his dreams for a long time, which made him dare not recall it for a long time, for fear of having nightmares. Li Chenguang felt that this memory was Those who are actively buried by themselves do not want to recall.

Then there is Li Shuang a thousand years later.

He could feel that there was a great connection between the two.

Li Shuang probably had some relationship with Zhi Ziwei.

And then there is now.

"Remember, I saved you on the first day I came back. I even suspect that Dragon Ball may have sent me back to fulfill my long-cherished wish, and sent me to that day."

Moreover, Li Chenguang feels inexplicably kind to Zhizi. Although there are Li Shuang's factors in it, he thinks there may be other reasons.

Let him only tell Zhi Ziwei about such an important time travel.

Never mentioned it to anyone else.

Because he only believed in Zhi Ziwei.

In his memory, no matter where he is, Zhi Ziwei will always be there.

"It feels like this world is both familiar and strange."

What is familiar is the people around, the school, the class, and the only gay friend.

What is strange is the ability division, the space-time rift, the teacher Meng Zhang, and so on.

Fortunately it is.

"Fortunately, you are still here. Now that I think about it, it's really great to help you realize the dream of my previous life. It's really great to meet you who was thousands of years ago and a thousand years later."

At least in this strange time, there can be a familiar person.

Don't make yourself seem so alone.

If Zhi Ziwei wanted to die, Li Chenguang would not stop her.

Because Li Chenguang himself experienced the painful time of wanting to die.

Living is suffering every day, without seeing the sun or the future.

Feeling dead is a relief.

Unfortunately, he didn't have the guts to commit suicide.

Therefore, he will respect Zhizi's decision.

If she insists on doing so.

Li Chenguang didn't think he was qualified to stop it.

The meeting was already signed, so why should he ask for more.

If she really felt that living was painful...

Zhi Ziwei glanced at Li Chenguang first, then lowered her gaze, and asked softly, "Then, have you found a way to go back?"

"I can't tell the difference anymore. I am a person who is a thousand years later, but I have stepped on the shoulders of history. But when I think about it carefully, this history is my original life. I think I should find Dragon Balls to go back, but I can't go back." May never go back."

Who knows.

Zhi Ziwei stared blankly at the ground, and said softly, "Then, if I leave, you will be alone again."

"Yes."

Li Chenguang tried hard to recall, "Actually, I was used to it in my previous life. I worked alone, went home alone, ate alone, bought the second cup of half-price milk tea alone, and watched movies alone. , eat stinky tofu alone, and sleep alone.”

Zhi Ziwei parted her thin lips in a daze, and then asked after a while, "Are you... lonely?"

"..."

Li Chenguang didn't answer, just stared blankly at the ground.

But Zhi Ziwei had seen that lonely expression before.

from the mirror.

Because she is also afraid of being lonely.

Her health is not good, and her mother used to hug her to sleep.

The most frightening thing is to be placed on the cold hospital bed, looking at the ceiling flickering, with a few mosquitoes flying around the "yingying" desk lamp, she opened her painful eyes, and she didn't know when she could fall asleep .

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and have difficulty breathing alone, although I am told that as long as I press the light next to the hospital bed, the nurse can be called.

However, the other party would stare at him with disgusted eyes, as if to say, why are you still alive.

Yes, it is such a naked look.

At that time, my family's financial situation was not good, and I was assigned to a very poor hospital. I didn't know when the meals were eaten.

Every day is suffering.

Every day, I desperately want to go home, to return to my mother's arms, to be hugged by my mother, and to be cared by my father.

But she also knows that her parents have to be busy making money to pay her expensive medical bills.

A long time ago, she was looked at by her relatives with the eyes of "this child is hopeless, forcing her to live will only bring down the family, she might as well die early".

Gradually, she discovered that she could read other people's inner thoughts.

That's just...hell!
It's best to die yourself.

No one expects their own existence.

No one wishes to be alive.

Except... Mom.

No matter what others say, even if they hint at her, don't treat her. Anyway, it can't be cured, so why waste so much money.

Mom would always answer with a smile, "It'll be fine."

Yes, my mother would always hug her, pat her back lightly, and comfort herself, "Weiwei will definitely get better, mom promises."

And said that when she earns enough money, she will take herself abroad for medical treatment.

Mom works really hard.

I have to go to work by myself, and I have to help my father with things, and I have to come to accompany me at night.

For a while, she was very happy, thinking that her mother was like a superman, and she was looking forward to her mother being with her.

That's why the mother who was hurt fell ill.

It's all my fault!

Father didn't say anything on the surface.

However, he didn't need to say it, Zhi Ziwei could hear it.

It's all my own fault, it hurt my mother.

My mother left, but my father's fortune was saved, and the family became richer and richer.

But it makes people feel more and more cold.

Dad married his stepmother and had a younger brother.

He doesn't like himself either, because when he sees himself, he will think of his mother, and he is the one who harmed his mother.

Therefore, most of the time, Zhi Ziwei is alone.

Father will give her enough money.

Also... just money.

She often goes to the hospital for review.

You have to take the car alone, go to the cold and suffocating hospital with the smell of disinfectant, queue up, get the number, see a doctor, and go home alone.

eat, sleep.

I go to school alone, but fortunately, I still have a few friends in school.

