pamper her

"You don't want to die?" Li Mianmian shouted with a suppressed voice.

Gu Yanci smiled: "You are my life."

Li Mianmian was caught off guard by his sudden love words, and after a while said, "Didn't you still like me at that time..."

"No matter when, you are very important in my heart." Gu Yanci laughed, "But those words just now are for you now."

"You really..." Li Mianmian said with lingering fear, "It's still too dangerous, and it's raining heavily..."

"At that time, I only thought about the scene of you trembling behind the cabinet when you heard thunder for the first time. How could you think so much?" I have long legs."

Li Mianmian snorted: "You still show off..."

"Anyway, I just swiped over at that time." Gu Yanci didn't want her to continue worrying, so he changed the topic, "Then, I saw that your window was closed, but it was not locked. It can be opened artificially from the outside, but The degree that the wind and rain cannot blow."

"Well... Thinking about it this way, our house was indeed quite dangerous at the time. If a thief came here, I wouldn't be scared to death in the middle of the night..." Li Mianmian suddenly remembered something, "No wonder my dad suddenly said one day that we need to guard against theft. The net is to protect you, right?"

"I reminded Li Shuan of the anti-theft net." Gu Yanci tickled her nose, "Little heartless."

"And then, you came in?" Li Mianmian couldn't wait to hear the follow-up, "I must have fallen asleep at the time, right? Otherwise, I must have had an impression."

"Yes, you fell asleep and were not woken up." Gu Yanci laughed, "So, as long as you close the windows in your room, the sound insulation effect is still good."

"And then," Li Mianmian was not in the mood to talk to him about the sound insulation, "how long have you been here?"

"It didn't take long, and you didn't wake up. It's not good for me to stay here." Gu Yanci said, "I came here a few times when it was raining, but I didn't come in. The main reason is to check whether the windows are closed. Well, as long as you close the window, you won't wake up. Of course, your parents have never been woken up."

Li Mianmian couldn't care less about the little lies she told earlier, she couldn't help imagining Gu Yanci's appearance through the window in the middle of the night in the rain, she was moved and frightened: "You really don't want to be like this in the future... ..."

"Yeah." Gu Yanci said warmly, "At that time, my name was not right, so I could only watch it secretly. Now that I am a person with status, I will definitely not do those sneaky things."

Li Mianmian didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Who wants to tell you this...

She hugged him tightly: "I want to say, you must cherish yourself in the future, because you are not alone now, if you are not here... No, even if you only scratch a little skin, I will feel very distressed ..."

As he said that, Li Mianmian remembered the tattoo on his collarbone, touched the place according to his memory, and sighed: "Even if it's just a tattoo, I feel bad when I think of you hurting at that time... I heard that tattoos are for The place with a lot of flesh doesn't hurt, and the place with thinner flesh will hurt more, your place must have been very painful at that time, right?"

"It's okay." Gu Yanci pulled her hand down, "I have thick skin, so I don't feel any pain."

"Really?" Li Mianmian lifted her chin slightly and kissed the tattoo, "It shouldn't hurt anymore."

"Yeah." Gu Yanci smiled lowly, "It doesn't hurt anymore."

The two hugged each other quietly for a while, neither feeling sleepy.

"Brother." Li Mianmian thought of something, and suddenly said, "Actually, there is something I didn't tell you."

"what?"

"That's right, I was often asked to deliver love letters to you before." Li Mianmian said, "But I didn't agree to any of them."

"Yeah." Gu Yanci didn't take it seriously, "That's just right, it saved me a lot of trouble."

"But then someone secretly stuffed the love letter into my desk. I thought it was written by a boy, so I opened it and read it. I didn't expect it to be for you." Li Mianmian murmured, "But I have opened that letter, and I was afraid you would scold me if you knew I peeked at it, so I returned it. This happened several times, and I offended a bunch of people every time I returned the letter People, those girls and her friends think I did it on purpose, some talk about me behind my back, and some directly face me... Sigh, but it’s okay, anyway, they are basically from other classes, and they can’t get in touch with them usually .”

