Chapter 13 Love Letters
Girl, see the words as you see them.

I just said goodbye, and I already miss you.

Dashan is not good at words, but I know that he likes you very much, so he left his dagger.

When I discussed with him what to give you, I actually had many concerns.

He dare not leave you with too powerful weapons or monster inner alchemy.

On the one hand, the outside world is very dangerous, and it needs to be used to protect me.

On the other hand, because he is afraid that these things will make people who hate you hate you even more.

It is not uncommon for people to kill people and seize treasures, whether it is in the mortal world or in the practice world.

Therefore, before you have enough strength, you must hide your clumsiness.

That's all he said, and it's up to me.

I don't have as many concerns as him.

After all, you also know that I have practiced for 200 years and have taken too many elixir.

Even though Dashan gave me spiritual guidance when he was young, he still didn't become a life spring practitioner.

Sea of ​​bitterness, this life is hard to get through.

In fact, even if she can't practice, with her strength, she is much better than the Kuhai cultivator.

Sometimes, I even feel that if you are fast enough, you can definitely finish me before I sacrifice the divine pattern.

Don't think I'm complimenting you.

This is a fact.

There are not no examples of the weak defeating the strong.

In my hometown, there used to be a chivalrous man who beheaded the cultivator who controlled Shenhong with just one strike.

So, baby girl, I feel that you are very strong from the bottom of my heart.

From now on, you must never belittle yourself again.

……

Have you seen the hairpin, do you like it?
Even if you don't like it, you have to keep it for me!

You are usually dressed in white robes, and you want to buy you new clothes, but you refuse.

Except for the full moon jade pendant and the bronze ring, there is no jewelry on her body.

While your wooden hairpins are beautiful, for future occasions, it's best to dress them up in style.

Besides, my daughter-in-law looks so good-looking, so I need to dress up well!

The hairpin is a weapon refined by me in the sea of ​​bitterness, which can be used for self-defense.

Don't look at Dashanzui saying that he is afraid that you will be missed by thieves, but in fact he still gave you his second most powerful weapon of the bridge of the gods.

Whether it is my hairpin or Dashan's dagger, the surface is plated with a layer of gold.

When you open up a sea of ​​bitterness in the future, hairpins and daggers will manifest their original appearance.

If you don't plan to continue practicing, gold is very soft and you can cut it off to live.

Don't feel reluctant, we keep these here just to make your life better.

Stop farming, so tired, these things should be enough for your life.

……

Girl, sometimes, I regret why I didn't leave any children with Dashan.

I have been lecturing on Kuhaiya before, just to make up for this regret.

I am very grateful to Dashan for his accommodating all the time.

I hope that in the future, I will also meet a couple who respect you, understand you, and tolerate you.

……

When I first heard about you, I was very curious.

After all, a mortal, who is only seven years old, can climb up the [-]-step Shu Road that even I would be exhausted walking down.

Later, when I learned that you were guided by Lin Xiao, I understood.

I even guessed the scene when you first met.

You are all crazy.

me too.

Lin Xiao wants to fly, you want revenge, I want to dedicate, and Dashan...

He only wants me.

So sometimes, I joked with Dashan in private that the four of us are the Four Idiots of Qingya Blessed Land.

It's a pity that Lin Xiao is dead, and I'm about to die too. Dashan wants to send me away, and you're left alone.

We must do well in the future.

……

That guy in Dashan dared to take a peek!

If it wasn't for his whimpering too loudly, I wouldn't have noticed.

I've been kicked out now!

……

Oh, look at my memory, I forgot everything I said just now.

Dashan said that he would help me write, but I disagreed.

Although I am very tired, I still have some cultivation.

If I don't even have the strength to hold a pen, then I might as well die.

I'm not afraid of your jokes, but in fact, I really wanted to die.

It's all because of that bad guy in Dashan who never leaves, and sometimes even seals my cultivation so that I can't commit suicide.

It's really strange to say that I was able to beat him until he was crying when he was in school, but why couldn't I beat him later?

Thinking about it now, he should have let me go at that time...

Oops, I'm showing my love to you again!
Hey, baby girl, puppy love is not allowed!
That Yu Tan, I asked Dashan to see it, and it was just like that.

Of course, if you really like it, then we must bless you!

As long as you can be happy.

……

Girl, I like you so much.

After meeting you, I feel younger.

I really want to recognize you as my granddaughter, but Dashan refuses.

He said that if it was a few years earlier, he would not stop me.

