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Chapter 43 I dare not like him
When Ye Zhi came out with the hot water, she saw Chen Sui crying with his cell phone in his arms, and kept yelling "like" or something.

She hurried over and put the water on the bedside table: "What's the matter?"

Hearing her voice, Chen Sui raised his head in confusion, then dropped the phone casually: "Sister~"

"Here." Ye Zhi twisted the wet towel and wiped her face first: "What's the matter with us Sui Sui? Why are you crying?"

After wiping his face, Chen Sui forgot why he was crying. He half-opened his eyes and thought about it for a long time before he remembered what she wanted to say. While raising his hand for Ye Zhi to wipe it off, he said in a childlike voice: "Sister , Have I ever told you that I fell in love with someone?"

"No, who do we like Sui Sui?" Ye Zhi patiently talked to her while wiping her hands and arms.

"His name is Shan Jingzhe, hee hee ~ he likes me too." Then he started to giggle: "Do you know why he is called Jingzhe?"

"I don't know, why? Come on, the other hand."

"Oh." Chen Sui obediently changed his arms, then was dumbfounded: "What did I just say?"

"Why do you say he is called Jingzhe?"

"Oh yes! Do you know why he is called Jing Zhe? Because he was also born in Jing Zhe, isn't it a coincidence? Hehehe~"

"Yes, what a coincidence, it's the same day as Sui Sui."

"Yes, our birthdays are on the same day, which means we are a natural couple!" Chen Sui excitedly raised his fists.

"Yes, you are a natural couple." Ye Zhi coaxed her agreeably.

After Chen Sui shouted this sentence, he suddenly lowered his head, and his mood sank: "Sister, I like him."

"Sister knows." Ye Zhi helped her change out of her pajamas.

"But, I dare not like him, oh~ I dare not like him!"

After Chen Sui was cleaned up, Ye Zhi sat down beside her, hugged her in his arms, patted her on the back like a child, and whispered: "Why?"

"Because I'm not good, I don't deserve it."

"How could it be? We are the best in Sui Sui."

"I'm not good, I don't have parents, my life is not good, I killed my parents, no one would want a daughter-in-law like me, woo~"

"No," Ye Zhiyi also became hoarse, her voice trembling slightly: "It wasn't you, the death of uncle and aunt was a car accident, it was an accident, it wasn't your fault, it wasn't your fault baby, what the neighbors and the Internet said You can’t take bullshit seriously, they just can’t understand how good you are, they are jealous of you, we are so good, we can’t find them even with a lantern, how come no one wants it.”

"It's different, it's different."

"What's the difference?"

"It's just that you think I'm good. They don't think that if my brother and brother find the same girlfriend as me, my uncle and aunt's family will definitely not agree. It won't hurt if I don't stick a needle in my body."

In a word, Ye Zhi was speechless. Once the identity and position were changed, sympathy and pity were one thing, but acceptance was another.

"Besides, Shan Jingzhe doesn't like me anymore, I rejected him, he won't like me anymore, wow..." Chen Sui burst into tears as if he had touched the saddest thing.

Ye Zhi could only coax him again and again: "Since you like him too, why did you reject him?"

"Because I don't deserve it, he... is so good, he deserves a better girl, anyway, it shouldn't be me." Chen Sui closed his eyes and started talking nonsense again, and after a long time of tossing and turning, he began to get confused.

Ye Zhi sighed and saw that she was about to fall asleep, so she coaxed her to change the subject: "Sui Sui, let's sing, how about singing to lull you to sleep?"

Leaning on her shoulder, Chen Sui nodded his head slightly, but began to hum in a low voice. Ye Zhi followed her ending and patted her on the back lightly:
The dark sky hangs low, bright stars follow

Bugs fly, bugs fly

who are you missing

The stars in the sky weep, the roses on the ground wither

cold wind blows, cold wind blows

as long as you are with me

insects fly, flowers sleep

One pair after another is beautiful

Not afraid of the dark, only afraid of heartbreak

Tired or not

Regardless of the north, south, east, west

……

When the person was completely asleep, Ye Zhi gently helped her lie down, covered her with the quilt, wiped her face again, took it and threw it away, and planned to put the phone with the screen down on the bed Over his head, he was surprised to find that he was still on the phone.

Looking at the three big characters "Single Jingzhe" on the screen and the rising call time, no one on both ends of the phone spoke, and the atmosphere became awkward for a while.

Ye Zhi held the phone and hesitated: Do I want to say hello?But people don't know me, if I say hello, will he think I'm sick?But wouldn't it be impolite not to say hello?Why don't you just hang up?Anyway, he doesn't know me, what am I afraid of!
Ye Zhi felt that there was nothing wrong with her thinking so, and she was ready to hang up the phone. From the corner of her eye, she caught a glimpse of Chen Sui's frowning frown in his sleep, and thought of the grievances she had squeezed since she was a child. The pressure she had endured during this period, including only She dared to cry and reveal her heart when she was drunk, and she couldn't press the hand hanging on the button screen. In the end, she sighed silently and said hello.