"Huh?" Gu Yanci's focus is obviously different from hers. "So besides the one I knew about, you have received other love letters? Why didn't you tell me, and secretly opened it to read?"

"I had no choice but to let you find out that time!" Li Mianmian dissatisfied, "How embarrassing, I would check my schoolbag every time I go home, just in case you would find out that someone wrote to me. I would rather be discovered by my parents, I don't want you to find out either."

"Am I that scary?"

"It's just... I feel embarrassed..." Li Mianmian stuck out her tongue and sighed again, "I occasionally thought about it later, and I felt sorry for those girls. I brought myself in and wrote a love letter but failed to send it to the one I like. In the hands of others, it must have been disassembled by irrelevant people, must I feel uncomfortable? I feel very guilty.. "

"What's there to feel guilty about? They even scolded you. If you want my brother to know, you must scold me back." Gu Yanci patted her head, "Even if I saw those letters, I wouldn't feel anything wrong. Reply. What's more, the ones who asked you to hand over the love letters at that time were all little girls in the first year of high school, right? If you handed the letter to me, I would most likely hand it over to their homeroom teacher, so you have done a good deed."

"..." Li Mianmian curled her lips, "You're too bad, aren't you?"

"Huh? Am I wrong?" Gu Yanci raised his eyebrows, "You don't study hard at such a young age, why write a love letter?"

"You are really... We are only two years apart, yet you have created a 30-year generation gap..."

Li Mianmian scratched his palm and murmured in a low voice, "It's a good thing I didn't write you a love letter on impulse... No, I should say, it's a good thing I didn't give you a love letter on impulse. Actually, I wrote it secretly. I wrote several love letters, and I also wrote a lot of words for you in my diary. Every time I was in a bad mood, I took your name as a tree hole. When I wrote your name in front of the diary, it seemed like it was real. talking to you."

"Is there such a thing?" Gu Yanci was surprised, "Is the diary still there? Show me?"

"Don't..." Li Mianmian twitched, "It's too embarrassing..."

"I want to see it." Gu Yanci squeezed her face, "Show me, huh?"

Li Mianmian was a little confused.

On the one hand, she felt ashamed of what she had written before, and on the other hand, she really wanted to show Gu Yanci to read.

Those unspeakable secret love feelings in the past, now that I think about it, I think it's a bit beautiful, and I want to show it to him like showing off.

How difficult it was to say a word of liking at that time, but now, she felt that saying this kind of liking was a kind of showing off.

She just wanted to show him, to say "Look, I love you so much", "I have loved you for so many years, longer and deeper than you", and wanted him to know that he is worthy of being loved. Love.

Gu Yanci said that he must read it, and in the middle of the night, he pulled Li Mianmian up, turned on the bedside lamp, and the two of them put their heads together, and opened the unsent love letters one by one, and flipped through the unsent love letters one by one. well-known diary.

After reading it, Li Mianmian asked softly: "If I really gave you these love letters at that time, what would you do? Would you stay away from me?"

"No." Gu Yanci said, "I will have a good talk with you."

"How to talk about it?" Li Mianmian laughed, but couldn't help feeling bitter, "Let me study hard and stop thinking about things?"

Gu Yanci looked at her: "Is this how I look in your eyes?"

"Otherwise?" Li Mianmian curled her lips, "You are an old antique."

Gu Yanci patted her head and said, "I will tell you, brother is waiting for you."

Li Mianmian was startled: "What?"

"Brother is waiting for you, and you will be admitted to the same university as your brother. When you are admitted to the university and become an adult, you will be able to fall in love with your brother."

After a pause, Gu Yanci made himself laugh first: "So now you have to study hard and don't think about things."

"...Look!" Li Mianmian turned on him and hit him, "I really saw you right! You are this kind of person!"

Gu Yanci let her vent for a while, held her wrist with a smile, pulled her into his arms and hugged her, and sighed, "What can brother do?"

Li Mianmian thought about it, but really didn't know what to do.

It was precisely because there was no other way, even if she didn't send the love letters, she knew how Gu Yanci would respond, so she didn't intend to send those love letters when she wrote them.