It's all because I haven't been alive for a few years now, otherwise I could see you more.

Girl, you don't even know what your presence means to me.

During the past few years, the Taoist priests in white robes have been teaching scriptures at Wudao Cliff.

They are like the rising sun, from here to the middle, and then to the other side.

Those people have no feelings for me, a prisoner in the sea of ​​bitterness.

After all, their future looks bright.

Who cares about the old flowers of yesterday?

What's more, there are many yellow flowers, and there is no shortage of me.

After recognizing the reality, I began to repeat those scriptures mechanically, using the so-called devotion to cover up my loss and low self-esteem.

And just when I was getting used to it, you, my daughter, came to me covered in wind and snow.

Those eyes were even more intense than those of Dao Tong and Yao Nong.

What makes me most gratified is that you actually wrote down all the experience I said that others have heard so badly.

Being needed by you makes me feel that my existence is still meaningful.

On the day we met, because of your appearance, I let go of my disguise and laughed at myself easily.

You're going to die anyway, so why pretend?

Reminiscing about the glorious years to my heart's content, no matter how many wrong and wrong paths there are, I have walked out step by step by myself.

And I have a hunch that in the future, you who are so serious will definitely go farther than me.

……

Girl, you are really smart.

You discovered the relationship between me and him at the very beginning, but there is no puzzlement or meanness in your eyes, and there is even some compassion.

The compassion in your eyes is different from that of my master, brothers and sisters.

In your compassion, there is more empathy.

It was that one glance that made me feel that we are suffering from the same disease.

At that time, I was very curious, you are only seven years old, how can you be as hopeless as an old woman who is half buried in the ground like me?

But your eyes are so sincere.

So, I don't think the pity in your eyes at that time was offensive to me.

Rather, it is a gift.

……

It's ridiculous.

I used to think that in my whole life, apart from the parents who gave birth to me and raised me, it was enough for Dashan to understand me and love me.

So I always forced a smile on my face, with gentle eyes, and sent those white-clothed Taoist boys who were destined to go away to leave.

But in your body, I actually want to cry.

Your appearance made me understand that there is no need to hold on.

I'm getting older, and the preface doesn't match the afterword.

After more than 200 years of practice, there are not many memories engraved in my heart.

Hometown, parents, school, mountains, and you who are covered in wind and snow.

I believe you will understand my ramblings.

……

I still remember the first time I found myself wetting the bed in my sleep. Embarrassment, embarrassment, grief and despair followed one after another, and I almost collapsed at that time.

Why should Dashan suffer what he shouldn't suffer?
I want to die with dignity.

So I lay stiffly on the bed, clenched my teeth to prevent tears from falling, and secretly circulated the divine power of the Sea of ​​​​Bitterness, trying to evaporate it dry, and then seek death.

But he found out.

Dashan didn't say anything, just touched my head, scrubbed my body carefully, and changed into clean clothes.

Throughout the process, Dashan remained silent.

He neither persuaded me nor scolded me.

His gaze was as gentle as ever.

So I changed my mind again.

Even Dashan didn't give up on me, so what right do I have to say no first?
In fact, I know that Dashan wants to be an ordinary couple with me, but he doesn't allow himself to grow older than me.

For so many years, he has been practicing hard and made many attempts, but unfortunately all of them are useless.

Until his master came here in person.

After learning that I had no hope of entering the fountain of life, Dashan stopped practicing Taoism.

Girl, I really want to cry, but I can't bear to let him see me cry.

Nannan, thank you, you often came to chat with me before.

How much I want to tell the world how much Dashan loves me.

But I also don't want to burden him.

So I just tell you.

……

About the reincarnation I told you yesterday, I thought about it all night and talked with Dashan for a long time.

We all think that butterflies are our hallucinations.

It's a dream that ends in emptiness, and the matter of reincarnation cannot be taken as real.

So you must not be attached.

Sometimes, letting go may not be a kind of happiness.

And I believe that your brother must also hope that you can live happily.

In any case, don't put too much pressure on yourself.

……

I should have stopped writing here, but I don't want all your past efforts to be in vain.

Although Dashan and I don't really believe in reincarnation, we also hope that a miracle can happen to you.

So, girl, do what you think is right.

As long as you are willing to wait, that person will definitely come back.

Just write here, my hands are tired.

In my memory, the flowers at this time are the most beautiful.

Dashan wants to take me back for the elderly!

So don't worry, we're all fine.

Girl, take care.

(End of this chapter)

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