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Chapter 46 First Snow
Chen Sui was staring at the laptop, but her mind was empty. The melody in the earphones played in loop for countless times, but they failed to bring her back.

After that voice call, she hadn't contacted Shan Jingzhe, she really didn't know how to deal with it, after all, she was really desperate.

He had clearly agreed to return to his friend before, but he didn't expect that everything would be messed up after a drunken phone call.

Fortunately, Shan Jingzhe didn't contact her in the past two days, avoiding embarrassment in this regard, but she was a little unhappy, contradictory and entangled.

Thinking of this, she sighed No.13 times.

Hearing another sigh, Guli and Shiye raised their heads from their respective jobs, looked at each other, and sighed silently.

Hometown: You go!
Shi Ye: Why did I go?You girls are better at communicating!

Hometown: You can communicate better if you engage in music, and I'm not free right now.

Shi Ye: What am I going to say?

Hometown: Find a topic and explain her!

Shi Ye: I may not be able to find it.

Hometown: The time has come to test the friendship of so many years!Believe in yourself you can do it!

Shi Ye: At the beginning of the month, she asked me a question and I didn't answer it well. I'll go now, God will die!
Hometown: emmmmm, so, if you hold on, I'll go find Blue Bird.

Shi Ye: Then hurry up!
They looked at each other, and the two engaged in this silent conversation winkingly. They didn't know how the two communicated with each other's meaning. Guli stood up first, and walked towards the door, waiting for her figure to disappear in this place. In the room, Shi Ye retracted his gaze, looked at Chen Sui who was still immersed in his own world in a daze, and sighed silently again, the fault was caused by himself, I'm sorry but I have to bow my head.

Going to sit beside her, Shi Ye hesitated and said, "Sorry."

Sensing someone beside him, Chen Sui came back from his own thoughts, looking at Shang Shiye's apologetic gaze, he didn't understand why: "What's wrong?"

"Sorry, I didn't know the girl you asked was yourself."

Chen Sui understood what he was talking about, and took off the earphones: "I don't need to apologize for this matter. Of course, I want to answer the question in a realistic manner. Your answer is very true to me. Very useful, I should thank you."

Shi Ye pursed the corners of his lips: "Is the boy you asked Shan Jingzhe?"

Chen Sui looked at him, not knowing how to answer for a moment.

"It's him. The last time we met, I could see that your attitude and emotion towards him are different."

Chen Sui turned his face away and lowered his head, his tone suddenly became low: "It's not important, it's impossible anyway."

"Why do you think so?" Shi Ye tilted his head and stared at her side face: "Did Shan Jingzhe tell you that his parents would not accept it?"

"That's not true." Chen Sui shook his head: "We haven't talked to this point yet."

"Since not, why do you think his parents will not accept you? No one can predict and avoid accidents, and you are excellent, excellent in every aspect, these are enough to cover up your shortcomings, although I don't know why you think that this is your shortcoming, is it just listening to the gossip of those brainless trolls on the Internet? You don't listen to the gossip on the Internet. "

"The nature is different, as you said, it's not just your own problem, it involves your parents' generation, everything is different, why should I delay others."

"You must like him very much, I've known you for so long, this is the first time I've seen you troubled like this."

Chen Sui was silent for a long time, and nodded for the first time: "Well, I like him, even I can't believe it myself, I really like him, I like him so much, as long as I think that he won't like me anymore, I will It's sad, but I don't dare to be selfish, a sunny and bright boy like him should have a good-looking, well-qualified, and well-born girl by his side, anyway, it shouldn't be me."

"But, are you willing?" Shi Ye kept looking at her drooping profile: "It's rare to meet someone who likes you so much, are you willing?"

Chen Sui pursed his lips, pretending to smile relaxedly: "I'm not reconciled, but so what. I don't want to lose either, but I know I can't win. No matter how long the sun stays, it will always Fallen."

As if he didn't want to say any more, Chen Sui put on his earphones again and faced the screen, and he didn't even have time to say a word.

When Shi Ye looked at her side face covered by broken hair, he could vaguely see the redness in the corner of her eyes. He reached out to touch her head, but before he could touch her head, the door was pushed open. He withdrew his hand and looked at her as if nothing had happened. Qi Yu who walked in from outside the door: "Why are you? Where's the blue bird?"

"Zaizai is a bit busy, it's okay, I'll do the same."

Shi Ye glanced up and down suspiciously at him, Qi Yu was very dissatisfied: "What kind of eyes do you have, I am also very serious!"

Hearing what he said, Shi Ye chuckled, nodded perfunctorily, stood up and walked out the door, closing the door behind him.

Looking at the closed door, Qi Yu raised her eyebrows unexpectedly, she didn't pay much attention, she turned her head and sat down at Shi Ye's position just now, her eyes fell on the laptop in front of Chen Sui, half-screen " "Cause" and "covetous" information, a single point has not been moved, and the open TXT file is blank, showing her master's absent-mindedness today.

Meeting each other's gaze, Chen Sui first looked away guiltily, and moved the small computer in front of him in an attempt to make the interface disappear before Qi Yu's eyes.