She wrote it for herself.

Perhaps because of the influence of Gu Yanci, Li Mianmian and his way of thinking are actually quite similar.

When she was writing letters and diaries, she did not express her love for Gu Yanci most of the time, but encouraged herself and said to herself: "I will definitely get No. I am qualified to stand next to him", "I will definitely pass the exam like my brother, otherwise I will never see him again, "He is so good, I must, must, and become that good."

So Gu Yanci's answer is actually not important, maybe Li Mianmian will be disappointed if he makes a promise.

"Actually..." Gu Yanci suddenly said, "My brother has already seen it."

"Ah?" Li Mianmian's eyes widened, "You found out and you still act like you didn't find out!"

"I was also at a loss at that time, and I didn't know what to do to be good to you." Gu Yanci said slowly, "I tried to avoid you deliberately, but later I found that I couldn't avoid it, so I just thought, anyway You didn't confess your love either, so just take one step at a time and let it go."

"At that time, I was most worried about you confessing to me." Gu Yanci said, "Because no matter how you refuse, it will definitely hurt you."

"Are you still afraid of rejection?" Li Mianmian flipped through old accounts, "I grew up later, and confessed to you, didn't you still refuse? Now you don't worry about hurting me anymore?"

"That's different." Gu Yanci said, "When you grow up, you can reason and have a stronger mental capacity, so I can treat it rationally. But when you were young, many reasons didn't make sense. And it will definitely have a great impact on your studies.”

"so……?"

"So, if you confessed to me at that time." Gu Yanci smiled lightly, "I have a high probability, and I will really agree to you."

"...Ah..." Li Mianmian had never thought of such an answer, "Then I am at a big loss?"

"But it's just a promise." Gu Yanci said, "When we get along with each other in normal times, it must be the same as before, and there will be no change."

"That's different." Li Mianmian held his hand, "If I want to hold hands, will you refuse?"

"It's nothing." Gu Yanci glanced at him with a smile, "When you cry, you can't even leave someone in your arms. Do I still care about holding hands?"

Li Mianmian immediately asked, "What about kiss?"

"..." Gu Yanci shook his head, "It's absolutely impossible."

"What if I ask you for a present?"

"The gift I gave you is still short?"

"...It seems to be the same. And you will definitely urge me to do my homework, and I will..." Li Mianmian said dejectedly, "I will definitely still respect you very much, and I dare not make any demands on you lightly. The change is not simply a matter of being able to be with you or not, but a gradual change over the years in a very beautiful family atmosphere."

"En." Gu Yanci nodded, "Thank you for having a good pair of parents."

"It's mainly about you, old and pedantic, and you can't fall in love even when you fall in love early." Li Mianmian said, "At first, I thought, if we were together, would we have more contact in half a year, or, you Will you come back occasionally? But when you say this, I feel that even if you promise me on the surface, our relationship is still the same in your heart, and if you don't want to contact, you won't contact. "

The more she talked, the more bored she felt: "Pedantic, so maddening!"

"Don't you like old pedantry?"

Pausing for two seconds, Gu Yanci suddenly remembered something, and asked with a half-smile, "Is there still respect?"

"How much respect?" Gu Yanci squeezed her chin, forcing her to look at him, "The kind of respect that you secretly say you want to get closer to me while I'm asleep?"

"...Why do you hate it so much?" Li Mianmian grabbed the front of his pajamas, "There are two embarrassing things in total, how long are you going to talk about?"

Gu Yanci: "Speaking of when we are both old and lying in the rocking chair basking in the sun."

These words somehow touched Li Mianmian's nerves and made her a little emotional.

"Then it's done, you have to stay with me all the time." She leaned down and kissed him, "Even if you are old and lie in the rocking chair to bask in the sun, you still have to hug me."

Gu Yanci was blocked by her, unable to speak, only let out a low "um".

Li Mianmian felt that the light was dazzling, so she slapped it off with a slap, and then actively pressed his lips against his, grabbing the hem of his clothes with her hands.