"Hello."

Probably because she didn't expect her to be able to speak, Shan Jingzhe was quiet for a while. Although it was very quiet all the time, Ye Zhi knew that he must have built up his mind for a while before greeting her with a hoarse voice: "Hello."

"Did you hear everything we said?"

"Yes, I heard." Shan Jingzhe then added: "I'm sorry, I didn't eavesdrop on you on purpose, I was just worried that Sui Sui didn't hang up."

When he swiped to Weibo and saw the trending search, the rumor-making article had already been deleted, and he roughly understood the whole incident of Xiaosan through patchwork. He thought it was just such a non-existent thing that happened, but now it seems , There were other bad things about Chen Sui that day that he didn't see.

"It's okay." Ye Zhi found a seat and sat down, and asked him earnestly, "Since you've finished listening, I want to ask you, what do you think?"

"What?" Shan Jingzhe was a little stunned by this question, subconsciously straightened his waist, and then continued to ask him: "You have heard the reason why Sui Sui rejected you, although I am asking you this now. Some of them are unreasonable, but I still want to ask, what do you think?"

Shan Jingzhe couldn't grasp the meaning of this sentence, and after much deliberation, she still didn't speak. Ye Zhi didn't hear him speak, so Ye Zhi stopped asking, and directly changed the topic: "How much do you know about Sui Sui?"

"Probably know some."

"Do you know what happened to her when she was a child?"

"I don't know much."

"Do you want to know? I can tell you."

"Why?" Shan Jingzhe didn't understand.

"Just treat me as Suisui. I'm just this little sister. I don't want to see her sad. Before that, I want to ask you, do you still like her?"

"I like it." Shan Jingzhe couldn't lie to her, nor could he lie to himself.

Ye Zhi breathed a sigh of relief: "Okay, we'll go back tomorrow, are you free the day after tomorrow? Shall I treat you to dinner?"

"I have it the day after tomorrow. I should treat you to dinner."

Ye Zhi smiled: "Whatever, as long as we can meet, then I will contact you the day after tomorrow."

"Ok."

"Rest early, goodbye."

"Goodbye."

Ye Zhi hung up the phone, put the phone on the bedside, and put Chen Sui's unruly arm into the bed: "Sister can only help you so far."

Chen Sui opened her eyes, looked at the brightly lit room and was still a little dazed. She had slept for so long. When she propped herself up on the bed and was about to sit up, she suddenly felt dizzy and fell back asleep. I just remembered that I drank with my sister last night, and now the energy is back.

She closed her eyes and rubbed her temples, trying to slow down the force, and kept thinking about what she talked about last night, but she opened her eyes suddenly and turned over, endured the nausea, found her mobile phone on the bedside table, trembling hands Unlocking the screen, the chat interface belonging to Shan Jingzhe and the call log from last night reminded her that she was not dreaming.

Chen Sui threw himself back on the bed, slapped his sky cap one after another, and finally couldn't help howling, just as Ye Zhi came back from the outside and opened the door, hearing her almost collapsed howling, was startled Jump, quickly close the door and walk over quickly: "What's the matter?"

Chen Sui opened his eyes and looked at her sister, wanting to cry but without tears: "Sister, my agency is dead."

"Ah?" Ye Zhi still didn't understand why, looking at the phone in her hand, she realized what was going on, put down the things she bought from outside, and began to make honey water for her, with an intriguing expression on her face as she nodded: "oh."

It's a pity that Chen Sui didn't notice her expression, he was still secretly annoyed and ashamed, and even more thinking about how to face Shan Jingzhe at that time, after making an appointment to meet, she can't hide anymore, unless the earth disappears, she doesn't have to Went to meet up.

Ye Zhi handed her the mixed honey water: "What are you thinking about?"

"Sister, is there any way to make a person lose his memory?"

"Sorry, I can't help it."

Chen Sui supported his head and sat up, took the water glass and poured it down: "Then is there any way to make me disappear?"

Ye Zhi shrugged: "I'm sorry, it seems not."

Chen Sui was about to cry: "Then what should I do?"

"Talk to them well, and just let it go."

Chen Sui shook his head: "I was talking about it, but the phone call last night brought me back to before liberation."

"What are you talking about? Who hugged me last night and cried and said to me: I like him, he likes me too, our birthdays are on the same day, we are a natural couple, he can't like others, he... "

"Sister, don't talk about it!" Chen Sui covered his ears and avoided it. It's not terrible to be drunk, but the terrible thing is that someone will help you remember when you are sober.

Seeing her cowardice, Ye Zhi couldn't help laughing: "Okay, don't say it, you should figure it out yourself, what are you thinking? Sui Sui, you will live the rest of your life by yourself. You can't be single all the time, can you?"

Chen Sui tilted his head and looked at her, without saying a word, the balance in his mind was tilted left and right, one side was lonely forever, and the other was Shan Jingzhe...

(End of this chapter)