Qi Yu gently closed her computer: "Shall we chat?"

"What do you want to talk about?" Chen Sui also took off his earphones, leaned back in his chair and looked at him.

"What's the result of you and Shan Jingzhe?" Qi Yu went straight to the point: "Your condition is worse now than before you went on a trip."

Chen Sui rubbed the center of his brows, but did not speak.

"It's completely over?" Qi Yu asked guessing.

Chen Sui pursed his lips, hesitated for a long time, and then approached him and asked: "I remember you said that you also called Qingniao to confess your love to Qingniao when you were drunk, and you fell asleep before Qingniao answered you. How did you resolve this embarrassment after you sobered up?"

The sudden movement and low voice made Qi Yu couldn't help but look around the lounge, and confirmed that it was indeed just the two of them. Hearing her question, he subconsciously recalled the scene back then, and after thinking about it, he caught her The main point of the words: "Also? Did he confess his love to you while drunk?"

Chen Sui retracted his head a little uncomfortably, seeing that she suddenly turned into a quail, Qi Yu narrowed his eyes: "You confessed to him while drunk!"

"It was an accident..." Chen Suixiao muttered softly.

Qi Yu hissed exaggeratedly: "Expand and talk."

"...Just two days ago, I accidentally drank too much, called him, said some nonsense, and then I had already agreed that I could return it to my friend. I haven't said anything, I don't know what he thinks now, and I don't know how to speak?"

"Drink too much? With your drinking capacity, how much can you drink like that?"

"Half a bottle."

"White?"

Chen Sui shook his head: "Soda wine."

"Soda? Half a can?"

Chen Sui nodded.

Qi Yu was speechless: "Did you drink a fake bar? Half a bottle of soda, or soda with such a low alcohol content, you can drink like this."

Chen Sui kept his mouth shut and didn't dare to refute, Qi Yu sighed bitterly: "Then what are you thinking now?"

"……I have no idea."

"What did you think before this phone call?"

"I thought, go ahead and be friends again."

"Really, sometimes I don't even understand you." Qi Yu frowned.

"what?"

"It's not just Jingzhe alone, it includes those before. Why do you think that you can take a step back and go back to being friends with the people you rejected?"

"Because most of them are colleagues in the circle, no cooperation now does not mean that they will not cooperate in the future. If the relationship is too tense, it will add a lot of embarrassment in the future, which is not good for both parties."

Qi Yu couldn't find the words to refute her: "It's hard for you to handle it so beautifully, the dual quotient is really high, but why did you stumble here with Shan Jingzhe?"

Chen Sui began to feel depressed again.

"Give yourself a chance." Qi Yu suddenly became serious: "There is no doubt that Shan Jingzhe likes you, and it just so happens that you like him too. Now that things have developed like this, let's just spread the word out, for you and me It would be a good choice for him."

"You don't understand." Chen Sui clasped his fingers: "Aside from the incident itself, there is a gap between us..."

"What's the gap?" Qi Yu interrupted her directly: "It's the 21st century, can you be more mature? It is you who will go on in the future, not your so-called background, and the judgment of outsiders is not your future life." The benchmark for going on is that uncles and aunts are still alive, they will respect your own life, and no one can judge you."

"Chen Sui! You are very good. You are thousands of times better than anyone on the Internet or even in reality who just swears. They are not qualified to order and plan your own path, so don't be afraid, be firm, Follow your own heart and ideas, and boldly go the way you want to go."

"I..." Chen Sui's eyes turned red, "I...but I..."

"Don't worry, is your path as difficult as mine and Zaizai's? If there is, persevere, Zaizai and I have persevered, what are you afraid of!"

Seemingly inspired by that sentence, Chen Sui suddenly became enlightened, stood up and took the overcoat, and walked out while putting it on, Qi Yu looked at her in one breath: "Where are you going?"

"I'll go find him." Chen Sui didn't look back.

"It's snowing for the first time, it's a bit cold, be careful."

"it is good."

Chen Sui took a taxi, braved the wind and snow and came downstairs to Hearing, and bumped into Zhang Yichen who had just come out of get off work, "Oh? Three years old? Why are you free?"

"I want to find Jing Zhe." Chen Sui wrapped up his coat and scarf.

"Jing Zhe said today that she has an appointment, and she called off work early, and she has already left for almost an hour."

Chen Sui's eyes full of hope dimmed: "That's it."

"Didn't he tell you?" As soon as these words came out, Zhang Yichen wanted to slap his mouth a few times, wasn't that obvious.

Chen Sui shook his head: "Forget it, thank you, then I'll go back first, goodbye."

"Wait!" Zhang Yichen held her back: "It's snowing so hard now, and it's still so cold, let's go in and take shelter first, and we can leave after the snow stops."

Chen Sui looked up, the snow wasn't too heavy.

Before she could say anything, Zhang Yichen had already held her arm, shook the falling snow at the door, and pulled her into the door, while opening WeChat to send a message to Shan Jingzhe. Seeing that he didn't reply for a long time, he directly called The call passed.

　To be together!We are finally going to be together!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)