Li Mianmian felt a little cold, but was soon covered by the quilt pulled up by Gu Yanci, and warmed up again.

"Brother..." Her breathing was a little messy, she leaned into Gu Yanci's ear, and asked in a low voice, "Is my bed very soft?"

"Yeah." Gu Yan resigned, "It's quite soft."

"Is it still delicious?" Li Mianmian asked again.

In fact, the pillows and quilts are all newly replaced, and the house is cleaned every once in a while, but it may be because Li Mianmian has lived here for too many years, resulting in the small space still remaining A lingering smell.

It's an indescribable, warm and sweet smell that belongs exclusively to her.

Every time she is tender, Gu Yanci likes to hold her tightly and immerse himself in this smell.

So when Li Mianmian asked this kind of question, he immediately felt a little overwhelmed.

"Speak well."

Gu Yanci turned over, leaned against Li Mianmian's ear, and bit her like punishment.

Li Mianmian touched him: "I won't."

"..."

"I just want to be closer to you." Li Mianmian hummed softly, "Brother..."

"no."

Gu Yanci moved a little away from her, exited the quilt, then wrapped her tightly with the quilt, and said, "Let me hold you in peace, or go back to sleep, you choose one."

Li Mianmian didn't move.

"Have you chosen?"

"Yeah." Li Mianmian nodded, "I want to sleep with you, Li Yan's room is too cold."

"Cold?" Gu Yanci said, "Then I'll turn on the air conditioner for you? You go back to sleep?"

"It's me, I'm so hot that I'm sweating." Li Mianmian pulled her hand out of the quilt with difficulty, and couldn't help touching him again.

"I'm serious!" Seeing that he was indifferent, Li Mianmian became anxious, "I just like being hugged, and I can sleep faster when I'm hugged!"

"..." Gu Yanci lay down again helplessly, and hugged her into his arms, "I'm too spoiled."

"Don't you just like this?" Li Mianmian hugged him wildly, "If you don't act like a baby for a day, you think you have fallen out of favor."

"...The mouth is getting stronger and stronger."

"I learned from you." Li Mianmian kissed him, and said, "My boyfriend is better."

Gu Yanci: "... Hurry up and sleep. If you move around again, I will throw you to the next door."

Li Mianmian finally settled down completely.

Before dawn the next day, Gu Yanci woke her up and told her to go back to Li Yan's room before her parents woke up.

Li Mianmian fell into a drowsy sleep, and reluctantly hugged him for a while before leaving reluctantly.

Who knew that before Li Yan's door was pushed open, Lan Qingwan suddenly came out of the bedroom.

Both were stunned.

After a while, it was Li Mianmian who spoke first: "Mom...you got up so early?"

"I'm going to go to the bathroom." Lan Qingwan frowned, "What about you, what are you doing up so early?"

"I..." Li Mianmian said quickly, "I also go to the toilet!"

"Oh?" Lan Qingwan looked down at her, "Did you wash your hands?"

"...Ah!" Li Mianmian yelled in a fussy voice, pretending to be such a thing, "I forgot!"

Then Shansan explained: "It was too cold, so I wanted to go back to the room quickly and forgot to wash my hands."

Lan Qingwan looked at her suspiciously: "Can you forget this? Don't you usually like to be clean?"

"Uh... I'll go back and wash my hands first!"

Li Mianmian was afraid that what he said would make more mistakes, so he rushed into the bathroom in a hurry.

When she came out after washing her hands, Lan Qingwan wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Li Mianmian: "Mom, I'm going back to my room first! It's too cold!"

"Oh... that's fine..." Lan Qingwan muttered, "I've been nagging this morning..."

Li Mianmian ran out a few steps, turned her head and saw that Lan Qingwan had already entered the toilet and closed the door, and then her own bedroom door was opened a little, Gu Yanci poked her head out and asked softly, "Have you been discovered?"

"No."

Li Mianmian found it interesting to see his nervous look, and ran over to kiss him, which frightened Gu Yanci's body so much that he froze.

She laughed silently like a successful prank, and waved to Gu Yanci: "Let's go!"

Gu Yanci: "..."