But... She hates her ability, because with this ability, she can always hear the dark and bad thoughts of the people around her, and then she feels unable to communicate.

very lonely.

Zhi Ziwei's biggest feeling is loneliness.

She felt that the world was out of tune with her.

The world is on one side, she is on the other.

Mom... is over the horizon.

The feeling at home has been getting colder and colder.

Knowing that he was about to die, his father had deliberately ignored him, this was also to reduce the grief of death in the future.

Just act as if there is no such daughter.

Yep, that's the idea she hears the most.

A family is not four people, but three of them plus myself.

I am the redundant one.

Just die sooner.

In this case, he met Li Chenguang.

A simple-minded, easy-to-understand boy.

He believes that this is a secret realm of reincarnation. When he leaves, the secret realm will reincarnate, and he will return to the time when he lived with his mother again.

Will start over from childhood.

Keep reincarnating until the next person breaks in.

That's also... great.

Wouldn't he be able to see his mother again soon?

I only need to close and open my eyes, and I will not be able to see my mother's kind smile, that gentle look in her eyes, and that call full of tenderness, "Weiwei."

I can lie in my mother's arms and act like a baby, let my mother feed me porridge, and lie in my mother's arms and listen to my mother telling me stories.

...seems to be a bit capricious.

Don't bother Mom too much.

Next time, I will definitely make it easier for my mother.

Maybe, the ending can be changed.

She thought so.

I always thought so.

The arrival of Li Chenguang made her no longer feel lonely, afraid, or afraid of being alone, because she knew that when she closed her eyes, she could see her mother when she opened them.

It's better to take advantage of the time when you grow up and enjoy it.

Do something you haven't done before.

Fortunately, in order to go out and complete the mission, Li Chenguang would accompany her to do things that he had never done before.

Two people, eat small stalls together, eat stinky tofu together, watch movies together, cuddle up and chat together.

Unbelievably, there was also a reassuring feeling in his arms.

It seems to have the smell of mother.

Moreover, his mind is very simple, and he has no bad intentions.

It is very simple and easy to understand.

No annoying feeling.

She originally thought that she could spend the last time with Li Chenguang, and it would be best if she could help him get out, then go back by herself, and reincarnate to see her mother.

She thought so...

But today.

Li Chenguang told her that this is reality, there will be no reincarnation, and once you die, it will be over.

Therefore, whether she is dead or alive, she will never see her mother again...

ended.

Time is over for her.

Life or something doesn't matter anymore.

Anyway, next year at the latest...

It's all over.

It's time to wake up from the dream.

I should continue to sleep.

Zhi Ziwei said softly, "Loneliness is indeed very scary. It will be lonely, sad, and sad."

I would lie on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, not knowing the meaning of my existence.

There will be no difference between being alive and being dead.

Zhi Ziwei looked at the ground in front of her, and said in her soft and delicate voice, "But, I can't help you, I can't help you out, and I can't make you no longer lonely. Will die next year."

Zhi Ziwei said, her eye circles became even redder, she stretched out her small hand and gently wiped the pearls in the big eye sockets, opened her eyes as much as possible, looked at Li Chenguang who was sitting in the distance, and tried her best to show her face like before. , a gentle and warm smile like the sun.

"Sorry, it seems that I have caused you trouble."

Li Chenguang also raised his head and looked back at Zhi Ziwei, "It's okay, just trouble me, I'm afraid of everything, but I'm not afraid of trouble."

Zhi Ziwei's lips trembled, and the vision in front of her eyes gradually changed from clear to blurred. She knew that the other party was not lying.

She replied again, "Thank you."

Li Chenguang's voice also gradually became distant, but clear, "Gardenia, if you feel pain, sadness, sadness, loneliness, if you want to die, I will not stop you, I am not qualified to stop you, it will only deepen your feelings. pain of."

"..."

"So, if you are really disappointed in this world and don't feel any warmth, just leave if you want."

Zhi Ziwei's lips trembled slightly, and she murmured, "...um."

Li Chenguang continued, "I won't stop you... But, I will definitely get the Dragon Ball, I will go back to the past, the day when the teaching building collapsed, no, maybe I will go back to the earlier time, back when someone made you feel miserable, I will save you."

"..."

"Whether it's ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times, or ten thousand times, I will go back and save you! Don't worry, I have no other advantages, I just do what I say."

"..."

Zhi Ziwei's eyes widened in surprise, the gradually blurred figure of Li Chenguang sitting on the ground in front of her eyes gradually became blurred again, and the whole world behind him seemed more and more blurred. Vague.

She pursed her lips and asked, "Why...why? Why did you do such a thing!"

Li Chenguang also looked back at Zhi Ziwei, his eyes fixed on Zhi Ziwei, the light in his eyes made Zhi Ziwei dare not look directly.

"because I like it!"

It's that simple.

Ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times, ten thousand times, I will save you, I will pull you from the cold hell to the ground, to feel the warmth of the sun.

I can't stop you from wanting to die, and you don't want to stop me from saving you...

Even if in the long river of time, your body is smashed to pieces, and it is beyond redemption, I will save you, don't worry!

　For the chapter at 11 o'clock tomorrow, let's update it earlier. .

　　
　
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